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Who is the Witness?

Published December 26, 2018 by tindertender

Someone speaks of a witness. I ask, “Who is the Witness?”

“Don’t worry about it”, he says.

There is a female who thinks there is a giant trap and asks, “Has anyone helped this person?”

A male calls me a slut. I ask him, “What do you consider yourself to be? You are an invader, a spy and a traitor … and I am your witness.”

As horrible as circumstances currently are in various places of the world, it is not difficult to be a witness. Observation is one of the easiest things to do, yet many are overwhelmed with outside influences to notice, taking everything personally, getting so entangled they cannot see clearly.

There is a consistent phrase being stated, “She’s stronger than I thought she was.” And I say, “I hope you are not in a position of power for obviously you do not know the art of leadership. You ought to look at every situation/person as though they are strong enough … simple, basic rules that you seem unaware of. But maybe you just got lazy.”

I ask, “What would you like, a chrysalis or a spiders silken thread casing? I do not see you being interested in transformation, so it might have to be the webbed casing.”

If it can be imagined, it will be. They’re all a bunch of ‘no names’, I wonder why? Secrecy, or perhaps they were never given names. One speaks up and says, “Gracie told me all about you.” Aaaahhh, finally, a name spoken, and no, I do not know a Gracie (except for my brothers new puppy).

This is a predominately male group who believes me to be dangerous. One of them is looking forward to the end of the sounds of constant crying.

When I was younger, at a tender age, alcohol was introduced to me. It is incredible how something that tastes so nasty can actually become a habit. I experienced over time a hidden manipulation which produced constant betrayal, despair and anger. These substances make the unseens job much easier, for it breaks down our will and our desire to fight that which intends to cause ruination of life.

There was a time daily living and events were puppeted without me having a conscious understanding. When I broke through the veil (which nearly killed me) I began to see what was actually going on. I could hear them working their plans, they hooked my mind in the attempt to control my actions.

Fortunately, there has been one who has loved me from beyond since the beginning. He sent to me those who assisted in the dissolving of the ‘hooks’ and stood by me as I built strength to overcome the invasive presence. Yes, they are still here, working diligently for the end they desire. And yes, I am their witness.

The odd thing is that although I’ve always been empathic, my senses are more so these days. People do not have to say a word, their energies tell the story far better than mere words could ever portray.

I’ve been in the practice of discerning energies, what is mine, what is being broadcast into my space. I have not been in the practice of searching others energies … only when they are placed in my space. I knew in the past how this felt, although I did not understand what it was … fully. I still do not understand it fully, but this journey I will continue to share with those who wish to read of it.

There will come a time when these skills will be needed, fine tuning is a must. The work is difficult, for transforming negativity is not an easy task, although with practice, it has gotten much easier.

As the energies of the planet shift, so shall the energies of the human, and they will become more conscious and aware of them. They will begin to see what the affects of their past actions and behaviors have had, and are having, on the world in which they live. At this point, there will be a clear choice to continue doing that which causes chaos and harm, or alter actions and words to build a brighter future.

This in no way means to allow others to stampede or break barriers. It means to stand ground for what is righteous and good … there are rules which must be respected, these rules will be enforced. My hope is that those who are hurting will realize that suffering people create suffering, hurt people hurt other people. When they understand this, they will be better able to view their actions and break the cycle, becoming part of the solution rather than adding to the problems we’ve been facing.

It is my belief we are in the end times. The battle is intensifying and while we would rather not be disrupted in our life, we will be … like it or not. It is better to be aware, to firm ourselves up, and prepare for this battle.

https://www.wake-up.org/two-witnesses/two-witnesses-revelation.html

Heed The Messengers

Published December 14, 2018 by tindertender

I feel you move ever so subtly. Should you care even a little, you will never do this again. No one can force you to care, just as you cannot strip the “stubborn” from my mind. Oh yes, for a time it may seem you can … yet sooner or later, you will see the truth.

I should be angry, and for awhile I was. But knowing I deserve peace, knowing I prefer to share it as well, I release the need to be angry, upset, or obsessed with your removal.

Life is gifting me an experience which on a grand scale, I guess you could say, few have had … or at least been able to cope with.

A little less subtle now, you can quit at any time.

