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Creation ~ Mother’s Bucking The ‘System’

Published December 11, 2018 by tindertender

“She drifted aimlessly in the dark void; a dark mist of energy not knowing whether She was awake or asleep. She only knew that she existed. Then, very slowly at first She became aware of a pull on her energy from somewhere else that was attracted to Her and She knew that their coming together was imminent. She was filled with pleasure at the thought of merging with a new energy and felt a new force emerging in her consciousness; the force of LOVE. She and He combined causing them to expand creating Space and Time and the birth of the Universe.” ~ An Ancient creation story.

Our connection to the earth and all life on it started with this first connection, with Divine Spirit. It has remained so throughout history. There are some of course, who classify this connection as a ‘disorder’, not being aware of their own participation, and not giving consideration to those who have extra sensory perception.

The female was once revered as sacred, giver of life. The priestesses led sacred ceremony, maintaining the spiritual well-being of the community. Males honored her. After a time, priests took over the maintenance of the spiritual well-being of the community. Compassion became pity, love became dependence, and spirituality became religion and dominance. Male assertiveness replaced female nurturing, sensitivity and intuition.

As with all things, what comes around goes around. We see in today’s world the rising of the feminine once more. It is clear patriarchy is intense as it tries to hold on to the gains they’ve made over time.

The planet is suffering … all of life has suffered under the influences of greed and need for power. It is time for nurturing once more, and all who live know this to be true. Anyone who is paying attention knows without doubt that a great healing is in order if we are to survive.

All of life, every aspect of it, will come full circle. Not only in the world view, but in the individual life as well. What is given shall be received … ‘Mother’ is bucking the system, and all who have an iota of intelligence should listen, or forfeit everything they hold valuable.

http://www.etana.org/sites/default/files/coretexts/14907.pdf

http://oracc.museum.upenn.edu/amgg/listofdeities/tiamat/index.html

Mind Open, Eyes Closed

Published December 2, 2018 by tindertender

Finally … it is 5 am and for the most part, with the exception of the snap crackle pop of fire in the fireplace, it is quiet. Last night was another story, and below is the flow which was experienced.

I woke myself, stating, “There’s a barrier of some kind”. Astral travel shows a blockage at a certain place of entry. Perhaps the barrier is thought form … Who’s? And why does it permeate mass consciousness?

What is this illusion seen? Can it be touched? If so, how does it react? Does it move, or change at all?

Bodies with Soul are larger than life, consisting of consciousness, sub-consciousness, and dream time. Life outside of body has all of these same layers. If life in body is larger than life, then life experiencing all layers at the same time is as well, or more so. Who is this barrier affecting? All life in all its forms?

Is this barrier a thought form, or an illusion? Is it a mass hypnosis of a sort? Is it tangible? Can human thought form change the properties of this ‘illusion’? In combo with mass life, can it’s properties be altered?

In the land of thought form, am I also a thought form? If so, who is dreaming me?

Your presence has power, in that it causes chaos in the human nervous system … your intention may not be that, but it happens none the less. How to adjust so this connection is more gentle? How can the goodness in mind be amplified rather than paranoia or taught and trained fear?

See the barrier, see it change.

Maybe the energetic flow is going the wrong direction.

What if the magnetic flow of Toroidal Energy is going the wrong direction? What if the flow causes a closing of connection to all that is outside, in the unseen? What if this flow, when reversed, opens avenues to information and connection previously impossible? Which direction gives open flow and open mind?

http://cosmometry.net/the-torus—dynamic-flow-process

“We are all part of this world … the seen, and the unseen. I would like to see turmoil end, for it affects ALL parts of life.

Previously I hypothesized that perhaps those in the unseen world were not only fully conscious and aware, but inhabit the subconscious as well as the dream time humans experience. Maybe it is true that being fully conscious, they do not have access to what humans term subconscious, and since they do not sleep, perhaps they have no access to dream time either … unless they connect to humanity … but in doing so often find the human nervous system is overwhelmed, becoming chaotic and sometimes violent.

I had (currently) concluded that in the dream state, or subconscious state, or even the meditative state is where the barrier(s) are seen. I’m wondering if those who have transitioned to the other side of this seen life, not having access to dreams, or subconscious levels, cannot see these barriers, or manipulate them. Perhaps this is why some of them feel as though they are trapped.

