Accept all souls as they are. This is your true love for humanity.
Give … unconditionally.
It is time to release all. Suppress n o t h i n g.
This process involves cleansing those “frozen” energies that still cause you fear.
You feel different because you are.
Your true nature is love and unity consciousness.
The anchoring of the 5D Divine Matrix on Earth is near completion. Continue to hold your light.
We exist in times of unity. No matter what happens, unity is the future of this planet, period. So, the dark ones do all they can to keep people in isolation. They wish to make social distancing a permanent thing. It will not work.
There is one thing that “negatively” has impacted human consciousness for which very few are aware of. And that is humanity thinking that it is alone in the cosmos.
I must admit, it’s a bit heartbreaking when you think about the fact that the Light Forces of the Universe, in the billions, surround Earth and humanity in these times of great change, but you still have the majority of Earth’s people who go about their day as if nothing is happening.
Honesty, it is simple, yes? This alone can bring balance to your throat chakra.
The heart chakra is the most important step during this ascension process. It is the seat of your soul’s geometrical matrix.
The Solar Plexus, the seat of power. And when it is not balanced, you feel butterflies in times of anxiety, stress, fear. And it can actually pull in other peoples fear if not balanced.
Working and clearing your soul star chakra, once fully balanced, you gain access to the akashic records. This will be a gradual process, not a one time swoosh.
The veils of the illusion have begun to dissolve faster than before. This is causing confusion among the masses, as peoples past memories, present awakening, and future probabilities, are all merging in the NOW.
Crystalline body is what we are transforming to. This includes the animals as well.
When your thoughts are in alignment with the thoughts of the highest aspect of YOU, your I AM Presence, and the Godhead, you experience abundance in waves like the ocean.
If you are not clear how to proceed with your life from this point. Stop, and ask the angels, you have many waiting for you to ask for their assistance. And watch for the signs.
You can call on Archangel Sandalphon to place a 5th dimensional “bubble” over you. This will uplift your entire energy to a higher frequency.
You are here because a call echoed through the cosmos, you volunteered, you were chosen. You are here to anchor and hold the higher light entering Earth. Assisting Earth as the new divine matrix becomes comfortable.
Without you, this shift would have not been possible. The shift in consciousness, and humanity to a higher reality, would have failed without your presence and support.
I say what I say from the heart. I do this not to boost your ego, but simply because it is truth.
When the physically coming together of Starseeds and those of the Galactics begins, it will be THEY, asking YOU, in amazement to share YOUR wisdom and stories, and how you were able to UPLIFT an entire world from the abyss of the 3D, all the way into the fifth dimension.
I’m beginning (again) to realize this life does not make sense. What is the meaning of it … if you don’t have children, or a husband, or a job? At the end of it all, would anyone even knew I was here?
Not likely.
I can’t sit here and rightly cry about what might have been, for I chose it. All of it.
If a person lays crap here, and crappy attitude there, to that one, and over there to another, and so on … ALL of that will boomerang back. Little mini boomerangs being returned to the gifter … and the gifter cannot possibly catch them all, not even close. They will return, whacking the gifter up along side the head, hitting various parts of the body, tearing down the energetic and mental form. Perhaps even causing physical illness.
When will we tire of dodging boomerangs? Those turns which we create?
When we choose to put out nice stuff, rather than the stuff that hurts, it will not matter if we catch all the boomerangs. It won’t hurt so bad upon their return when we fail to make the catch if we choose to make our gifts to the others sweet.
I like writing. It assists me in paying closer attention to what I’m thinking about.
Maybe it’s time I practice being optimistic rather than pessimistic. It is said practice makes perfect, and I’ve practiced pessimism just about as long as I’d like … thank you very much.
Whatever happens, don’t go all dooms-dayer on anyone. They will not hear you.
Maybe I’m a distraction … to myself … imagine that. I’m in a river, and I do not swim well. I’ll have to do my best to simply float.
Sssshhhhh …. Control your mind, stop leaking.
The elusive butterfly.
He already knows what spices he’s going to use. What could spices be used for?
