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2021 – The Dragon Has Awakened

Published January 4, 2021 by tindertender

Listen with awareness …

The Red Dragon Ambassador has a New Years Message for the Cabal.

Affirmation Sampler

Published January 1, 2021 by tindertender

I’ve been noting a lack of ‘power’ while out and about in the astral.

A book I’ve been reading, “Astral Dynamics” suggests that the further away the astral body is from the physical body, the less power it is able to carry through the connection. Sort of like an electronic connection through a long vs a short cable.

I am learning about the importance in the use of Affirmations and Commands, and am excited for these written words to play out on the patterns of my mind.

I travel the astral planes and return safely with full memory.

I remember my dreams.

I love to astral project.

Take me to my friend.

Take me to the beach.

Give me Light!

Give me Clarity!

I’m feeling BIG change coming in 2021. It might feel like an avalanche … it may actually BE one.

We’ll see.

Patterns of integration most always appear as chaos first … at least, this is the current perception.

Starseed Contract

Published December 30, 2020 by tindertender

So my beloved brothers/sisters from the stars – let`s start with the starseed contract (warning again – this will be a long read, so maybe I`ll do it in 2 days before you fall into a coma-sleep because of me;-)

There are six components to the Starseed contract of which you, as a Starseed, need to be reminded. They are known as the Invitation, the Shattering, the Repair, the Gift Giving, the Return and the Dissolution. I shall discuss these components, one by one.

The Invitation

As a Starseed you arose to self-awareness from the matrix of a planetary civilisation elsewhere in this galaxy, such as upon the Pleiades, for example. After the dawning of your consciousness upon that distant world, you evolved spiritually, raising yourself through the densities of consciousness through numerous incarnations upon your home planet. At some point you would have come to be considered an advanced soul; ready to graduate from incarnation at the density of consciousness upon your home planet to the next higher density of consciousness. And then you would have been offered an invitation; an opportunity to give back to Life a gift commensurate with all that you had received across your lifetimes. This is a rite of passage for all those who evolve along the Service to Other (STO) path.

When you have received, you give back at least as much as you have received.

There are many, many ways to give back at this juncture. One of these ways is to commit yourself to a Starseed contract: to agree to leave the comfort and security of your soul-family and spirit-home and to venture out and incarnate amongst a group utterly different to your own.

In so doing you commit to first lowering your consciousness to the vibratory frequency of the civilisation you will be visiting. You cannot be born amongst them if you are not of their density, after all. And then you agree to awaken, to return yourself, whilst there amongst them, to your previous state of consciousness. And that is the heart of the Starseed contract: that you will heal yourself to your previous state of awareness whilst there upon that alien planet and whilst living amongst that alien culture. Perhaps you will not now intuitively understand what a vast gift you give in so doing. But you see, since all is One, what you do to yourself, you do to the other also. And if you do this work of self-healing upon a planet, you make available to others upon the planet the same healing path that you have walked.

You don’t even need to speak a word of it to a single other. Just healing yourself whilst you are within their planetary consciousness grid is, in itself, a magnificent gift to their civilisation.

The INVITATION /PARTII

Of course it is so that you are a loving, kind, good-hearted being by nature. If you find something worth sharing with others, you will seek to share it. If you can help, you will. If you can serve, you will. If you can teach, you will. If you can offer healing, you will. Such is your basic nature, having evolved to a high level in a STO society. So you will not only heal yourself upon that alien planet, you will almost certainly also find yourself to be some kind of a gift-giver, as you do so.

Starseeds are a profound blessing wherever they go.

And when you have concluded your process of returning yourself to your previous level of consciousness, and your incarnation upon that planet comes to a close, then you may return to your home soul-group, having a triumphant and joyous reunion with them at the higher level of consciousness that you now inhabit.

And so it is that you received an invitation. You were living amongst your soul family upon your home planet. You had reached a high-point in your spiritual evolution. You were ready to move on to the next phase of your soul journey. And as you contemplated your Great Service, you were approached by a Returning Master. I shall tell you more about them in a little while. But a revered being of great wisdom and advancement approached you to let you know that you had been selected. If you were willing. You were found to be of the temperament and advancement to be suitable for the challenges and struggles of a Starseed contract to one of the many evolving planets within this galaxy.

