I can’t sit still for a movie in the comfort of my own home, let alone at an outdoor game, in a sea of chaotic emotional energy being blasted off people in a very close and intimate atmosphere. Never did get into it.
There are people addicted to the rush they receive at these events. I think that’s why many are so latched to their favorite sports competitors. The chemical stew released by the brain in all the excitement draws them back time and again, and most think they just like the team, or game.
Folks talk about drug and alcohol addictions and now gambling, but one can become addicted to most anything. It amazes me the lack of personal energetic and emotional awareness in people.
“It starts at birth, the programming. We are human beings. That is who we are. That is our identity, each and every one of us. That is our identity. We may be female or male or we may be one race or another but we’re human beings. That is our identity. Everything else is how we’re dressed up. But from the time we’re born, we’re programmed to not perceive reality as human beings. We’re programmed to perceive reality by race, gender, religion, guilt. The purpose of that programming is to create chaos in our thought process. It’s to confuse our real identity. As long as that chaos and confusion exists then we can be manipulated. Our anarchy can be manipulated to serve someone else’s purpose.” -John Trudell
Accountability isn’t about self-punishment or judging/condemning others. It’s an internal process of transmuting karmic residue through expanding consciousness to encompass deeper self-awareness in order to see reality, both within and outside, more truthfully. This means recovering suppressed personal and ancestral memories that are being expressed externally and contributing to separation consciousness.
As we come back to consciousness, we are able to access and feel through the layers of trapped emotional energy and clear their imprints from the karmic record, which are stored in the body. This is how we dissolve the shadow body and collapse old timelines that had us in their grip through unconscious identification. If we continue to identify with those obsolete aspects of ourselves, then we stay tethered to its corresponding vibrational field which will continue to manifest as our experience of reality.
This is what synthetic guilt and shame does. It convinces us we aren’t worthy of forgiveness. This is imposter consciousness of the lower mind trying to keep us in bondage to lower timelines so that we outsource our power. God/source isn’t vengeful. It’s an essence that lives within us all and is love. Love strives for reconnection through rehabilitation. This starts by taking responsibility for our own healing. From a place of deeper self trust and empowerment we receive divine grace and can be of true unconditional service to the divine will.
Focus on the inner work , your goals & objectives in your daily life which needs to be achieved rather the 3D Fear Matrix agendas & narratives floating around in the collective consciousness, all designed to manipulate your emotions & derail you from your spiritual path & journey. 🧙♂️
The False fear based 3D matrix will try to siphon & loosh of your energy by pulling away your awareness into Fear based programming conspiracies, narratives, agendas, duality based concepts, to instill & perpetuate fear & hijack the collective consciousness. Understand their optics. 🧙♂️
They have assigned many top level agents to derail many on a personal level.
They also have optics to steer & hijack the collective consciousness.
Understand the programming & it’s optics.
How it is manipulating your emotional & spiritual bodies?
Remember what the Tin Man said in the “Wizard of Oz” after he finally got a heart….
“Now I know I’ve got a heart because it’s breaking.”
If someone you love died, your heart is probably broken. So how do you live with a broken heart?
The answer isn’t how you fix it or move beyond it. The skill is learning to live with your grief as an ongoing way of being in the world. It’s the way you honor that which you love.
What I’m proposing is that, with enough healing, living with heartbreak can become natural, and very normal.
From my personal and professional experience, I can tell you that as you embark on your healing journey, you’ll start crying a whole lot more. Not just to clear pain, but for the simplest of everyday reasons, and out of nowhere. You’ll cry when you see a bird, a can of paint, an apple, or even the shape of a cloud.
Random things will make you cry.
The heart is designed to grieve, it wants to grieve…..it has to grieve!
Especially when it’s broken.
This is the price you pay for love. The loss of the life you thought you had, the life you once knew and held so dear. Loss of a dream you believed was true.
But you can also find and feel grief in opening your heart.
Opening it to love and to new possibilities. Opening it to what the future holds.
Isn’t that what life is all about? Endings and beginnings, closings and openings? The heart was designed to navigate you through this forever winding adventure called life. But you have to be willing to feel…..and to live with a broken heart.
Here’s the thing…..you can learn to live with your broken heart by befriending your grief.
You can discover the love that still exists around you…..and share that love with others who are also living with a broken heart.
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