Substance abuse (alcohol, drugs) … opens the gateway to the soul, and allows crap to come in, pretending to be cake. If only people knew, they would claim sovereignty and never give up their power.

If only people knew what they do when they break a child’s will, their rebellious nature, forcing them to conform, rather than guiding them to know self-control, and projected use of their senses … for good, for their-self and all others their life touches … near or far, in the circle or outside the circle.

It’s rare, I know, that the indoctrinated breaks free, actually surviving that which attempts to crush their spirit.

Do you realize how many sentient beings are slaughtered every day? They are in-line, waiting their turn for throat slit, watching those before them. They know they are going to die and fear and panic sets in, adrenaline coursing through their veins and their entire body. Do you understand the amount of fear and panic being unleashed into the energetic field of life? That this is what is being physically eaten and breathed?

It is no wonder at the suffering humans unleash into this energetic field they eventually find their own mind, their own life, their personal reality,  affected negatively by it. Yet still, it continues. How long before the truth of it gets through to the mass majority? Will it be too late when it does?

“You’re in my head, my energetic field, but you cannot over-ride my will. The one thing that is most important, has always been. Perhaps you did not know this about me. Perhaps you gave yourself too much credit … got a little cocky.”

Crescendo ~ yes it is happening now. Right brain vs left brain … creativity vs logic. Is there ever a time when right merges with left, actually becoming logical creativity, or creative logic? I think it’s safe to say there is plenty of creative logic going on in the world right now.

Sometimes I wonder if this presence is a blessing or a curse, and other times the answer is quite clear.

“Mind your P’s and Q’s …” meaning “mind your manners”, “mind your language”, “be on your best behavior” or similar. HA! I’ve never been very good at that, minding … but I am getting better at sensing truth, which has tempered my responses in many situations.

Thinking of ‘Santa Claus’ I realize indoctrination into conformity starts very, very young. He knows if you are naughty or nice … so be good. The manipulation of minds starts at birth, in many formats. I suppose for those who desire to control the minds of people this is a perfect way to start, by making the children want to conform so they get a prize. It’s happened to most of us in the USA.

Shadow: Embrace Spirit ~ Reaffirm your connection with the Divine. Remember that the Divine exists in the natural world and Spirit dwells within all.

Soul: Heed the Messengers ~ It’s easy to ignore the messengers and the signs they show, especially when they bring a message you do not want to hear. But now is not the time to ignore the messengers. Do not let fear of change or discomfort silence their voices. Stop procrastinating, see and hear the truth, and do what is necessary. The wisdom the messenger offers is born of your own intuition and need.

Let two be One: Stay strong ~ Life will present you with many trials. It will bring you times of joy, but also times of suffering; like the weather, it can be unpredictable, harsh and cruel. But you can endure all that comes. Know when to resist, and know when to let go. Know that sometimes you will lose, but that loss can make you stronger at the core. Stay strong. You can endure all.

AHA Moments In The Silent Hour

Published November 30, 2018 by tindertender

“This woman you speak of keeping for your own, she has her own dreams, her own intentions, her own desires, and her very own ability to choose. Although you choose her, she may not choose you, and in a world of freedom you must accept this fact, and allow it. If you do not, you force your will upon another, and this will be your reward, for what you give, you receive. Choose wisely. Behave in a manner which honors life.”

It is curious how the spinning mind chooses its thoughts, its questions. Recently I ask myself if hypothesis and theory mean the same thing, and although similar, not quite. HYPOTHESIS implies insufficient evidence to provide more than a tentative explanation.  a hypothesis explaining the extinction of the dinosaurs. THEORY implies a greater range of evidence and greater likelihood of truth.

I also wonder what year the word defalcate entered he English language. I look it up and it appears its first use was in 1541. I learned this word shortly after (or during) the year 2003, when an angry person used “defalcater” to describe me. Interesting, my recent past life regression hypnotherapy session took me to 1547. I can tell you, many bad things were happening then, provoked and carried out by self-proclaimed “righteous” men.

I ate a bit of chocolate while I lay half asleep in my bed. My mind went to the cocoa farmers and their reaction when, for the first time, they were given a chocolate bar, made from the product they grew. They had no idea what it was used for, or how sweet it could be. My thinking is, this situation is being completely taken advantage of by the wealthy. Someone should have (long ago) helped these people who were working so hard for pennies get set up and teach them how to make their own cocoa products, and then trade with them … Free Trade, so they could afford a life with more benefits.