After you agreed to this noble endeavour, a rigorous process of training and preparation began. You were told of the various planets in the galaxy that are in need of Starseeds. Planets whose planetary council had put out a call for contracts. And then you chose the destination for your Great Service!

Earth is, at this time, quite a focal destination. It is the single biggest destination for Pleiadian Starseeds. There are a number of reasons for this. One is the close familial relationship between Pleiadians and Earth Humans. Another is the great need, at this time, upon the Earth. Also there is the fact of the high degree of difficulty and challenge. Earth is, in fact, considered to be the very toughest assignment of all. And Pleiadians are by nature a brave lot. Some would say foolhardy…

We are ever willing to give ourselves to the most challenging endeavours. But most of all we are here in great numbers because of the critical importance to the entire galaxy that Earth’s human population succeeds in the in-situ ascension process that is being attempted here. This has never been done before. And if it succeeds, it will irrevocably alter galactic relations. It will end, once and for all, the interplanetary wars that have raged since the beginning of time.

The reason Earth is so very crucial is complex, but I will explain it as simply as I can in a moment. Right now I wish you to understand that this is a truly crucial mission of literally galactic importance! I cannot imagine a way in which you might give a greater service than a Starseed contract upon planet Earth at this particular juncture.

So many, many Pleiadians are here, right now, serving out their Great Gift.

THE INVITATION/PART III

Before coming here, contractors would have spent time under the tutelage of the aforementioned Returning Masters. These are beings who have already completed their Starseed contract, ascended their consciousness upon their destination planet and returned to teach what they know. You would be prepared, trained and taught by the most respected of all Returning Masters: those that had returned from duty upon Earth. They would have told you what to expect. They would have impressed upon you the great difficulties inherent in this enterprise. The risk of becoming lost in that reality for many lifetimes. The shock of acculturation from the harmonious Pleiadian culture to the abrasive and aggressive Earth culture. The psychic noise upon the Earth that can drive you to the brink of insanity and disable your inherent spiritual abilities. The challenge of knowing that you are “different” from the Earth humans around, but not knowing why and not remembering your mission. The pain of isolation that most of you would experience as a result of incarnating “alone” amongst a sea of strangers. The pain of always being considered odd, strange and even deranged for simply speaking and acting in a way that is right, good and true for you.

All of this, and so much more, would you have been appraised of in your briefing. And you would also have been told of the incredible wonders of the Earth. The natural beauty and diversity that is beyond parallel, for example. And then, duly prepared, you, the Starseed contractor, would leave to commence your Great Service.

Well, before I go on with the real tough stuff – THE SHATTERING – take a deep breath, make a coffee or just relax for a few minutes ( I take the coffee-option);-)

Well – THE SHATTERING of a STARSEED SOUL

The Shattering

The most difficult part of the fulfilment of a Starseed contract comes first. In order to lower ones spiritual vibration from the high 4th, 5th or perhaps even 6th density at which you resided prior to the commencement of your contract, to the low 3rd density at which you must enter your service upon the Earth, you first need to go through a process called The Shattering.

The terms of each Starseed’s shattering are agreed to upfront by the Starseed with their spirit guides and Returning Masters on hand to advise them.

In principle one would have to have two experiences. One being a victim experience and the other being a perpetrator experience. But these would have to be sufficiently shocking to the Starseed that they would cause a shattering of their belief in their own goodness and the goodness of others. In essence, the Starseed’s belief in their own inherent divinity and the inherent divinity of all others is what is shattered. To cease to see yourself as a part of the eternal Oneness and to see oneself instead as a mere object of creation is the end-goal.

And with that, of course, to believe that all others around you are similarly just mortal, lost, powerless little creations.

Without this Shattering you cannot lower your consciousness to the deep duality of the 3rd density – the vibratory frequency of Earth. And if you do not lower your frequency, you cannot be born upon the Earth as one of them: as an Earth human. And so it is that you agreed to this. You agreed to, and contracted for, the Shattering.

