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Changing the Brain

Published October 7, 2018 by tindertender

You’ve probably heard it said that if you believe something is true, it is. Dr Joe Dispenza is an extraordinary man with real life experience. He’s been studying the body mind connection for at least two decades. Below are a couple interviews of him explaining how things actually work.

This journey is one in which all people can explore, and create. Changing the synapses of the brain is absolutely doable, and the future can be very bright indeed.

Intuitive Empath

Published September 28, 2018 by tindertender

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I recently attended a shamanic drum journey session with a group of others. As it finished and I talked with my journey partner I wondered to myself, “Why do I sometimes feel like a ‘child’ when I talk to other people?”

It’s as if my vulnerability in the face of their ‘having it together’ leaves me feeling naive, and yet, inside of me there is great courage and strength and wisdom.

I supposed it is the look in their eyes as they measure me up, categorizing me. Perhaps my feeling ‘as a child’ is actually an empathic absorption of their view of me …

Something to contemplate.

Regardless, I will continue to show vulnerability and be true to my authentic self. After all, this person I call ME is the only one I will spend every single moment of my life with.

Still Relevant

Published September 24, 2018 by tindertender

I’ve been asking my loneliness, anger, grief, and physical pain what they are trying to convey.

I ask them, “What do you want me to know?”

As I look within, the pain begins to lessen.

I drop deep into my being like a ride on a long water slide, and allow myself to be taken there, with no control. Finally, I plunge into the deep waters of me.

Ancient information is revealed and the answers of what to do next are there, too. The poison and the medicine grow together, simultaneously.

When I was in Mexico, a Mayan medicine man showed me and two others around the jungle. He told us about the plants and what they are good for.

The most poisonous tree grows right next to its antidote. This fascinated me to no end! The Chechem and Chaka trees are connected at the roots. If a human is exposed to the poisonous sap of one, the bark of the other is the antidote.

Like the Chechem and Chaka trees, when I experience poison in my life, the antidote is growing right next to it, roots entwined.

When I acknowledge it (whatever is asking to be seen), I am simultaneously allowing for healing. The antidote is entwined in the pain.

Once that poison is addressed and healed, I notice there is room for my path and purpose to expand into the place that the poison held for so long. From there, it feels like ease.

Now there is a void where the poison was removed. What now? Everything in my being wants to put something there. It’s the natural way of the Universe after all, it abhors a void.

A black hole will do everything in its power to fill itself. Its vacuum becomes stronger and stronger until something fills it. It sucks entire galaxies into its field in a sort of cosmic hungry ghost way, never to be satiated.

My experience tells me to pause. Be discerning. Wait. Ask my Higher Self what it wants.

If I resist the strong pull to put a person, an activity, a substance there, in that newly vacant place, something beautiful happens.

I feel…Empowered. No longer a victim of my world.

I feel whole instead of my gaping hole of a wound. I feel stronger, more confident, less interested in what others think of me. I discover who I really am and what my purpose is on this Earth.

For me, It is so much easier to blame others or make others responsible for my pain and happiness. What I am finding is that there are creative MyStories bursting forth and they are ready to be expressed. My creativity is blooming again.

Lemme tell you, it’s a mutherfucker getting there, but if you can trust the people who have gone before you and know they survived…you will, too. It’s sssooooo fucking worth it.

I love you. A bunch.

Desiree LoveAll Rudder

https://www.happyspirithealingarts.com/

Creator Vortex ~ Cleansing The Earth

Published September 4, 2018 by tindertender

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And I saw the finger-print of God begin to spin, and in the cycle, all things destructive began to move toward the center of the vortex it created, the ‘black hole’.

As it appeared it took from the earth all things that did not serve its highest good, and the highest good of life upon it.

And then the ‘whorl’ closed and held all things collected within it.

Ho’oponopono: I’m Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Thank You, I Love You.

As I see the earth dying, there is more to consider than your crying, more to consider than my discomfort. I pull my thought from you, I claim my attention. I place it where I will.

PSR Subtractor: https://patents.google.com/patent/US6897637

A figure shaped as a man, white hair combed back over head, skin with a pinkish-purple hue … it seems there are many forms in this “space war” who are attaching to the heart centers of humanity, draining them of their ability to feel compassion and care for others. It appears their intention is to create an ‘implosion’ of life here on the planet, they would like to see us destroy each other and are working toward that end.