Pessimism states, he’s speaking of cooking me.
Optimism states, he’s thinking of bathing me.
Oh, the human mind. Always playing tricks.
Yay for Optimism! May it grow in minds, be shared by hearts, and become all encompassing throughout time, and the world.
I want you to take a long hard look at this picture because this is the reason “aliens” don’t want to talk to you. Not a joke, but for real.
I know, because I don’t just know them, I’ve known them, personally, for years. OFF-planet beings, not this nonsense of “Pleiadeans” acting like they come from that constellation when in fact they’ve been sequestered right here, underground, for eons and eons of time during Tara Urth Quarantine – hiding from surface “human” man and hiding their higher technology that could have stemmed this tide many times over by now. I mean from the actual beings who have absolutely the last word on what happens or doesn’t happen on this planet.
THIS. IS. FEAR.
Fear isn’t just a matter of being weak in the knees when surprised by a tiger in the jungle, it is a condition brought on by millions of years of being tricked and subjugated so many times they have officially lost their way and now succumb to the notion they are no longer gods, but actually physical bodies walking around entirely by happenstance alone as if evolution -you know, that incredibly insane myth that DNA alters itself to suit its surroundings and magically somehow just grows a different and secondary set of lungs or develops the ability to produce real fusion light in the absolute darkness they live in at the bottom of sea- that kind of evolution supposedly just changes all on its own. The hysterical, illogical and often infantile notion that genetics actually works this way. Let me tell you now, it doesn’t and let me remind you right now that you are no more a body than you are a plant.
You were never “born”. That concept is equally deluded. You WERE. You ARE. And you will always, always BE.
Read that last sentence again, because if there was ever one thing I’ve ever tried to pass along to this evolution is that. You. Are. God.
THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF THE CREATOR OF ALL THINGS.
You CHOSE to come into YOUR OWN CREATION to see what it was like to touch someone, something, anything. Something cold. Something “wet”. Something “material”, because where you come from there is NO SUCH THING as anything cold, wet or material. At all. There is only awareness.
And that gets damn old damn fast.
Especially to an awareness that has a clock speed millions of times that of the processor you call your human brain right now while you are in total lockdown, total isolation and total enslavement.
Let me make this one thing extremely clear right now, if you are willing to be so fearful of manifesting IN YOUR OWN CREATION that you are willing to wear a personal tent to protect you from YOUR OWN CREATION, you have just stepped over that edge where you are literally, in real life, giving away what we would refer to as your “crown”. You know, that thing that is supposed to herald a birth rite, a possession or what is secretly called your ESTATE as a living, breathing embodiment of the all-powerful, all-knowing, ever present creator god. That is creator with a lower-case, ABSOLUTE OMNIPOTENCE LETTER c and a lower case and equally OMNIPOTENT (look that word up right now) letter g.
I am nearly finished with this mission and will soon be out of your hair forever. But before I go I will do everything in my power to convey to you this one thing: you made everything you see before you.
You imagined it, studied it, engineered it, made prototypes of it, then you rebuilt it, then you rebuilt it again.
And again.
And again for millions, billions and trillions of times until it finally worked like what you see before you today. To say that mankind hasn’t even the faintest, SLIGHTEST notion of what the human body actually is, what the flora world actually is or the fauna actually took to bring into “creation” (holographic, 100% PROJECTED LIGHT) “reality” is a rudimentary understatement.
THIS…. IS YOUR WORLD. THIS IS YOUR CREATION.
YOU have NOTHING to fear being here in manifest form because you CAN. NEVER. DIE. You will only take another shape. Another form. But like all “energy”, you simply change shape into your next journey. The next odyssey. The next ADVENTURE. But what you will never do is fall victim to “life”. Awareness. Presence. Because simply put; “you will never cease to be aware. Ever.”
Because where it is you come from doesn’t have beginnings or endings, there is only the now. And now has always existed and will always exist with a different sunrise (IF YOU INVENT IT) and a different sunset (IF YOU PAINT THAT PICTURE) because YOU willed that from before any creature ever moved. Any sunrise or sunset ever existed. The TEMPLATE that you gave the “cosmeias” was that it would be forever adapting, changing and refreshing itself so the boredom of simply awareness would never overcome you again.
