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Sub-Thoughts in Mind

Published August 23, 2020 by tindertender

What does it sound like in your head? Do you talk to yourself a lot? Thinking on overload?

You’ve heard, most likely by now, of the “angel on one shoulder and the devil on the other” saying do this, or no, don’t do that.

Are you aware tho, that the many who would have you commit error are also using your own voice? They mimic your voice and implant thoughts into your mind. You think it is your own thought, but it is not.

You have these implants, these thought forms, and you feel shame that they would even be in your mind, certain they are your own thoughts … after all, it sounds like your voice.

You may carry out a deed, thinking it your own desire. Most often it is not you … it is the tempter … swaying you. They have millennia of practice, they are very good at what they do. Hooking minds.

Personally, I have caught on to this bullshit. When I have a thought form that does not align with my heart, I reject it, knowing bullshit artists are working magic, hoping to get lucky.

The key here is knowing what is in your heart. The innermost portions of your soul. Your intuition speaks quite clearly should you listen … it’s the center, your solar plexus, your heart space … the seat of you.

The inner work must be done, investigating the tiniest details of your triggers, what is making you tick, finding out why you feel this or that way, removing blockages, visiting past hurts, forgiving others … controlling your emotions rather than being controlled by them. It starts with the inner knowing.

When you begin rejecting thought forms that are not in alignment with who you believe yourself to be, the attack will increase, it will be tough to continue rejecting the thought form. Hold sway … this is your life. Command it.

People in body will be influenced to certify the implant, they will goad you, coax you … know they are being manipulated by those who are out of body, or those who inhabit the aethers. Those closest to you are not actually the ones who hurt you most … they are being manipulated, unknowingly by those working hard, doing shady deals in the unseen … the occult, if you will.

This does not mean you stay and take it, for they will use the situation to wear you down … you see, it is you they want to stop, for it is you who carry true power.

You will be told to “be careful of what you say” to shrink, because others will be triggered by you. You will be coaxed into disrespecting your own voice, to stifle the stream of thought forms you do generate on your own. To stop the progress of standing in your own authority. To slow the flow that brings you into your true self … the desire by the unseen is to manipulate you through any miens necessary, and that includes manipulating those closest to you, using them to enforce the implant … the implant they too have received.

Once you recognize this truth, the dreams will start. Nightmares even. Threatening. You may even become telepathic, and be told you’re going to hell for being a bad person by someone claiming to be god.

Fear tactics … the greatest tool of a manipulator.

I’ve been told by a few of my closest relations that they have to hang up the phone or end a conversation because I “hurt their head” … they’ll tell me I’m not thinking right, that I’m wrong … they are being manipulated into trying to stifle my flow, to cause me to shrink and become unsure of self. It is sad, for when I put my foot down and say they do not have the authority to tell me what is right or wrong for me, I see the confusion on their faces …. a tell tale sign that they are manipulated.

I will not have any of the manipulations. There are those who choose to remain distant from me now that they know they are not able to control my output, my thought processes, and this is fine.

Feel for them. Love them … from a distance if you need to … I do … I greatly do love them all … but I will not allow a constant barrage of degradation against my own person, and I will not allow another to tell me what I should or should not think … not unless I personally invite the lessons, asking for the truth, desiring a teaching.

I think a lot. I always have. There are many in the aethers who listen and attempt to interject conversation, as tho I was actually speaking to them in the first place.

I have conversations with self. I have great epiphanies, logic comes to play, common sense intrudes in the manipulators story … through my memory of ‘its’ presence.

Love is the root of fear. Yes, love can be manipulated, turned into fear or anger or pain … it can become love degraded … it is still love nonetheless.

I laughed a little at this, for those who want power and control must dirty love in order to attain it. They decrease its potency in order to control it. They are still absorbing love, however, simply a less powerful form of it. The control aspect comes by making love believe it is less than it actually is.

… Back to the invisibles implanting thought forms, using your own voice, and manipulating other people to make solid that thought form.

Do not be quiet. Let your voice, your thoughts be heard. If no one wants to listen to “deep thoughts by you” let them walk away, don’t allow them to change your thought … let them offer different perspectives, but your mind is your mind and it should be programmed by you, and you alone.

Know thyself … know what is yours, and what is manipulation … it is a very sensitive space and barely visible line between the two.

We’ve been trained into it from birth.

Untrain … and then retrain your mind and being, into that which you can have respect for, into that which you can love not just surface level, but deep, deep self-love.