Be aware of this and tune in to the sensations you are getting. Learn how to trace them back to origin, and rather than allowing them to steal from you, give them love. Don’t let them steal it, give it instead. In this way, your flow begins from the earth on outward and rather than they depleting you of your supply, you join with the mother and she supplies all that is needed for your replenishment.

If you send anger and fight against the cord that is attached to your heart space, it not only encourages them, but it strengthens them. Give them what the earth gives you … everything good and sweet and nourishing … they really can’t stand that sort of thing, they have no use for it. So you become stronger, and they … less.

Breathe ~ life is in the breath. When we hold our breath while in a tense position or emotion, it actually cuts us off of the natural supply offered by the earth, by nature. Breathe, release, breathe, release. Allow the Earth to fill you, to fill up again that which is being stolen, or leeched out of you.

And I heard, “My husband, Sirius” … https://www.gaia.com/article/star-sirius-and-egypt

There is coming a great shift. It is important to practice your visualization, to hold space … as a new acquaintance said … around the whirling of the “hole” which will open and absorb all that does not serve the earth. This is seen by me as the spinning fingerprint, open whorl, collecting it all. Be a light surrounding this space, assist in keeping safe that which we desire to retain for this world.

It is known that there are those who work diligently on the earth plain to create havoc and chaos. They typically wear ‘hoodies’ as they move about, attempting to remain inconspicuous … yet they are seen. Their energetic ‘footprint’ calls them out as they manipulate the forces around them, purposefully, knowingly, willingly. These are those who will be absorbed. Those they work with, are ‘beyond time’.

I do not know the answer in my heart, I believe this is what they are also trying to pull out, to find. Yet I was born knowing the answer … where it resides I cannot say, no one seems to know, and this is Divine Nature in motion. All people were born with it, no one knows where it resides … and this is good, for at the right time it will be revealed and utilized as planned.

The American Empire is being watched and messed with quite a bit. They didn’t check, but are now making the rounds and discovering many people have ‘prayer blankets’ and work earnestly building relations with Ancestors, Earth, and Divine Creator. They have said, “In a ‘ritual’ world we won’t be …” they know that those who practice ceremony take away their power, for when relation is built and becomes strong ties with Creator, with that Divinity that keep things going strong, the Earth and all upon her become stronger as well. Those who manipulate and harm lose.

Threats are made, the attempt to instill fear and keep silent those who spread this truth is happening, right now. It is intensifying, for they see their grip slipping. You may experience heart pains, you may become sick with the bad energies as they dump them on you, you may be tempted to lie down and just rest. Although sometimes this is needed, keep going, keep doing, push through that which is attempting to get you to stop and do nothing, to just keep you absorbing what they send your way.

They consider us “its”, not people with care for this world and for life. They see us as something they can toy with and manipulate, to bend to their will. Believe it, we are in a spiritual battle. Our leader has been talking a lot about building our space force … and this space force is not out in the galaxy somewhere, it is right here, in our own heart spaces and minds. Yes, we are in war and it is a war of ‘space’.

There are those paid to infiltrate your energetic ‘spaces’. Pay attention to the sensations and the feelings you may become overloaded with, know this is your fight too. Prepare, and learn how to work with energy. Know that the earth is your source for ‘filling up’ when you become depleted.

Keep up the good work, and all will be well. Be patient, be aware, and be firm. Bless you on your journey. Be the light.

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Photo by Yash Raut

Defining Self

Published August 28, 2018 by tindertender

Photo by Andrei Lazarev

How many people still equate “who they are” with their physical body, their job, or their possessions? Although I honestly believe the number is on the decline, there are still many who think of these things ‘as them’.

It can be difficult to look deep in to ones own psyche and take a good long, hard, honest look at what is there. Personally, I think those individuals who have are those who may be depressed … at first (been there). Yet it is also they who show the utmost bravery, for it takes a tremendous amount of courage to see truth, raw and bare. (The key is to not allow any other person define who we are).

Youth, remembering it I see clearly the flippant cocky way I once behaved. When I experience the same behavior from others today, it takes me right back. I think to myself, there must be a reason I’m being exposed to this right now … what have I to learn that I haven’t yet learned from those days? So I ponder it …

Not so much focused on what was said by another, but what I said … then, and now. What do my actions of past, and my responses of present have to teach me?

