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Standing Strong

Published December 8, 2020 by tindertender

I am woman, hear me roar
In numbers too big to ignore
And I know too much to go back an’ pretend
‘Cause I’ve heard it all before
And I’ve been down there on the floor
No one’s ever gonna keep me down again

Oh yes, I am wise
But it’s wisdom born of pain
Yes, I’ve paid the price
But look how much I gained
If I have to, I can do anything
I am strong
(Strong)
I am invincible
(Invincible)
I am woman

You can bend but never break me
‘Cause it only serves to make me
More determined to achieve my final goal
And I come back even stronger
Not a novice any longer
‘Cause you’ve deepened the conviction in my soul

Oh yes, I am wise
But it’s wisdom born of pain
Yes, I’ve paid the price
But look how much I gained
If I have to, I can do anything
I am strong
(Strong)
I am invincible
(Invincible)
I am woman

I am woman watch me grow
See me standing toe to toe
As I spread my lovin’ arms across the land
But I’m still an embryo
With a long, long way to go
Until I make my brother understand

Oh yes, I am wise
But it’s wisdom born of pain
Yes, I’ve paid the price
But look how much I gained
If I have to, I can face anything
I am strong
(Strong)
I am invincible
(Invincible)
I am woman

I am woman
I am invincible
I am strong
I am woman
I am invincible
I am strong
I am woman

Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Helen Reddy / Ray Burton
I Am Woman lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, BMG Rights Management

Subtle Manipulator

Published December 8, 2020 by tindertender

Many are being “steered” into new ways of thinking.

With sweetness … Quote “Ladies, you are beautiful. There’s no need for you to spray paint your face or hair with the colors of the rainbow. Easy with the cosmetics.”

When I was young, I tried out makeup. My step father at the time told me I was so beautiful already I did not need it … I stopped practicing putting make-up on.

The same tactics are being used right now, to shape the way a woman thinks of herself, the way she treats herself.

Now, it is true … women are so beautiful they need no make-up or rainbow colored hair … but sometimes rainbow colored hair is fun … who is to tell us it is not, or that we ought not have it once in awhile?

Quote “Do you feel like your life is out of control, everything’s falling apart? Truth is your soul is taking over the steering wheel. What’s unfolding now is the will of your soul. All things which would hinder your growth during this process, are being eliminated from your reality.”

All things which would hinder your growth are being eliminated from your reality ….
What’s unfolding now is the will of your soul …

YOUR soul is not doing this. Those who USURP your soul, are. Yet they’ll tell you it is free will choice that YOU are making on a subconscious level. They’ll attempt to make you believe the changes being made are your decision, but they are not.

YOUR decision is in how you respond to the changes being made.

We really have no choice in the matter of change. You know this already by the way life has moved you around, without consent.

Sure, we can believe whatever we like. We can choose to believe we are a co-creator, and in essence we are, but in many instances, not a conscious and willing partner. Our energies are being utilized to make the changes on a global AND personal scale … subliminal messaging and sweet talk will mold us into a belief that we are at choice ….

Choice about the change is not ours.

Choice on how we respond to the change IS.

Manipulation is one of my pet peeves. Sweet talkers who tell you what you want to hear, leading you down a certain path of thought, getting you to believe that thought is yours … well, there are some very good manipulators out there right now.

They know how to use the sugar, and they know how to shock you out of your comfort zone, recreating you.

I was blessed to be exposed to some of the best of them in my life.

People need someone to tell them how to think, what to do, how to behave, who to be ….

This is proven by the massive amount of followers on some of these social media accounts who do just that.

Sheeple.

Being sweet talked onto a certain path.

The main purpose of this is to reformat you into a being that is more acceptable by the manipulators.

To take away your individuality, to make you subservient.

You may say, they care!

Of course they care. They care about the end product that they will wind up with as wives … as child bearers … as sex puppets …. toys for the manipulation and control of the ‘masters’.

