A lot of people talk about transformation but what they talk about isn’t actual transformation. We know this because people are afraid of losing their memories thinking it’s their past that made them who they are today. Transformation actually includes emptying yourself to a kind of memory loss.
In the course of deep healing, we will clear out energies and in clearing them out, we will lose access to memories and data attached to those energies. Soon we won’t remember anymore what it feels like to be sad or traumatized. Those triggers will be gone. Traumatic events become hazy or as if they never happened. Certain relationships will feel they never happened. Sections of your life or your entire life up until this point may also feel like they never happened. This occurs when massive amounts of energy history are cleared out of you (not repressed).
Why is this clearing out important? It’s because when you live from psychology, you are living from the past. What happened in the past made you who you are today. It’s like making soup. You put in a bunch of ingredients and boiled over time, it becomes soup. But when you live from consciousness, you live from an empty, clean slate. No past affecting your present. No ingredients producing you into a soup.
If the emotions are retrievable then the healing isn’t done yet. You can remember memories but without emotions attached.
When it comes to a human being’s energetic or psychological transformation, the impetus is on us to essentially destruct the old self ourselves and to see how far we actually do it. Our transformation is not scheduled on nature’s calendar and the extent is also not programmed into our intelligence. It is a choice that requires execution and that’s what makes transformation not guaranteed. How far are you willing to go is the question.
Sister, trust your vibrant inner knowing, that lucid vision that speaks to you. The truth you cannot deny.
Nourish the fertile gardens of your wild inner terrains knowing that time of harvest will come… all things flower in their time.
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Cultivate patience and courage.
~*~ A role of the Priestess is to midwife new worlds, into the dream of our Mother GAIA.
A role of the Priestess is to midwife Souls, her own and others.
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Hold fast to your path Sister. You will be challenged this is certain…. and know that your sisters stand with you.
Remember such challenges are only a test, an opportunity to deepen in the Flowering Essence of your innate Soul’s Wisdom.
Let us cultivate the Gift of our womanhood and the commitments of our lineage to serve the well being of all beings to nourish Life at this critical juncture.
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Quote by Sarah Drew-Author of GAIA CODEX-A Novel and Ancient Wisdom Text Revealed
Ultimately, when all humans are out of Evil’s reach, all the layers will be swept to reset those lower levels & clean them out, so to speak. This cannot occur until original humanity is removed from these lower layers & reawakened to their true nature.
This is “ascension”.
There would be no way for a false-light being to create itself. So this was the initial descent from the heavenly plane where an Original being sought to create a New Form of Entity in His own image Instead of protecting & guiding humanity towards the higher realm of truth…
Thus, this was the birth of the inversion principle and ultimately this spirited being fell to become a false-light created being.
We are looking at a long-term invasion by a race of interdimensional beings who have been hybridized with an AI component that seeks domination over all sentient life in the galaxy.
The result is that not everyone that is present today is actually a part of the original human race.
There are additions, hybrids, drones, clones, synthetics, cyborgs, etc. etc.
This battle, whether of Human vs Human, or Alien vs Human, that our military has been engaged in for the Entirety of the Existence of this Civilization.
Vibration in quantum physics means that everything is energy. We are beings vibrate at certain frequencies. Each vibration is equivalent to a feeling and in the “vibrational” world, there are only two kinds of vibrations, positive and negative. Any feeling causes you to emit a vibration that can be positive or negative.
1st – Thoughts
Every thought emits a frequency towards the Universe and that frequency returns towards the origin, so in the case, if you have negative thoughts, of discouragement, sadness, anger, fear, all that returns to you. That is why it is so important that you take care of the quality of your thoughts and learn to cultivate more positive thoughts.
2nd – The Companies.
The people around you directly influence your vibration frequency. If you surround yourself with happy, positive, determined people, you will also enter that vibration, now if you surround yourself with complaining, cursing and pessimistic people, be careful! Well, they may be decreasing your frequency and, as a consequence, preventing you from making the Law of Attraction work in your favor.
3ª – The Music.
The music is very powerful. If you only listen to music that talks about death, betrayal, sadness, abandonment, all of that will interfere with what you vibrate to. Pay attention to the lyrics of the music you listen to, it may be lowering your vibration frequency. And remember: you attract into your life exactly what you vibrate to.
4th – The things you see.
When you watch programs that address misfortunes, death, betrayals, etc. your brain accepts that as a reality and releases a whole chemistry in your body, causing your vibration frequency to be affected. See things that do you good and help you vibrate at a higher frequency.
5th – The Environment.
Whether at home or at work, if you spend much of your time in a disorganized and dirty environment, this will also affect your vibrational frequency. Improve what is around you, organize and clean your environment. Show the Universe that you are fit to receive much more. Take care of what you already have!
6th – The Word.
If you use to complain or speak ill of things and people, this affects your vibration frequency. To keep your frequency high it is essential that you eliminate the habit of claiming, complaining and speaking ill of others. So avoid making dramas and victimizing yourself. Assume your Responsibility for the choices of your Life!
7th – * Gratitude *.
Gratitude positively affects your vibrational frequency. That is a habit that you should incorporate right now into your life. Begin to be thankful for everything, for the good things and those that you consider not good, be thankful for all the experiences you have lived. Gratitude opens the doors for good things to flow positively in your life.
For 18 years they harvested off me thru some sort of pipe, a feeding tube, that had been stabbed into my back, near the lung. The drained me, while inputting dark energy that felt like a chemical burn on the inside. I was fortunate to meet a healer willing to risk their own fields and life to remove it. I frequently pray for their blessing.
We are in a war for our energy, our vitality, with so-called demons, aka soulless beings.
I have no feelings what-so-ever for the vampiric parasites who feasted on myself, and this collective. I wait patiently, while they receive what they deserve, and disappear from this environment.
