In a sentimental mood I can see the stars come through my room While your loving attitude Is like a flame that lights the gloom
On the wings of every kiss Drifts a melody so strange and sweet In this sentimental bliss You make my paradise You make my paradise, paradise complete
Rose petals seem to fall It’s all I could dream, to call you mine, to call you mine My heart’s a lighter thing Since you made this night a thing divine
In a sentimental mood I’m within a world so heavenly For I never dreamt that you’d be loving sentimental Be loving sentimental, sentimental me
Rose petals seem to fall It’s all I like a dream to call you mine, to call you mine My heart’s a lighter thing Since you made this night a thing divine
In a sentimental mood, sentimental mood I’m within a world so heavenly For I never dreamt that you’d be loving sentimental Sentimental, be loving sentimental me
Some of you are in alignment and agreement with what others say about you. It’s not true. You are the originator. They want to take your originality, and replace it with their own bullslip. Your inner g is so bright, you’re the prize!! They must have you believe in your smallness, your rewritten purpose. They need you to use your light to balance their darkness. They need you to give them permission to steer your life, experiences, and potential.
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They target the mind, filling it with jargon and trash. They need you in agreement with whatever storyline they give you. They need you to agree to your own limitations, your helpless inability to affect positive change. They need you to rely on them to tell you who you are and what you are capable of. Permitted. They take your song, the blessing of God given essence, coded particularly with your own self for personal expression in this world, and they change the notes, the tune, the tempo. And they’ll rewrite it occasionally, rescript you .. f them bishes.
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You know how many times I’ve been told I’d never make it on my own? That i lacked what it took to care for self? Many. And i said piss the f off!! And at times i survived on top ramen and baked potatoes, but I actually really love baked potatoes and top ramen. Public transportation … bicycle transport … sleeping on the floor in a sparsely furnished apartment .. f-them. Freedom often doesn’t look extravagant. But it’s priceless and worth fighting for.
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If you’re not able to control your anger, if you continue to feel lower vibrational emotions and feed into them regularly, then you’re affectively sabotaging your own happiness.
Stop owning every lower vibrational thought form that your receiver (mind) picks up on from the atmospher, the ethers. Not all energy or thought that passes through you belongs to you. Stop catching it and holding on to it. Watch it arrive, breathe, and “watch” it, feel it, as it releases.
I was thinking of “please and thank you” last night. More about “please”. It reminds me of the word “pleas”, like a court petition to receive something that is in lack. (My mother really drummed these 2 words into me as a child).
I wondered if we have been trained to beg, to see ourselves in lack, to see someone outside self as a “solution” for our “problem” … or if it is actually, having “manners”, or being “courteous”.
The english language can be confusing. Perhaps it is this that has added a sense of confusion to interactions with those who don’t ever say thank you, or please. Perhaps they inwardly can’t bring themselves to acknowledge lack? Or gift appreciation to those who offer what they believe they lack? Maybe there is a hidden hatred, for even needing to ask, or be in a position, needing to receive … pushed onto those who have gifted what is “needed”.
The mind is such a fascinating organ.
Please and Thank You have always been a very important, humble, reciprocal gift for someone showing a kindness, in my mind.
Unfortunately, the world is in a state where gifts, are a form of contract, or an accrued “debt” that must be repaid.
Rarely are gifts of the heart made without intention of receiving anything in return these days.
It’s almost as if current society has turned gratitude into a requirement for interacting, and you know how rebels will rebel over requirements…
Letting go of programming is such a challenge.
However it goes, I am grateful, and quite thankful, for everything, especially sweet, unexpected gifts of the Soul.
“The ‘disappointment’ of others is not yours to hold. Please keep this in mind the next time an internet stranger (or anyone else for that matter) feels it necessary to tell you that they are disappointed because you didn’t meet the hopes and expectations they had for you.
When I hear ‘I’m disappointed that you…’ what I read from that is: ‘I’m disappointed to see that your worldview doesn’t mirror mine,’ ‘I’m disappointed that you’ve failed to match the version of you I created in my mind.’ “
“You have to be odd to be number one.” ~ Dr. Seuss
The price of gratitude is only a moment of your time.
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I wish people had chosen to be kinder. I really do. I am grateful karmic delivery isn’t my department. Extremely grateful I got the easy job. I wish people had been kinder to the Most Highs family. 💯😢
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Some people intentionally cause suffering for others. I see nothing wrong with rejecting those gifts and forcing them to carry their own shit. By simply removing self from the equation. No need send anything back, for the “gift” was refused, the option not to receive it enacted.
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Narcissism isnt specifically about characteristic traits. Narcissism is a Spirit. This Spirit has the same characteristics, no matter which body it is attached to.
The spirit/soul of a “narcissist” is bound by that Spirit. They are puppets, who must behave in a particular way, exhibiting certain traits that will cause specific agitations, anger, or chaotic situations. It’s their purpose, to dominate a situation and bring chaos to it. They like to think of it as control. Perhaps in a way it is, controlled chaos.
When we separate ourselves from folks who have this Spirit attachment, they will get angry, defensive, insisting they are a benefit in your life. Some may threaten you for leaving. Some will certainly shoot mental knives at you, and throwing toxic, dark energy into your solar plexus.
Step back.
The “person” is gone, a shell remains, a “person”-ality puppeted by darker energies. You can literally feel it when it’s present, especially if you’ve been in Spiritual warfare with it for any length of time.
