When the door is closed and locked then only the key will open it, fear and anxiety will fill you within if you cannot find your key.
You will feel disconnected from the warmth, contentment and peace that is waiting for you when you unlock and open the door.
You now are easily upset and angry at yourself and whatever is around you because you cannot open the door.
You can try to take a shortcut and break a window and get in but that will only add to your frustrations, for you still must find your key.
You must take matters within yourself and either seek and find the key or find help from a locksmith that can look within the lock of your door and create the key so you can open the door to the peace and love of your home.
Now it is time to question what really happens to us in the afterlife. In order to do that, you have to be already awake here on Earth, and cultivate not only your self-awareness, your insight in your own inner divine self, but most importantly you ability to discriminate who you are dealing with in those spiritual or astral worlds. Ask yourself, why would a council of spiritual guides or masters busy themselves with processing the endless stream of deceased souls through life reviews to make them aware of what they might have done wrong.
True guides and masters have better things to do. It is the same there as here on Earth. People are conditioned to believe what authorities tell them is good for them. The school and governmental systems are set up for that purpose. In the spiritual arena, churches, priests, and gurus take up that role. People end up not believing in themselves. In certain yoga systems, they will tell you that there is only one Guru, that is your own inner divine self. Listen to that and you know what is true or not. Of course, you can listen to what somebody else tells you, but then go within yourself, and feel if it has any value, if it is based on truth, and let your own inner voice to have the last word.
When it is your time to leave this physical body behind, and experience the astral dimensions, be aware of what you encounter, and question everything. Keep your awareness in your center, and from there feel what the possibilities are for you at that point. Discernment always has been a necessity, now even more than ever before.
…What happens in those ‘life reviews’ is cunning manipulation of your emotions in order to feel guilty based on your own morals and belief systems. In the universe there no good nor bad. Good and bad are based on conscience. Conscience is a mental construct n our own personal history of rules of behavior instilled in you by your environment, that is, parents, family, friends, school teachers, government. Then we add to that our own point of view of what we find acceptable or not. It has no bases on anything divine, or cosmic or spiritual laws. The cosmos is neutral in that regards. Anything goes. Yes, there is cause and effect. Whatever we do will result in certain effects that one has to deal with. There is nothing in the universe, nor inside yourself that says that you have to go suffer because of what you did in the past. You might want to rectify something that you are not comfortable with, but there are always ways to do this in a positive way.
The council of the ‘spiritual guides’ will never openly say that you did something wrong. They know better and they cannot force a soul to incarnate again. They show those scenes of his past life that they know will instill guilt in the soul, so eventually the soul will agree to go back into a physical body to go suffer again in an effort to dissolve his ‘sins’. When it is time to incarnate again, we find, yet again, other ‘guides’ that show the soul a selection of human lives from which he can choose, and then program certain life events that will ‘aid’ him in learning his lessons.
Shouldn’t we ask who are those ‘spiritual guides’ in the council of life review? Any authority that that makes you feel guilty, and tells you what to do is assuming control over you and makes you subject to their own wishes. Such an authority has their own agenda. Councils are OK when they work for the betterment of other souls or beings, but not if they impose something, even if it is done is a subtle or deceptive way. If you hear the word ‘contract’ that you have possible agreed to in a distant past, you should cancel it right away, because it is most often a deal in which you were tricked into.
Don’t misunderstand me, Earth is a learning school and we can reincarnate here as many times we want for whatever reason we want. The problem is that the soul between life times, is being manipulated into believing that he has done bad things, and that he must suffer again.
Now, ask yourself, if this is karma, if man has to suffer, then those suffering humans, need others who will inflict the suffering on them. For example, if you have to undergo bullying, then there needs to be a bully. So, what truly, enlightened guide or master, would make a soul incarnate and pre-destine him to go bully others. Or to go torture and kill. Or to wage wars, etc. Who makes psychopaths incarnate to make the lives of ordinary people hell on Earth? Then when these psychopaths die, they get the same story in their life reviews, and get send back to undergo suffering this time. And on and on it goes. The suffering of humanity never ends. And,…that is the point. Because all that suffering generates a lots of emotional energy that is harvested by the alien Controllers.
There is a possibility that cannabis has been made legal only because by using it, you lock yourself into the 3D matrix. Using any drug, smoking or abusing alcohol can potentially cause a “hook” which will ensure the soul remains in 3D.
Foods also have a particular affect on the ability to ascend …
It is a challenge to be kind to self when self has been taught to be so destructive toward its own nature.
It is difficult for me especially because my roommate always bakes these delicious processed foods, which I eat most of, because he does not.
Meats can be a triggering aspects of remaining hooked into 3D too … in particular, pork.
I go through waves of being kind to self, and being self-destructive.
I hope some day while I’m in a mode of being quite kind to my body and life that it ‘sticks’ and stops swaying between the polarities.
Oh how I would love to rise, to leave behind this 3D matrix.
Do I have what it takes to leave behind all habitual patterns which weigh the body, spirit and soul down?
Who knows … I guess we’ll find out … although I’m ‘told’ there won’t be any recollection of the struggle.
It’ll be what it’ll be.
I think Ivanka Tump is already in 5D … no one in 3D appears so perfect. How many others are already ‘there’?
A question many of us are asking ourselves these days.
I Am a resilient survivor.
A tackler of inner triggers.
One who must consciously focus on positive affirmation to counter the habitual negative patterns.
A molder of personal character.
One who is in process of releasing judgement and the need to be right.
A person who has vowed to never simply ‘settle’ for the mediocre, the stagnant waters of life. Making effort to stir it up, open it up, and create that which is beneficial and able to incorporate something greater.
One who recognizes that life is a balance.
Working on the scales of positive and negative, aware that when a negative crops up it must immediately be countered with a positive.
