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One Life

Published March 18, 2024 by tindertender

I counted my years and found that I have less time to live from here on than I have lived up to now.
I feel like that child who won a packet of sweets: he ate the first with pleasure, but when he realized that there were few left, he began to enjoy them intensely.

I no longer have time for endless meetings where statutes, rules, procedures and internal regulations are discussed, knowing that nothing will be achieved.

I no longer have time to support the absurd people who, despite their chronological age, haven’t grown up.

My time is too short:
I want the essence,
my soul is in a hurry.
I don’t have many sweets
in the package anymore.
I want to live next to human people,
very human, who know how to laugh at their mistakes, and who are not inflated by their triumphs, and who take on their responsibilities.
Thus human dignity is defended and we move towards truth and honesty.

It is the essential that makes life worth living.
I want to surround myself with people who know how to touch hearts, people who have been taught by the hard blows of life to grow with gentle touches of the soul.

Yes, I’m in a hurry, I’m in a hurry to live with the intensity that only maturity can give.

I don’t intend to waste any of the leftover sweets.
I am sure they will be delicious, much more than what I have eaten so far.

My goal is to reach the end satisfied
and at peace with my loved ones
and my conscience.

We have two lives.

And the second begins when you realize you only have one.

Beautiful poem by Mario de Andrade (San Paolo 1893-1945) Poet, novelist, essayist and musicologist.
Via Sisterhood connecting as one.🐝

I Am … A Memory of Notes Long Ago

Published March 17, 2024 by tindertender

If you use your β€œI Am” statements in a negative fashion, you will bring all of that upon yourself.

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Whatever you do purely out of selfish motivation will not be successful.

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Rules vs Power

Rules place a thumb upon another, power and control.

Power preserves tradition history, roles suited to best serve the whole.

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One positive and one negative cancel each other out. If one wishes third party relations and the other wishes sacred union, it’ll never work. It will be chaos, like never living goodness at all. Misery. Yet some love and even require your misery in order to get along.

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I’m not a bad cat.

8-9-10

You can gauge your love vibration by how gentle the heart is.

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She’s a frozen fire.

By the sky above me, by the land below me, by the fire to my right hand, by the water to my left, may the Powers of Nature bless and protect me, now and always.

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Space, time, love. Fundamentals of life.

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We all have to eat shit in our lives, literally, figuratively, whatever. Regurgitated shit spewing in faces everywhere we go.

The thing is, this is also the forging fire. That which tries to break us by feeding us garbage, we turn into a transforming fire that makes us so much more that we could have ever imagined.

It often resonates through familial lineage through constant connections through various incarnations … and the shit storm stutters when they’ve realized you’ve changed, you’ve developed a taste for shit and smile anyway, living your best life.

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We all have suffered pain … from childhood, relationship, job status, income level and all that entails. Often, especially the younger ones, rebel, holler, swear, fight, hurt self, hurt others. Actions that scream I am in pain, I am suffering! Take this off of me! And they put that pain, anger, rage out onto others, perpetuating it.

We must stop, become aware, reclaim our energies, our efforts, and redirect them to the polar opposite of suffering. Take it all and create its polar opposite, rather than being puppet, slave to emotional bondage.

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Television programming desensitizes people to chaos, making the brain numb and sort of zombified when it comes to empathy. Newscasters have become nothing more than talk-show hosts.

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We all like to think we are a β€œmain player” in the game. No one wants to realize they’ve been a pawn all along. Others may even tell you, you are a main player to continue the cycle, to bring damage. We want to believe we are worthy so badly we often do things our conscious pings us about for status gain. Beguiling.

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If circumstances take you out of your love space, you’ve then been rendered useless to the progression of love … of creating peace for you and all you encounter.

Prophecy

Published March 17, 2024 by tindertender

A story, appearing whole.

Different qualities, actions and traits are sought after. Seekers do not realize the prophecy, the β€œstory” is built using β€œfragments”. ONE from each portion of the multiverse.

The story is made available in a β€œseemingly” tangible β€œworld” and everyone is seeking the final sum of traits within the story not realizing it isn’t one story at all, it is not β€œwhole” and there is no such thing that can be found.

Each multiverse has its own β€œpiece” to the puzzle. It requires team work to find and understand.