You are worthy of your time and attention … attention is the most valuable currency known to ALL life … pay yourself first … if you’re ‘wallet’ isn’t full, you cannot properly pay it to anyone else.

My hope is that once you find your peace, you will also let it be heard, spreading across the land like rain.

Here are a couple references explaining certain mind control technologies, it is very real, and the unsuspecting are the test subjects.

THE VOICE OF GOD (DR. ROBERT DUNCAN)

https://www.history.com/mkultra-operation-midnight-climax-cia-lsd-experiments

Oracle Reading 8-22-2020 p.m.

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

Do not give up; there is hope yet. A wish will be granted. A birth is imminent. Fertility is everywhere.

You will be victorious. Teamwork or a partnership may be better than going it alone. Synergy is important right now. Delegation is useful.

Your time of healing is here. Past hurts will recede. Be inspired to create – this in itself is healing. It is your birthright to create.

Allow yourself to be inspired. Find or be your own muse. If you are feeling uninspired, do something you do not normally do. It’s time to indulge in music, song, dance, and poetry.

Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Compassion for another’s situation is important at this time. Consider another person’s point of view and choose connection rather than separateness.

Celebrate in joyful peace. Be contented with what you have. Dance, sing, love, create without anxiety. It is time to rest and to cease driving forward for a time.

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Reading from the deck “Goddesses and Sirens” aged by Stacey Demarco

MUSE: A person or personified force who is the source of inspiration for a creative artist.

YOUR DARK WARRIOR HEART

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

“She took me deep into her night and her fog. She tried to break me on her demonic altar.

But I told her No.

And she listens to my No, when I infuse it with all of my conviction and my heart.

On the dividing line between sanity and madness, life and death, love and loss, I found myself finally, learned the lessons my father could never teach me. He abandoned me to the darkness so I had to find my own way. How to love. How to breathe, how to surrender to the breath. How to trust. How to stay kind. And how to keep walking, even when death is close.

That is trauma, you see, my love, the sense that you’re on the edge of oblivion, about to disappear, when in reality you’re not, and you’re safe but you’re hurting and you find no relational haven in time or the world. That sense of doom and the overwhelm of the night. The absence of all empathy.

But No. No. You are not her meat. You are not her prey, her collateral damage. This screaming in your head may be loud but thoughts shall not define you and will not hurt you as you learn to embrace them, even laugh at them through the night.

I have learned this the hard way. I have passed through the hell realms where the brain seems close to madness and the body is on somatic fire. I have learned to give myself to the night so she cannot take me by force. This is the secret of all healing, I tell you.

I will not be her victim any longer. I have found power in my powerlessness, victory in the ego’s failure. My strength lies in my willingness to shatter for love and for the goodness of things. Her night will not devour me; I shall devour it first, in trust.

Like you, I have felt the wild heart pounding and the terrible heat generated by the body, and the sweat and the constrictions and the tremors of primordial arousal. I have felt the contractions in the belly, and the numbness and the tingles in the arms and legs and the way we sometimes feel like we are falling into oblivion and all things are coming to an end. I have known it all and I know now, finally, finally, it is God. I have given up the fight against life, surrendered to the power of my very own body, my healing temple. I tell my heart to beat faster, harder, to beat out of my chest, and it does. I tell the heat to rise to a peak, and I tell the tremors to intensify as much as they need to. I invite the storm so it does not end me. I beg the anxiety to increase. I beg the terror to do its worst. I know nothing can break me except my own refusal to live. I know I am stronger than I would ever believe.

I have told my nervous system to show me its terrifying healing power. I have relaxed into my own sweat and flesh and pounding. I have given myself willingly to the night and to the darkness, to her convulsions and contractions, I have become one with her and she has become one with me. Entered the death realm, was sucked into the heart of trauma, it was not happening to me but alongside me and with me and through me and it was finally a part of me and I was bigger than it all at last. And I was no victim, no helpless child, but the life force – yes, the fucking LIFE FORCE – that created a billion universes with energy to spare, with playful laughter and wild abandon and a twinkle in its eye.

Vibrating with warm energy, shivering with awe, I open my eyes again. I see you now.

Hello, my love.

Hello.

The worst has happened and I am alive. We are alive. Terror as portal. Yes, terror as portal. We are here.

Hello.

I have gone deep into her night and fog and I have found only a stronger version of myself, and I know this is possible for you too. I tell her not to break me and she does not. She listens, she does, when I talk with the fullness of my being, with a courageous heart, and with all my authenticity. She will listen to you too.