Most treat sex like porn because they see sex as an act of release rather than an act of creation/manifestation. Sex is sacred & it’s meant to heal, cause growth (through Kundalini activation) & create intimate bonds for life. Without intimacy sex is destructive to Body & Soul.
“I am like the autumn roses, I have never experienced spring, I knew not how to love for years, and now I am late for joy“, says an old Turkish song (X)
Walking through the streets today, I saw them – the big, plump roses, with their rainbow of colours, and scents. Some of them, blossom throughout the autumn, deep into October, and sometimes, even early November – until the very first frost of the morning. Such rose, insists to blossom, to open itself to the sun’s ray until the cold is stronger than the sun, and it eventually has to die. Whenever I see the autumn roses, I am reminded of the song mentioned above.
The rose of the song, appears to have missed May and June – the time when her sisters open to meet the first longer and warmer days. The autumn rose opens and sees, that she has come late for love and for joy – she arrived at the very last moment, when the sun is already dying. The late-bloomer rose did not get to see the sun’s longest and most potent days, and she has to pray to know of sun at all, before the death takes over her. Rose is often a symbol of love, but also pride. In Sufi poetry, especially, she is proud and cruel, she is the Beloved – she is aware of her beauty, aware that she is the Queen of flowers, and that no other flower is as desired as her, that no other flower is as often used as a symbol of royalty, love, devotion, and many others, as her. She is proud, and does not care for the tender nightingale who keeps singing the songs of devotion – for she has countless nightingales who come to her night after night, what difference one or the other would make? Her beautiful flower is surrounded by thorns – and she uses them against the bird’s tenderness. The beautiful, the proud, the vain rose.
Then, the beautiful, proud, and vain rose – in order to learn beyond herself, is given a life of autumn. It was said to her: “You shall bloom in autumn, and you shall not know sun’s most potent rays. You shall be glad to feel it on a day shorter than others, and your whole life will be awareness of the days getting shorter and shorter, colder and colder, until you die.“
The rose is born in autumn to become aware of her greatest desire – to be loved and to be an object of devotion; that which she takes for granted and mocks when she is born in spring. But when she, herself, longs for love, when she is the nightingale she was cruel to – she begins to learn that the nightingale was no one else but her – her own inner desire speaking to her. But she did not want to listen; she thought herself above the sentiments of mere mortals. Perhaps it is in her autumn life that she, humiliated and humbled, becomes aware of herself. That is when she becomes like Shakespeare’s Venus: “She’s Love, she loves, and yet she is not loved.“
The rose has wrath in her thorns, and beauty in her petals – and she knows that the Divine is just like her. She remembers that the wrath of Divine is also the part of the same One that carries the scented petals. Just before she dies, at the first frost, she remembers the Truth of Herself, which is the Truth of everything, and patiently awaits her spring birth. This time, she says, she will not forget, she will not be cruel to the nightingale, for if she is cruel to him, she is cruel to herself, and if she punishes him, it is she who is also punished.
She goes to sleep with prayer of not forgetting, knowing, that she, again, will be granted the spring birth, and that this time, she will not let it go in vain.
Going to sleep, the rose says: “Oh truly, forgetfulness is at the root of every suffering and every pain. And Remembrance is remedy to every wound. I promise, I hope, I pray, I desire, that I am never of the ones who forget. I promise, I hope, I pray, I desire, that I never forget.”
Her petals fall on the ground, but she lets them fall, without fear – the sun, despite her cruelty and lack of gratitude, will give her petals again, and those petals will invite the nightingale to her, again, and because of her autumn birth, she will allow the nightingale to drink the dew from her petals, and she, will allow herself to bathe in his song.
These Solar Storms will BLAST OUT the darkness within you. It will erupt … sometimes violently, especially if you haven’t even started the Shadow Work.
“Level 2 proton storm is developing now. The first impact struck as I was on live with Alex Jones, it appears we are going to hit level three from just this first event. That is not good. SIX SOLAR STORMS ON THEIR WAY TO EARTH” ~ Space Weather News
What a big smack from the sun. This is only the first of 6 impacts expected this weekend.
The other day, a young person asked me: – What did it feel like to be old?
I was very surprised by the question, since I did not consider myself old. When he saw my reaction, he was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question. And after reflection, I concluded that getting old is a gift.
Sometimes I am surprised at the person who lives in my mirror. But I don’t worry about those things for long. I wouldn’t trade everything I have for a few less gray hairs and a flat stomach. I don’t scold myself for not making the bed, or for eating a few extra “little things.” I am within my rights to be a little messy, to be extravagant, and to spend hours staring at my flowers.
I have seen some dear friends leave this world, before they had enjoyed the freedom that comes with growing old.
Who cares if I choose to read or play on the computer until 4 in the morning and then sleep until who knows what time?
I will dance with me to the rhythm of the 50’s and 60’s. And if later I want to cry for some lost love…I will!
I’ll walk down the beach in a swimsuit that stretches over my plump body and dive into the waves letting myself go, despite the pitying looks of the bikini-wearers. They’ll get old too, if they’re lucky…
It is true that through the years my heart has ached for the loss of a loved one, for the pain of a child, or for seeing a pet die. But it is suffering that gives us strength and makes us grow. An unbroken heart is sterile and will never know the happiness of being imperfect.
I am proud to have lived long enough for my hair to turn gray and to retain the smile of my youth, before the deep furrows appeared on my face.
Now, to answer the question honestly, I can say:
I like being old, because old age makes me wiser, freer!
I know I’m not going to live forever, but while I’m here, I’m going to live by my own laws, those of my heart.
I’m not going to regret what wasn’t, nor worry about what will be.
The time that remains, I will simply love life as I did until today, the rest I leave to God.
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