The “Dream State” is very much 4D, where “words” are used and manipulation occurs. It is not our “going home” space.
The “Going Home” space does not use “words” … it is a place of “knowing”.
Ask the question, “Who got in my space today?”
Are you stuck on that?
Clean it out, remove all of it.
Stop pretending that the stories others have given you about your life are true.
You’ll find you left a little bit of yourself at all these visited points.
“Collect” yourself before going to bed.
Ask yourself, “Where did I leave myself? What have I been doing all of my day?”
Remember the vision of a Rose in your mind, command it to collect up from your space all the things that came up in your space today.
It overrides lower and slower vibrations in your space.
Explode the Rose in your mind.
Create another Rose in your mind, ask, was there anyone or anything else making presence in my life today? Place those instances in the Rose. Explode it.
Do this several times, and then create a Rose and explode it just for the fun of it a couple times.
Then ask, Where did I leave myself today? At the can of peas at the store? At a stop sign? At a particular scene in a TV show? Where did I put an imprint of myself today? Did mother call this morning?
Allow the Rose to collect all portions of yourself. When you’re all collected up, explode the Rose.
Create a visual of a Gold Sun over your head, call back all your energy into the Sun … feel it, down into your head, into your shoulders, into the body, down to the earth you stand upon, collect yourself.
Just before waking this morning I found myself in the astral, being “servant” to a masculine as he entertained his other masculine friends.
It was followed by a sort of interview.
He wanted me to clean the house, to be servant to his wife, and to “open doors” for him should he be on high sex mode, so that his wife did not have to see it.
I woke to reiterate to these ones that my astral self does not have my permission or the authority to enter into any agreements with anyone other than my benevolent team.
Since I know there are some in the unseen realms who feed on the sexual energies of the feminine AND masculine, I say NO to opening doors to them for their sexual needs and feeding.
Any of you having astral sex with an invisible are not special beyond being a source of energy … food … for the insatiable galactic.
Stop yourself from taking pleasure in it. Shut it down.
I walked out to the kitchen, poured myself the morning kombucha, and went to the living room for a seat on the couch. I opened the internet and the first thing I saw was this.
Of course, since this is a free-will planet, it is your choice to accept this information. I know it will be extremely difficult for many of you, so prepare yourselves, please.
Excerpt out of it: ……”The RULES say they must tell you (in some form) of what they intend to do here – lest they be cast down by Prime Creator himself – for not showing you what they are attempting to do.
But it goes far, far deeper, and in order to walk through all of this you are going to need a very strong stomach indeed, because the LIE IS SO BIG – that it will be difficult to assimilate at first.
The hidden Mass, where the ACTUAL mass happens, is usually held in sub-sub basements under major churches or major cathedrals, and this is where there is a true and real BLOOD SACRIFICE! It is the occult version of what they are doing above ground! (as above, so below – as below, so above).
In that “hidden mass” – which is the true and real reason for the allegorical blood sacrifice that the mass(es) are participating in above ground – they actually do lay out young, helpless, and naked little children on a large stone alter – both boys and girls – usually between the age of 2 years to 6 years old, and then first sexually rape them to produce within that child the thoughts, the ideas, and the strong emotions of “sex” (sssek -sssssssss) – just before those unfortunate kids are ritualistically sacrificed!
At this time, the participants of this “hidden” MASS, are allowed (or perhaps even required) once again, to “eat of the body” and “drink of the blood”! However this is not imaginary body and blood – it is all TOO REAL.”
Do you know why we have all the “SCI-FI-Films”, Horror Movies and strange A-Listers like Lady Gaga, Led Zeppelin, Beatles and thousands more??? Because the cosmic RULES say they must tell you (in some form) of what they intend to do here – lest they be cast down by Prime Creator himself – for not showing you what they are attempting to do.
NOW …
The shutting down of the churches makes sense. It is a battle between “powers” unseen by us, unknown, unheard of, occult.
