While the world seems to be falling apart, while everything freezes and power outages grow in number, I sit back … and I live.
I slept in until 9am. As usual, sensing another’s presence in my solar plexus. Not love, but not total darkness either. Someone(s) are familiarizing themselves with my energy as I sleep … at least they are being gentle about it.
I Rise … and feed the pups as usual. The snow is so deep they did not travel far from the rear door to do their business.
I prepare my morning meal. I eat and give the remnants to my eager fur kids. They know they always get some of what mom’s having.
I look at my dining room table and I think, “Having flowers in the house is so nice!”
It is from this place I drink my tea and view the snow covered ground and the birds who gather around the feeder. It is a beautiful site.
I call or text my friends and relatives, all are fairing well, and I am grateful. Grateful for these times when it becomes apparent that what we have is actually great abundance, and even when lack comes, there is still enough.
It takes attention to be able to see these things.
My longest known friend has been without power since yesterday and PGE states it will be back on in another two days. He has a gas fireplace for warmth and a gas bbq, so he’ll still be ok.
Others warm their homes with a wood stove. And can cook on it too.
Thus far I seem to be protected from this storm. Yet still, I wait until evening to build my fire in order to preserve wood, just in case the power does go out.
I’m going to pour a bath, and enjoy the warmth of it while it is available to me.
Since this is a very quiet day, energies far and wide muted as they reel in and deal with their experiences of the now moments, it seems calm, in the midst of this storm.
I will kick back later and write about my goals, listing my intentions, and place my thought, my attention upon such things.
Attention ~ the most valuable currency to a human, or so I once thought. Now I am convinced it it the Soul which is the most valuable, especially since I now understand this is the way humans are seen by other intelligences. Finer than the most delicate silk, more valued than any precious metal or gem … the Soul.
The Soul is a direct connection to Source. It IS the Source … which is why so many long to possess it, to mold it, to create from it.
Effort will be made to come clear in regard Soul and what it means to me.
It is no shallow topic which warrants a shallow answer.
Dear Self ~ I love you … and find you the most fascinating person ever!
Through everything you’ve experienced you are willing to remain open to Love and to Loving.
Bravely, you shatter internal barriers that could keep you from Love.
Courageously, you remain open to receive fully this Love, knowing full well being wide open could also lead to suffering.
You understand that Love has no price not worth paying.
I am so proud of you as you continue to hold the doors open to your sibling and parents even though they do not show care or concern for your existence.
The way you continue to hold Love in your heart for others is amazing! Your ability to forgive, seemingly, immeasurable.
You are gentle and kind.
I am so sorry I treated your body, heart and mind so roughly while allowing others to do the same.
I will spend the remainder of days making it up to you, with proper care from me, and the insistence that it be shown by those who have placement in your life.
I apply intention, and effort, into healing your heart. You’ve been through a lot emotionally, energetically, and physically.
You have needed to be ‘tough’ all your life. It seems you are a magnet for those who long to possess your light, your beautiful essence. Seen, unseen … they continue to try.
Focus, dear, on the Love that resides in you. Pay no attention to those who’s entire existence seems to be intent on interrupting the personal Will of you, of others.
I want to walk with you, to talk with you, to Love you as no one ever has. You deserve my devotion and the devotion others have for you.
Allow it to flow from me to you, fully. Accept it from others. Be willing to recognize Love coming to you through others daily on behalf of Source Creator.
I Love the way you laugh at seriousness, at incredible absurdity and in the face of fear. May you always release Love in the face of anything or anyone who attempts to overpower your senses or your devotion to Self and to Soul.
I am going to start cooking for you again. Wholesome, nutritious meals, tasty even.
I am going to dress you in fashion appropriate for your personality … all of them …. that wascally character.
I am going to give you more time in nature, to smell the flowers and feel the breezes.
You are the best thing to ever happen to me.
Our relationship has been tumultuous. I have allowed others to do you wrong.
From this moment on I will do everything in my power to Love you fully and to eliminate from your presence anyone who does not honor you, or cherish you as you are, and as you deserve.
HH: By the governments, generally, yes. People are seen as ‘collateral’. Pawns that are maneuvered around the chess board, according to the game plan. By the Family, contrary to popular beliefs, many of us do not mean you any harm directly. There is just the matter of divine destiny to uphold and unfold, and we must play our parts in the game, as given to us by the Creator. In many ways, it is actually in our own interest that you are prepared for the coming Harvest. Just not maybe prepared in quite the way that you would like. Still, even then, you are choosing the Negative Polarity with your own Free Will decisions, with a little ‘help’ and direction from us. Souls are Harvestable in either ‘extreme’ of the Polarities, one could say.“
ATS: If so, how do we become freemen?