Some speak of astral sex like its a choice. HA!! They say it starts telepathically before it is felt on the skin … yes, I know, I get that too. But it does not start with me telepathically calling it in … no, they just appear, and do as they will. Saying “no” does not make it stop. They feel they own you … and right now many are being auditioned for the position of sex toy … many aspects of the masculine in the astral will “try you out”. Try to tell them to stop … see how well that works for you. You might say, “I don’t want it to stop, it feels good.” Yes, I know … but try to exert your will over the situation, see how much they respect you … they don’t.

You want purple hair? GET IT.

You want to be sassy? BE IT.

You want to adorn yourself? DO IT.

You want to be in charge of your life? LIVE IT.

When someone else reformats you, they have the right to claim you.

Build yourself as you wish to be … NOT as another wishes you to be.

We all ought to be very familiar with the manipulators techniques by now. If not, well, many will have to learn the hard way, just as I did.

Remember, the techniques of controlling others is subtle. They’ll mold your mind into the belief that it is your decision … as seen above, telling you … “What’s unfolding now is the will of your soul …”

Wrong.

It is the will of those who intend to take over and become your masters, your ‘captors’ … and they’ll make you like it, or make you suffer if you refuse to go along with it, by turning very nasty.

My hope is that discernment and the inner eye starts to shine brightly upon those who mean to commandeer your life and mind, your very consciousness … your god self.

You ARE the Force, AND the Source of Power they need to survive and mold realities.

The Life Force that is like Gold to the ones who long to possess you.

Sexual energy is one of the most potent. These ones feed on that energy … hence the trials, the tests in the quiet of the night, to see just how sensitive you are, and how powerful your sexual energy is.

It is YOUR energy.

YOU created it, YOU nurture it, YOU developed it.

It is YOURS to share with whom you CHOOSE.

Not just any joe shmo who sneaks up on you in the unseen and makes you feel good.

They’re FEEDING on you.

The “latest thing” because we are being auditioned.

Control your sex, control your life.

It is not easy … it seems near impossible … but I’ll keep trying. I hope you will do the work necessary to take charge of your sex, and who you share it with also … in the seen, an nowadays, in the unseen. Try to say no to these midnight advances from the unseen. You will not be able to. We must exercise our Will.

Unconditional Love is NOT sex.

Some are being referred to as an “appetizer”.

They view us as no-thing more than cattle … a source of “soul” food. Life Force.

What a bunch of Pigs.

I love Me.

I love my Sisters.

And this is not okay.

You refuse their advances, you tell them they are not welcome, they threaten to ‘recycle’ you. This is not about love, it’s about dominance. They are not looking for a fighter … only those who submit to their invasive presence.

You may be believing you are special. That this ‘love’ is real. It is not. They are simply very good at manipulating your senses … sorry to be the one to tell you …. to them, you are no more partner material than the rock at your feet. You are food. Soul food. Sexual Energy food. That’s it. And they do not like it when their ‘food’ resists.

Acts 10:34
“Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that ‘God’ is no respecter of persons”

Primal Source is IN you and all AROUND you … it IS you. The one claiming to be god, and those with him, do not care about you, only that which your life force provides.

Claim your Sovereignty.

I’ve requested they prove to WE they aren’t just a bunch of “feeders”. We’ll see what they do … or continue to do.

She

Published December 7, 2020 by tindertender

She leads by example
She gives without expectation
She honors all beings
She knows her truth
She stands in her power
She is Divine Love in action

Source: @DivineMother17

Charming Abuser

Published December 7, 2020 by tindertender

Anyone who has been involved in an abusive relationship can tell you that it started out beautifully.

All the right things were said.

They portray that they want your highest good, and even assist you in gaining it.

After time, usually about a year, the real soul begins to show.

They may even warn you about it …

Saying some verbiage, or action may appear unloving, judgmental, or even offensive.

And it will be.