When the churches fail and their sacrificing comes to an end … who will then be “in charge”? Do you think it will be humans? Nah … humans are doing nothing to protect themselves or their children …
It will be other galactic entities.
Still holding humanity and all other life upon this planet as slave.
Different, yet the same.
Fear … and the willingness to be so loose sexually feeds this system of slavery.
This is the “core of the problems” in this 3D realm – humans are responsible for all of this and as long humanity is not willing to see that they themselves are “the monsters” too …. Highest Councils are not “pleased” how humanity as a whole has “developed” – and not just because of obvious crimes like murder or rape. Also about all the nasty stuff- ongoing – greed, lust, sexual “habits”, no compassion and empathy for others just for themselves, always judging somebody ….. and the list is endless. NO cosmic event will change this. This is already the 4th human earth seed after three catalytic events of annihilation – all caused by the human race. I am really sorry for this words – but this is how it is. And the only “rescue mission” is to work on ourselves – no higher power will rescue humanity. ~ Karina
From time to time, people tell me, “lighten up, it’s just a dog,” or “that’s a lot of money for just a dog.” They don’t understand the distance traveled, the time spent, or the costs involved for “just a dog.”
Some of my proudest moments have come about with “just a dog.” Many hours have passed and my only company was “just a dog,” but I did not once feel slighted.
Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by “just a dog,” and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of “just a dog” gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day.
If you, too, think it’s “just a dog,” then you will probably understand phrases like “just a friend,” “just a sunrise,” or “just a promise.”
“Just a dog” brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust, and pure and unbridled joy.
“Just a dog” brings out the compassion and patience that makes me a better person.
Because of “just a dog,” I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the future. So for me and folks like me, it’s not “just a dog” but an embodiment of all the hopes and dreams of the future, the fond memories of the past, and the pure joy of the moment.
I hope that someday they can understand that it’s not “just a dog,” but the thing that gives me humanity and keeps me from being “just a man/woman.” So the next time you hear the phrase “just a dog,” just smile–because they “just don’t understand.”
“Before I was six years old, my grandparents and my mother had taught me that if all the green things that grow were taken from the earth, there could be no life. If all the four-legged creatures were taken from the earth, there could be no life. If all the winged creatures were taken from the earth, there could be no life. If all our relatives who crawl and swim and live within the earth were taken away, there could be no life. But if all the human beings were taken away, life on earth would flourish. That is how insignificant we are.”
Russell Means, Oglala Lakota Nation (November 10, 1939 – October 22, 2012).
Time is an application, not a fixed reality. Understand how to change time and you will understand how to totally change what you believe to be your reality.
Please forget what you learned in school and have an open mind.
Generll info The Fall: Earth is in HU-1 Tara is in HU-2 Gaia is in HU-3 HU – Harmonic Universe, each has 3 Dimension, so we are now in the first HU in the 3Dimension
Project Turaneusiam-1 (T-1) 560 MYA (million years ago) Project Turaneusiam-1 (T-1) begins. Many ET + Meta-ET’s created a master race to serve as guardians of Planet Tara. Founders of project T-1 =3D Meta-ET from HU-4 & HU-5 Lyrans HU-3 =3D Seed Race of T-1 Sirian Council HU-2 =3D Directors/Overseers of T-1 Elohim HU-3 =3D race of beings created by Lyrans to oversee Sirian races in HU-2. T-1 was made up of 12-subraces (genetics from 12 ET races). 12-subraces are: Bra-ha-man Dhr-ah-men Atoni Trin-iten Azurtan Celtos Addami Yutarans Cerrasz Nexack-tai Melchizedek Manipulation/Interbreeding by UNRELATED ET races caused major digression/division. T-1 split into two main strains: Alanians (Beli-Kudyem) Lumians (Adami-Kudmon) Alanians sought control over Luminians – experimented with power generation thru Tara’s core – Lumians asked for assistance from Sirian Council HU-2 and Elohim HU-3. Lumians set up “Council of Mu”, moved large numbers across ocean to small continent with tiny/simple/unorganized culture – Continent named “MU”. Elohim HU-3 interbred with Lumians (Cerrasz strain) to purify genes – new strain called Ceres/Seres – Seres went on to become Priesthood of Mu. Alanians =3D Templar Solar Initiates – combines forces with Sirian Anunnaki and refused to listen to Sirian Council. Sirian Anunnaki =3D opposed / anti-Sirian Council. Group of Alanians not happy with TempSolar defected to Mu. Ceres + Lumians interbred with these Alanians – new breed known as Priesthood of Ur. Sirian Rebellion War – p/hood of Ur lost battle to TempSolar and retreated underground. Impending Tara Grid implosion – many evaded to other star systems.