And THAT is what this WHOLE THING has been about since DAY ONE as far as “time” ever goes back: There HAS to be a spark of life in order to keep anyone -even a human who uses less than 10% of their own brain- from ever experiencing boredom and nothingness ever again.
This is a DRAMA folks. It was never EVER about “spiritual perfection” or “ultimate wisdom”, it has always been about entertainment. That’s why when you put a wooden spoon in the hands of a toddler he is thrilled for hours. Or when you place a car under his seat when he comes of age he is thrilled for years. Always extending excitement relative to the education and preparation of his awareness while within limited manifestation.
That was LIMITED MANIFESTATION….
Where a god LIMITS her senses. LIMITS her abilities and LIMITS her awareness down to 1/1728th of her actual capabilities in order to create a sense of ANTICIPATION.
There is NO SUCH THING as something more exciting than anticipation. I don’t care if you’re talking about wine, women, song or m$ny, nothing compares to a creator god’s ability to imagine the most outrageous, intense and utterly mind-blowing scenarios that come from anticipation.
Nothing.
So you can just forget all about the spiritual bullshit right now, because I am telling you after 16,000 hours on this non-stop train from hell to wake up Indigos and humans to prepare for the shift that is RIGHT NOW IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE that I’ve never one time heard the term “spirituality” from the being you have called god since the first day you stepped onto this playing field. Not one time I can recall now. What I HAVE heard about so often as to become mind-numbing though has been things like “taking self-responsibility” and “standing in one’s own authenticity” and being forthright, fair, just and honest and treating this planet and all living things with honor and respect above all else because every single tree branch, every snowflake, raindrop, desert, forest and field and EVERY FACE you have ever seen has been your own reflection against the looking glass.
That bully in school, your best friend that stabbed you in the back in jr high, your closest buddy you gave up everything to throw in with on his new venture that he wound up screwing you on – as well as every waterfall, sunset and breathtaking moment you have ever shared- has been…. you.
You, god. You creator. You the ONE I AM that brought all things into existence with the vibration of your word. You did that. And when I tell you that YOU DID THAT, you can know this one thing:
I would never, under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES mislead you about this, because I am tied hip-and-waist to you and YOUR FUTURE for the rest of what you can deem as “eternity” if I fail to get my message across authentically and ethically while you are within this last and final Stellar Activation Cycle, or the very last time while you are within your current personality or “flavor” of being you will ever know. If you fail this transition and you were ready and heard this voice, then I fail right beside you.
Fin.
So you can call this selfish if you want to, my trying so hard to get you that one final message or spark for you that one last inspiration if you like. But from what I’ve been told (and I do mean face-to-face with the being who brought you into this current manifestation), this is a good thing and not a self-service because it is in harmony or in so many words sympathetic harmonic resonance with the grand scheme of the aether. Helping you that helps me is very much a win-win in all things related to an evolution. At least this is exactly how I understand her message to be.
So now that I have spoken and revealed to your local fb cops where that message is coming from, you can expect a couple of things. One, this group will likely be taken over by their in-house team that has every reason to stop you from ever understanding that it was YOU who designed and created this world and the rest of the cosmeias, and two, in that event this may be the last message you’re ever allowed to hear from me. We can only wait and see which hand they choose to play.
I came to you 7 years ago with one message: to understand that you created everything you think is material existence and you will never, not now, not tomorrow, not 100 trillion years from now, ever, ever die.
I have given everything in this world to bring you that message. My home, family members who I haven’t seen one of since the day I abandoned my old reality immediately after that moment, all my possessions down to 2 suitcases from a sprawling estate that would take a month to move out of, my patents and claims on products now in circulation around the world and spent 2 solid years living out of a car and eventually a little trailer that didn’t have so much as a bathroom or shower, dying and being brought back to life in replacement bodies 3x in order to bring you this. I would mislead or lie to you exactly the same time I succumbed to forced vaccination: not in the coldest day in hell.
