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Large Life

Published October 2, 2018 by tindertender

It is quite interesting that I should come across this video this morning.

I will never forget being so afraid of what was ‘outside’ that I sat frozen ‘inside’. I had to urinate so badly that I finally said to myself, fine, if someone or something ends my life when I walk out these doors, so be it … I walked outside, and no one was there to harm me. I walked straight into my overwhelming fear and found it to be nil.

As time progresses I find that the reactions I receive from people are me from a previous time in life. I often find myself saying that was me when … I behaved just like that!

I resonate with what she says about the spirit being sort of separate from every day life … and still I watch as it is uniting with all else as well. It is taking time, but it is happening.

The running away she mentions is so true! I ran and ran and ran, and then I got tired of running, I got tired of the same old story playing out in my life. So I dealt with the pain, I stopped all the things I used to do to try and bury the pain and the shame. I then began to understand that what happened to me was not anything but experiencing others in this world … their story, their journey did not belong to me, it was only experienced by me. This brought much relief and freedom. Of course the understanding never ends, it morphs as it needs to, in time.

The union of vibratory structures, bodies and colors extends beyond that which we can see. It is amazing how large this life really is.

Oneness

Published September 30, 2018 by tindertender

I’ve heard many people say life is the Universe experiencing itself in many forms, but this afternoon I finally got it!

Born into this world to different parents, different schools, different friends (or enemies). Marriages that work, or don’t, that are loving or abusive, with children or not.

Male or female, straight or gay, or both! Different skill sets, languages, and vision. Energies that are hyper connected to the unseen, or muted where focus is on the seen only.

To be abused, or catered to … Being able to observe the obvious, or remain in illusion … or delusion … monetarily focused, or happy with the basics.

To be consciously aware of actions and words and how they affect those in the vicinity, and to choose kindness and care, or anger and hate, or not really caring to associate with the outside world at all.

I actually felt what it must be like to BE all of these things at once. Evolution is speeding up faster and faster as more and more people are born into this ‘time’ construct.

So strange to have heard this said time and again only to really see it for the first time. It never ceases to amaze me how the mind ‘clicks’ when it is good and ready, and not before.

I saw a male who had amphibian like features, he had a very long white beard. I laughed a little, as I certainly was not expecting someone with those features to actually have facial hair.

I said that if the Universe is experiencing itself in all forms of life with many different aspects at the same time, then it also means bearded male too, and those with him.

I’m wondering how many life forms exactly there are in this Universe, and Multiverse. It becomes a little mind boggling to wrap the head around this idea of Creator … Divine Being … experiencing life as so many variables simultaneously.

And then here we are, fighting amongst ourselves in our own country, divided, spouting hateful speech to those we share space with.

I see the sprays overhead which many refuse to acknowledge, and I wonder why the elected officials would poison their own country … what is the true agenda? Do they need to eliminate folks so they can truly create the World Union they desire?

Poisoning the countries lands and waters makes no sense at all.

It’s a shame really, for I do believe the phrase, “Divided we fall”. It shouldn’t be too much longer now.

It Was One Heck Of A Ride!!!

Published August 19, 2018 by tindertender

Jam packed full of events and sights to see, tensions ran high amid all the chaotic adventures.

The tour of the gardens was spectacular, the whale watching had me on the edge of my seat and offered up a face and mouth full of salt water. I had no idea it was that salty, although I don’t think I ever really thought of it before. The city of Victoria BC is beautiful, and clean, with so many shops and a long, long history!

Below are a few of the pics from my trip …

Gardens ~

Whales ~

Sea Lions ~

The Govenor’s House was amazing, the rooms … most of them … were ‘no entry’ but what we were able to see was incredible! Ahhh, Queen Victoria … if the DNA test was accurate, I am to believe she is my distant relative!!

Once back in Seattle the tour of the new glass floors in the Space Needle was interesting.

The Chilulay Glass Museum was phenomenal …

… and the Phantom of the Opera made me cry.

Phantom of the Opera_cropped

This vacation was chuck full of so much, the nerve body was ramped up with energies and the patience wore thin. It will take me a week to absorb all the details. What a whirl-wind! I am grateful my friend and I can still say we are … friends … even when the inner Dragon and Tiger shows up!!