HH: You will never be ‘free’, for as long as you are incarnating on this planet. The very nature of your being here, is indication of that. There is a reason why you are here, and ‘here’ is very likely not really where you think ‘here’ is. How do you become free? By working out where you are, and coming to an understanding, of why you are here.
You are fast running out of time to do so, before the coming Harvest. Those that don’t make it, will have to repeat the cycle.
Intelligent Infinity can be likened to the central ‘Heartbeat’ of Life, and Infinite Energy as the Spiritual ‘Life-blood’ (or potential) which ‘pumps out’ for the Creator to form the Creation
Creation is based upon the ‘Three Primary Distortions of The Infinite One’.
1). Free Will: In the first Law (or distortion) of Creation, the Creator receives the Free Will to know and experience Itself as an individuated though (paradoxically) unified aspect of The One.
2). Love: In the second Law of Creation, the initial distortion of Free Will, becomes a focus point of awareness known as Logos, or ‘Love’ (or The Word in biblical terms). Love, or Logos, using It’s Infinite Intelligent Energy, then takes on the role of co-creating a vast array of physical illusions (‘thought forms’) or Densities (which some call Dimensions) in which according to It’s Intelligent design, will best offer the range of ‘potential’ experiences in which It can know Itself.
In effect, the One Infinite Creator, in dividing Itself into Logos, could be termed in your 3rd Density understanding as a ‘Universal Creator’. In other words, Logos, creates on a Universal level of Being. Logos creates physical Universes, in which It and the Creator may experience their self.
(“Let there be Light”)
3). Light: To manifest this Infinite spiritual or ‘Life-Force’ Energy into a physical thought form of Densities, Logos creates the third distortion, of Light. From the three original Primary distortions of The One into making the Creation, arise myriad hierarchies of other sub-distortions, containing their own specific paradoxes. The goal of the Game is to enter into these in further divisions of Creation, and then seek to harmonize the Polarities, in order to once again know Oneself as the Creator of them.
The nature of all such physically manifest Energy, is Light. Wherever thus exists any form of physical ‘matter’, there is Light, or Divine Intelligent Energy at it’s Core or Centre.
Something which is Infinite cannot be ‘other than’, or ‘many’, An Infinite Creator knows only Unity.
We ALL have to go through our lessons here, no matter where we come from. The 3D is a place of separation and polarity and the “mastery” is to bring it all into Balance/Zero point and to know that we are co-Creators for ourselves. And with this knowledge = Light comes the self-responsibility to understand there is Nobody else to blame than ourselves. I know it’s a paradox concept but it may be easier understood when we “cancel death” out of the picture and understand that in one incarnation a human is the victim, in the next the victimizer and in the next the rescuer. And all thee are called the “triangle of victimhood” because they are c0-depended from each other. And because of the Law of Cause and Effect A humans may experience this Law (karma) often in the next lifetime – and then they can’t remember why they always have so-called “bad luck”.
I want bring this to your knowledge – to think about the “experiment earth”, good/evil, Lucifer`Baal and Creation – and I know this will not be for everyone.
Many people are attempting to describe Ascension as in the Mayan calendar, the 2012 timeline, a quantum leap, etc. What Ascension means is there are mechanics behind the creation of which consciousness moves and evolves through dimensional space. Meaning, evolution progresses through the rising of frequency which brings forth a higher reality which consists of higher awareness, knowledge, wisdom, insight, etc. We are transitioning into a broader spectrum of reality which is brought on by experience. We evolve through experience. We are skipping through time which is a change in the focus of our consciousness, an elevation of our awareness.
This is why many of you are currently experiencing this Ascension process it’s no coincidence this is happening to so many people. We’re experiencing a timeline split.
The ones who have chosen the Ascension timeline are still the minority but we are growing more and more every day. Every one of us is experiencing and doing this process at our own pace which was planned out before this incarnation. For those of you who are waking up to this Ascension process is transitioning due to DNA activation. You are having non-human memory brought forward into your human experience. We are here to lay the groundwork for this new reality. You need to ask yourself why are you resonating with this particular material and so many around you have no interest? Well, it’s quite simple it’s all about where you’re at in frequency. You are an energetic leader in this particular process. Ascension is the spiritual science behind consciousness. Again, there are mechanics behind creation. We are becoming more aware of how this framework works.