Do not fear the night, my love, do not fear her fog and her contractions, do not run when the dark material emerges and do not panic at the point of utter helplessness for that is the healing point. The eye of the storm will inoculate you. Her darkness will strengthen you if you let it, and she will show you things the daytime knows nothing of.

Trust the night! For she is you, you see – your own dark warrior heart, your own ache and longing for safety, and warmth, and home…

~ Jeff Foster

https://www.facebook.com/LifeWithoutACentre/

https://www.lifewithoutacentre.com/

Fire!

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

May every one understand their value.

Unity

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

Unity has many different meanings, the most common is a union between cultures, countries, peoples.

There are the base four bodies, possessed and worn by all individuals. The Physical, the Mental, the Emotional, and the Etheric.

It is important to ponder these four bodies, meditate on them, or in other words, relax the mind and allow the meaning for each to come through for you.

What is the foundation for the Physical body?

What is the foundation for the Mental body?

What is the foundation for the Emotional body?

What is the foundation for the Etheric body?

Once you have got this, written it down, and solidified it in mind … consider Unity … uniting the elements of these four bodies.

This is where union begins.

Alignment.

The work you put in, you get out.

Effort made toward wholeness cannot, and will not, be overlooked.

Your higher self, in combo with your guides, the angels who watch over you, and the elementals of this world will assist you in process.

All you need do is ask, relax, and let it flow.

I am currently in student mode, and I share my ‘lessons’ with you, so that we may grow into it together.

Peace is the goal, and it begins on the inside of each individual.

As you can see, the outside layer is the Mental body, the most commonly afflicted body. The easiest target by anyone who wishes to manipulate form.

Strengthen the bodies, understand the foundations for each, unite them into a cohesive whole, and it will be easier to walk in this world and bring about positive adjustment, to create the Peace you wish to enjoy.

Oracle Reading 8-22-2020 a.m.

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

Take Note of Intuitive Messages

Use your intuition. Practice discernment. See through illusions and blockages.

Lunar energies are surrounding your life, allowing you to understand what is standing in your way. Not everything is as it seems and you’re being guided to use your discernment. When the moon appears, intuitive or psychic urges are seen, so take note of any feelings arising at this time. They are messages from your soul and angels. The Moon shines her light on all that has been kept in the dark, so ask yourself if you are avoiding anything or refusing to deal with something of importance. If so, it could be holding you in the shadows when your Destiny is to be in the light. If you feel someone isn’t being completely real with you, know that their intentions will be revealed to you. The Moon has no secrets – she reveals all.

Embrace the Energy of Peace

Let go of the need to defend yourself and prepare to offer peace. You are safe.

If you have been exposed to a situation in which you have felt the need to protect yourself or defend what you feel is right, know that this is now coming to an end. You are being guided to know that the energies of light are entering to wash away all the darkness. You can drop your shields and protection. You are now in a situation that will honor you and honor your needs. Arguments are ending and disagreements are being resolved. Prepare to talk things through and offer the peace that you would like to enjoy. In order to move forward in a more fearless way, it’s important for you to let go of the idea that you can be hurt by this situation or the people involved, because this will only work against you. Know that your angelic guides and ancestors are standing around you, protecting you and taking you lovingly forward.

Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” oracle cards created by Kyle Gray.

Balance

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

Balance between being Love and being asshole … I may have finally arrived.

What is balance exactly?

I was reminded of a single portion of it, pertaining to my writing.

If I write 10 things about light and dark, I ought to balance it by writing 10 things about self.

Self is worthy of its own attention just as much as any other is worthy of our attention.

The focus is often too much on what is outside of self … indeed, this seems to be the norm. Many are unwilling to dwell on self. I do not mean being selfish, want want want. I mean focus on the inside, what makes us tick, what does our inner child have to say, what care may we be neglecting for self?

The thoughts … are they always upon another, or others, or some thing?

Attention is the most valuable currency any form of life possesses, and ALl life has it. ALL life spends it. We give it away, here and there, yet how often does one actually sit with self and ponder what brings happiness, love and peace … to ones own life and mind?

There is plenty of chaos in this world, and most people are focused there, completely avoiding, or missing self-care.

I know, for I am one, and I see it everywhere I place my attention.

My current self-imposed task is to reign in my attention once more. To find balance, the balance that has gone catawonky.

It is give and receive.

We may be of service to others, and must balance it with service to self. Physical actions, mental efforts … not only do we give, but we are responsible for the receive … not any other person. WE give to others, WE must give to self.

