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The weight she carries silently.
It’s not the rage that fills her eyes,
But tiredness in a thin disguise.
She’s not furious, but worn and torn,
From dreams abandoned, hopes forlorn.
She’s tired, she’s weary, she’s feeling lost,
Paying life’s relentless cost.
She’s sinking deep in a sea of doubt,
Crying softly, without a shout.
Frustration builds, but not from hate
It’s the closed doors, the heavy weight.
She promised much, her dreams were bright,
But now she battles every night.
She wants to give, to rise, to shine,
But life’s harsh currents pull the line.
So when you see her weary stare,
Know it’s not anger, but despair.
She’s fighting hard to find her way,
Hoping tomorrow’s a kinder day.

No one.
Ever.

Pure Magic …

I say:
“The Father and the Son do not sit on thrones as shown in an icon, because they are in the Light. And the Holy Spirit is Light and moves constantly and makes a roar: “Christ can be seen and has blood, because the world saw Him as a deceiver and a magician. He was no deceiver and no magician, but the Son of God. The Holy Spirit cannot be seen at all, but He goes around the whole world over our heads, with a roar, but no one hears it.” “But we must also listen to the Holy Spirit, in order to become right. That’s why He travels all over the world. The Great God cannot be seen.” “And He is very good. Love. And He loves sinners and is saddened for them. And He leaves them, He leaves them, to fall down in repentance. And when they fall down in repentance, then He loves them more than others. He loves the penitents the most.”
“Heavenly Father forgive me, my Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me, my Holy Spirit illuminate me. And then the answer comes from another place, not from the head where there is madness and fantasies but from the heart which is led by God which is full of Divine messages. The whole universe is not even a small ball in His holy hands. The mind cannot contain and tongue cannot express this. There is neither beginning nor end. The blueish-white light of His glory is boundless. We can only say one thing: THE TRUE GOD is the TRINITY. And He fills people with the light of His love from the top of their head to their nails and you do not know where you see from. I feel like a worm afterwards and I cry for my sins. I love the whole world and I hate myself. Only the Bodily eyes of the Saints see. To sinners like me from the machine of the heart to sweeten us and to repent. I confess this to you so that you do not have another impression of me. How good it is for God that even His most insignificant creatures like me He flatters towards repentance.
I pray, Your Eminence, that this light is always present in you to guide the distant people and me to the Bright Kingdom of GOD.
I kiss both of your hands and ask for your blessing.
With infinite respect and love,
Eldress Galatia.”

https://www.johnsanidopoulos.com/2021/06/eldress-galaktia-in-world-known-as.html
I ranted a bit this morning for reasons I’d rather not say.
Then I remembered ceremony on Saturday, a Buffalo Ceremony, and the spiritual gifting of name for a 2 month old baby girl … Shining White Sun Woman.
The memory filled me with a gentleness, and gratitude for being able to serve her beautiful mother and her siblings water during the long ceremony.
Then the lyrics from song rolled thru mind … Love will keep us alive … and suddenly I’m not feeling alone.
And I remember … Friggen awesome baby!! An exclamation of success.
I am so grateful that the agitation in me this morning was countered and balanced by this sweet memory and thoughts of togetherness and love.
I hope you get to experience it family!
She is Maiden, Mother and Crone
In one…
You will recognize her because she
makes genuine eye contact with whomever she meets…
She is not afraid to be direct and honest about how she feels
She charts her own course
And is willing to meet whatever comes
Because she has faith in her journey
She’s aware of her own strength
She delights in enabling the wellbeing and the empowerment of others
But she refuses to subject herself to energy drainers…
She sees through bullshit instantly
She knows how to protect herself
She is obedient to her own inner knowing,
She is willing to break the rules made by others
in order to be authentic to herself
Her truth comes directly through her heart
She uses her mind as the servant to manifest it
She is inwardly and outwardly aware
She responds more than she reacts
She no longer waters illusory drama
She no longer feels the need to control what is
She is deeply connected to her creative source
She is her own work of art in progress
She can create beauty from whatever is in front of her
She is in tune with her intuition and instinctual body
She lives in the present
Because she is willing to relinquish the past
And allow the future the space it needs to unfold
She understands that life is an ever changing flow from one moment to the next…
She willingly goes with it.
She feels deeply connected to the earth and stays close to nature,
She recognizes that she is not separate from it…
Being connected to nature is essential for her health and wellbeing
She has simplified her life
Released the non-essentials so that she can be spacious and free
She values her aloneness,
She waters her soul with it
But she also
values quality time with like minded souls
She doesn’t need a man to complete her
Her relationships are on an equal basis of respect and sharing
Unbridled sensual pleasure…
She has no time for gossip
She’s invested in raising the sisterhood up rather than cutting it down
She celebrates the beauty and power in other women
She celebrates the beauty and power within herself
She is just as willing to receive as she is to give
She fills her own cup for herself and overflows it for others
She understands the futility of unsolicited advice
So she shares her wisdom through living it
She envisions the healing of the world
She offers her gifts as a contribution towards it
Love is her religion
Unity is her gospel
Laughter is her grace
She loves to play through her inner child
Sing and dance through her inner maiden
She nurtures her body mind and spirit daily through her inner mother
Others seek her for her wisdom
Are irresistibly drawn to her unpredictable mystery
They feel seen and accepted in her steady gaze…
Peaceful in her sacred space
They are shocked by her irreverent humor
But secretly inspired, uplifted,
Given permission to be themselves
She is Maiden, Mother and Crone
In one
She is Goddess
― Caroline de Lisser

art credit:
Maiden Mother & Crone
by Sulamith Wulfing
Energy Unwind
So to see the signs
Get the mind aligned
Important for these times
Energy Unwind
So to see the signs
Get the mind aligned
Important for these times
So you doin what you came for?
Are you doin what you can?
Traveler where have you been?
Chasin things that don’t exist.
Energy Unwind
So to see the signs
Get your mind aligned
Important for these times
From another rhyme
Of the ancient line
Patience is divine
Namastung rahime (Salutations to the Merciful One)
Open as the invocation
That’s manifesting in our ways
But we got no way to hold on
So find a home within your soul now
Energy Unwind
So to see the signs
Get the mind aligned
Important for these times
Energy Unwind
So to see the signs
Get the mind aligned
Important for these times
Stories of Old :: Twisted for Convenience
Anu said, “My goddess birthed your god.” Then lies started unravelling and sh!t started hitting the fan.

All the forms of Love I have ever sought, bathes and comforts me. With each breath, I radiate this Love from Source to everyone and everything. I am infinite Love. All is Love. I am in Love and Love is in Me.


Spirit had me hollarin’ out loud! I started reading movie titles from the bottom, then read down from the top and “lost it” laughing for a moment.
Moms unleashed
Big Top peeved
Greedy people
Feet of death
Then, as I sit and munch my yummy pizza, a scooter stops and a song is playing …. Johnny you’re a poor man .. big disgrace, waving your banner all over the place … we will we will rock you!