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Compilation of memories from April 23rd

Published April 23, 2025 by tindertender

If folks have to bathe in the blood of innocence to be pure enough to enter the temple, I say F off. Let those who carry the blood of innocence enter instead.

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Many will judge you harshly, insisting you “need help” while never once offering it. Listen to the heart.

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The “competition” only begins once the sleeper awakes.

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Amazing Lion Monument, Lake Lucerne, Switzerland.

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It’s not overthinking.

It’s how the bioform computes information. It rolls a thought, feeling, emotion around until it either comes to the end of the road, or finds solution. It’s organic computing. It has been “demonized” as overthinking, stressing, obsessing … but all it is, is the organic bioform computation center as Soul, Spirit, Physical form process the data it collects. We are organic. We are Living Akashic Records.

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Rumor has it …

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“I’m not so rich that I can afford cheap things.” – Ben O. Verbich

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The problem, as I see it, is someone took the SACRED and twisted it to make many people SCARED.

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You are not a helpless princess in a tower. You are the princess, the tower, the dragon, and the prince. Step into your Life. Step into your Power and make it happen.

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The best medicine is natural medicine

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… Effective leaders have been known to encourage their people to make mistakes on a regular basis. When we risk and make mistakes we have an opportunity to learn more.
You’re going to make mistakes, you may look foolish at times, people may even laugh at you. In the end their laughter will mean nothing because you’ll be one step closer to what you truly want. Don’t let a temporary set back keep you down …
— little something from “Grow Through it and Lead” by a The Spark Plug

Time Gives Opportunity for Healing

Published April 8, 2025 by tindertender

Have you ever blocked someone because their photo, or personna, reminded you of someone else who triggered you?

Ya, the web is complicated like that.

Trigger, trigger, trigger.
Run, run, run

Until you wind up back where you started again.

Best to face it/them. Heal.

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When you share your heart, sincerely, and then get attacked by the listener, told how you should be different, or stop speaking all together.

These are the ones to be walked away from, no matter how much you like them and want to be friends.

Allowing someone else to reformat you so they can like you better is a definite betrayal of Self.

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It’s funny to me how those unseen who have tormented me in such a big way over the last 20 years are now complaining because “she disrespects everyone”.

I tell them I am a mirror, that “ I see myself as water. I reflect things as they are.”

They don’t like their reflection …

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I am so grateful to all my friends and truest family in the astral realms and physicality. Thank you for being present and for all you do on behalf of the Sacredness of Life. Thank you for blessing the world with your effort to bring balance and restore peace. I love you. Deeply.

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Got a laugh on this one …

@BrainPornNinja

“Church is for people who think they’re in trouble for being alive.”

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A Collage of Memories

Published April 6, 2025 by tindertender

Q:
Are you taunting them?

A:
No. I’m only helping them create a perspective.

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I do not acknowledge anyone who claims authority to command the essence of Me.

I claim my Sacred Heritage.

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A little too much
And a little too little
Goes a long way.

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Blessed is SHE who can RISE from her Slumber & make the EARTH quake at her feet. Yet, walks gently.

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It’s a Hero’s Journey. Break the program. Shift the routine, the hypnotic pre-conditioned patterns.

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Please, listen to some of the things you say of others. And ask if you want to be talked of in the same manner. Not whether it would be true or not, simply if you want to be talked about in like manner. If not, perhaps make an adjustment.

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When you are vulnerable with someone, you get a glimpse of how the relationship will go by the way they treat you.

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I used to be a supreme a-hole. I’m in recovery.

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“Not only are you powerful, you are prestigious. Not only are you prestigious, you are beautiful. Not only are you beautiful, you are consciousness. Not only are you consciousness, you are the spirit. Not only are you the spirit, you are the security of the future, the most bountiful beauty ever God created. Men call it ‘woman.’”