This is how it begins …

They “hook” you by telling you all the things you want to hear. Then they’ll turn on you. Tearing down your foundation so they can reconstruct it as they wish.

They will be all the things they warn you about, all the while saying it is coming from a place of love.

The sugar begins to waver between abuses. The sugar is used just enough to make you believe in the love … abuse, love, abuse, love … keeping you off balance.

The sweetness they lured you with becomes tainted.

You’re “hooked” now.

They’ll drag you around, tearing you down, and insist there is a loving reason for it all.

They’ll attempt to reformat your mind, your way of being.

They’ll re-create you … to their liking.

All you must do is cede your Will.

Be subservient.

Take on their instruction as tho they are lord.

Question them?

You’ll get a verbal lashing at the least.

A physical beating, and sometimes worse, also … if they are able.

It’s manipulation in the highest.

A common trait among many.

Be aware.

There are some on these social media sites who have been pumping you up, making you think you have power … and now, as I observe, some are entering the “tear you down” phase. They’ve even warned you about it.

Manipulation in the finest.

Although I’d like to save you the pain of it, the torment of having your mind reformatted, I cannot.

This is an observation and choice you must make on your own.

All I can do is spell it out, so you’ll have something to base your intuition on when it starts to feel quite ugly.

It feels ugly because it is.

Drop these ones like a hot potato.

If they “build” you, they can “claim” you.

Stand in your own authority.

Leave these ones behind.

They all have an agenda.

And it is NOT your highest interest …

It is theirs.

Many of these ‘gurus’ on social media are channelers. They receive a certain message, and they push it onto the public. They are the messengers. Obeying their instruction. Requesting you do the same.

They may receive a seat at the table if they get enough to follow the message.

It’s a hierarchy. They are striving to move on up, by getting followers, by becoming your ‘leader’.

Many of these messages nowadays are coming from non-human entities.

Working to format your internal hardware, rewire it to their liking.

Choose your path.

Exercise your Will.

Stand in your Sovereignty.

Leave them to play the game by themselves.

It’s about collecting souls.

Those who obey, and those who rebel.

The categorization is taking place now.

Protect your Mind, Spirit and Soul.

Don’t give these manipulators control over your mind.

The occult have their puppets in the open, working to snare you …

And making you think you deserve it.

Out of love.

Inner Child as Goddess

Published December 4, 2020 by tindertender

The child in me and I are one.

We love each other, care for each other, appreciate each other and will always belong to each other.

My inner child is not afraid.

The adolescent within me is learning Order, she can set New Boundaries.

My inner child radiates Light in the darkness, she can meet her own needs.

The child within me is sexually alive, but her sex will not be used against her.

I am resourceful in helping my inner child.

I Will move ahead when things go wrong, nothing can stop me.

I affirm the wisdom of my inner voice.

I can see clearly now. Today I will use my mind to discern between fantasy and reality.

I let go of the need to be self-critical.

Today, I will contemplate the source of my strength … the inner child.

I Am safe.

I Am secure.

I Am Top Dog, Alpha.

I Am deserving of the Love and Protection I give to others.

I Am significant.

I Am perfect, precious and valuable. I claim ALL of Me.

My inner child Will be treated well, with respect and honored.

NO aspect of the masculine is permitted to usurp Her/My Will.

WE will not be used my the masculine in the astral … no making out, no sex, no intimacy.

I can be ALL of me … Inner Child and Protectress.

I Am integrated.

I transform experiences in the astral to add Value to the inner child.

She will not be used as a fuck toy.

She will not be manipulated.

Especially in the astral.

By anyone.

She is Me.

I Am She.

We are one.

Life

Published November 27, 2020 by tindertender

Whoever controls the womb controls life.

Vaccines are about eugenics.

Natural fertilization will be eliminated.

Only the desirables will be allowed.

The egg will be fertilized via scientific lab, inserted into the womb, and birthed.

Someone’s playing god.

I’ll let you guess who.

Singularity

Published November 26, 2020 by tindertender

“I don’t want this one” he said.