Was it you who dreamed all this up? Who is the dreamer?

The Infinite ~ Time

I am in time, you (all) are ‘stuck’ in time. I am that moment in time you are stuck in! My question is, “Why did you choose to be stuck in this moment of time? The answer came, “For the experience”.

Life is a series of raising and lowering the emotional ‘shield’. As a child, shield down; at 1st trauma, shield up; gaining a friend, shield down; some sort of attack, shield up; falling in love, shield down; heartbreak, shield up; despair, shield down; survival, shield up; submission, shield down; rebellion, shield up.

‘They’ listen and track when the shield goes up, and when the shield goes down, monitoring the emotional behaviors and stresses and stressors for all people, ‘practicing’ flipping the switches in the minds of humanity. As many as are talking to any given medium or psychic, are as many as they hear as well. Plotting and planning, playing and toying.

Mind Blown is a collective, human experience. We all have it happen, time and time again.

Freedom is the ability to sit alone, in the quiet, without disturbance. I think most people get the meaning of ‘freedom’ wrong. The word and the meaning of it has been bastardized.

The natural man vs  a man infected by greed, anger and fear is quite stark in comparison. For a visual, I see a family pet, happy to see you when you arrive home after a long day at work vs that same pet once bitten by a rabid critter, turning on those who it once loved so much. The natural man is not capable of jealousy, theft, or creating insecurity in others, or feeling it in himself.

Look around you, what do you see? Look into your own heart and mind. Has the sticky fingers of the invisible grabbed hold of you? Are your emotions a raging ocean? The first step to balance and health is to realize there are outside forces at play, and it isn’t just a damaged you.

Shredding Layers

Published November 23, 2018 by tindertender

Fighting for peace is like shouting for silence. It only gives you more of what you do not want. What you resist, persists.

Pulsing sound pushes through this rooms space. It enters my ears, my mind, my ‘field’ and I close my eyes to rest with it a moment. This pulse disrupts the immediate surroundings, it interrupts thought, breaking up ‘normalcy’ making way for something new to be birthed.

The name of Shiva is sung in chant as I ponder these things. Shiva is Supreme Being, Primordial God of Destruction, Supreme Destroyer of Evil, and God of Yoga, Meditation, and Arts.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shiva

In the western world people are told to hand over any power they feel coursing through them to a “Savior”, one common name given is “Jesus, the Christ”. They are taught they are powerless, that all they need do is believe in Him and they will be saved.

While the world fell into the pits of darkness and as this darkness is brought to present day “Light” many still refuse to take action, to assist each other in the creation of peace and harmony.

We hear often in this society phrases using words such as “the left”, “the right”, “liberals” or “libtards” among many others. Those who use words such as these promote division and are not part of the Peace Movement.

Humanity is taught of devils and angels, evil and good, and it seems what is labeled as evil has a strong grip on the human mind.

What if … ?

… the human mind is an amplifier … When that of a spiritual nature unites with the physical?

… if the human mind is full of purposefully injected poison which is amplified upon union of seen and unseen?

… if the human mind and heart is gentle and loving, allowing that to be amplified upon union?

What if angels and demons are simply a reflection of the inner “programming” humanity has been subjected to while in body, on earth, by those with specific ‘plans’ for earthly outcomes?

What if we are being “played”.

The only solution is to cultivate kindness and compassion. When the majority decide to become masters of their fate, masters of their future (this life and the next) they will plant things in their ‘garden’ that are nourishing, rather than those things which will inflict starvation, for self, and for others. We WILL be coming back, the question is … what to?

Choice … that is where true power lies.

What if you are not evil? What if you are here to end evil? It is logical that the truly evil person and organizations would do their utmost to convince you of your imperfection and evilness. They would do everything in their ability to strip you of your confidence, and deplete you of your knowledge of the inherent sovereignty you were born with. Rather than make yourself small, or eliminate yourself, you must allow yourself to see that you are not what others have deemed you as.

Perhaps you are here to break us all free from that which has held us down for so long. Let us consider that you DO care enough to take action … to break the ‘temporary’ mold placed upon your head, and the heads of others.

