You think she’s angry, but you don’t see, The weight she carries silently. It’s not the rage that fills her eyes, But tiredness in a thin disguise.
She’s not furious, but worn and torn, From dreams abandoned, hopes forlorn. She’s tired, she’s weary, she’s feeling lost, Paying life’s relentless cost.
She’s sinking deep in a sea of doubt, Crying softly, without a shout. Frustration builds, but not from hate It’s the closed doors, the heavy weight.
She promised much, her dreams were bright, But now she battles every night. She wants to give, to rise, to shine, But life’s harsh currents pull the line.
So when you see her weary stare, Know it’s not anger, but despair. She’s fighting hard to find her way, Hoping tomorrow’s a kinder day.
“The Father and the Son do not sit on thrones as shown in an icon, because they are in the Light. And the Holy Spirit is Light and moves constantly and makes a roar: “Christ can be seen and has blood, because the world saw Him as a deceiver and a magician. He was no deceiver and no magician, but the Son of God. The Holy Spirit cannot be seen at all, but He goes around the whole world over our heads, with a roar, but no one hears it.” “But we must also listen to the Holy Spirit, in order to become right. That’s why He travels all over the world. The Great God cannot be seen.” “And He is very good. Love. And He loves sinners and is saddened for them. And He leaves them, He leaves them, to fall down in repentance. And when they fall down in repentance, then He loves them more than others. He loves the penitents the most.”
“Heavenly Father forgive me, my Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me, my Holy Spirit illuminate me. And then the answer comes from another place, not from the head where there is madness and fantasies but from the heart which is led by God which is full of Divine messages. The whole universe is not even a small ball in His holy hands. The mind cannot contain and tongue cannot express this. There is neither beginning nor end. The blueish-white light of His glory is boundless. We can only say one thing: THE TRUE GOD is the TRINITY. And He fills people with the light of His love from the top of their head to their nails and you do not know where you see from. I feel like a worm afterwards and I cry for my sins. I love the whole world and I hate myself. Only the Bodily eyes of the Saints see. To sinners like me from the machine of the heart to sweeten us and to repent. I confess this to you so that you do not have another impression of me. How good it is for God that even His most insignificant creatures like me He flatters towards repentance.
I pray, Your Eminence, that this light is always present in you to guide the distant people and me to the Bright Kingdom of GOD.
I kiss both of your hands and ask for your blessing.
You will recognize her because she makes genuine eye contact with whomever she meets… She is not afraid to be direct and honest about how she feels
She charts her own course And is willing to meet whatever comes Because she has faith in her journey She’s aware of her own strength
She delights in enabling the wellbeing and the empowerment of others But she refuses to subject herself to energy drainers… She sees through bullshit instantly She knows how to protect herself She is obedient to her own inner knowing, She is willing to break the rules made by others in order to be authentic to herself
Her truth comes directly through her heart She uses her mind as the servant to manifest it
She is inwardly and outwardly aware She responds more than she reacts She no longer waters illusory drama She no longer feels the need to control what is
She is deeply connected to her creative source She is her own work of art in progress She can create beauty from whatever is in front of her
She is in tune with her intuition and instinctual body She lives in the present Because she is willing to relinquish the past And allow the future the space it needs to unfold
She understands that life is an ever changing flow from one moment to the next… She willingly goes with it.
She feels deeply connected to the earth and stays close to nature, She recognizes that she is not separate from it… Being connected to nature is essential for her health and wellbeing
She has simplified her life Released the non-essentials so that she can be spacious and free
She values her aloneness, She waters her soul with it But she also values quality time with like minded souls
She doesn’t need a man to complete her Her relationships are on an equal basis of respect and sharing Unbridled sensual pleasure…
She has no time for gossip She’s invested in raising the sisterhood up rather than cutting it down
She celebrates the beauty and power in other women She celebrates the beauty and power within herself
She is just as willing to receive as she is to give She fills her own cup for herself and overflows it for others
She understands the futility of unsolicited advice So she shares her wisdom through living it
She envisions the healing of the world She offers her gifts as a contribution towards it
Love is her religion Unity is her gospel Laughter is her grace
She loves to play through her inner child Sing and dance through her inner maiden She nurtures her body mind and spirit daily through her inner mother
Others seek her for her wisdom Are irresistibly drawn to her unpredictable mystery
They feel seen and accepted in her steady gaze… Peaceful in her sacred space
They are shocked by her irreverent humor But secretly inspired, uplifted, Given permission to be themselves
She is Maiden, Mother and Crone In one She is Goddess
― Caroline de Lisser
art credit: Maiden Mother & Crone by Sulamith Wulfing
All the forms of Love I have ever sought, bathes and comforts me. With each breath, I radiate this Love from Source to everyone and everything. I am infinite Love. All is Love. I am in Love and Love is in Me.