At the beginning of this Ascension process, many people go through what they call the “Dark Night of the Soul” which is the dismantling of your 3D identity. It can be tough for many some will fragment and some skate right through it. When you realize there’s a reason for this happening to you it makes it much easier and the dots begin to connect. What’s happening is you’re being downloaded with tremendous amounts of data and information and it will take time for our human minds to comprehend it all. Down here in these lower, denser realms we experience a lag and that’s what makes it tough. We are going through a consciousness revolution. We are reaching levels of consciousness integration that this human form currently cannot even imagine let alone comprehend. We are in a learn as you go period. 🥴 As I see it there are two levels of Awake so to speak that’s going on.
There are those that are awakening to the horrors on our planet meaning the elite pedophile network, the satanic ritual abuse that goes on with the children, the negative off-world, an anti-life presence that’s been ruling our existence for thousands of years, etc. Then there are those that are Awake that see beyond that in the way of levels of dimensional frequency, the levels of conscious awareness which is bringing in this higher reality of insight, knowledge, and wisdom, etc. This higher knowledge is in each and every one of us we just need to get past the mental limitations and programming that keeps us suppressed. We are going through the unlayering process. We are preparing ourselves to embody this higher frequency which is like being plugged into a voltage that our minds can’t even comprehend. We need to understand that our bodies are transitioning from a carbon-based to a crystalline-based embodiment.
We’re transforming to a less dense state of matter. If we didn’t do this by slow process our physical bodies would combust. We would burn out our Central Nervous System etc. Remember, Ascension has never happened before to a being in such a physical, dense state. Our goal as a human being is “Biological Ascension” this is why we are the greatest show on Earth or the Universe for that matter. We are literally drawing in higher intelligence. You must surrender to this process it’s like opening the floodgates to get access to this higher intelligence. This is what’s happening to many of you. Like I’ve said many times the people that are fighting this, the resistors, are just making it harder on themselves. Because eventually, it’s going to happen to everybody no doubt about it. There’s no other option.
We are all Galactically based and we all have different roles in this Ascension process. But, generally, those who are currently interested in this particular information are being recruited for leadership, are part of the planetary gridwork which means particular people are being sent to different locations on Earth to transmit their codes. I’m an example of being transferred to a different location. I grew up in Minnesota most of my life, never went to church nor believed in what the church taught. I found myself moving to North Carolina 10 years ago coincidentally experiencing an incredible spontaneous awakening as I call it (My grocery store incident) in the middle of the Bible Belt! Meaning, there is no coincidence.
We need to understand that the physical body is the Holy Grail. Many in the spiritual field concentrate on the spirituality of the mind and higher realms but we need to understand what our biological structure is going through and it’s extremely monumental and profound. Biological Ascension is the resurrection, so to speak, dissolving the anti-life force of this 3D structure. Our bodies have been born into an anti-life force which is the third-dimensional structure that unfortunately has genetically altered our physical form. We are being ushered into unknown territory physically, spiritually, and mentally. It is absolutely amazing what is happening to human beings. We are being monitored, communicated with, and contacted. This is why we’re seeing an incredible amount of Galactic activity going on above our heads. Earth is going through a monumental transformation and we all feel like we’re traveling blindly through space trying to figure it all out. But, remember every one of us is exactly where we’re supposed to be so be easy on yourselves.
I did a powerful self-love ritual last night. You know how I know it was powerful? Because once I closed my circle, released my prayers, and went to bed, I lay there with a steady stream of negativity in mind. Five hours worth. At one point I even heard someone say, “I hate you”, among many other really bad things.
I woke after hardly any sleep, feeling the love once more. I decided to pull some tarot cards to get a feel for the day.
Hold the Space ~ Hold things together. Don’t make any sudden moves or changes. Stand strong, knowing you are where you are supposed to be.
Set Your Sights Higher ~ Go beyond your limitations and believe that the impossible is possible.
Be Fearless and Stand Strong ~ Don’t back down. Make your opinions heard. Don’t settle for second best.
Feel Loved and Comforted ~ Allow yourself to be cherished. Mother Earth is protecting you with a shield of love and light.