To say that these experiences are traumatic is an understatement. But this is the only way to overlay a veneer of distrust and disconnect over the soul-deep knowing that resides within the Starseed’s heart that all is love, that all is One, that all bear a spark of the divine within themselves. So the experience must, by its nature, be traumatic.

Being brutalised by others. Raped, tortured, abused. Being burned at the stake as a witch. Being subjected to iterative atrocities as a soldier – or as a civilian caught in a war. Being buried alive. Being rejected by your tribe to starve alone in the wilderness. These kinds of victimising experiences are the first part of the shattering. A part that allows the Starseed to believe that others are evil, wicked, not to be trusted, not worthy of love.

And then, with their faith in others broken, the Starseed will be willing to defend themselves against the other. To lash out at the other in self-defence. And so, usually in a separate lifetime, Starseeds also find themselves perpetrating abuse and cruelty upon others. Using their natural gifts and powers to victimise others in their community. Leading others astray for their own ego gratification. Wreaking havoc. Causing harm. And arriving at the end of that lifetime with sufficient evidence to come to a belief that they themselves are wicked and unworthy of love.

And so The Shattering is concluded. It might take as little as a lifetime or two, but usually a few more. But the point is that Starseeds then find themselves inhabiting the same duality consciousness that everyone else inhabits at the 3rd density upon Earth. Then they are ready for the next phase.

So you see that this is no wellness-walk and nothing for the “weak” ones. And no matter if you are a starseed or a lightbringer – you will always have this “unstillable” desire for the real love of source.

The 3rd Part of the Starseed Contract is the REPAIR:

At some point, when they are ready to hear it, each Starseed feels a call inside their hearts to Remember. To reach beyond the trauma of the Shattering for the transcendent awarenesses that bring healing.

The truth of the Oneness of all. The deeply held ancient teachings of their people. The vibration of their home planet. These things, along with contracted promptings and reminders (such as this very transmission, of course!) all assist Starseeds to actively engage their own healing.

And so the Repair begins. It is slow, patient work. There are no short-cuts and no quick fixes. But I will say that the core of the process is self-love. Self-love which allows the Starseed to find their heart-connection again. To reach beyond the layer of hurt inflicted during the Shattering to their deepest, most ancient knowing.

I will do this process a profound disservice if I pretend that this is not both complicated and difficult. Healing yourself in a place of such dire confusion as the duality sub-reality is far from easy. Finding your heart connection in a place of such psychic noise is a mammoth task.

But no Starseed was ever promised that it would be easy. Quite the opposite. It is a challenge worthy of the bravest of souls. And even the bravest are tested to their limits. Even the wisest and the most spiritually connected can get lost in this place. Sometimes wandering for tens, hundreds or even thousands of lifetimes in a state of deep amnesia and spiritual distress before they can be assisted to remember. It happens. But, whatever the case, those who stay the course all eventually do awaken, heal themselves right to their previous vibratory level and return Home.

The next point:

The Gift Giving

Before we can speak of The Return, I must first address You see, healing yourself is, in itself, already a wondrous gift. When you do, you work a pathway in consciousness that then becomes easier for others to follow. By healing yourself, you heal others without even trying. And, as previously mentioned, most of you will, by default, also offer all kinds of wonderful and loving gifts to those who co-habit your reality just because that is the kind of being you are.

So it is so that, when healed, when ready to return, it will be easy to argue that you will already have given your greatest gift to the Earth and its inhabitants. But for many of you this will not be enough. Many of you will step across the threshold, passing out of that life and then, soon after, find yourself disappointed with yourself. Many of you will say something like, “Oh, no, there was something really important that I wanted to do while I was still alive on Earth. I could have done it. I was there. I had everything I needed to do it… but I didn’t.”

Many of you will feel strongly enough about this that you will ask to return to incarnation. Some will return to that same incarnation, others will begin a new incarnation and yet others will have some alternative experience such as being a “walk-in” for example.