Tara Cataclysm 550 MYA Alanian deep underground power crystals exploded – Tara grid blown apart – Tara detached from morphogenetic grid. Tara now missing portions of it’s grid – could not continue evolution/ascension to HU-3 to merge with Gaia D7 – frozen in time-tracks until repaired. The fragments of the grid that fell apart, fell in vibration, got sucked thru a black-hole at the centre of Tara’s sun and re-emerged in a galaxy HU-1. These fragments broke up into 12-pieces, which densified into planets in HU-1. 550 MYA Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Maldek (imploded) Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto, Nibiru (has very long orbit) and the Sun (which was a HU-2 planet that fused with a HU-1 star). This event is interwoven with other earth events/history, eg: Fall of Man, Fall of Adam, Flood. The Fallen souls of Tara became trapped in HU-1 and a rescue mission was required. Rescue mission was formulated by the Ceres, which the priests of Ur would implement. Assistance was provided by Sirians, Pleiadans, Elohim, Lyran, Lumians, Alanians, Ceres. This consortium was known as the Covenant of Palaidor, working thru the HU-5 Breneau Rishi and further assistance by the Metagalactic core/gestalt known as the RA Confederacy. Of the 12 RA sub-groups, only 4 approved the rescue mission (Azurites, Aton-A, Amonites, Brigihidelt). The Brigi are currently incarnating into earth as members of the ascended master family of Vairigi. Several other sub-groups also assisting are Azar-Azara of HU-2 ET race known as the Zhar Confederacy. The Ur-Tarranates time travelled to Earth HU-1 after the fall of Tara and with help of the Sirian Council, transmuted into pure energy becoming one-consciousness, serving as the Morphogenetic field for the 12-DNA T-1 race prototype on Earth. The Morphogenetic Field of consciousness is known as the Sphere of Amenti. Amenti = 3D part of Tara’s core connected to portals on MU, placed on Earth would link back to Tara’s pre-fall time-cycles. When grids blow apart they lose portions of history stored in genetic cellular memory. With out this the planet can not evolve/ascend into the next HU.