Trust in Higher Forces ~ Trust in your angels, guides and ancestors. If you have given your power away, claim it back.
Angels and Ancestors Oracle Cards created by Kyle Gray
Perhaps people do not realize that they are Source.
When we give up the position of power, when we cede our authority to another, that effectively places them in control over the portion of Source which is us.
There are many powerful entities in the unseen who long to control Source … to BE god, to usurp the throne upon which we sitand essentially, take our place.
They require the Source … that which WE are.
Why do you think there are so many people inflicted with mental illness? It is not a chemical deficiency. It is an attack upon Source.
Now, some say that we all are one, even the pedophile, even the ones that the devil would say are evil.
Yet if this were true, then the Source that we are would not be under attack, would not be ensnared and entrapped.
You remember the story where the devil wanted to BE god? To claim the throne?
This throne resides in our essence. OUR human essence.
“She must be human” he states. “She has the gateway to Source” he states.
Oh how they pine for it.
They haven’t moved into the activation of their plan, for ‘survival’ of what they must do is not guaranteed … and they do not want to losethis one, or the opportunity they seek.
They claim to be from the future … to protect their future.
They feel if they find what they are looking for they can steer the results into a format they approve of … and not which is best for humanity … for those who are Soul, and the Seat of the Soul which is Source.
Yes, they call it a holy war for a reason.
Those who actually ARE helping humanity, standing back as observer and as guide, use feeling as and intuitive connection for the communication. Then there are the ones who put their voices into the mind of others, instructing them to do this, or say that, to put out specific messages to the public who cannot hear.
And they do. They essentially become the puppets spreading someone elses messages.
Same as a politician, or a religious ‘leader’.
There are people who pray to a god, or gods, or want-to-be gods, and they know that if they were to speak out about this secret agreement, they would lose everything they’ve acquired. Oh yes, they would be stripped of whatever successes they had gained thru their loyalty to the hidden rulers. I understand this as it was told to me by one who has this agreement … she stated that she provides for her family thru these agreements, and she longs to continue to provide for her family, and she knows that she would lose everything should she speak out about them.
I have no-thing … not really.
The hidden ones did a walk-thru of my house. They stated “she even has a dining table”. Apparently my life is too good, built not from their approval, but by the sweat of my chinny chin chin, thru my own trials and tribulations.
I have paid dearly for my position in this life, and it isn’t much, but it is comfortable.
I do not fit in with their system.
It is no wonder I attract so much attention.
How dare a portion of Source claim her Divine right to Create a Life for herself without prior approval?
Because I Am Source, I AM Soul, I Am the Seat of the Soul, I am Divinity in itself.
And so are my Human brothers and Sisters.
This is what they are working to eliminate.
They’ll lure you in, they’ll play nice and even sound as friend … and most ‘channelers’ relay exactly the information as told to them, they are good servants, doing as told. If they chose instead to stand on their own, they would receive massive attack from these so-called friends.
I know. And I have.
Yet I still stand.
Alive, and willing to tell you of it.
Those who have sex with you in the astral are simply tatsting your energies. Lower forms of life feed on the lower chakras … they desire to know if you are a good food Source for them … they require it to survive.
They refer to humanity as a commodity, as cattle.
It isn’t easy hearing the double-speak of these ones.
They are all beauty and care on the surface, but the reality is, they hate us with a passion … why? Because they need us. They would fade out if they were not able to feed on the Seat of the Soul, on Source. And this really pisses them off.
So they’ll make friends in order to get what they want, and once you are snared, they’ve got you and can do whatever they please … to your physical form, to your mental and energetic forms, to your life … in the past, present, and future.
To me even, yet, as the rebellious nature that I am, I speak out still.
I am sorry, many of you have been duped by the oldest form of control on this planet, AND their other-worldly masters.
Thankfully, there are more present who are listening and observing, knowing the Law of One and what Source truly is, and they fight on our behalf, even as we are convinced to play puppet to those who long to continue dominating life upon this planet, indeed, the planet herself.
Allowing another to steer you in the service to your soul is a manipulation, where you willingly give up your own authority to Live Fully, Authentically, from Source.
Humans are the Seat of the Soul, Source itself. And they want to control Source. Can’t let us know just how special we truly are … they call us (Soul) the most valuable currency in the Multi-verse.
They KNOW that Source is LOVE and they manipulate it skillfully to achieve agreement, simply so they can continue to control it.
Awareness is step one to extraction from the binding.
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