But I don’t wish to get bogged down in such details, as interesting as many of you will find them. The point is that I am inviting you to already become aware of this issue so that you can think about it now. As you raise your consciousness and heal yourself, give some time, now and again, to the thought: what one thing would you LOVE to do for this world… what message do you have to deliver to this world… what gift can you leave behind that will leave you feeling satisfied and complete when you walk away from here?

When The Repair and The Gift Giving is complete, The Return begins…

The Return

With the Return, the doors to the galaxy (and beyond) are thrown open to you. After successfully returning from a Starseed contract, especially a difficult contract deep in the densities of forgetting such as upon Earth, you have endless options as to where you will go next.

You have, no doubt, heard of the Ascended Masters? Well, you will join their ranks! And as such you are deemed to be a useful and desirable co-creator in any one of a vast array of places in the galaxy, performing any one of a vast array of roles. Just one of which is to play the role of Returning Master back upon your home planet: teaching, advising and guiding the next generation of prospective candidate Starseeds.

Many Ascended Masters choose to remain involved with their adopted planetary culture… in this case choosing to remain active as guides and teachers for souls incarnated here upon Earth.

But, given what the returning Starseed has been through, given the deep self-knowledge, the profound compassion and wisdom they will, by definition, have attained, they are free to explore innumerable alternate options. Some like to take a sabbatical period in which they simply travel the galaxy as an emeritus Starseed at large. Visiting inhabited planets, as their heart calls them to do. Bringing their gifts and their wisdom wherever they are called. And then, usually, finding a situation that suits their particular interests and abilities… a place to call home for the next step in their evolution on the journey to Oneness.

But not every single Starseed completes their contract. Most do. But there is always a number who, for various reasons, do not. So there is another point to know:

The Dissolution

As much as every Starseed is coached and prepared prior to their mission, I don’t think a single Starseed ever has completed their mission without many times crying out for assistance saying, “I didn’t know how hard this would be!” It is simply so that no amount of pre-mission coaching can fully prepare a soul for the shocks and rigours of, first, the Shattering and then the long lifetimes of deep isolation that come from being amongst those who are not of your own soul family.

For this reason, it is only fair that Starseeds must be able to exit their contract. It must be possible for the Starseed to say, “This is too much, I cannot go through with it!” And indeed, there is provision made for such a situation.

Into the life-map of every incarnation of every Starseed, a number of Exit Events are engineered. (Notice: I had mine in 2012 during a fatal car-crash, where I was asked if I wish to stay or leave now – obviously I stayed because of unconditional love for my child;-)

Each life contains pre-planned moments in which you are removed from the flow of your life, taken to stand before your masters and guides, reminded of what you signed up for, reminded of the importance of what you are doing, and then asked to affirm that you would like to continue your mission.

If you agree to continue, you are returned to that life-stream at a suitable moment, perhaps some time before the exit event, and this time you pass the exit event without being extracted. Which means that you will have no memory of the extraction. You will continue your mission without interference.

If you dissent and choose for the dissolution of your Starseed contract, then the Exit Event is fully enacted. That incarnation is terminated. To those who knew you in that life, it then appears that you died. Perhaps in some type of accident or some health trauma. You are then given a gentle and loving debrief and returned to incarnation amongst your own people in your native star system that you might return to your equilibrium and spiritual evolution.

This is not seen as failure and there is no ignominy inherent in taking an Exit Event. Much good would anyway have been accomplished by such a Starseed prior to that exit.

To avert confusion, I do wish to make it clear that NO Exit Event is ever planned as a SUICIDE!!!! I have no judgement of suicide. But suicide does cause massive trauma to loved ones who remain behind. For this reason Exit Events are not planned in this way.

If you want to know more about all of this I advise you to read the books of Zingdad/Adamu.

Well – I think I have tortured you enough for one afternoon now. And I tend to speak next time about the EVENT – what it really may be….

This is a “good reminder” and please go `til the end of it.

Something about timelines and creating – don`t create for the future and don`t cry for the past – because EVERYTHING is in the NOW. And the Universe isn`t just light – it`s the PERFECT BALANCE between DARK and LIGHT.

