I used to wonder why I wasn’t like other people.
So many are running on intellect rather than passion.
I get excited! I LOVE big, innocent and pure, like a child … free of pollutants. It scares people! They cringe when the Love is spilling over the top of the Love Cup.
It took time for me to understand the calm demeanor didn’t reflect a calm interior. It seems to be more of a lack of internal fire, repulsed by the fire seen in others.
Some feel superior because it seems they are always calm, cool, collected, but often they secretly cast foul word spells against the Light in you, throwing toxic, lower vibrational energy at you, to dirty your shine, your intensity.
It hurts dammit!
For both party’s.
The pain of high vibrational people butting up against lower vibrational people is very real. My own mother confessed that to be around me caused her literal energetic pain.
The Light, the vitality, shows the truth, and that truth is desperately pushed onto the light source as it’s “fault” when the truth of the inner is simply being revealed in them.
Some feel so empty inside that when your light reveals something within them, they must immediately push it out onto you … they don’t dare admit it resides in them.
They’ve created an image in mind about those who have vital life force (out of control, over the top, always talking, always doing) vs those who aren’t driven to explore and go, go, go with the inner fire (appearing calm, but literally lacking the passion to ignite an idea, preferring a lazy life, undependable).
One, seemingly, important, manager material.
The other a vital force which must be managed.
So they slander you. They shame and blame your inner child for their own, personal unhealed wounding, which your light reveals … they want you to believe the pain is your fault.
Before you allow someone to criticize you for living an expanded, authentic life, consider the source. It could simply be that your vitality irritates their demons.
So Love is slapped around and kicked around because the darkness inside the lifeless ones can’t stand to see themselves.
They think themselves superior, but they lack the vitality necessary to generate anything beneficial … hence the need to “manage” your Creator Self, high energy, offering solutions in this world, processing so fast you make “management” look bad.
Habitual patterning throughout generations blames the outside, (others), for what’s wrong on the inside. Blaming whoever is shining a light of truth … delivering a healing vitality to a circumstance.
Keep shining.
Eventually it will be seen you were the True Master Strategist all along.
Puppetry.
Wanting to control your output.
Treating your vitality as unworthy.
While invading your energetic fields, in many spaces and places, trying to “wear” your essence, and command you … as you.
Gotta just shake your head.
Remember … you are the Light. You carry Light within you. They don’t.
I feel sex addiction in the world has gotten so out of control because the low vibers only feel energetically alive when they are exploding in ecstasy.