Release the guilt of severing attachment to such forces.
You don’t have to play their games.
You don’t have to accept being dominated, rewritten, controlled.
Claim your Sovereignty.
Release the “puppet-master”.
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You’re busy living life & thoughts, upsetting, keep poking the mind about someone, that’s you picking up on them having an issue with you.
Thought energy perceived.
You’ve forgiven, let it go, moved on. Yet these Smokey tendrils keep reaching for you, trying to pull you back.
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I didn’t only come here to be student. I came here to BE. Sometimes that means student, sometimes that means teacher, sometimes that means friend and sometimes that means foe…. Yet through it all, if we truly wish to flow, we will, and more than likely, see each other again … BEing our own unique way.
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It is said that something like 85% want to be led; 10% wish to lead; and the remaining 5% are usually killed because they try to wake up the 85%.
The 85% will never create solutions to anything except maybe calling someone to “fix it”, and doing as told, or arguing they’re not doing a good enough job.
Or maybe they want to but aren’t able to for some reason … I don’t mean to be harsh.
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Voyeurs … preaching about ethics. That’s funny. Hilarious even.
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‘Those who are not content with what they have will not be content with what they want’ – Socrates
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I am burning. If anyone lacks tinder, let him set his rubbish ablaze with my fire. —-Rumi
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Know the mirror of the heart is infinite. Either the understanding falls silent, or it leads you astray, because the heart is with God, or indeed the heart is He. —–Rumi
It is a very tough path, for there are many who spy it and enjoy crushing the vulnerability they see.
Great strength and resilience is manifested in this state. Overcoming the hurt of betrayal and outright cruelty.
It is a mental, emotional and energetic feat.
Open Heart.
Remaining loving, knowing that in your presence are those who make it their mission to destroy the innocence and pure intention in you, feelings of childlike wonder and joy.
Hurting.
Heart Open.
An apparent reckless willingness, to shoulder the pain, speaking openly.
Standing in the midst of ferocious, growling, hungry (needless?) eaters …
Heart Open.
Letting others see the truth of Love’s intent, its willingness to never shut down, to keep itself from the world, even while being buried into the ground.
Heart Open.
Courage … labeled as self-sabotage. Gathering wisdom and strength every time a hurdle is hopped and a few meters gained.
Heart Open.
Loving the Divine within the Temple housing the Soul.
Heart Open.
Learning as much as you can, about as much as you can … pertaining to Self, and the All that surrounds.
Here, the narcissist is mentioned as female, the storyline, however, fits both genders.
If you’re entangled with a narcissistic woman, know this: she’s mastered the art of manipulation. She’ll go to extreme lengths to impress strangers, putting on a flawless, charming act in public while treating you—the man she claims to love—with contempt behind closed doors. It’s a well-crafted game: she builds a shining public image so that if you ever speak up about her toxic behavior, others won’t believe you. They’ll see her as the perfect, kind, caring woman and question your perspective instead. This two-faced approach is designed to isolate you, making you feel trapped and questioning your own reality.
Narcissistic women use calculated, dangerous tactics to keep you confused, controlled, and emotionally drained. Here are five key strategies they use to manipulate you and protect their own image.
Love Bombing to Create Dependency
In the beginning, she’ll overwhelm you with affection, admiration, and attention. This phase is called love bombing, and it’s designed to make you feel like you’re the most important person in her world. She’ll shower you with compliments, spend as much time with you as possible, and make you believe she’s “the one.” This is a trap, meant to hook you emotionally and create a deep sense of dependency. Once you’re fully invested, the love bombing stops, and the real game begins.
Gaslighting to Distort Your Reality
One of the most insidious tactics narcissists use is gaslighting. She’ll twist conversations, deny things she’s said or done, and make you doubt your memory and perception. She may say something hurtful, then deny it happened when you confront her, making you question your sanity. The goal is to destabilize you mentally, so you start doubting your own judgment. In “The 48 Laws of Power,” Robert Greene discusses how controlling someone’s perception is one of the strongest forms of manipulation.
Triangulation to Create Jealousy and Self-Doubt
Narcissistic women will often bring a third party into the mix to make you feel insecure and keep you off balance. This is known as triangulation. She may casually mention how much another man respects or admires her, or she might subtly flirt in front of you, making you feel inadequate. This tactic serves two purposes: it boosts her ego and keeps you feeling insecure. By constantly comparing you to others, she undermines your self-worth and keeps you chasing her approval. Triangulation is a classic tactic to create jealousy, control, and emotional chaos.
Playing the Victim to Manipulate Sympathy
When a narcissistic woman gets called out or faces conflict, she’ll often play the victim card, making it seem as though she’s the one suffering. She may cry, act hurt, or claim that you’re mistreating her—all while ignoring her own toxic behavior. This tactic is meant to manipulate sympathy, both from you and from others. By casting herself as the victim, she makes you feel guilty and responsible, keeping you locked in the relationship out of obligation.
Constantly Shifting the Blame to Keep You on the Defensive
A narcissistic woman will rarely, if ever, take responsibility for her actions. Instead, she’ll constantly shift the blame back onto you, making you feel like you’re always at fault. If you bring up her hurtful behavior, she’ll deflect and point out your shortcomings, leaving you feeling guilty and questioning yourself. This tactic keeps you on the defensive, diverting attention away from her flaws and putting the burden on you. By keeping you in a constant state of self-doubt, she maintains control and avoids accountability.
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