In their frustration I ask them, “Please do not argue. See the barrier, see it shift”.

Beliefs are limitations, however they can also be used to break free of limitation. Thought forms are applied both ways, chosen once aware of their power. If you believe the one you are for is me, or anyone else, then you haven’t given yourself credit.

Perhaps we can shift this into another frame of mind, yet maybe we shouldn’t. That may be part of the issue, for everything is in frames or boxes, which create barriers for change. The box, or frame, is accompanied by a one track mind. Eliminate the frame, or box, and recognize there are many paths.

Part of the experience of being in body, walking this earth, is learning that no one can do anything for you that you are not willing to do for yourself. For a time, it may appears as though force works … overall, it does not. Rather than focusing on the strengths of others, take responsibility for growing capacity for your own strengths. Be fluid in movement and thought. Flow, do not force. Force will be met with force, flow will be met with flow.

Perhaps this is true, perhaps it is not. For me, currently, it is true.

Shhh ….. frustration and anger are inhibiting factors, release them.

I go quiet for a moment and a phrase from a song plays in my mind. “We’re all sensitive people, with so much to give”. Although this was the only phrase of the song which came to mind as message, my mind took off and listened to the whole song on its own … one of my favorites.

“STOP”, he says. I ask, “Will you please explain to me why I should stop trying to make peace with what is happening in my mind?

I closed my eyes and saw what appeared to be a lightning strike, only it was just light, flowing through the synapses of my mind.

“We’ll handle this”, he says. “It would be helpful”, I reply.

There are certain barriers of the mind which should not be trespassed, likewise, if it is a barrier to greater mind, you should not trespass. Even though I would like to help you move past, I will not, for it is trespass. It must be a willing exchange of allowance, and the barrier clearly states it is not a willing exchange.

It could be you are trying to enter through the wrong gate. Look for other points which are not barricaded, maybe one of those will be the entry you need.

The interconnectedness of all that is, in all realms, is incredible. Acknowledgement of these facets of life is essential for growing peace … on the earth plane, and beyond. I can only imagine the frustration of those unseen and unheard by most as they try to improve their conditions, and their situation.

Between A Rock And A Hard Place

Published November 28, 2018 by tindertender

Have you ever considered where duality stems from? Have you wondered if this field of opposites is being played out behind scenes which the majority is not aware? I guess there isn’t anything we can do about that, since most will scoff and be against even toying with the idea of it.

There is that old phrase about an angel on one shoulder and the devil on the other. Both of them constantly whispering in the ear, playing out a battle for the human mind. This is something many of us can understand, for we are all familiar with temptation.

Superstition never makes way for forward movement, for progression, it only lends avenues which shrink and atrophy the mind and spirit. I find myself there occasionally, as I’m certain many of you do … how in the world did this fear of the unknown creep into the psyche of humanity when many do not attend a religious service, nor have they been raised around, or taught about deities?

Who is it that sits behind the scenes, pulling strings? Do you suppose they are laughing? Do you think they try, try, try again until successful at causing anxiety, depression, anger, sorrow or any other typical emotion in the human mind?

I imagine them conversing, same verbiage, day after day, year after year, watching the reaction of people. I’m thinking they do so for they wish to experience every single emotion possible, through mankind, vicariously. Not really giving two hoots about the affect on the mind, they continue, for they need to know what makes us tick.

It is not a great discovery finding that all of life takes after this crazy mold. We are all raving lunatics, arguing about this, and about that, mad at ourself, or someone else, feeling righteous or ashamed. Pfft … it is all quite … undeserving of words, actually, because it never changes. It’s always this ‘game’ in which players change roles but no one ever wins.

It is not entertaining, it is quite annoying … and yet here I am, inserting an emotion into the mix once more. I guess it’s better than being a zombie, although I do wonder about humanity actually already being the ‘walking dead’. Looking around, it seems all too real … so much so I have difficulty in denying it.

I laugh to myself and I think, “I may be going a little mad.” I think about Tesla, and of the other great and whacky minds from the past. Many more than I am aware of … and then I think, “I keep good company.” And I laugh yet again thinking, “Ya, right.”