A woman who is taking pleasure in cleaning up her surroundings.
A woman in process of admiring that which she has become … thus far …
She recognizes that pessimism and thoughts about the way things ought to be need thrown out the window.
She longs to love and care for life in all its many forms and ways of being, yet like religion, knows that variance of opinion or belief does not need to be imposed upon another.
Freedom to be, to choose … an inherent right, as long as it does no harm to the children, physically or mentally.
Harm … who is to judge what that is? For it varies on the scale of 1 to 10, as does all else in this world … the Scale of Polarity.
I Am She who sees the light of a child in the eyes of a canine, a squirrel, and many other forms of life.
She who sees love shared among even the smallest of creatures, and the celebration of joy in the simplest of experiences.
One who acknowledges past conditioning created many barriers which need dismantled, patterns of beingness reformatted.
She who is determined to take charge and choose a different future from those of previous cycles. Choosing to be an active Creator of environment and life.
A Gentle Soul capable of a Mighty Roar.
One who accepts the guidance and sometimes path altering pushes from Guardian, Guides, Ancestors and Angels.
She admits that her thoughts and ideas should not, and cannot, form the collective scale of what is appropriate. So she practices release of opinion and the sometimes hidden judgement.
One who is grateful to be free from rule-making and managing the various outputs of another.
The world is filled to the brim with people pushing, pulling and attempting to format the minds and hearts of those living around them, and otherwise, ignoring the internal workings of their own mind and heart.
Any time a criticism arises of someone or something, it must be flipped straightaway to the personal … Am I this or that? Do I do this or that? Only then can we begin the see the reality of outward appearances and circumstances as our mirror, which is most often found to be our own reflection.
That beautiful mirror that allows us to see the Raw Truth, should we be willing.
We are placed in a family unit which holds certain beliefs and life styles. Some say we choose this family … I think not.
We are taught certain behaviors, certain habitual patterns, we become acclimated to a particular area of the world.
We spend our life in these patterns until we decide we wish to reformat our life, into something WE choose, not that which our parents and peers instilled in us.
Even then, the choices we make are under constant manipulations, constant trials we face as we retrain our minds and restructure our habitual patterns.
We may fall into the past pattern occasionally, or even frequently. Yet we must continue to rise above it, to change the pattern, to eliminate reminders of these patterns from our lives in order to give ourselves a fighting chance at restructure, at choosing consciously our future.
Since we know our younger years were manipulated by the hidden hand, who also affected our role models lives, we can say that ‘choice’ is simply what we do from the limited experiences we have been given to pick from.
Anything else …
We’ve got to create ourselves.
How do we know it is proper choice vs manipulated choice?
Proper choice will benefit our life, and assist us in spiraling upward and forward into greater experiences, where goodness multiplies rather than its opposite.
Manipulated choice is that born of programming from youth and varying circumstances we were exposed to, involving a limited number of choices available, keeping a perpetual cycle of some form of chaos alive.
Usually, it is the manipulator who will remind you “it was your choice” …. all while they urge the fall from grace, so to speak.
The hidden hands … they cannot ascend. They have chosen dominion over this earth and have paid the price for it … their very soul. This is where they will be for eternity, or until they can no longer keep their life viable. Misery loves company, and they will do whatever necessary to keep humans trapped in these particular lower fields.
By rule, they can tempt you, but they also must tell you how to help yourself. “Stay away from thc …. go ahead and smoke it …”
The tempter will always tempt, and then say it was your choice when you fall. They simply cannot leave well enough alone. It’s a game you see … sheeple are a commodity for the woke and ancient ones pulling strings.
So … it is clear that in order to change habitual patterns, the entirety of the environment must change. Making this shift is a challenge in itself when others are involved … when one must wait for them to take action on their own part. And when they don’t …
Jekyll & Hyde Bitch
I don’t like to wear the hat, honestly. But this is the future I’m talking about. How does one remain in LOVE when they are fighting to cleanse their environment, giving their Soul the best chance possible for stability? Well, love of self must outweigh anything else …
The tempter … they are hidden and also in plain sight, often they are latched on for dear life … because it is you (and me) they feed upon, energetically and physically. To them our presence literally means that which sustains life … theirs.
Last night during meditation I asked to be connected with my Soul Tribe ~ those beings who are of the same frequency as myself.
I travelled to a facility where we were all working in the clothing line … packaging it all up, getting it ready to ship to differing distribution points.
I had a conversation with a woman (more like, I expressed an opinion) about the construction of a woman’s bra. She was not interested (understood by the look she gave me) and moved away from me with another woman without really engaging in the conversation.
Obviously, not my soul tribe.
Astral travels are intriguing in how they construct themselves.
I’ll keep meditating on it. Perhaps some day I’ll meet folks who care to have a conversation with me, without looking at me as though I’m an annoyance to them.
Or perhaps these ones simply don’t like newcomers … haha, wouldn’t it just be the case. Too similar to these days in the physical … every one suspicious of the other.
When a woman told me the goal was to free (or something) the 12 root tribes, I thought she was talking about natives, indigenous.
So naïve am I …
I’ve found reading material recently that explains it as something other than that. Knowledge … is key to understanding.
144 … 144,000 … learning …
Currently reading “Soul Empowerment”.
I was told I will know what I need to know when I need to know it. I’ve ALWAYS held this belief, always believed in the BRILLIANCE of Creator … so wise, keeping minds empty of certain knowledge before the time comes they need to learn it and know it. In this way, said knowledge cannot be used against us, meaning, what we do not understand (or even know) cannot be pulled from us and used as sabotage … I am forever impressed at the infinite wisdom of this fact.
When my first teacher fell away, these reading materials came to me, offering answers to the questions I had.
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