Project Turaneusiam-2 (T-2) 550-250 MYA many species where seeded by HU-1 ET’s (plants, animals, insects)… Also some ether beings spent time here… There were wars fought by races who did not want this rescue mission to succeed. Once Earth was secured the Ur-Tarranates of the Sphere of Amenti began birthing on Earth. This was known as the T-2 experiment, the 12-tribe seeding. 5-Cloister races emerged known as the Palaidorians. These races were less dense and did not possess gender, their bodies contained 8-DNA strands (active). They were the guardians for DNA evolution. The five Cloister Races were: Ur-Antrians (brown skin, DNA Strand-2) Breanoua (Red skin, DNA#3) Hibiru (White skin, DNA#4) Melchizedeks (Yellow skin, DNA#5) Yunaseti (Black, DNA#6) These cloistered races left no remains on earth, as they were here during an Anti-particle universe cycle. Sphere of Amenti = Hall of Records (Time/Portal) Each planet in our solar system holds a part of Tara’s HU-2 Morphogenetic field. Tara HU-2 can not ascend to become Gaia HU-3 unless all these planets in our HU-1 solar system complete the full manifestation of these morph-fields. The pattern of the Morph-field appears as a standing wave of blue colour with a pale shade of green. This Blue flame is earth’s portion of Tara (Staff of Amenti) Earth’s own flame is Orange-Gold. Tara’s own flame is Blue-Green (known as the Gates of Ivory, Pearly gates) Gaia’s own flame is Violet-Gold Metagalactic Core’s own flame White-Gold
Earth Human Race 1st Seeding 1st Seeding of the 3rd World (25 MYA to 5.5 MYA) 5 x C/Races entered earth in different locations. Each race physically created 6 Male + 6 Female adult humans who bred to seed the earth population at the time. (all up 60 humans) 1st emerged was the 3rd root race, Lumanians. Lumanians =3D Brown =3D Ur-Antrians =3D 15MYA =3D DNA#2 2nd emerged was the 4th root race, Alanians. Alanians =3D Red =3D Breanoua =3D 9MYA =3D DNA#3. 5.5 MYA interbreeding with HU-1 ETs caused genetic digression, thus loss of immortality and not able to transmute/ascend. Members of the Sirian-Anunnaki HU-2 and other ET + Meta-ET’s wanted to stop/halt earth’s evolution (T2/12-tribe experiment) due to the fact they did not want the digressive elements of humans returning/ascending to Tara. Other’s had ulterior reasons, as they wanted earth for themselves. Basically all hell broke lose – electric wars of pure energy fought in local galaxy and atmosphere. Those humans remaining ascended to Tara, and those with the digressive gene could not/perished. Earth was almost a goner until HU-5 Breneau intervened.
Earth Human Race 2nd Seeding After the Electric wars, the 3rd+4th root races had to be re-seeded but this time carrying the seal of amenti within their genes. This seal of Amenti stopped humans with digressed gene form accessing the Sphere/Hall of Amenti. The 6th sub-frequency-tone of Dimension-1 was removed from DNA strand-1 Thus stopping humans incarnates from plugging/accessing into the 7th DNA strand. thus could not assemble all strands in order to ascend/transmute (pass the Blue-Flame). When the body reached full gene capacity it would diminish/die and go thru a cycle of re-incarnation. (7th strand DNA blue-flame allowed unlimited energy-renewal of the body). The idea was to re-birth 3-times, once thru the root races which were RR3 + RR4… and then have to wait for Root race 5 to be seeded/emerge before one could incarnate as a RR5 human to collect DNA strands 5-6-7 (strand-7 released/shed the seal of amenti) in order to ascend/access-codes to HU-2 Was discovered due to electric wars a more serious problem had occurred. 5 MYA shift in earth grid occurred causing a quick freeze. After this shift the earth vibration dropped and could no longer safely hold the sphere of amenti.. In order to avoid destruction, the Elohim HU-3 removed the Sphere of Amenti to a safe place in 4D. Due to this Root Races 3 and 4 could no longer assemble their 4th DNA strand. The burden/responsibility for assimilating the fragments of RR3 and 4 was put upon Root Race-5 (Aeiran/Aryan) of the Hibiru cloister. Human evolution was stunted 5.5 MYA until Sirius-B came along to the party. An artificial portal bridge was constructed between the core of Sirius-B, the Sphere of Amenti in D4 and Earth’s core in D2. Some souls of the 2nd seeding merged with Sirius-B and hybrid strain of consciousness was created called the Kantarians. This 2nd seeding portal-bridge was known as the Hall of Amorea in the 3rd seeding. During Atlantis it was known as the 3rd Eye of Horus. 4 MYA human hybrids who found exile in the HU-1 pleaidian star system were known as the Europherites. They interbred with the Kantarians to be known as the Dagos (dark brown skin). 4 MYA Dagos brought to earth to re-seed. 3.7 MYA Ur-Antrian cloister3 (DNA1-2 + 7-12) 3 MYA Lumarians Root Race3 (DNA1-2) 3 MYA Breanoua cloister4 (DNA1-2-3 + 7-12) 2.5 MYA Alanians RR4 (DNA1-2-3) 1.5 MYA Hibiru cloister5 (DNA1-2-3-4 + 7-12) 1.27 MYA Ayrians RR5 (DNA1-2-3-4) 65000 YA Melchizedeks Cloister6 (DNA1-2-3-4-5 + 7-12) Current Muvarians RR6 (DNA1-2-3-4-5) Future Yunaseti Cloister7 (Full 12-strand) Future + Euanjhechi (Paradisians) DNA1-5 + code 6-12) Melchizedeks are free from the DNA filters/Seals of Amenti+Palaidor. They established the Essene brotherhood and priesthood of Melchizedeks.