I Release the Dream

Published March 14, 2024 by tindertender

Here we are, between worlds. Stagnant are we, waiting to see what direction this river will take.

Will it flow?

Will it get jammed, as in a winter rage?

Will it dry up?

Will it create a new path?

I need not know. I need not know the players. I need not know my role. I need not know who’s right or who’s wrong, or how it ends.

I need not know what I deserve, or the fate of any other.

I release the dream and I step forth into a new reality, whatever that may be.

May the collection of life’s challenges be remembered as I pull from the strength gained thru them, resilient, persistent, determined … determined to live as happy as I am able despite those who would snuff the promise of reward.

I release the dream, while it still lives.

If it’s meant for me it will be.

After all, everything experienced, everything, can be used to shoot the arrow forward, or break the bow.

Choice.

It’s where the Power is.

The Year 5784 and 2024 – The Door to Advancement

Published March 13, 2024 by tindertender

https://www.chabad.org/calendar/view/month.htm

Expanding into Liberation

Published March 11, 2024 by tindertender

That discomfort you’re feeling?
It’s a sign that it’s time to grow,
To level up,
To shift towards something
B I G G E R.
Lean In.

I see the people, elbow to elbow in a circle, their backs are to the inside, their fronts facing out. Their countenance is like the sun. As they open their arms exposing their front center to the light, the cocoon of darkness which had enveloped them opens, and as they spread their arms wide, the darkness is contained behind them in the residue of the collective cocoon. This darkness is encased by this cocoon, and surrounding this dark ball is the golden, fiery light of the liberated souls. This dark ball burns in this fiery light, enslaved in its own making … the cocoon of darkness … now surrounded by the flames of liberation.

Maybe this is what the prophets spoke of when describing the earth on fire.

Shooting Star

Published March 10, 2024 by tindertender

At 11:11 the words, β€œDon’t you know you are a shooting star?” Rolled thru mind, a message from Spirit, I share with you now.

Love!!

LIFE

Published March 9, 2024 by tindertender

LIFE
Retinens vestigia Lucretii
(Keeping track of the profit)