What if ‘belief systems’ have been passed down generation after generation only to facilitate continued entrapment? What if the weavers of this ‘dream’ are afraid we will become aware of the ploy?

Humans: We hang out and live with the given (taught) assumption that all will be well when the Savior arrives. But what if that is You and you have been convinced it isn’t? What if you believe those who say you are small, or insignificant, or no good? What if we’ve all been mistaken this whole time? This flow, this Life Dance is about partnership … and this partnership will be as great as each individual portion of it … all involved, working for benefit of each other. (In this fashion, we join with what some call “Savior”, as a unit, as a team).

It’s time to break the mold.
Fear must be released.

If you believe you only need to follow the law and do as you are told and everything will be fine … you may be right. But maybe it is the information your heart and your innermost being holds that will set us free.

Seasons come and go … becoming chaotic as mankind attempts the manipulation of them. Poles shift. What was once covered in deep, thick ice is becoming dry land. Refreshed? Ready to grow good, clean life without toxins?

Perhaps this shifting of weather will now tackle the portions of land and waters that have been poisoned. Perhaps the fires, followed by extreme cold, will kill pathogens producing dangerous circumstances for the entire world.

This dance is not as scary as greedy men would have you believe. The dance of life is beautiful, harmonious, and necessary for ALL aspects of life … here, and afar … present, and future.

Observation is plainly showing the smallness of mankinds pathetic nature while attempting to control earths life cycles. What must be cannot be stopped. All the wealth amassed through time will be broken up and redistributed. Power can only be held for a limited time.

Like love … it must be set free, so that all beings get a taste of it, and for each it will be different … yet the same.

Harmonious flow,
Birth and destruction, 
A balancing of all that is … will be.

The Egyptian Gods: Ra, Thoth, Osiris … Some of most ancient we know of (with the exception NUN), and worth studying.

http://www.veritablehokum.com/comic/the-egyptian-god-family-tree/
https://www.ancient-egypt-online.com/egyptian-god-ra.html
https://www.ancient.eu/Thoth/
http://www.crystalinks.com/thoth.html
http://www.crystalinks.com/allseeingeye.html
http://oaks.nvg.org/ani-papyrus.html
https://www.zora.uzh.ch/id/eprint/141274/1/Lichtheim_1988_Ancient_Egyptian_Autobiographies.pdf

Metatron

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metatron

Tetragrammaton

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tetragrammaton

We all want our saviors,
But are unwilling to get up on the cross ourselves.

The ultimate truth is wordless …
It is the silence within the silence.

No one can pass the gateless gate,
So be no one.

Instruction has it that we are to do our spiritual work in private, so that no one else but those in Spirit are in company. Our ego, and need to obtain some sort of praise for ‘doing what is right’ should be kept in check, these are highly personal moments.

Follow the Yellow Brick road comes to mind … 

Spinning Entry … or Standing Still

Published November 18, 2018 by tindertender

How many doors are there to all knowledge? Is one forced to locate ‘A’ door? Pigeon holed into one line of entry? Or are there many doors, everywhere, all along life’s path?

Wherever we find ourselves on the journey, we will find, upon deep reflection, we are actually in the eye of the storm, standing smack dab in the middle of where all doors … and openings … meet.

Do you dare enter one of the doors? Or do you open them all and stand center, sending love and song and sweetness into each of them? Not really joining with, or meshing with any single room, or path, or group.

She spins right, wearing her white dress. Sparkles begin to fly off of her as she spins, entering the dark opening of each door. It’s as though a tube is surrounding all of them, and sliding down the rim of the aperture is Golden streams, like water dripping down the outer edges. Darkness is behind, yet these golden rivulets are reflecting light.

She stands in a circle of light and all of the doors seem to disappear, all except one large opening. It seems to open into darkness, but as she looks at it, it begins to glow slightly blue, ever so subtle in the dim, near impenetrable view.

Aaahhh, sunset. The sky a pale blue as the light fades. Silhouettes begin to appear. Buildings, hills, and anything that is abound the earth.

Hair like liquid gold, parted on the right. Gentle waves and a thin band across the forehead. Features delicate, beautiful … yet eyes are like liquid, icy laser beams. Your energy pushes against my middle and a sensation like … fear? … butterflies?