What in the heck was I thinking?

All I will now say is, “The paths of my mind are my own.”

Thoughts Gone Wide

Published November 25, 2018 by tindertender

As you argue about my innocence, I’ll stoke the fire. The spice of it is the most extreme by far.

I quietly begin to hang my clothes. As I raise my arm to place them in the closet I catch a whiff of myself. I smell just like a man! I laugh a little as I notice this and the thought that each of us carry both halves of the whole within our being is affirmed, noting that we are more alike than many care to admit.

I consider what objects will be gifted to those in need. The amount of ‘stuff’ keeps accumulating! One person does not need all of this! I’ll organize, then remove that which is rarely utilized.

Release can be difficult … of clothes, of any material objects, of emotions such as anger, jealousy, or fear, of habits that have become so well practiced they are not noticed any more. When something is lost it can be a challenge not to jump to the conclusion someone ‘stole’ it, or ‘forced’ the loss. Repetitive thought habits are the most difficult to release. This is because they are not released, they are transformed into new thought forms which are more beneficial.

I sit for a few minutes and I think about the planet and it’s cycles … it’s 5,000 year cycles. Humanity becomes too smart for their own good after this length of time. It is proven in the mass destruction which is apparent at the end. It is interesting, as those who have accumulated monetary wealth and a portion of power struggle to retain and maintain their treasure. It is a relief knowing they will lose it … for they have not yet learned to share properly.

The low hum of repetitive sound fills the room.

I break free from the current process to find anger reflected over information shared. It is intriguing how some will fight tooth and nail to prove someone wrong rather than simply look at the information as an outsider, without emotional attachment. Has this response been ‘trained’ into the human mind?

A man is all jacked up because a ‘block’ has been put on his content. He swears, he fits, and he screams for attention, demanding that this block is removed. A viewer stated that he ought to continue with his talk, that maybe someone will take notice and he will get the attention he seeks. He replied that ‘liberals’ love to label people instead of asking why they feel the way they do … I do not think he is aware that he just labeled someone all while being quite foul.

Curious why random phrases draw responses from surprise sources. I suppose it is reminder that nothing is private, or hidden.

The below link really isn’t related to these thoughts other than I find it fascinating how truth can be right in front of our faces, yet denied adamantly, while so many fight with each other about who is a conspiracy theorist, or who prefers to live in a comfortable little box. Amazing stuff here!

… And here I’ll leave it.

https://weatherwarfare.worldatwar.info/quotes/?utm_source=Copy+of+geo&utm_campaign=EMF&utm_medium=email

Going Deep

Published November 25, 2018 by tindertender

The mind expands, so full of, seemingly … everything. Awareness embraces the elements ~ water, air, earth, fire … it embraces possibilities as they enter the field of thought.

The effort to purposefully open consciousness in order to receive information can be a tricky balance between sanity and ultimate confusion. Doing so will provide access to those “aha” moments as well as those who despise the blessing of the “aha” onto humanity. One must be prepared for this and remain strong while the fingertips of the unseen play with the mind.

Discernment … how does one become good at it? Often the senses, those inner strings which are toyed with, allow a trigger to be activated … flight, strong stance or fight, a going to, and a turning from … these ‘skills’ can only be honed in the midst of experience.

Often life gives us things which we deem as unpleasant, yet these very things work out to be our greatest blessings … in hind-sight … although we’d swear the opposite during the most intense moments.

That which has kept the innermost portion of a man, a woman, separate from each other is breaking down. We find that our attention is being focused in many areas at once, aware of so much more that what is within the four outer walls … of the flesh, of the house, of the country.

Our emotions are amplified as we take note of the hidden, as we realize life as we’ve known it has been but an illusion.

The question then is how do we undo the training received and actually help one another? How do we release the need to safeguard our personal spaces and open up to facilitate healing?

While those intent on harming life will be successful, causing pain, the balance will be shifting, and when balance is met, even tipping to the opposite of what we’ve known, the harm will begin to decrease and peace will begin to grow, quickly becoming normalized.

Those brave souls who do this work are the most courageous of humans, for they risk everything in order to gain this balance … for the benefit of all life.