This is all about to be over folks. Make no mistake. The pawns have all been sacrificed, the Bishops, Castles and Rooks taken and all that is left now are the final few squares on this chessboard that will be referred to for millennia and eons across time as one of the most epic, traumatic and eventful evolutions to ever come into being in the history of all things. You will more than likely witness that transition, because it will be far sooner than man may ever expect. Label me insane now, write this off as delusion, but make no mistake, you are now down to the final wire of your experience as Gai Urth Tarans. That is about to change to either Aqueous Sun Tarans or Weasadek Phantom Matrix Antiparticle Tarans. Take your pick.
Like the fraternity I have worked with since contact, the IAFW, my deepest desire is to see you make this grade. If you have been sitting on the fence about decoding the hive or mission guide, I would suggest you give this another thought. The resonant tone of fear in the human body vibrates at exactly the same Hertz as the metagalactic black hole that has been recorded and measured by science that vanquishes and deletes life. The answers to what that is has been covered so exhaustively in the human handbook series that there is nothing left for me to write other than good luck. This is the transition. If you want to make it, you will stop the fear and welcome your next level.
Remove the mask and TAKE YOUR STAND RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW.
During these times of Covid-19 and the fear it represents in the hearts and minds of people, we are separated, even more than we were before.
How do we put our good energy into the world?
Some of us have been home for awhile now due to layoffs. What do we do with our time?
I started sewing … masks. I rearranged my bedroom. I cleaned house, or at least ‘picked it up’. I changed my living room window treatment. I started going for joy rides and hikes in various parks that were/are open. I started praying again, in the forest.
All that is good.
I entered deep spaces in my mind that I thought I had already visited, but these spaces held additional blockages that needed attention, healing and clearing. Inner work is very good to do in these times.
How do we share the love we are working on increasing in our own hearts and minds?
We can:
1) Send note cards via USPS. It is amazing how rare it is that one receives a card these days. It is a nice surprise when you’re stuck at home with no visitors.
2) Smile and wave at those you encounter, whether you be passing another vehicle on the road, or in the grocery store … smile, show kindness.
3) Paint rocks with inspirational messages or pictures and leave them in various areas for people to find. The atm, the park, any stairs you may climb, and entrances or exits to buildings or flower pots. Anywhere people might find themselves stopping for a moment.
4) Have flowers delivered to a friend or family member … just because.
5) Share a meal with someone in need. Getting take-out? Purchase an extra meal and give it to the next person you see, who is hungry.
These are only five suggestions, but there could be many more. I welcome your thoughts and ideas to increase methods of growing happiness and care in this world, please add them in the comments section.
I’ve been thinking lately about life and relationship.
When I was young, one of my favorite things was to watch people …. or “people watch”. I stopped doing that in my mid-twenties, when I began a certain relationship.
Now, thirty years later, I am beginning to think I’ve turned into a jaded old lady! Who, in current scenarios, has not really given men a fair shake.
I vow to take on some activities, where I can observe men, being men. I want to fall in love with them all over again.
As I shed my pain from past failed relationship, I open myself to loving once more, those who I have unfairly dropped blame.
This is only a beginning. It is not a request for attention or relationship. It is an acknowledgement, that I have been harboring resentment that may have poisoned further opportunities for love.
The journey begins … of further release.
Pain, anger, resentment ….. these have no value, for that which holds value.
May the release be swift.
May my appreciation for the masculine be rebirthed with vigor, in a sacred way.
May admiration, for all of them in their various forms and activity, grow in my heart.
May all things emanating from my person, be pure, healthy and loving.
Do not be deceived. Be watchful and mindful of the illusions others weave around themselves, and that you may weave around yourself. Know the night. Understand the shadows. See though the darkness to the light of the truth. Pay attention to contradictions. Notice when action and words are not in harmony. Hone your intuition and insight so that you may know the minds and hearts of those around you – and yourself – and trust in the wisdom born of that awareness.