And I’ve never been more happy.

Questions and Realization

Published November 26, 2020 by tindertender

What exactly does it mean to exercise ones Will?

I once compared it to being stubborn. Perhaps I still do.

Stubborn Will

I read somewhere that it is possible to transform stubborn Will into skillful Will.

As often as I think of it, it has yet to materialize.

What does one do, after all, to be considered “skillful”?

Would it be better to note that to be a person of skillful will it be required to do what is right and good and healthy despite stubborn Will saying, “I’ll do what I want.”?

What have I learned today?

I learned that somehow in all this mess I have been extremely blessed. By surprise I might add. So much so I purchased matching pendant and earrings for a piedersite (sp?) stone ring I have.

Why did this good fortune befall me today? I wonder.

I purchased an aura photo. Bright yellows all around.

I bought “buy two get two free” bras and panties.

And I still wonder at it all.

I donated a monetary gift in exchange for a light reading and gained knowledge. It was a lovely exchange as always.

I ask myself if I have grown fond of being a walking portal … stubborn, stubborn.

I am told the color red is like a welcome mat for unclean spirits. I have seen evidence that may be true.

Surely I am not the only human being pushing a little here, pulling a little there. Is it beneficial? I cannot say, for although my experience has been for the last many years, the experience in itself is new to me.

Anyhow … red … I now need to paint two red walls green, or another color, in three days. Home Depot is closed so today I sit idle.

My red candle had its wick fall into the wax and it stopped burning.

Now there is an orange one, in a glass jar.

I am just now reminded of being 18 and keeping a journal. I wrote some angry and hurtful things in there “to” the person I was living with. It was found. Tears were shed. I stopped journaling.

When I write, it doesn’t “sound” the same as when I “speak”. Could it be true that simply slowing down to write shows what it would be like if one “thought” before they spoke? And now … “thinking” before one thinks.

Some go on and on about my attitude, and I reply that “attitude” is my dancing partner. Tis true. Since when? That is the question. I think, “Ya, you really going to write all that down?” Ha. 🤯

Really bad dudes. You’re doing something to call them in. I’ve discovered cannabis is a contributor to opening a portal in my mind. Not always a good thing, especially with really bad dudes in the unseen on the prowl.

Paint the walls; sprinkle prayed over and blessed salt water everywhere; stop using thc; eat more greens and less carbs and sugar; stop with the tarot cards; clean up energy fields.

Get “off the wagon” and walk.

54 years of age. I just danced and behaved in such a belligerent fashion I reminded myself of a 15 year old me, without all the stamina, haha … alone in my living room … rebelling against the invisibles …. after using the cannabis plant, one of them said, “Heroin has been decriminalized.” Well, I’ve seen people die from using that … no thank you, Pusherman.

I find it interesting that the invisibles correlate cannabis to heroin.

“I don’t want this one” and invisible said …. good …. I guess I’ve been successful in my endeavor then.

For much of my life I made myself ugly, so few felt comfortable getting too close to me. It seems I flow in and out of this behavior. Even with myself!

I make a list of “wrongs” and then am inclined to grow a list of what is “right” … or a list of gratitude.

Not all things can be balanced … or can they?

Advice to self … Don’t attempt, or try, or hope, or wish … just DO it.

Candle flame = Portal

THC = Portal

Sugar and Carbs = Feeds the Portal occupants

Find King James Version of the Bible, read Psalms and Proverbs

Prep walls for paint

Stop calling them ‘to’ me

Reformat habitual pattern

I’ve got a Love candle … a Love flame flickering in my living room … just don’t stare at the flame dear … I tell myself.

Frequency ~ A Global Effort

Published November 24, 2020 by tindertender

Protecting your energy is important! What frequency are resonating at? From the 30th onward it’s imperative that we keep the vibration high. We want the best outcome for ALL worldwide! This is a global effort. Get out the matrix so we can fully dissolve it!