As you sit in meditation, or simply in a still space, in silence, absorb the thoughts which pass by, have the aha moment, go deep into this world and pull forth from it the things which will assist in expansion … of thought, of understanding, of compassion, of care and of love.

When we see that our emotions are the same as others, when we understand that all of humanity wishes to be recognized, understood, loved, and blessed with a sense of honor for that which they contribute, no matter how detailed, then we begin to know fully how alike we truly are. When this happens, we can look at someone and see their argument, their frustration, their joy … it is exactly as we have experienced during life, at differing times.

Fear, pain and the shriveling of self they cause are similar for all as well. Some are able to fortify and pull up, while others are more vulnerable (children and those who have suffered since the dawn of innocence). Rather than saying to those they should buck up, man up, woman up, it is imperative that we instead assist in the healing … especially if we are some of those who are among the first who are able to firm up.

The depths of our being are intertwined. It is quite truthful in that when one suffers, we all suffer. It may not be apparent in the visual, but it will affect all life as the ripples of the situation will forever expand and mesh with all other experiences.

Why does it seem the negatives are so much more powerful that the positives? Why does fear and pain seem to override joy and love? Why does war seem to overtake peace?

The reason behind the imbalance is quite simple … the negatives in life are promoted. They are promoted by governments, by television programs (movies and news), and by those who follow through with the ‘programming’.

Those who are awakening to the larger reality are often drugged and labeled as having a ‘mental’ issue, simply because our health care system is not equipped with knowledge or understanding. They are trained in symptom management only. Thankfully they are, and my hope is that they will rise to take their knowledge one step further, into that of true understanding of the union between the seen and the unseen.

Truth can cause anxiety and/or depression … once the workings of our current system are seen and understood, they cannot be forgotten.

The more we choose to ‘fight’ something, the greater energy needed to maintain the fight, for the energy dumped into it only makes it stronger. I am surprised more people do not understand this.

“It takes a strong man to go into battle, it takes an even stronger man to walk away from one.” The one who decides to stay and fight is doing their perceived duty, protecting that which is seen in need of protection. The one who walks away sees that the energy is being harvested, manipulated, and utilized to increase the warring. And while they walk away from the fight, they are attacked by their fellows because of it, so they are inwardly fighting a resistance to those who would manipulate them, and to those who have been convinced that fighting is the only way to be, the only way to survive.

It’s a double whammy for certain. Many folks in this world are battling two enemies, in fact, we all are. We struggle against peers who would steer us, we battle against the unseen manipulator who would have us destroy each other, and our self. We work diligently to manage our thoughts, to maintain control of the emotions rather that letting the emotions control us.

This life is indeed a battle, a battle for our sanity, for our ability to love our self and others, for control. In this control wars are fought, lives are lost, people starve … for food, for love, for acceptance, for encouragement, for recognition.

Stop the fight. BE you, BE whole, it is yours already. Stop allowing others into your mind, shut the door on their permissions for manipulating your thoughts and actions. It is but a game, a dangerous game … step out from it into the freedom inherently yours.

As you step away from the perpetrated drama, you will begin to see more clearly, from the outside. You will view the world as those who remain fighting crush each other, mentally, physically. You will see how they manipulate situations in their ability to live, and to thrive. You will see how they take … and only give when there is something greater to be gained. You will watch them as they destroy each other.

Being part of the destruction will not stop it. The only thing which will stop it is a non-participation in it.

Do you foresee a future where people will take note of it and act upon it? Do you think humanity is strong enough to withstand those who would destroy them? Do you think those who wage destruction will eliminate each other rather than eliminating the whole?

Are we willing to do our part, stepping back and preparing the tools (inner and outer) which will be needed to assist in bringing healing to those who leave the fight?

It is unfortunate that so many in this world make a game of war. It IS a game, one in which they are paid handsomely for … with money, washed in blood, while those who give the orders feast on warriors death and stolen power.

Who better to teach them than those who have already walked the path and are now in the unseen worlds providing influence for continuation? Continuation of death, and pain, and destruction which fuels their energy collection, and therefore their continued life … vicariously through our own, and the collective suffering of the world.