Soul: See the Signs
We are often sent small signs in the form of synchronicities and coincidences. Be watchful. Do not overlook them in the everyday rush of life. Words, numbers, and symbols that repeat, animals and birds that appear on your path, people who come in and out of your life at odd or similar moments, and those flashes of knowing when you believe something will happen with every fiber of your being – these are all things you are meant to see and hear; messages from Gaia and Great Spirit sent to aid your journey.
Let the Two become One:Reveal your Truth
When you were born, your soul shone bright. As you grew, you were taught of right and wrong. You were taught how to think, how to live, how to believe in a way that makes you fearful to say no. To disagree is to risk alienation from family and society, and so you hide your true thoughts and feelings behind a mask. That mask hides your light. Cast it aside. Embrace and live your truth, and let your soul shine once more.
My longest known friend of 30 years and I have history … a lot of history.
Yesterday, I unleashed on him. Something he wanted to talk about, kept putting it in my face, triggered a memory of pain from our past, and I lit into him. And I left, pissed.
Later, I called and came back by for a conversation.
You see, it is not his fault I carry pain. Sure, he participated in circumstances, but it is I who have yet to heal my trauma, learning how to love me, more completely.
I realized, that while I speak frequently about the “blame game” and how it does no one any good, I actually hopped on board the blame train yesterday, and I felt as tho I failed myself, and my friend.
The time to have these conversations was at least 20 years ago.
It is not my intention to cause suffering for a man who is in his final years. As I mentioned, the time for these conversations was a long time ago, and I chose not to have them then. The time for talking of the past is gone.
The time for healing trauma from the past is now. Without pointing fingers and taking the easy way out, by offloading pain into another being …. human or animal.
Too many people choose to put their pain onto another life form, regardless of their lack of participation in the original offense.
We must learn to transmute our pain, NOT spew it into the world, exacerbating and intensifying the pain already in the world. No, transmutation is the only way.
How to do this?
I cannot say for certain.
Yesterday I drove into the forest. I veered onto a road which turned off the main highway and I followed it for awhile. There were no vehicles or people there.
I pulled over to the side of the road and got my folding chair out of the car and had a seat. I began to pray.
Now, I’m not a regular praying type of gal. When young, my Prayer was done in song, and talk, into the seemingly empty forest. This is where I found myself once again. And so I began speaking.
I spoke of my feelings and how I am aware that blaming others for our pain is unacceptable. I asked earnestly to be shown how to transmute my pain so I did not leak it into the world. I prayed for a better understanding, so I could stop making assumptions based on a skewed perspective.
I asked for release, so I could offer it to my friend.
I choose to remain in love. And it isn’t always easy.
Looking for ways, asking for spiritual assistance, to shift perspective, clean up past emotional trauma, and move forward in a clean state of being, a state which only increases love with each encounter, rather than leaving behind anything that might cause doubt, anxiety, or any form of negative thought patterns in those I encounter.
1) Face it Feel it. The first step of transmuting pain into power is to allow yourself to feel your emotions.
2) Pick up your jewels. The second step of transmuting the pain into power is recognizing that no experience should be left on the ground.
3) Don’t sit on it, share it. The final step in transmuting pain into power in my humble opinion is to share the lesson of it.
https://intuitiveartists.org/blog-posts/category/the-art-of-transmuting-pain. According to Jan, Emotional and even physical pain is the way our bodies (and hearts) tell us, “Pay attention to me.See me and understand me. Witness me and get curious about why I showed up here, and then I can be on my way.” It’s really only when we keep denying it or believing we’re truly oppressed by the pain that it shows up over and over again to teach us differently.
https://www.paintransmutation.com/. This site offers courses in transmutation. Healing from pain, trauma, sadness and energetic imbalance is a conscious choice. You have to decide that you deserve to live and feel free from pain and follow that decision through.
Will you transmute pain, sorrow, fear, loneliness and trauma with Soul Alchemy and love?
Will you break the karmic cycle with your awareness?
Will you accept your sacred path, and become what you are and always have been?
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