If someone is demanding you give and give, and does not reciprocate, yet demands also that you never take time for self … these must be released … it is a form of vampirism.

Remembering to give to self, to care for and love self, seems to have become a lost art.

Mastering balance … it’s a challenge which requires continual conscious effort.

If the mind wanders there, pull it back to here for a time.

If it is focused on everything that is wrong, then it must also focus on everything that is right. Equal portions, in the same day.

Old habits are difficult to release.

Creating the new replacement patterns, ones that are of deeper benefit to health in body and mind more of a challenge.

Worth it?

Check in with body and mind and see what they say.

https://eazlblog.com/2017/09/25/neural-pathways/

Affirmation 8-21-2020

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

Today is a day to focus on wealth. Wealth can mean many things and can come in many forms. What would make me feel truly wealthy? Money? Acclaim? Possessions? Or am I confusing riches with wealth? Today I will bring into my life the unseen aspects of existence that truly make me wealthy ~ friendship, love, and peace.

~ A Daily Book of Pagan Prayer by Megan Day

International Day of Peace

Precious Loves!

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

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You Have Become Beloved Children Of The Multiverses! You Matter Here And Now!

You Are Sacred Love Since The Creation Of All Life! You Have Come Forth Into This Density Of Oppression To Reveal The Very Light That You Are!

You Are Here To Shine Your Light And Expand In Consciousness!

You Are Perfect As You Are And Anything Or Anyone That Tells You That You Must Follow A Path That Your Soul Tells You Is Darkness, Is Your Notice To Back Away!

To Those That Plan To Destroy Your Sacred Dwelling In Any Part Of The Planet, To Those Who Make Evil Plans To Destroy A Fetus Or Newborn For Convenience Is A Murderer! 

To Those That Call Darkness ‘Light’ And LIGHT, ‘Darkness’, BEWARE!

The Planet Is Facing Biblical Destruction Without Leaders That Are Real People, Not Witches, Clones And Liars!

They Will Take Your Money And Sense Of Well Being, Your Protection Of Homes And Property And Say They Are Helping You!

Beloved Ones! This Is Not Even Political. These Are The End Times! No matter What Happens, You Are Safe And A Sacred Soul! But You Have A Choice To Bring The Silent Majority Forth And Declare Your Rights,

And Live With Your Children And Families In Safety With POTUS As Your Leader. We Address This From A Spiritual Standpoint. He Is Of The Light! Other Countries Will Face The Same Choice Of Thriving Or Downfall If They Fail To Understand, ‘WE THE PEOPLE’ Is Their Soul Life Also!

Wake Up Beloved Ones And Take Care Of This Before You Lose Your Rights!

I Will Remind You Of Something You Might Have Forgotten! As You Arrived Into This Density, It Was Not At All What You Were Accustomed To Living!

You Came From High Densities Of Love And Peace. To Survive Here, The Memory Of Past Lives Were Lost In The Layers Of Consciousness, To Be Remembered When You Awakened.

The False Self, Or Identity You Chose, Entered The Matrix, And From This Point You Adapted And Became Brainwashed. Even The False Identity Began To Learn Defense Mechanisms To Survive.

You Knew There Was More But You Pulled In And Tried To Be Accepted And Lost Parts Of Yourself Along The Way, Just To Survive.

NOW Is The Time To Be Brave, Strong And Free!

Bring The True Self Forward! Throw Away Doubt And Disbelief! Know That You Are A Multidimensional Being Of Sacred Light!

This Is Your Moment! This Is Why You Are Here!

Become The Light NOW And Save Your Land Before The Darkness Plays More Tricks!

Beware Of The Promises Made By Clones And Witches. They Only Seek Power To Destroy!

Remember Who You Are And Let’s Do This!

EN EEKE MAI EA!

I Love You So!

AYA

Gratitude

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

There is power in gratitude.

When you’re feeling down … depressed, fearful, angry … create a list of gratitude, and begin with being thankful for what you perceive is causing these emotions in you.

Be grateful to feel the powerful emotions, be grateful that whomever Or whatever is the source of this for you is present, and allowing you the opportunity to work through emotional blockages.

You may find that as your list grows, as you find the tiniest details of things to be grateful for in the moment, this conscious creation will take that powerful emotion and flip it into love and happiness.

There is great power in gratitude.

Use it to your advantage, and you will control your mind, your emotion, and your life.

As with all things, the more you practice, the greater control you will harness and wield.

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