This story is the deepest betrayal of all, it was the druids who first sacrificed her, long, long ago, as satans concubine (around 2423 years ago) …
They destroyed her mind, shut down all her abilities, ran black crystals thru her 3rd eye, they put blockages on her heart, her voice, her telepathy, they shut down every skill they could thru torturous technique.
They put Leviathon on her, drained her energy and input energies of death.
They had many cloned impersonators dressed up in her essence doing blood magic, orgy’s, thieving and every sin, hoping God would see her as unfaithful, unworthy of her royal status.
They’ve been syphoning off her womb energy for centuries, using it to create illusions, while she remain single, alone, without support or stability in these cycles of death and rebirth.
It wasn’t just energy harvest and rape, it was a severe mental raping too … a driving of sanity into chaos.
They actually trained people to join in on abusing her, saying she “liked” it.
Many of the Divine Feminine have experienced this similar story, it has been severe abuse of the Divine Mother, thru all of her aspects in time.
You will recognize her because she makes genuine eye contact with whomever she meets… She is not afraid to be direct and honest about how she feels
She charts her own course And is willing to meet whatever comes Because she has faith in her journey She’s aware of her own strength
She delights in enabling the wellbeing and the empowerment of others But she refuses to subject herself to energy drainers… She sees through bullshit instantly She knows how to protect herself She is obedient to her own inner knowing, She is willing to break the rules made by others in order to be authentic to herself
Her truth comes directly through her heart She uses her mind as the servant to manifest it
She is inwardly and outwardly aware She responds more than she reacts She no longer waters illusory drama She no longer feels the need to control what is
She is deeply connected to her creative source She is her own work of art in progress She can create beauty from whatever is in front of her
She is in tune with her intuition and instinctual body She lives in the present Because she is willing to relinquish the past And allow the future the space it needs to unfold
She understands that life is an ever changing flow from one moment to the next… She willingly goes with it.
She feels deeply connected to the earth and stays close to nature, She recognizes that she is not separate from it… Being connected to nature is essential for her health and wellbeing
She has simplified her life Released the non-essentials so that she can be spacious and free
She values her aloneness, She waters her soul with it But she also values quality time with like minded souls
She doesn’t need a man to complete her Her relationships are on an equal basis of respect and sharing Unbridled sensual pleasure…
She has no time for gossip She’s invested in raising the sisterhood up rather than cutting it down
She celebrates the beauty and power in other women She celebrates the beauty and power within herself
She is just as willing to receive as she is to give She fills her own cup for herself and overflows it for others
She understands the futility of unsolicited advice So she shares her wisdom through living it
She envisions the healing of the world She offers her gifts as a contribution towards it
Love is her religion Unity is her gospel Laughter is her grace
She loves to play through her inner child Sing and dance through her inner maiden She nurtures her body mind and spirit daily through her inner mother
Others seek her for her wisdom Are irresistibly drawn to her unpredictable mystery
They feel seen and accepted in her steady gaze… Peaceful in her sacred space
They are shocked by her irreverent humor But secretly inspired, uplifted, Given permission to be themselves
She is Maiden, Mother and Crone In one She is Goddess
― Caroline de Lisser
art credit: Maiden Mother & Crone by Sulamith Wulfing
I’m feeling as though the Fury of the Mother is about to roll through everyone’s experience, facilitated by the entire Multiversal Family of All Depths, Heights, Dimensions and Realms.
“They told you about the contractions but did they tell you about the expansion? Did they tell you how your body would open to make way for the whole universe to pass through? Did they tell you how your heart would explode with a love bigger than anything you’ve ever known as you pulled your baby to your chest.
They told you about the ring of fire but did they tell you about the crown of stars? Did they mention that there is a moment when your baby enters the world and you leave your body and touch the heavens and become the light of a million galaxies? Did they tell you how the pain of stretching to receive your child would be more exquisite than any sensation you’ve felt?
They told you you would scream but did they tell you about how you would roar? Did they tell you about the power that would rise up from your belly as you called your baby forth with your mighty voice? Did they tell you how you would embody the wild woman within you and breathe fire with your song?
They told you you would bleed but did they tell you how that sacred blood wouldn’t scare you? How you would feel grateful for that magical liquid of life as it trickled down your leg? How you would honor its flow and how it would help you heal a lifetime of hating your body’s bleeding cycles?
They told you these stories and taught you to fear birth, to fear your power, to fear yourself. But you’re stronger and wiser than that mama. You know that birth is your divine dance, your soul’s song, your moment with God, and you walk fearlessly into her open arms.”
~ Catie Atkinson @spiritysoul on Instagram
NOTE: Not all pregnancies and births are the same. Some are fraught with complications and heartache. Our hearts go out to these with compassion, support, and love.
When she was a little girl they told her she was beautiful but it had no meaning in her world of bicycles and pigtails and adventures in make-believe.
Later, she hoped she was beautiful as boys started taking notice of her friends and phones rang for Saturday night dates.
She felt beautiful on her wedding day, hopeful with her new life partner by her side but, later, when her children called her beautiful, she was often exhausted, her hair messily tied back, no make up, wide in the waist where it used to be narrow; she just couldn’t take it in.
Over the years, as she tried, in fits and starts, to look beautiful, she found other things to take priority, like bills and meals, as she and her life partner worked hard to make a family, to make ends meet, to make children into adult, to make a life.
Now, she sat. Alone. Her children grown, her partner flown, and she couldn’t remember the last time she was called beautiful.
But she was. It was in every line on her face, in the strength of her arthritic hands, the ampleness that had a million hugs imprinted on its very skin, and in the jiggly thighs and thickened ankles that had run her race for her.
She had lived her life with a loving and generous heart, had wrapped her arms around so many to give them comfort and peace.
Her ears had heard both terrible news and lovely songs, and her eyes had brimmed with, oh, so many tears.
“When pregnant, the cells of the baby migrate into the mothers bloodstream and then circle back into the baby, it’s called “fetal-maternal microchimerism”.
For 41 weeks, the cells circulate and merge backwards and forwards, and after the baby is born, many of these cells stay in the mother’s body, leaving a permanent imprint in the mothers tissues, bones, brain, and skin, and often stay there for decades. Every single child a mother has afterwards will leave a similar imprint on her body, too.
Even if a pregnancy doesn’t go to full term or if you have an abortion, these cells still migrate into your bloodstream.
Research has shown that if a mother’s heart is injured, fetal cells will rush to the site of the injury and change into different types of cells that specialize in mending the heart.
The baby helps repair the mother, while the mother builds the baby.
How cool is that?
This is often why certain illnesses vanish while pregnant.
It’s incredible how mothers bodies protect the baby at all costs, and the baby protects & rebuilds the mother back – so that the baby can develop safely and survive.
Think about crazy cravings for a moment. What was the mother deficient in that the baby made them crave?
Studies have also shown cells from a fetus in a mothers brain 18 years after she gave birth. How amazing is that?”
If you’re a mom you know how you can intuitively feel your child even when they are not there….Well, now there is scientific proof that moms carry them for years and years even after they have given birth to them.