Betrayal

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Free ~ No Longer Your ‘Assistant’

Published November 18, 2018 by tindertender

After all these years I must tell you that this is why I will not stand with you. I have experienced your presence while you speak about me as though I cannot hear you, you behave as though I am not worthy of a one on one conversation. This is not acceptable, I am not at your disposal, nor am I willing to give you any further energies.

I have tried many times in the past to convince myself that we are alike, that you must have good reason to behave the way you do, that if I were in your position I might even do the same. Regardless, I am not in your position, and I do not behave the way you do, even though I have good reason to.

In this manner, we are nothing alike. In fact, you could say that we are polar opposites. While you are very good at mimicking goodness, sooner or later your inner self shows. It brings down the House you try to build, time and time again. The foundation is not true.

I am sorry for you, but I do not pity you, for you have consciously, fully aware, chosen to do the things you do, putting forth influence onto the vulnerable and unaware. Many lives have been affected … or ended, due to your selfish behaviors and trespasses.

I would like to say I understand, and that I forgive you. I will also say that I will do whatever I can to ensure that the privileges you’ve been taking advantage of will never be fully loosed, or enjoyed by you.

This is a time for those who have been running with you to open their eyes and get serious about what they choose. In the ‘end game’ nothing could be more serious.

How many life times does one soul need to determine where their heart resides? How long does it take to reclaim the spirit and mind from those who have manipulated actions and circumstances to coincide with greed or need for power?

When will mankind discover that no one has more authority over their life than they themselves do? People are always looking for a ‘leader’ or a ‘teacher’, not realizing that they can, and do lead, and teach … they lead their own lives, getting what they give, or accepting what they allow. They are in process of teaching others what to, or not to, be and do, shared through example. They are in process of being ‘taught’ by those they have perhaps not been willing, or able, to acknowledge.

All of this, all of it is known to the gentle heart who wishes to participate in the healing of the world, of life in general.

You know this. You take advantage of the gentle souls who long for peace. You lead them to believe that if they trust you, if they agree to help you, that peace will be. But peace is not coming forth from the chaos you bring. It has only become more chaotic, more solidly enriched with pain, supported by fear, by paranoia.

I hear you laugh as you see the affect you bring to people. I sense your pride in your ability to manipulate emotion, allowing, or ending life … as you will.

As a collective, this I know to be true. You have dared to attack the unwitting. The selfishness of your goal leaves no room for compassion. You say, “I like this one” as though they were an object … not someone who feels, thinks, loves, and acts. You behave as though you do not see the truest power that resides in them. Maybe you do, and simply pride yourself on the methods used to extinguish that bright light within them.

I cannot silently stand by and watch you ruin lives.

Those of us who are on to you know full well that the ones you attack are not only fighting you, but fighting the others who you have controlled. Double whammy, the people who join you are not even aware they are under your influence, actually doing your bidding … as you laugh, all kicked back enjoying yourself. I am amazed how well you keep secret the influences you lay upon minds, they so often are not even aware that these ‘thoughts’ and ‘desires’ are not even their own.

There is a time coming soon when we will find out how this goes. So many believe they already know. Unfortunately, all they really know is what they’ve been told to believe, what they’ve been taught as factual. The actual ‘experience’ of knowing eludes many.

On this level, I am torn. I would never wish my experience on anyone, for I know many who did not make it through. Yet at the same time, if something doesn’t shake the ol’ tree, no one will ever see clearly, or at least come to the knowledge that what they thought they knew was a lie, all along.

May the eyes and minds of humanity be quivered ever so slightly to break up the rigidity of ‘lessons learned’ which have developed into habits. May they be ‘gently nudged’ into motion and discovery of their inner, innate power for goodness. May it be done quickly, thoroughly, and with minimal ‘safeties’ on. May the hearts of mankind be unshackled and set free, without erupting into deep sadness, depression, remorse or anxiety. May they see through the fog that has been placed upon them, may their blood remain warm, and their strength and courage steadfast, their hearts pure.

… and may all that is good bless me with the same.

No Forests, No Life. Simple.

Published October 9, 2018 by tindertender

The metal and chemical concoction being sprayed in the atmosphere, all so governments can claim authority over the weather, are destroying everything that grows on the earth.

The need for power is killing the planet. Old men will die gripping fists full of dollars, and their lineage will follow with nothing to eat.

Destruction of Country

Published October 4, 2018 by tindertender

Here is a pdf document detailing the harm from 5G.

https://takebackyourpower.net/wp-content/uploads/2018/09/2018-09-20-Colbeck-Wireless-Radiation-Brief.pdf

I am shaking my head and quite confused as to why government would be willing to sacrifice this country to the damages of 5G. It makes no sense.

The plants are dying, the rivers are being poisoned and the air we breathe is being sprayed with who knows what. Apparently our representatives have deemed us unworthy of this information.