Source: @Karina89350882

Infinity of Aloneness

Published December 29, 2020 by tindertender

True autonomy arises when we have broken free of all the old structures, all psychological dependencies, and all fear. Only then can that which is truly unique and fearless arise within us and begin to express itself.

Such expression cannot be planned or even imagined because it belongs to a dimension uninhibited by anything that has come before it.

True autonomy is not trying to fit in or be understood, nor is it a revolt against anything. It is an uncaused phenomenon. Consciously or unconsciously all beings aspire to it, but very few find the courage to step into that infinity of aloneness.

~ Adyashanti

Shield Up

Published December 28, 2020 by tindertender

Stab, Stab, Poke, Poke.

I find it hilarious you cannot pierce the shield of my now healthy state.

Keep trying tho.

You may get lucky …

Eventually.

Trust Us … Or Else

Published December 28, 2020 by tindertender

Many of us learned to rebel against authority while in our youth. We recognized that the drunk, drugged or emotionally unavailable parent was not a good role model, and we sought guidance elsewhere … often falling into the same habitual patterns we were raised with … the familiar.

We rejected the advice of others, feeling that we alone had our best interest at heart.

Unfortunately, a child, or youth, lacks experience to guide self.

This is where destructive habitual patterns arise, fueled by anger, emotional pain, rejection, a sense of lack and self value.

We find ourselves running with crowds who are in this same mind frame, and the spiral keeps spiraling, until we fall flat on our face.

I’m not saying it is okay to blame anyone for this fall … it happened to us, and it happened to ‘them’.

The key is to recognize it, to climb from the pit, wiser, and transform those habitual patterns. Many do not get this chance, for they succumb while in a state of volatile flux.

These days, we hear others offering guidance to us.

~ Relax.

~ Do this or that for it is in your best interest.

Accept the advise giver as friend … even though in life, we’ve rebelled against this one, due to lack of trust.

So an invisible one comes along and says LOVE YOU … do this, do that … LOVE YOU … used as a tag line. It wreaks of insincerity, and yet, we are told to do what is said “for our own good”. We are told that if we do, the change, the coming alteration of life as we knew it, will either be pleasant, or volatile for those who do not bow to it.

These ones do not understand that the majority of life here has had to raise itself, to rely on self for survival, for simply getting along in life, or for actually manifesting a comfortable life.

Our galactic ‘friends’ seem to care about our submission, calling it care for our welfare.

Maybe some of them DO want to see many humans survive, which is why they push submission. If we do not … well, there is no room for argument or discussion … it simply is what it is, and will be what it will be.

They have plans for earth.

They have plans for life.

They are here to protect their future.

At any cost.

So, while you’ve rebelled and walked your own path (or so it has seemed), the time has come to trust once more … hahaha … trust, from a species who have been trained to trust no one.

Sort of funny if you ask me, and horrible at the same time.

Polarity … smashing up against each other.

I suppose it will be easier for those who actually had someone, or someone’s they could count on, could trust.

For many of us … hahaha … trust is going to be a hard thing to gain, from a suspicious mind. I suppose it will be those who will lose once more, in a world that demands it, despite action speaking truths.

Despite telepathic words that foretell suffering … even should one choose to comply and cede their own authority.

Oracle Reading 12-27-2020

Published December 27, 2020 by tindertender

New Experiences and Possibilities ~ Look around in nature. Notice the new beginnings, experiences and new choices being shown you. They will only be evident to you if you take the time to look for these subtle messages. You are on the first steps along a new path. You are being offered a blank page – what are the first words you would like to write on it? You possibilities are endless. You are in complete control of your life. This is a new beginning on your journey. Live in the present and trust in your own abilities. Plant your seeds and willingly venture into new territory.

Infinite Blessings ~ Open your heart and your reality to the immeasurable gifts from nature. Loving energy is surrounding you. Love from the highest level is being showered onto you and your life. Count your blessings and remember that love is all around you. Notice these miracles and blessings as they show up in unexpected ways but always at the most auspicious time. Your life may not be exactly as you anticipated, but be sure to look for your miracles.

