When we start doing something we’ve done for some time privately, publicly, it takes awhile to get the presentation down. It takes many tries before one finds a pattern which offers best results. Currently, I’m learning to be comfortable speaking publicly. It’s odd. Shifting from isolated tasks to sharing in the collective. I feel like a child, learning to walk. I make mistakes, say the wrong things, appear a fool. Gotta start somewhere! If I allow fear to stop me from advancing, I’ll never expand and develop smoothly into a fine example of flow. I’m not real concerned about a following. I’m more interested in developing personal skills. So I create content, some of it not really presentable, but I’m creating. Moving forward. Alone, haha. My YouTube has 2 followers. My blog has 1589 subscribers. I’m not looking for attention. I’m looking for self-improvement. If you happen upon any of my content and think it unprofessional, silly, or pointless … it’s all good. I’m not looking to impress others. I’m looking to impress self. And share … who knows, maybe you’ll think my bumbling, stumbling first steps are humorous, or maybe you have advice, or maybe you’re wanting to move forward too, but are wary of looking a fool. Damn. We all look a fool at times. Those who never look a fool are faking it.