The foods sold in the market are full of toxins, GMO, endocrine disrupters. It isn’t difficult to figure out the malfunction of the body and nervous system once you dig into the affects of these chemical concoctions.

Could it be that those making these decisions are actually working for other countries, posing a massive ‘play’ of care while they destroy this entire ecosystem we rely upon?

It seems people are so wrapped up in blue vs red they cannot see what is actually happening around them, and to them.

It is unnerving and sad to say the least.

I hope mass amounts of people will begin to understand this is not about blue vs red. It’s about the destruction of country, criminal Biowarfare dumped onto fleshly lives (animal and human and plant).

This is so much deeper and more sinister than many people realize.

EPA Allowance Of Nerve Gas In Foods

Published February 8, 2018 by tindertender

https://www.factcheck.org/2017/04/the-facts-on-chlorpyrifos/

When man’s creation affects the health of all life adversely, there must be a reigning in. Yet what we see today is full throttle, full speed ahead, into careless and dangerous methods.

Our food, our air, our waters … they are all being systematically poisoned, causing the need to take a very strong personal action in our own households to combat this intentional pollution.

Often, the substances we can utilize to cleanse our bodies and minds of these harmful chemicals are they themselves contaminated with these toxins.

It seems the ‘powers that be’ believe people will just sit quietly by while they ingest whatever they are given, without care or concern, sleepers in illusion.

I hope people will soon understand that this battle should not be waged against each other, but against a system which holds no favorites among the populace, for it seeks to destroy us all … equally.

Imposing Behavior Modification

Published February 7, 2018 by tindertender

Who is orchestrating this mess, who is playing with inclination? The human body is made mostly of water, this we all know. Those who are paying attention also know that which is sprayed into our atmosphere consists of heavy metals, namely a dangerous, extremely poisonous brew that includes: barium, nano aluminum-coated fiberglass [known as CHAFF], radioactive thorium, cadmium, chromium, nickel, desiccated blood, mold spores, yellow fungal mycotoxins, ethylene dibromide, and polymer fibers. Barium can be compared to the toxicity of arsenic.

What do you think happens to conductivity when you add metal into water? The reactivity of metals with water is linked with their positions in the reactivity series. As a result of reaction of a metal with water, metal hydroxide is formed along with the release of hydrogen gas.

That’s right, ALL of life is being exposed to this on a massive scale, though some will not see it, and fewer will admit it.

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Few metals, such as aluminium, can be removed through elimination activities, while some metals get accumulated in the body and food chain, exhibiting a chronic nature … This can lead to various disorders and can also result in excessive damage due to oxidative stress induced by free radical formation. Metals are substances with high electrical conductivity … The most commonly found heavy metals in waste water include arsenic, cadmium, chromium, copper, lead, nickel, and zinc, all of which cause risks for human health and the environment.

Water affected by sound frequencyApply Radio-frequency to water (our bodies) and you get much disturbance. Now add heavy metals … and then microwave energy. Seem like a good idea? Now add pharmaceuticals for countering the affects the first three have on the brain. Is it any wonder people are behaving in a rash manner?

References below:

https://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2017/09/03/electromagnetic-fields-harmful-effects.aspx

https://conference.pixel-online.net/NPSE/files/npse/ed0004/FP/1436-NTST879-FP-NPSE4.pdf

https://www.globalresearch.ca/chemtrails-the-consequences-of-toxic-metals-and-chemical-aerosols-on-human-health/19047

If interested in the affects these sprays overhead are having on the body and mind, I suggest this link for reading, as it explains in detail the affect of them all.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4427717/

Are you ‘hearing’ things, or getting the ‘tingles’?

http://www.dtic.mil/dtic/tr/fulltext/u2/283387.pdf
Exposure to high sound pressure levels may result in direct auditory effects and indirect effects of auditory stimulation … Knowing the absorption coefficients is not sufficient to really predict the heating or other damage which may result. It is necessary also to know how the energy is distributed once it is within the body and where it is absorbed.

There are 35 metals that are of concern because of exposure, out of which 23 are heavy metals: antimony, arsenic, bismuth, cadmium, cerium, chromium, cobalt, copper, gallium, gold, iron, lead, manganese, mercury, nickel, platinum, silver, tellurium, thallium, tin, uranium, vanadium, and zinc. In large amounts they can become toxic or dangerous. Long-term exposure can lead to physical, muscular, and neurological degenerative processes that imitate diseases such as multiple sclerosis, Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s disease and muscular dystrophy. Repeated long-term exposure of some metals and their compounds may even cause cancer.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lye
Lye is a metal hydroxide. It’s used in food, in soaps, in household cleaners … it will digest tissues of animals (and humans). Safety concerns with lye are their potentially destructive effects on living tissues. Solutions containing lyes can cause chemical burns, permanent injuries, scarring and blindness, immediately upon contact. The reaction between sodium hydroxide and a few metals is hazardous. Aluminium reacts with lyes to produce hydrogen gas. Since hydrogen is flammable, mixing a large quantity of a lye such as sodium hydroxide with aluminum in a closed container is dangerous—especially when the system is at a high temperature, which speeds up the reaction. In addition to aluminum, lyes may also react with magnesiumzinctinchromiumbrass or bronze—producing hydrogen gas.

