Last night as I was contemplating “my world”, thinking of past relationships and their failures, I understood that I have embodied the false belief that my love, and my own self, were not worthy of being cherished.
I examined the many experiences in life with the unseen and I realized … they are simply confirming my own inner truth … showing me what resides inside me. This was a sharp recognition of my internal worthiness factor … the lessons have been difficult and I am surprised it took me so long to see what was in the mirror.
It must come to pass that I release this erroneous, perceived reality.
Forgive myself, forgive the failure … and see it as not a ‘failure’ but an experience which offered great love … and .. great heartbreak.
These experiences in no way determine my worthiness.
Thanks be for the persistence, hard knocks and lessons from the unseen … wherever they may be in these moments.
Perhaps I will now be able to release this perception and move more fully into self-love, self-appreciation, and self-acceptance.
Lord Melchizedek has written an article to assist in the understanding of the shifts we are experiencing in these times. His writing and viewpoints are intriguing, to say the least. If you are so inclined, have a look: https://eraoflight.com/2021/01/05/lord-melchizedek-2021-yours-to-create/
The Big Picture ~.There is so much more going on than you realize. When we get up in our heads and over-think things, we start to miss much of what is going on in the world around us. You might be trying to micromanage a situation and are too focused on small details. Try looking at this from different angles. If you’ve been struggling with a problem or tough situation, this is a signal that you will find the answers if you stand back and view everything from a larger perspective or someone else’s viewpoint.
Gratitude and Appreciation ~ Recognize the good qualities in others and openly share your gratitude with them. Write notes of thanks to those who have helped you. If someone deserves acknowledgement, be sure they receive the recognition they deserve. Nature is continually sharing its beauty for us to appreciate. Beholding a rainbow is a gift, and when we encounter a rainbows beauty, it is the perfect time to be grateful for all the gifts in our lives. It is important to generate the positive flow of thankfulness that can bring joy into someone else’s life. By doing so you will not only decrease your stress, you will also generate the feeling of goodwill and love in your life.
Acceptance of Love ~ This image is a representation of the harmony of opposites, masculine and feminine. You have the ability to give love freely to yourself and to others. It is important to understand that you are whole, complete and perfect now and will enhance the life of another. Love can happen. Love is the truth of all situations. Love the soul embodied inside you. Express more love in your life and allow yourself to feel loved. Everything happens exactly when it is supposed to take place. You bring a bright light and individuality into this world.
Read g from the deck “Nature’s Whispers” Oracle Cards created by Angela Hartfield and Josephine Wall
If I show you my heart Will you know what that means? If I tell you the truth Will you still hold my gaze? If I own all the parts that society shuns Will you shun me too? Would you choose to let me walk this path Without you?
Or will you laugh that wild laugh, Roar from your knees, Dance like the wind Strip like the trees Will you throw out the lies And the fear of ‘too much’ And redefine ‘sisters’ Beside me…
As we are limited in the physical contacts we are able to make, I find my relationships actually expanding, despite the attempt to enforce a solitary life.
Thank you … to the species who present themselves to me in the astral.
I love you.
The color of Love is Green … one of GAIAs main colors.
It is the tender shoots of life unfolding in the freshness of Spring. It is the many variances of hues. It is the gentleness of breezes in fields of tall grasses. It is the many ways in which it presents itself.
Compassion, Care, Empathy, Acceptance, Cooperation and an effort to ensure all have enough, that none go without.
It is in “boy, girl, boy, girl” and the “androgynous” too.
It is easy for me to love you because love is not SEX …. it is Care, and a Compassionate regard for life beyond ones own.
Green is the color of the heart chakra, symbolizing love to others, forgiveness,compassion, understanding, transformation, warmth, sharing, sincerity and devotion. As with all colors, green brings forth some negative connotations.
Red is the color of extremes. It’s the color of passionate love, seduction, violence, danger, anger, and adventure. Our prehistoric ancestors saw red as the color of fire and blood – energy and primal life forces – and most of red’s symbolism today arises from its powerful associations in the past.
Everyone is so focused on passion, sexuality, and physical togetherness they’ve completely left out of the equation the most important color aspect for love … that which holds it all together even when sex is absent.
Green is the color of life, renewal, nature, and energy, it is associated with meanings of growth, harmony, freshness, safety, fertility, and environment.
The Green Love always precedes the Red love, it is the first love.
Many have forgotten the first love and have favored skipping steps, taking shortcuts, and they wonder why love more often than not fails in relationships.
Walking hand in hand along a brushy trail, speaking softly to each other about that which makes the heart warm. Picnicking while surrounded by long beautiful grasses.
Searching for berries and mushrooms, getting lost and finding your way to the river through the trees, together.
Sun warm upon your faces … a flush begins to build … in the heart, on the cheeks, on the lips.
Do not forsake the first love …
This is where the base is laid …
The foundation.
Green is the precursor, if love cannot be found in this green stage, when knowing each other is new an fresh, then the red stage ought not even be considered.