-Yogi Bhajan, July 23, 1984

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Memories from this day, January 25

Published January 25, 2025 by tindertender

Those who give a gift, thinking they have purchased authority over your life are very dangerous people. Ignorance isn’t always bliss, especially for those who “receive”.

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I choose me, respectfully.

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If you can’t see any portion of Self in the people you are hanging around, you’re either hanging with the wrong people, or are undercover gathering data against the mob.

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Live your Soul,
Not your role.

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… no … you’re gonna get your karma and I’m getting off this F’d up road!

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Love IS a choice. Even when it’s frustrating, even when it hurts. Even when you’re not getting what you need from the relationship but you don’t throw them out, because you want them to land in a situation where they won’t suffer. Love IS a choice. But it is also a choice to love self enough to permit release.

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If you don’t spend time nurturing your inner child, how do you expect your sense of confidence and natural ability to heal, to grow and develop?

What you do for your inner child, you do for yourself.

Blessings 🐾🌿

(Art: KEI ACEDERA)

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We are simultaneously One and a plurality. To different degrees, parts may be more in harmony with the whole or they may be more alienated.

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There are books
I haven’t read

There are poems
I haven’t written

There are trees
I haven’t touched

And each one
asks me why

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Love keeps you young

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Do you still not know that the way to the truth stands open only to those without intentions? We tie ourselves up with intentions, not mindful of the fact that intention is the limitation. ~ Carl G. Jung

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On This Day ~ Memories

Published January 11, 2025 by tindertender

“To be attached to things or people, both of which will surely vanish, can only bring despair, for eventually one is left with only a handful of dust or a frail memory.”
~ Leo Buscaglia

“Death teaches us that time past is gone and all the moaning will never bring it back. Perhaps the most irresponsible phrase is, “I should have.”
~ Leo Buscaglia

“He who isn’t busy being born is busy dying.”
~ Bob Dylan

“We are faced with the reality that if we wish to live fully and in harmony with life, we will have to become self-motivated students. We will have to be ready to risk, look inside ourselves, and proceed through trial and error. The job will be mainly ours. We will be required to be our own mentors.”
~ Leo Buscaglia

Never trust a man who doesn’t question himself.

Love yourself and BE LOVE. Love and Light have the same “quality”, they just are. They are a gift and can just be allowed or not. It`s simple in the end.

“Hate, it has caused a lot of problems in this world, But it has not solved one yet.” Maya Angelou

“No one is more hated than he who speaks the truth.” ~ Plato

… our life is not trivial, it is inspiring. It is not mundane, it is sacred. It is not understandable, it is mysterious …

We are a Divine work of art, something that God is making, and therefore something with which He will not be satisfied until it has a certain character. ~ C.S. Lewis

I Am … A Memory of Notes Long Ago

Published March 17, 2024 by tindertender

If you use your “I Am” statements in a negative fashion, you will bring all of that upon yourself.

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Whatever you do purely out of selfish motivation will not be successful.

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Rules vs Power

Rules place a thumb upon another, power and control.

Power preserves tradition history, roles suited to best serve the whole.

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One positive and one negative cancel each other out. If one wishes third party relations and the other wishes sacred union, it’ll never work. It will be chaos, like never living goodness at all. Misery. Yet some love and even require your misery in order to get along.

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I’m not a bad cat.

8-9-10

You can gauge your love vibration by how gentle the heart is.

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She’s a frozen fire.

By the sky above me, by the land below me, by the fire to my right hand, by the water to my left, may the Powers of Nature bless and protect me, now and always.

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Space, time, love. Fundamentals of life.

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We all have to eat shit in our lives, literally, figuratively, whatever. Regurgitated shit spewing in faces everywhere we go.

The thing is, this is also the forging fire. That which tries to break us by feeding us garbage, we turn into a transforming fire that makes us so much more that we could have ever imagined.

It often resonates through familial lineage through constant connections through various incarnations … and the shit storm stutters when they’ve realized you’ve changed, you’ve developed a taste for shit and smile anyway, living your best life.

