I’ve decided …..
I’m going to attend Unity Church on Sundays.
I’m going to find a yoga studio and get serious about flexibility.
I’m going to find a gym so I can rebuild muscle and fill out my skin.
I don’t need approval or permission. I don’t need company.
If I meet someone along the way who is interested in what I am, also, perhaps we’ll be friends.
I’m not going to force myself into someone else’s idea of what my life should look like.
It took me 20 years of shadow work to get where I am. Folks who have barely meditated, coming in to steer me … denied.
I’m not a “member” of anything other than Life, and the Love it should embody.
I flow into what brings me joy.
When it stops, and begins to bring me upset, I cut out whatever it is. Not because there’s no love, or any disrespect. But because I love, honor and respect myself enough not to let her drown in others opinions about what is right and best for her.
I’ll figure it out for Self.
She deserves her authentic and transparent heart to live in beauty without these trespasses and abuses which attempt to squash her heart, strip her song, and replace it with their own.
Just because someone gives you a gift doesn’t mean you have to relinquish yourself.
Just because someone shows you a kindness doesn’t give them permission to reformat you.
Leave the kindness if you must.
Pack up, live in a tent.
Whatever it takes to come back to Self, and it’s connection to it’s own higher self, and to God.
No one can walk your path for you.
Although many will insist you’re doing it wrong,
And disapprove.
Trying to force you into their mold.
Gotta let them go.