Look … sometimes you have to pray about it for years. Especially if you don’t do it regularly. You have to align your mind and your emotion with the reality of what you want. I’m not a pro, but I know enough.
I’ve been praying for, and working toward manifesting my blessings for five years, and they are taking form in my life now … don’t give up. Don’t ever give up. Feed the dream. Every single day. Taste it. And remain positive it is in the works. Alignment WILL occur when it’s ready. Keep the faith.
Another very important thing … don’t be rigid or determined the blessing can only be such and such … the Divine know what we need better than we.
Practice seeing the blessing in every little thing. Envision what you love coming into your future. Don’t let fear (of betrayal, or anything) keep you from it. Move forward, first the mind, then the heart and all energies fresh and pure and loving.
Allow yourself to be vulnerable, even while you stand strong. That’s Courage. That is Strength.
My Guardian said something to me once. He requested I practice patience. Since then I’ve realized it is the gift we give ourselves, disconnecting from the hurried way folks move in this world, and with each other. With the practice, we allow ourselves release from demand.