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We all have suffered pain … from childhood, relationship, job status, income level and all that entails. Often, especially the younger ones, rebel, holler, swear, fight, hurt self, hurt others. Actions that scream I am in pain, I am suffering! Take this off of me! And they put that pain, anger, rage out onto others, perpetuating it.

We must stop, become aware, reclaim our energies, our efforts, and redirect them to the polar opposite of suffering. Take it all and create its polar opposite, rather than being puppet, slave to emotional bondage.

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Television programming desensitizes people to chaos, making the brain numb and sort of zombified when it comes to empathy. Newscasters have become nothing more than talk-show hosts.

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We all like to think we are a “main player” in the game. No one wants to realize they’ve been a pawn all along. Others may even tell you, you are a main player to continue the cycle, to bring damage. We want to believe we are worthy so badly we often do things our conscious pings us about for status gain. Beguiling.

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If circumstances take you out of your love space, you’ve then been rendered useless to the progression of love … of creating peace for you and all you encounter.

Blessed Release

Published March 8, 2024 by tindertender

I’ve realized that what sometimes feels like a re-traumatization can be perceived as opportunity for release. The pain I was carrying regarding a past trauma was hidden … until it was visited “seen” in vision and triggered by an energy “download”. I cussed, I swore, I threatened anything and everything in my mind. For 1.5 days I lived anger and pain.

Today I visited the ducks, the waters, wind and sunshine. I realized what a release I have just gone through. Decades of buried trauma and pain was released.

Tonight as I got food out of the fridge to prepare, the thought, “you can’t fight evil with anger, it only fuels and empowers it.”

And I understood what a blessing I have just been given … a sacred release of womb pain and trauma, hidden, buried, forgotten … and recently, the release has begun. Begun, I say, because I know there’s more pain, I simply need to get my head wrapped around it and separate the pain from the blessing.

Thanks be to the Most High and Our Family Divine.
I Love You.

I know how difficult it must have been to pick up on my pain and spewing of suffering into the collective field. Thank you for assisting my process. On one hand I’m saddened it took so long for me to get a handle on it. On the other hand I’m quite proud of my achievement … it only took 1.5 days.

I remember when it was otherwise …

https://opensenseme.com/2024/03/08/difficulty-of-energetic-violence/

TIMELINE SHIFT

Published October 21, 2023 by tindertender

Original post date October 21, 2020.

May 29, 1996 I was in a car accident, I wrapped my Honda Del Sol around a telephone pole.

At first, as I walked around for 2 days as tho I was the living dead, I thought it was just extreme luck, saved by “god”, after all, when I lost control I lifted my hands from the steering wheel and simply said, “Oh God”.

Some time ago I had a vision of this accident, but in this vision I had hit the pole head on, not rear first. There were women there telling me to ‘breathe’.

Knowing what I know now, this had to be a timeline shift. Someone wanted to be certain I survived that accident. Why they wanted to keep me alive for these times is still unknown … by me.

There are some folks out there who claim to know who I am, they claim to know what I will do, they’ve stated that I’ve done ‘this’ for other worlds also. One of these folks called me a ‘princess’.

I come from a place where there is a man residing on the highest mountain, he sent me here. I walked into the sun, meandering through tall golden grasses in the meadow below this man. Just as I walked into this life I looked up at him and he sent the feeling, the impression, that he is mine. It was the fullest love I have ever felt.
It is maddening when others claim to know who you are and yet do not share the information. How can they possibly know me when I do not even know myself?

One thing is clear, I came for a reason, and ‘someones’ shifted time in a very bad accident to keep me here, alive, in these times.

I’ve been visited by Golden, guardian of the canine who have crossed over. He came to me when he was able to retrieve my murdered Sal, allowing us to play for a short time before they went. He came to me and attacked something that was in front of me. He presented a bunch of puppies, playing.

One of the first humans came to me, running through the forest, somersaulting, so agile! Some might refer to this one as a bigfoot. They also showed me their young, three little ones.