In this clip, Bruce Lipton PhD, explains how the mind functions as a regulator between our beliefs and reality, making sure that the experience is coherent. This is why when we change our beliefs, we can also change our reality. Studies have shown that in ordinary waking consciousness, we are in fact, conscious only about 5% of the time. This means that 95% of our decisions and actions are actually regulated by unconscious activity. Another way of expressing that is programming accounts for the vast majority of our actual behaviour.
Guilt and blame do not even have anything to do with us, they are 2 sides of a coin … those are learned strategies and learned experiences, not even ours. Calling back our energy and not participating in that mode of mindset will help us rebuild and rebalance our own beingness. We can be kind. Learning how to use energy and connect it to a situation is a skillset. ~ Jim Self.
She was repeatedly rejected, belittled, patronized, and underestimated. Born in Baltimore on April 6, 1906, she spent her childhood summers milking goats.
She was expected to marry into privilege and settle into the role of wife and mother, according to A Mighty Girl.
But, she had other ideas.
She at first wanted to become a diplomat, but women accounted for only six of the 1,500 U.S. diplomats at the time and she was repeatedly rejected.
After an accident in Turkey, she lost her left leg below the knee,” according to Intel. “She was fitted with a wooden prosthetic leg, which she affectionately nicknamed ‘Cuthbert.’”
Because she was a woman, she was rejected by the United States Foreign Service. Because she had a disability, she was turned down by the Department of State.
So, she did what many women and people of color did during that time – she went to France, where she became an ambulance driver at the start of World War II.
After meeting a British Intelligence Officer, she joined the newly-created Special Operations Executive (SOE), becoming the second female agent to be sent to France.
“After limited training, this one-legged American woman was among the first British spies sent into Nazi-occupied France in 1941,” according to NPR. “She posed as a reporter for the New York Post.”
Her name was Hall, Virginia Hall.
She was the “real-life female James Bond,” wrote Dusica Sue Malesevic.
She “was the baddest broad in any room she walked into,” according to the Hartfield Book Company. “When the State Department proved to be a sexist boys’ club that wouldn’t allow her in, she gave the finger to society’s expectations of women and became a spy for the British.”
She is “one of the most important American spies most people have never heard of,” according to NPR.
This is part of a continuing series on the Peace Page for Women’s History Month.~~~~~“The odds of success, let alone survival, were not high for Virginia Hall when she was sent to spy behind enemy lines during World War II,” according to Sonia Purnell, author of Hall’s biography.“
No one in London gave Agent 3844 more than a fifty-fifty chance of surviving even the first few days,” wrote Purnell. “For all Virginia’s qualities, dispatching a one-legged thirty-five-year-old desk clerk on a blind mission into wartime France was on paper an almost insane gamble.”
But, Hall “proved exceptionally adept at eluding the Gestapo,” according to A Mighty Girl.
“She learned how to change her appearance within minutes depending on whom she was meeting,” Purnell wrote. “Altering her hairstyle, wearing a wide-brimmed hat, putting on glasses, changing her makeup, wearing different gloves to hide her hands, or even inserting slivers of rubber into her mouth to puff out her cheeks: it all worked surprisingly well.”
She “emerged as a fearless guerrilla leader who helped liberate whole swathes of France,” according to Time.