The body is a ‘closed’ container. We are ingesting these metals through the air we breath, they are growing in the foods we eat. Add an intense blast of energy of high temperature (WiFi) and what do you suppose will happen to the body … the mind?

Laptop-Radiation

https://steemit.com/science/@gomeravibz/the-5g-internet-of-things-and-its-death-towers-must-not-be-allowed-to-happen
Metal inside your body when exposed to high power levels of millimeter waves (5G) could kill you outright by spontaneous combustion. Have you ever seen what happens if you put metal inside of a microwave oven?

Eliminating Hurtful Memories & Actions

Published October 27, 2017 by tindertender

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I’m living in the house he bought for her. She raised her three children here, she cared for her ailing mother here. She had relations with a man here for over a decade, this was their home.

30 years ago I met a man, he was charming, with sweet finesse, an Italian. I loved the way he walked, the way he talked, the way he smiled at me, and fell instantly in love. We dated for 3 years. I knew he had another, but he seemed so honest in his desire for me. Oh what a young and naive mind will believe … I was going to stop dating him because he refused to stop seeing the other woman, always giving me a sob story about her heart. That is when he agreed to let me move in.

I lived with him for 4 years. Cooking, cleaning, going hunting … whatever he wanted to do, I was so happy to be there, I looked forward to my whole life being with him. At the seventh year, things changed, he grew distant. I knew he was having an affair. It took nearly a year, but it became quite clear, obvious, proof left nothing left to lie to myself about.

I cracked. I left him, broken, my heart in pieces, my world shattered. I left my job after 10 years, I had nothing, no home, no job, no relationship. I spent the summer camping in the wilderness which helped a lot, but not quite enough. The rest of the story I will leave untold for now.

I sit here drinking my coffee, thinking of the memories his affair had, and of the woman and her memories of this house and her family, supported by the one who broke my heart, he graciously caring for her and her children for nearly 20 years. I’m reminded of the heartbreak, and I think about ‘this woman’. It suddenly occurs to me that I was ‘this woman’ to the one he was seeing before I came on scene. And I feel somewhat shamed. She is gone now, cancer took her, however I imagine the pain that my dating this man 30 years ago caused her. My hope is that she has forgiven me.

A young 24 year old, naive, believing in love and the lies told by a horny man. All he saw was my body, and he lusted after me. Now days, we are friends, and I believe perhaps he cares more for me now than he did then, yet the painful memories are still there, connected. When will I be able to peel myself from this scenario? When will I grant myself release? When will this attachment which caused me to lose my mind be broken? Will I survive it?

Yes, I think on the pain an affair brought me, once angry with the woman, even more than the man. I remember the beginnings of this relationship and I realize I am that which has caused me pain … I take a hard look at the many other events in life, searching for the actions and behaviors in me which I claim to see in others, which are hurtful.

I swear I will find these things and eradicate them from my being.
They have no place here, in my heart.
They have no right to justification, no defense.

If goodness in the world is to be, then goodness in me must overcome these things. I tear down their defenses, and I choose to eliminate them from my life. One memory after another.

Dangers Of WiFi

Published September 2, 2017 by tindertender

Wifi is a dangerous thing when held to close to the body.

Just now, I lay on the couch, phone in hand, surfing the net. My hand went numb and from the elbow down it tingles, not from falling asleep though. The muscle in my forearm has been feeling swollen and achy.  I’ve noticed this lately, every time I involve myself in this activity with this device.

My abdomen felt achy and hot when I lay my laptop on my lap to search the internet and work on-line, and when stopped, deciding to keep the laptop on the table and not use it on my lap any longer, my stomach area quit aching.

There are severe dangers the public is not readily told, in fact completely and adamantly lied to about, while we purchase and use these things ~ the manufactures rake in the dough while our health suffers.

Radiation poisoning is very real. While we have the access it would behoove us to use this “tool” to educate ourselves.

Genetically damaged children beget genetically damaged children, on and on until the end of the family line.

“Wirelessly” Harming Your Health

https://www.avaate.org/IMG/pdf/who_setting_the_standard_for_a_wireless_world_of_harm.pdf

https://www.globalhealingcenter.com/natural-health/10-shocking-facts-health-dangers-wifi/

http://themillenniumreport.com/2016/06/physicist-blows-whistle-on-microwave-weaponry-exposes-assaults-on-populations-everywhere/

http://willthomasonline.net/secrets-of-microwave-cookin.html

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