Make A Decision ~ Your sheer determination is highlighted at this time. Your spirit will support your desires and manifestations. The ability to create or destroy has always been within your skill base. You have the wisdom and confidence needed to use these skills constructively. Now is the time to act, if you know what it is you want to accomplish and why. Since the powers of transformation are at your command, change your desires into objectives, your thoughts into actions, your goals into achievements. If you have recently met with failure, know you can change that failure into a success. The only limits you have are those you impose on yourself.

Reading from the deck “Nature’s Whispers” Oracle Cards created by Angela Hartfield and Josephine Wall

The Energetic Divine

Published December 24, 2020 by tindertender

When you get “horney” it is a sign of excess buildup of energy in the lower chakras. Maintenance of ones own energy is crucial to mental health.

If personal energies are out of balance it can distort every thought form that comes, it can pervert every relationship, it can leave one open to infiltration and manipulation, seen and unseen.

These days, there are many in the unseen who feel their time of “1000 years” is upon them.

The time of possessing many virgins, and various forms of innocence.

They are taking privileges, tasting the sexual energy of the lower chakras in the feminine, and most certainly in the masculine as well.

They are tasting and “choosing” that which they will feed upon and manipulate during their residence here.

If they are permitted to stay … to infiltrate the kingdom of god within every human soul.

This is the war everyone knew was coming, yet so many do not realize they are on the midst of.

Guard your energy, maintain balance in your energy centers, manage your sexual energies so they cannot be used against you.

Say NO …

Claim your Soverinty, your Divinity.

You are NOT a commodity, here for the USE of those who would enslave you, who would claim your Soul, Spirit, and energy as their own.

Recognize that being passive is the surest way into slavery.

I’m not saying to go out and protest, to make a big stink in the visual world.

I’m saying it is critical that you honor your instincts, and not be led around by the nose by those who would tell you the proper way of living and responding to trespass … especially when it domes to your Soul energy.

Guard it with everything you have, as it is the most Sacred Essence of who and what you are.

You are finer than ANY jewel or metal … more precious than any form of currency, AND the most desired and treasured among the unseen who long to possess you.

I willingly and gratefully recognize and honor those benevolent ETs here to assist life upon this planet.

May you receive the greatest blessings for your efforts toward ensuring honor for the Sacred, of Life.

Interesting Observation

Published December 24, 2020 by tindertender

When a “certain number of countries” make space appearances on my blog, it must be known there are truths here which they are monitoring. These countries don’t typically participate, until I post something quite controversial from personal experience, and otherwise.

It is apparent that the attention isn’t coming from the citizenry. x1 view, here and there. No, it isn’t that they “like” the content … it is a “monitoring” of content.

Isn’t it funny that an unknown aspect of the feminine such as myself would be of such an interest?

I have little influence on the populace around the world, yet I’m being watched …

I imagine if more people were paying attention to what I was saying some sort of action (other than trespasses from the unseen) would be taken against me.

I’m told by channelers that I’m aligning to them. That it must be my hidden anger, or fear that is drawing them to me.

I am sad that yet again, the perpetrator has convinced the masses that it is their own insufficiencies that are responsible for these abuses, blaming them for the sickening energies that are engulfing them.

I am sad that so many are telling people to meet a trespass with love, in order to experience love.

If a visitor was coming from the unseen, from different dimensions and densities with the trueness of love, rather than manipulating sexual energies so they “feel good”, expecting me to just lie there and enjoy it … I would greet them in kind.

There are entities who cannot ascend to the kingdom of god, they require the consciousness of an awakened humanity which they can attach to and “ride” upon.

Yes, those who are “love” are desired chariots … and they “absorb” the “riders” energies. They are seen as a commodity … energetic food source, the vehicle which carries passengers, the gate keepers, the holders of the keys … the way out of Hell.

There is a reason certain entities have been blocked from the kingdom of god which resides in every human consciousness.

Trespasser, You’ll get what you give.

Trespass against me, I will not greet you with forgiveness …. I will do everything in my power to withstand you, to evict your ass, as it ought to be.