O bounteous Venus, mother of the race,
Each living creature hails you with delight;
With life you fill the oceans as they roll,
From Pole to Pole beneath the firmament;
The fruit producing Earth, at your command
Puts forth a carpet of the fairest flowers;
The vernal face of day is scarce unveiled
Before the birds of air succumb to love;
Then o’er the joyous pastures the wild herds
Bound merrily or swim the rapid streams;
O cause the fierce pursuits of war to cease;
Lull all to rest throughout the sea and land.
You, only, can compel a tranquil peace,
Since Mars controls the cruel tasks of war.
But even Mars, reclining in your lap,
Is vanquished by the eternal wound of love;
And, looking up, his graceful neck thrown back,
He feasts his eager eyes, intent on you.
So, Goddess, bending with a fond embrace,
Entrance his ear with your sweet Melodie’s,
And lull the God to slumber in your arms.
Not only Mars, but fierce Religion tame
To lead by love, instead of threatening
Poor, groveling man with terrors terrible
Of thunderbolts by Jupiter despatched.
Let vivid force of intellect prevail
Beyond the flaming bounds of space and time.
The altar of the virgin Trivia
Was stained with blood of Iphigenia
By her own father, with attending priests,
While she, all dumb with fear, sank to her knees;
Her countrymen all weeping at the sight.
And it availed her naught at such a time
That she had been the first to bless her sire;
And by religion was the evil done.
Men do not know the nature of the soul,
So cease to wonder whither it will go,
When your poor body is dissolved by death.
Behold the rose put forth her flowers in Spring;
The corn mature beneath the Summer heat,
The grape grow purple in the Autumn sun,
And bide your time as patiently as they.
Besides, if time shall utterly destroy
The things by it removed with length of age,
Then, whence does Venus to each race restore
The light of life according to their kinds?
Whence do the rivers, flowing from afar,
Supply the Sea, or Aether feed the stars?
But, if those elements of which this sum
Consists and is renewed, immortal are,
And have existed from eternity,
They nevermore to nothing can return.
The showers of rain are turned to smiling fruits.
The wind is substance through invisible.
Each wave that beats upon the rocky cliff
Some minute portion of the rock subtracts;
For Nature seldom hurries in her work.
We fear old age may creep upon our limbs,
And break the gates of life. Why should we fear?
Time, likewise, of itself does not exist,
But is our understanding of the things
That have been done in ages that are past;
And of the things that still are present now;
And what moreover afterwards may follow.
Untasted fountains are a sweet delight.
The temples of the muses still unveiled
Have fascinations for the daring mind.
β€˜This sweet to occupy the heights serene
Of lofty wisdom, from whose battlements
The pigmy battles of the common herd
For fleeting honors, or for worthless wealth,
Resemble battles of contending ants.
O wretched minds of men, O souls so blind,
Can you not see man’s nature but requires
A body free from pain; a mind exempt
From care and fear; a spirit resolute
To be in tune with Nature’s loveliness.
The grass in Spring beside a sparkling stream
Is lovelier far than the nocturnal feast,
Illuminated by a golden lamp;
And social converse underneath the boughs
Can be sweet as in a gorgeous room.
Hot fevers wrack the body, just the same,
Beneath the silken covers of the rich
As underneath a plebeian covering;
Since neither riches nor nobility,
Nor glory of a kingdom can suffice
To make the body vigorous and strong,
Why should they make the mind more firm and true?
Man can be happy without mustering
An army in review upon the plain,
Or fleet of warships sailing on the sea.
If he would banish all religious fears,
And think of death with spirit undisturbed,
Admire all beauty for itself alone;
So, when you see a golden filament
All studded o’er with gems of wealth untold,
Then, in the deep recesses of your mind,
Call into vision how the cobweb glows,
All animated by Aurora’s rays,
Whereon the dewdrops brightly scintillate.
Remember how the violet emits
A ray as lovely as the sapphire does,
While every modest blade of grass or leaf
Contains an emerald for your delight.
The blood red ruby never can excel
The sparkle of the dewdrop on the rose,
When first the morning sun the flower doth kiss.
And yet, the dewdrops dissipate,
Scarce faster than the joy possession gives
Of the ephemeral delights of pride.
Religion on the altar of the Gods,
May sacrifice a calf. With what result?
It’s mother wandering o’er the grassy meads,
And through the tender forests in the spring,
Her cloven hoofprint leaves upon the ground,
Surveying every corner with her eyes
For traces of her offspring to discern.
Then, standing still within the leafy bower,
She fills the valley with her loud complaints.
And, oft returning to the vacant stall,
She hopes against all hope to find it there.
The tender willows cannot soothe her breast,
The forms of other calves attract her not,
And for her loss she is inconsolable,
When with a flattery insidious,
The calm deep smiles, the faithless sea,
So prone to violence and treachery,
Deceives the wary mariner to embark;
Then roars in rage and overwhelms his ship;
What does it profit, that in Neptune’s fane,
He shed the blood of the poor helpless calf?
The war of principles regards not man.
When Aetna rages forth in mighty flames,
She cares not for cities or for fields;
And yet the same force animates the grain
To spring green from the earth and fructify,
The ancient poets of the Greeks have sung,
That Mother Earth drives in her chariot,
By two great lions drawn, together yoked
To signify the wildest offspring should
Be softened to obey a parents rein.
And when unto her bosom you are called,
Your friends will all regret that you are gone;
Your pleasant wife will weep for you alone,
Your children, then will miss your evening kiss;
For this, at feasts, the custom still prevails
To raise on high the flowing cup of wine,
And say, β€œThe time to drink is very short,
And when we’re gone, shall we remember it?”
For he, who suddenly is roused from sleep
At first can scarcely recollect himself.
Death, then can be no greater pain than sleep,
Why do you groan and weep at thought of it?
If life has been a pleasant thing to you,
Why do you not, unreasonable man,
Retire like a guest, well satisfied?
And, if your life in trouble has been passed,
Why should you grieve that you have reached its end?
For Nature drives the old out with the new;
And other generations will succeed.
When we are gone, who only have the use,
Not the possession of the life we live.
Do you believe with terror Tantalus
Beholds the rock impending in the air?
No. Rather terror dwells within life,
Who dread the fall that fortune may assign.
The vulture feeding upon Tityus,
In time would eat a body great as earth.
But he is Tityus among us here,
Whom passions tear, or cares shall lacerate.
A Sisyphus is he, before our eyes,
Who rolls the stone of popularity
To seek high office from public vote.
Are you afraid three-headed Cerberus
Will tear you in the that is to come?
He will not bite as outraged conscience does.
The thunderbolt of war, dread Scipio,
Returned to eart, as doth the meanest slave.
Will you then hesitate and grudge to die?
You spend the greater part of life in sleep,
And sleep is but the counterfeit of death.
Awake, the wealthy, weary of their homes,
Rush forth, that they their emnui May assuage,
Returning quickly, when their restless minds
Can find no comfort though they are abroad.
A person from himself can never flee;
And hence, the first step toward happiness
Is to avoid a conflict of the soul.
To still desire is better than to gain
That which possession turns to nothingness.
The weary body sought a welcome rest
Before soft cushions graced the silken couch.
The crystal stream the thirsty palate quenched,
Long, long before the cup came into use.
And love, ah love indeed can tear the soul,
With fury little else can simulate.
To those in love the black are lovely brown;
The pigmy dwarf has sprightly grace and wit;
The overgrown are dignified and grand;
The fierce virago has a noble fire(
The broad-lipped lass for kisses has been formed.
The monuments of heroes often fall,
But the ethereal sun shines just the same,
As when he shone upon primeval man,
Who, driven from his cavern in the night
By some wild boar or raging lioness,
Sat watching for his riding in some tree.
In those days savage beasts would slay a man,
And crunch his bones for food, but men were spared
Whole armies perishing for glory’s sake.
Man died by hunger then, now luxury
Creates more victims than did famine then.
Say, who, with mighty genius can compose
A poem on the Cosmos as it is?