“She armed and trained three battalions of French resistance fighters for sabotage missions that helped paved the way for the Allied invasion,” according to A Mighty Girl. “One of her many radio reports shows the breadth of her missions; in it, she states that her team has destroyed four bridges, derailed freight trains, severed a key rail line, and downed telephone lines. By the war’s end, Hall had spent over three full years operating undercover behind enemy lines and, in the words of an official British government report at the end of the war, she was ‘amazingly successful.’”
“There’s a saying that the actress Ginger Rogers did everything her on-screen dance partner Fred Astaire did except backwards and in heels,” according to writer Raquel Laneri. “Well, Virginia Hall . . . did everything that the fictional James Bond would do, except in real life and with one leg.”
She also “masterminded jailbreaks for captured agents, mapped drop zones, reported on German troop movements, set up safe houses, and rescued escaped POWs and downed Allied pilots.” “She was able to play on the chauvinism of the Gestapo at the time,” said Craig Gralley, a retired CIA officer who has written his own book about Hall — a novel, “Hall of Mirrors”. “None of the Germans early in the war necessarily thought that a woman was capable of being a spy.”
“When James Bond was still in diapers, Virginia Hall was behind enemy lines, playing a dangerous game of cat and mouse with Hitler’s henchmen,” according to the Hartfield Book Company, which published “Code Name Badass: The True Story of Virginia Hall” by Heather Demetrios.“
The Nazis called her ‘La Dame Qui Boite,’ the lady who limps,” according to the Maryland Women’s Hall of Fame. “Hunted by Gestapo Chief, Klaus Barbie (“The Butcher of Lyon”), [Hall] had to make a harrowing last-minute escape over the snow-capped Pyrenees, dragging her prosthetic limb, ‘Cuthbert’ behind her.”
“Barbie ordered ‘wanted’ posters of Hall that featured a drawing of her above the words ‘The Enemy’s Most Dangerous Spy — We Must Find And Destroy Her!’, wrote Greg Myre of NPR.~~~~~“Hall was rewarded by becoming the only civilian woman of the war to be decorated with the Distinguished Service Cross for “extraordinary heroism,” according to Time. She was also made a Member of the British Empire (MBE) and was nominated for the French Croix de Guerre, according to the Maryland Women’s Hall of Fame.
After the war, Hall “joined the newly formed CIA, which succeeded the OSS, and worked there for 15 years, mostly at headquarters.”
British author Sonia Purnell wrote Hall’s biography, titled, “A Woman of No Importance”.
Explaining the irony in the title, Purnell said, “Through a lot of her life, the early life, she was constantly rejected and belittled. She was constantly just being dismissed as someone not very important or of no importance.”
“I do think that she became America’s greatest spy of World War II,” Gralley said.
“Virginia Hall, of Baltimore, became our country’s first and arguably greatest spy of the Second World War,” according to the Maryland Women’s Hall of Fame. “During the course of her astounding career, and despite a significant physical disability, she served as an intelligence officer for the British Special Operations Executive, the U.S. Office of Strategic Services, and the Central Intelligence Agency.”
“CIA officers have said that the techniques she developed 80 years ago to build up the French Resistance still inform the agency’s missions today, including Operation Jawbreaker in Afghanistan before and after 9/11,” according to Time.
“Her story is on display at the CIA Museum inside the spy agency headquarters in Langley, Va. — but this is off-limits to the public.” “She was the most highly decorated female civilian during World War II,” said Janelle Neises, the museum’s deputy director.
“She was a woman very much ahead of her time,” said Judith Pearson, author of “The Wolves at the Door,” about Hall’s World War II activities.
Years later, when admirers talked about her adventures, Hall would simply reply, “Not bad for a girl from Baltimore.”
Those of us old enough to remember when the phone was wired to the wall, usually in the kitchen, can relate to this story. I loved this read.
When I was a young boy, my father had one of the first telephones in our neighborhood. I remember the polished, old case fastened to the wall. The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box. I was too little to reach the telephone, but used to listen with fascination when my mother talked to it.
