When you are in survival mode, you’re focused on immediate circumstance, immediate family. When trying desperately not to shatter into a million pieces, one cannot risk gifting anything to others suffering, for in this state, their suffering would tip your scale and drown you, too.

Offering a prayer for them to find their strength and their way is all one can offer, as one searches for their own strength and path out of darkness.

We are no good to anyone if we aren’t stable, secure. We cannot help or rescue anyone if we cannot rescue ourself.

Those who try to shame survivors are the lowest.

To live to fight another day is sometimes the most difficult of all, to walk away from another in need in order to preserve one’s own life is sometimes very difficult, near impossible!

This program expects people to stay and perish.

They program the community to believe self care is selfish … when this self care and self love is sometimes all there is between living and dying.

They want people in malice, in rage, in suffering. They want this essence to be misused. They want the upper dimensions to see humans as unworthy, incapable of “managing” themselves in a peaceful manner. They want God to see us as a weak, failed experiment. But it is they who have been seen as such.

Your life is worth saving too, beautiful soul. Sometimes it’s just you, holding Gods hand, who must do it.