A very young female, in body, was wise beyond her appearance, obviously quite ancient. She presented herself in front of me. She wore the pelts of animals as clothing. I wondered why she would appear to me … who is she?

I’ve had people in astral ‘shadow’ help me maintain my composure when I got riled, as though they were trying to protect me.

I’ve had people in astral ‘light’ try to do me harm.

There are MANY experiences I have not listed here.

I’ve been aboard a craft on another world and saw a family on a mound in the center of the river, seemingly paralyzed. Creatures came and those on the craft began throwing out salt pellets, claiming they liked the salt. Which led me to think the family on the mound was some sort of sacrifice.

I’ve received many psychic threats and attacks, both verbally and physical. Human beings sometimes think that if they do certain magic spells, they’ll be rewarded with something of benefit. They keep trying, can’t say as I blame them … this seems to be the only way to gain for some. I’ve had to walk away from more than one actual person who did this …

Some day perhaps I’ll know as much about me as others seem to think they know. Although, I often ‘hear’ them saying, “She’s stronger than I thought she was” among other statements of error in ‘thinking’ concerning me.

Maybe they really do not know as much as they think they know, they’ve been in error so often.

CERN … the glorious gatekeepers to multiverse. They’ve been instructed to open portals, and this is exactly what they are doing.

You see, this IS the time of harvest for this planet. Some folks with go here, some there …. on one world and time-line or another.

Our attitudes are being observed right now, which is why it is important to deal with triggering memories and work on a shift in attitude to one of compassion, care and even love. There are quite a few who are not pleased with my attitude.

Someone mentioned that our self, and god, will be determining whether we go to one of the heavens or one of the other places. Of course I asked, who is god? To which I received no answer.

There are factions here who have been warring for millennia … the Holy War. The Jewish people know all about it, they’ve been in the middle of it for a very long time.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Expulsions_and_exoduses_of_Jews

I had no idea about any of this as a non-religious person. Personally, I have only the history of this particular life, I have no knowledge of even my ancestry. I do not even know what time of day I was born, day or night. And yet others have this history in their lives which goes back millennia. It is difficult for me to understand.

And they (in the hidden realms) who are involved in this fiasco think they know who I am … a bit disturbing.

Perhaps someday I’ll know what all of this is about.

Today it is October 21, 2023.

It’s winding down now.
Soon … balance, harmony …
Compromise.
Unity.

Hickory Dickory Dock

Published December 6, 2022 by tindertender

Feeling quite emotional tonight. Tears. Memories of heartache and soul shattering. Doing my best to muster faith in the masculine, a challenge. I know there’s one for me, but for now, he lives in my head and energy.

I got up to make tea and the song phrase, “Hickory Dickory Dock, the mouse ran up the clock. The clock struck one, the mouse ran down, hickory dickory dock.”

I looked up the history behind it. It appears the true King is about to oust the imposter.

Grateful team, thank you for the message. Now, it’s time for an early salt bath.

https://www.sporcle.com/blog/2020/02/what-is-the-story-behind-hickory-dickory-dock/amp/

https://medium.com/@johnwelford15/hickory-dickory-dock-the-meaning-behind-a-traditional-nursery-rhyme-90942ff8c7f7

This song has in it “tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock. Tick-tock, trouble makers.

The Program

Published November 17, 2022 by tindertender

“It starts at birth, the programming. We are human beings. That is who we are. That is our identity, each and every one of us. That is our identity. We may be female or male or we may be one race or another but we’re human beings. That is our identity. Everything else is how we’re dressed up. But from the time we’re born, we’re programmed to not perceive reality as human beings. We’re programmed to perceive reality by race, gender, religion, guilt. The purpose of that programming is to create chaos in our thought process. It’s to confuse our real identity. As long as that chaos and confusion exists then we can be manipulated. Our anarchy can be manipulated to serve someone else’s purpose.”
-John Trudell