Well, I can assure you life is one grand affair! To be able to say I was young and naive, then hurt and depressed, beaten to the ground, then a fighter … cocky and … dare I say, cruel? Then lost in twilight zone, to now. Rebirthed, new, yet filled with so many memories of these roles I’ve held. So funny, and odd, to see an aspect of my younger self in action today, as a male no less!

It seems I am different, and I am, yet the memories remind me of what I hold inside, that which has formed my current reality.

And still, there are those in this world which make it their mission to tear down people, too afraid to tear down their own psyche, bust their egoic person right open and create a kinder, more connected, gentler self. Or perhaps they are still, only too stubborn, unable to see.

The day will come, if they make it. So many do not …

I’m curious what tomorrow brings for this world. I see the whole. It is so much bigger than my personal world … than any ‘personal space’.

How Many More?

Published August 21, 2018 by tindertender

Love rise replaced with suffering …

During the 60’s and 70’s there was a lot of talk about love, many songs were deep into the meaning of it as the message spread across the states. People began to come together, really feeling it

The powers that be saw the artists were having a huge impact on the citizens. And then John Lennon was shot, and others were warned and harassed.

The rumor spread that disco was ‘evil’ and it was shunned and demonized. Donna Summer had horrible rumors spread of her. She died of lung cancer caused by asbestos they say … and to think our EPA wants to start using it again.

Jimmi Hendricks died. The official story is that he willingly took 18 times the recommended dosage of barbiturates. The inconsistencies in the reported event leaves suspicion and definitely is not an open shut case, although they did a great job of doing just that.

Marvin Gaye, shot by his own father … or so the story goes.

President Kennedy was also assassinated, the Vietnam War escalated under his successor, Lyndon B. Johnson.

And let us not forget Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. ~ among so many others.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Assassination_of_Martin_Luther_King_Jr.

The Vietnam War was created and young men were drafted, forced to fight, kill, and be killed. And for what? I’ll tell you … to end the path we were on … the path of collective Love.

How many more times are our men going to willfully go into battle created from false flags and hidden agendas? How many more of them will be lured into killing and being killed? Paid to throw down their lives, leave their families and disrupt love the globe over?

That line of ending crime just doesn’t cut it, when the ones doing crime are also the ones telling the story. Peace never comes from war, and love always seems to be stifled by that government who touts to care.

The Official story:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vietnam_War
https://www.historylearningsite.co.uk/vietnam-war/the-causes-of-the-vietnam-war/
https://www.cnn.com/2014/06/20/us/vietnam-war-five-things/index.html

And the President everyone loved:

http://www.wbur.org/hereandnow/2013/11/18/vietnam-war-jfk

Beloved Artists who’s stories ought be questioned:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_pop_musicians_who_died_of_drug_overdose
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_deaths_in_rock_and_roll

Toxins released into the public by government sectors:
https://www.asbestos.com/news/2012/05/18/donna-summer-dies-asbestos-lung-cancer/
Not to mention Fluoride, Glysophate, Big Pharma, and Geoengineering.

While many probably did actually die of overdose, how many did not, yet the public was fed that scenario? Too many peace lovers were murdered right about the time war was implemented. It seems chaos has been perpetrated on the public ever since.

One made up crisis after another, often created by the very ‘leaders’ who want their people to go kill and be killed, all the while citizens who work regular jobs are forced to pay for it through taxation.

There is no care by government for its citizens.
Their only concern is for maintaining power and authority over those same people.
Consistent, endless, war.

Why Is NASA Sending A Spacecraft To The Sun?

Published August 11, 2018 by tindertender

https://opensenseme.com/2017/05/24/war-around-the-sun/

https://scienceswitch.com/2018/08/11/nasa-sending-spacecraft-

And here we go …

Better think again if you believe those in power are going to help anyone …

Early today (Aug. 11),  NASA is launching its newest spacecraft, called the Parker Solar Probe. The probe’s mission is to study the outer corona of the Sun to better protect our tech-driven lifestyle against destructive solar storms that could take us back to the stone ages.

https://youtu.be/xT7KeY0ZZJo

They’ll blow the sun to smitherines, effectively killing all life. Could there possibly be any greater morons in the world today? Unlikely.

Just because they have ‘power’ doesn’t mean they should ‘use’ it.

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