In the astral, there are certain aspects of masculinity who’ve been taking privilege’s without permission for some time, doing their ‘whateveres’ … I’ve recently discovered that RED is the color of sexual energy … my quilt is a nice bright red. Who knew I had been sleeping under a “welcome mat“.
“Throughout history, Red has been the colorof passion, romance, and sexual energy.”
I pulled that sucker off and charged water with salt, held it up and asked Prime Source Creator to also charge it and assist with its protection qualities and proceeded to sprinkled it around my bed, on my bed on the curtains and everywhere I spend the most time, including all 4 corners of each room and their curtains as well … my sofa and my lounge got a healthy dose … and the living room carpet too …. All the while proclaiming that I AM taking back my Power, that any interference at all was no longer wanted or permitted.”
“Green is the color of the heart chakra, symbolizing love to others, forgiveness, compassion, understanding, transformation, warmth, sharing, sincerity and devotion.”
Thanks be to my current mentor, Ty, @tymajestic, I’m learning about colors, numbers, and psalms and proverbs, even which bible is best for study. I came to a passage in proverbs that really turned me off where a woman was spoken of as ‘property’… and stopped reading. He suggested the king James Version. I will buy it and try again ….
Ty has called the Psalms and Proverbs “The Plan”
In my current situation, which has gone on quite long enough, I am going to switch up the color of my wardrobe, removing colors such as brown, gray, and red, which are the colors lower vibrational entities feel most comfortable with and welcomed by according to my mentor. I will replace these colors with Blues, Greens, brighter Lilac type colors .. anything bright and light.
There are two red walls in my kitchen I need to paint, as well as all four walls of my bedroom which are brown. My intention is to brighten up these areas, to remove the ‘welcome mat’. This could be the perfect winter activity. It’ll be a chore at the very least.
It has been 2 nights since I removed the quilt and applied the salt waters to my most frequented areas of my home. I have not been accosted in any way during the astral, or what many call, dream time. I even slept on my couch for a bit without any negative experience.
Ty has helped me recently by providing Light Readings and advice on colors and my birthdate. Should you be interested, check out his website: http://www.lightwerkerz.com/index.html
His energy is quite bright and cannot be mistaken when he comes in for a ‘looksee’ or a “light hug”. I find his information to be quite eye-opening and am happy to add his knowledge, his teachings, to my meager notebook of my own knowing.
While resting on my couch, eyes closed, a line of type looking much like this one formed before my ‘eyes’. It said, “Thank you for teaching us …”
Let us remember, those we see are not the only ones who hear. Those who see very seldom are able to truly ‘hear’. Let us not discredit either side of life being birthed into a higher arena in these moments … seen and unseen … we are here to help ALL of each other rise into the next dimension … higher and higher my friends.
May it be done graciously.
I dreamed a new song is being sung for the earth. “Someone(s)’ were hacking it into a shorter version. Let us hope the hackers do not succeed, I want to live where the WHOLE song is sung!!!!!
I feel a brightness coming over me, my mind is lifting out of the fog I’ve been immersed in, I feel a separation happening for me, the line is thickening between the new and the old. The old patterns of the living and the new being birthed.
May we begin to hear the whole song, and desire it with our whole heart. It will be bright and glorious, let us keep this vision and song in our heart and mind.
Shed the old.
Do not focus on the autrocities of this world.
Leave them be … to fizzle out in their death throes.
Even when they quake and literally move the earth, be calm and listen to the new song … the new song of rebirth.
You were tired and you want to be free My love is growing stronger, as you become a habit to me Oh I’ve been loving you a little too long I don’t want to stop now, oh With you my life Has been so wonderful I can’t stop now
You were tired and your love is growing cold My love is growing stronger as our affair affair grows old I’ve been loving you a little too long, long To stop now Oh, oh, oh I’ve been loving you a little bit too long I don’t want to stop now no, no, no
Don’t make me stop now, no baby I’m down on my knees please, don’t make me stop now I love you, I love you I love you with all of my heart And I can’t stop now Please, please don’t make me stop now
The things a mother gives up would leave most people empty – but as mothers we hold ourselves high. We do our jobs, and we do it good! It’s never ending hours and requirements most would rather pass on.
– No sick days – No calling in – No personal days – No vacations – No privacy – No alone time – No personal space – No quitting – No sleep – No putting yourself first – No stopping
Yeah, it’s a lot of no’s…
Why do you do it then, you ask?
Because. – Because, you are their mother. You gave birth to the most precious beings in your life. Because you have loved them before you knew them. Because you would give your life for them. Because the smiles and unconditional love you receive is more then any sacrifice you have ever made.
Sure, it’s hard. Yeah, it has its days when you want to give up. When you want to cry your eyes out and run away. But you made a promise to care and love for these little beings. And damn it, that’s something you take very seriously!
You are a mother, and no matter the struggles and self doubt… You have one hell of a job, and you do it well!
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