It has become quite clear humans are very good at destroying each other … mentally, emotionally, physically. Are we just as good at promoting health and care and wellbeing? Only WE can answer that question, should we wish to know the answer well enough.

These negative influences must be ended, they must be denied should humanity and all other life have a chance at true love and gracious living.

Time Ticking Away

Published November 21, 2018 by tindertender

Summer of 2002 came and went and from that time to now has been a battle to claim the life I had ‘before’. Now, so near to it once more, I ask myself seriously, “What was life like ‘before’?

Subtle … trauma after trauma, events which crushed the spirit, time after time. Three and a half decades of this and a spiral into darkness, coming to the conclusion I had lost faith in humanity. Then, change … drastic change. Change which was manipulative, yet in a different way than previously experienced. Naive, I didn’t fight it … at first. Nearly two decades later and a little more sense can be made of it, or so it seems.

Humans, our minds are so pliable. From nearly day one we are taught to follow suggestions, or direction. Opinions, suspicions, beliefs, and fears of others are weaved into our persona, it is done by other humans we see, and influencers outside of time.

Many people go through life thinking of their “guardian angel” and relatives and pets who have transitioned. They believe God has given each of us a guide, a protector, and a comforter in our times of need. I am one of those people. Awareness has been given that there are others who do not have our best interests in mind.

The mind cannot be silenced by ‘willing’ it to be. Training takes place to remain calm while many thoughts flow, becoming the observer only, just watching the thoughts. Bed time is a perfect example for prime time to practice. When the discharge of many thoughts refuses to end its flow, a deep breathing must begin, focused on the in-breath and the out-breath. Soon the nervous system calms and relaxation occurs making sleep possible.

This is very good practice. You can’t call it ‘mind over matter’ for the mind was chaos made still, by focused, conscious effort to slow the entire system. Does this mean then that it is ‘matter over mind’? I think that is an obvious NO. Well then, it must be ‘conscious and aware effort, or allowing, over mind’.

We see then that ‘mind over matter’ is topped and surpassed by ‘conscious and aware application over mind’.

What is the source of this application used to still the mind? What portion of life which I currently call mine is capable of observing the chaos of mind and then altering it, as it flits from one thought form to the next? It resides ‘outside’ of mind, or ‘thought’ … it simply IS.

Back to the original topic … what began in this life as a hidden (yet obvious) disruption of happiness, then became an open attack on the very fabric of existence. The latter was believed to be 1,000 times worse than anything experienced before. But just now I look at it from the present moment, and I see they are the same … in the beginning it felt real bad and no explanation could be given for it, later explanation seemed obvious, but now …

Is it even possible to experience evil, followed by a lesser evil? Or is it simply the same, just with varying characteristics? It could be that one portion determined to orchestrate and manipulate a circumstance for a desired outcome. It could be a portion broke away, not really wanting to go there, but these ‘methods’ of making things happen are all they know, not aware fully that it is still same-o, same-o.

One would not call a dog a cat, but if both had rabies and wanted to suck on a jugular, both would need to be put down. A plum would not be called a pear unless the two were spliced together to create a hybrid, which cannot be replicated through seed, for it is not ‘natural’.

I guess what I’m saying is that opposites seem to be necessary (I can theorize it is for full experience of diversity) and when things are made to be the same, or meshed, or joined together via disease, or force, or some weird scientific experiment … it just isn’t going to be successful in the long run.

As a younger person, full of power the body’s composition is blessed with, the forces of the world can knock a soul for a loop and it may not be understood what happened. Later, when it seems to be obvious, the only questions are, “What is evil, what is good, who is for, who is against, and why.”

There may never be enough time to know. Especially if no effort is made to gather ‘intel’, in all fields, in all relationships, in all experiences, including those of ones own heart and mind.

Given that time is quickening, there isn’t time to waste.

You Have The Remedy

Published November 18, 2018 by tindertender

“You do not know it, but in you is the remedy; you cause sickness, but this you don’t see. You are but a small form … this, you assume: but you’re larger than any universe, in reality. You are the book that of any fallacies is clear, in you are all letters spelling out, the mystery. You are the Being, you’re the very Being … It: you contain That, which contained cannot be!”

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