Then I discovered that somewhere inside the wonderful device lived an amazing person. Her name was “Information Please” and there was nothing she did not know. Information Please could supply anyone’s number and the correct time.
My personal experience with the genie-in-a-bottle came one day while my mother was visiting a neighbor. Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I whacked my finger with a hammer, the pain was terrible, but there seemed no point in crying because there was no one home to give sympathy. I walked around the house sucking my throbbing finger, finally arriving at the stairway.
The telephone! Quickly, I ran for the footstool in the parlor and dragged it to the landing. Climbing up, I unhooked the receiver in the parlor and held it to my ear. “Information, please,” I said into the mouthpiece just above my head.
A click or two and a small clear voice spoke into my ear.
“Information.”
“I hurt my finger…” I wailed into the phone, the tears came readily enough now that I had an audience.
“Isn’t your mother home?” came the question.
“Nobody’s home but me,” I blubbered.
“Are you bleeding?” the voice asked.
“No, “I replied. “I hit my finger with the hammer and it hurts.”
“Can you open the icebox?” she asked.
I said I could.
“Then chip off a little bit of ice and hold it to your finger,” said the voice.
After that, I called “Information Please” for everything. I asked her for help with my geography, and she told me where Philadelphia was. She helped me with my math. She told me my pet chipmunk that I had caught in the park just the day before, would eat fruit and nuts.
Then, there was the time Petey, our pet canary, died. I called, “Information Please,” and told her the sad story. She listened, and then said things grown-ups say to soothe a child. But I was not consoled. I asked her,
“Why is it that birds should sing so beautifully and bring joy to all families, only to end up as a heap of feathers on the bottom of a cage?”
She must have sensed my deep concern, for she said quietly,
“Wayne, always remember that there are other worlds to sing in.”
Somehow I felt better.
Another day I was on the telephone,
“Information Please.”
“Information,” said in the now familiar voice.
“How do I spell fix?” I asked
All this took place in a small town in the Pacific Northwest. When I was nine years old, we moved across the country to Boston . I missed my friend very much.
“Information Please” belonged in that old wooden box back home and I somehow never thought of trying the shiny new phone that sat on the table in the hall. As I grew into my teens, the memories of those childhood conversations never really left me. Often, in moments of doubt and perplexity I would recall the serene sense of security I had then. I appreciated now how patient, understanding, and kind she was to have spent her time on a little boy.
A few years later, on my way west to college, my plane put down in Seattle. I had about a half-hour or so between planes. I spent 15 minutes or so on the phone with my sister, who lived there now. Then without thinking what I was doing, I dialed my hometown operator and said, “Information Please.”
Miraculously, I heard the small, clear voice I knew so well.
“Information.”
I hadn’t planned this, but I heard myself saying, “Could you please tell me how to spell fix?”
There was a long pause. Then came the soft spoken answer, “I guess your finger must have healed by now.”
I laughed, “So it’s really you,” I said. “I wonder if you have any idea how much you meant to me during that time?”
“I wonder,” she said, “if you know how much your calls meant to me. I never had any children and I used to look forward to your calls.”
I told her how often I had thought of her over the years and I asked if I could call her again when I came back to visit my sister.
“Please do,” she said. “Just ask for Sally.”
Three months later I was back in Seattle. A different voice answered, “Information.” I asked for Sally.
“Are you a friend?” she said.
“Yes, a very old friend,” I answered.
“I’m sorry to have to tell you this,” She said. “Sally had been working part time the last few years because she was sick. She died five weeks ago.”
Before I could hang up, she said, “Wait a minute. Is your name Wayne?”
“Yes.” I answered.
Well, Sally left a message for you. She wrote it down in case you called. Let me read it to you. The note said,
“Tell Wayne there are other worlds to sing in. He’ll know what I mean.”
I thanked her and hung up. I knew what Sally meant.
Never underestimate the impression you may make on others. Whose life have you touched today?
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