It is time to get back to routine.

As I swam in a sea of a go-go-go schedule, chaotic emotion, and frustration which challenged the work I’ve been doing, I’ve neglected my inner sanctuary … for four days.

There is much to be learned from this experience. My inner fortress needs built up … weak spots have been observed, and a fresh approach to the work remaining is at hand.

SO!! Here we go again.

“You’ve Changed”

Published April 25, 2018 by tindertender

These may be words you have heard, many of us have. “She (or he) is not the same person I met!” While this may appear to be the case, the reality is a little simpler than that.

As we go through life … from childhood, teenager, young adult, adult, elder … it may indeed appear as though we change, just as greatly as the cells of our physical body. In truth, it is more accurate to say that we live life privileged to have many different experiences.

Looking Back

That child, teenager, young adult, and adult will remain with us as we enter our elder years. Life may look different, just as many objects do from various angles, yet the naive aspect of our self never disappears, only lives life from multiple views, constantly learning.

Circumstances change as the years go by, people treat each other differently through the age process, affording us all unique situations and valuable lessons.

So while it appears as though “she is not the same person she once was”, she is only enjoying life in abundant formations.

She is still here, looking backward, working forward, marveling at it all.

Creating Peace ~ Let It Be

Published April 19, 2018 by tindertender

Moving through the past I observe the present experience, it just is … not anything good or bad, just an experience … I move a short way into the future but quickly, these images fade.

Imagination

I play music which awakens my mind and that which is beyond, opening fully into this present moment. Let there be peace.

I may not have much time left on this earth, so it is quite important that I accelerate all learning. There are things I must know … the creation of the future depends on it.

When young it didn’t occur to me that I was wasting time. I lived, followed the crowd, and nothing real good came of it (that I’m currently aware). Even ‘friendships’ which I thought I had have faded and gone.

This future I speak of involves many points of view, an involvement of all that are working toward a peace filled world. Sure, there are a lot of people who still say that there will ‘never’ be peace. They are defeated … they are resolved to this which we currently have in our experience. They cannot be relied upon as working partners in the forming of a new earth. If you run into them, do not waste time attempting to alter their way of thinking, move on and createthat is what we are here to do … not change each others minds. Hearts will be altered when they are ready, that process cannot be forced.

Real, Or Fantasy?

Published February 12, 2018 by tindertender

Years ago I entered the Twilight Zone.

Twilight zone

It was quite frightening! I previously had no idea that it was a real place.

Now, I realize that this twilight zone is only an entryway into Star Trek.

Star Trek

There are plenty of folks in the world who actually believe these two examples are only a made up story, fiction which was born from the mind of people who were quite creative.

The writers of these series were indeed very creative, but more than that, they were open to receiving insights most people are not aware of.

Until humanity comes in tune with reality, they will dwell in the land of denial and blame. I’m pretty certain by now most people are aware that this is not the most comfortable situation.

There is so much more to living than what we’ve been told, what we’ve been led to believe. I think this is why people like to watch television so much. It is a great escape, a place where fantasies can be played out, where people can live vicariously through the stories told.

But not everything we see on the screen is fantasy, now is it? I think we could agree on that point.

Engage, Or Disengage?

Published February 8, 2018 by tindertender

engaging in life

Life is full of fluctuation. We wake, we sleep. We speak, we are silent. We are social, we stay at home. We work, we retire. Within every part of life, from pole to pole, there is varying degrees of it all. Minute details happening differently, at different times, for each of us.

Some folks think of relationships as hit or miss … but it is so much more that that. When people, and events, are in alignment then things flow smoothly. When they are not in alignment, there is much chaos, or there is … nothing.

In the stillness that inevitably comes for everyone is opportunity to get to know self. This is needed very much in order for growth and future connection which will inspire us to become ‘more’ than we were before.

Most often these ‘connections’ don’t happen when we think they should, and they do not look like we think they should. Letting go of preconceived notions about they way things ought to be is very freeing, and it allows room for the things which will enrich life.

Engage when there is something you feel will enrich your life, disengage to absorb it, then engage fully with personal mind to see how it all lines up. Cycle through, and repeat, ever in an upward motion.

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