By Henry B. Lister

We’ll Sing in the Sunshine

Published March 8, 2024 by tindertender

This song keeps playing in my mind. I just took time to really listen to the words. Spirit is great fun. Love, Love, Love.

Sometimes, it’s simply time for a change.

We’ll sing in the sunshine
We’ll laugh every day
We’ll sing in the sunshine
And I’ll be on my way

I will never love you
The cost of love’s too dear
But though I’ll never love you
I’ll stay with you one year

And we will sing in the sunshine
We’ll laugh every day
We’ll sing in the sunshine
And I’ll be on my way

I’ll sing to you each morning
I’ll kiss you every night
But darlin’, don’t cling to me
I’ll soon be out of sight

But we can sing in the sunshine
We’ll laugh every day
We’ll sing in the sunshine
And I’ll be on my way

My daddy he once told me
Hey, don’t you love you any man
Just take what they can give you
And give but what you can

And you can sing in the sunshine
We’ll laugh every day
We’ll sing in the sunshine
And you’ll be on your way

And when our year has ended
And I have gone away
You’ll often speak about me
And this is what you’ll say

We sang in the sunshine
You know we laughed every day
We sang in the sunshine
Then she went on her way

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Gale Garnett

We’ll Sing in the Sunshine lyrics Β© Lupercalia Music

Blessed Release

Published March 8, 2024 by tindertender

I’ve realized that what sometimes feels like a re-traumatization can be perceived as opportunity for release. The pain I was carrying regarding a past trauma was hidden … until it was visited β€œseen” in vision and triggered by an energy β€œdownload”. I cussed, I swore, I threatened anything and everything in my mind. For 1.5 days I lived anger and pain.

Today I visited the ducks, the waters, wind and sunshine. I realized what a release I have just gone through. Decades of buried trauma and pain was released.

Tonight as I got food out of the fridge to prepare, the thought, β€œyou can’t fight evil with anger, it only fuels and empowers it.”

And I understood what a blessing I have just been given … a sacred release of womb pain and trauma, hidden, buried, forgotten … and recently, the release has begun. Begun, I say, because I know there’s more pain, I simply need to get my head wrapped around it and separate the pain from the blessing.

Thanks be to the Most High and Our Family Divine.
I Love You.

I know how difficult it must have been to pick up on my pain and spewing of suffering into the collective field. Thank you for assisting my process. On one hand I’m saddened it took so long for me to get a handle on it. On the other hand I’m quite proud of my achievement … it only took 1.5 days.

I remember when it was otherwise …

https://opensenseme.com/2024/03/08/difficulty-of-energetic-violence/