I wonder, your features say you are young, your stature small … yet there is no such thing as small is there? That is a word humans dreamed up after they stuffed themselves into a flesh suit. Reality … who are you really? Why are you pretending to be small when in fact you are so very large? Are you here to burn away my illusion? What if I’m not ready? What if I’m comfortable in the uncomfortableness?

Strange. I thought myself courageous, brave, and willing to face what is … yet this moment allows me to understand there is still fear embedded in the mind. It holds me back from walking through doors, from committing to anything, to remaining aloof.

One thing I’ve learned is that while patient, there is only so much of it that can be offered an individual. At some point, the comfortable will be pushed into discomfort, forced to stretch beyond that which they know. We’re forced to face our fear, willingly … or kicking and screaming.

I think again about what nice means. I think to myself, it wasn’t very nice of me to yell at someone the other day. Fortunately for me, he forgives easily, quickly, and just lets it go like it never happened. Then on the other hand I know someone who refuses to even try to come to an understanding, about what? I do not know. I realize I’m swimming between two poles of experience with two different people. One who forgives and moves on, the other who refuses and fosters negativity. Two completely different reality’s, and me standing in the middle … sometimes frustrated by it all.

All of a sudden I consider many other things as well.

Many … other … things …

Burdens Carried

Published November 14, 2018 by tindertender

Burdens carried can weigh us down. Often the burden has become such a part of life its presence is nearly undetectable. The symptoms are masked as physical pain, and perhaps depression, or anxiety.

Is the story of life real, or simply an illusion built around that which is ‘less painful’?

Just underneath consciousness there is a place where communication happens with those who we cannot see. Being quizzed, I woke to hear myself silently answer, “I carry the burden of shame”.

I thought about this periodically throughout the day and have come to the conclusion that this ‘burden’ is facilitated in the mind from birth.

As children many of us are taught that our creations are lacking beauty, that we ourselves are lacking that which makes us lovable. When pure joy rises up in us there is always someone there to squash it. It seems to carry on into adulthood, until it is recognized, and consciously ended. Often we must leave behind those who claim to ‘love’ us.

I wonder about this cycle in the world. It happens everywhere, not limited to this country or that.

As chaos grows on the planet we can see those who facilitate destruction more clearly. They are being called out, exposed for the ‘average person’ to see. This can be quite disheartening, for those we have trusted, and their methods, will be seen plainly.

The tough part of the process is to learn to see our own heart just as clearly as we ‘think’ we see others. This is difficult, for many of us prefer to think we are ‘righteous’ and the others who do harm are not. It is important to know that what we see in the world is also part of our self. The only way to heal it is to recognize it, ask of our self how much of it we see in our own actions and thought patterns, and then heal that.

In the shadows of the mind many things dwell, many things that are difficult to look at, to decipher, and to cast out. So many people project outward, trying to mend the illness of the world, all the while refusing to mend what is in their own heart.

Personally, I am left to discover this ‘burden of shame’ which I carry and make the attempt to find forgiveness where it is concerned … to heal, to shed the weight of it, and to freely rise beyond it … without the use of excuses.

It is a difficult process, for while the inner work is done, those who we see, other people, will attempt to reinforce the negative. At the same time, those who we cannot see will attempt to reinforce the burden we carry, convincing our mind that the burden cannot be released.

This battle is with the invisible realms, attempting to keep us from joy and balance and love. This battle is also with others we can see who are under the influence of those who wish to keep us from happiness.

The key is to observe, not absorb. Outside influences we can hear, and sense, are only that … outside influences. Let them remain as such while you gather your own thoughts and ideas about what you believe will bring healing … to your life, and to the lives your life touches.

Personal Expansion

Published August 8, 2018 by tindertender

When younger, and smaller in stature, I felt much larger, larger than life! Now that I am physically larger I still feel spiritually larger than life, yet forget how my body has grown until I actually roll to the side and rest my hand on my belly.

Funny … I still feel the frame made by bones and therefore feel ‘smaller’ yet know the physical has grown. I realize too, that the spiritual aspect of this that I call me has grown also … I am in awe as I recall the differing phases this life has afforded me. I am in complete wonderment of this experience.

I have a friend who knew me when I was much thinner and used to say I should have more pride and join a gym, lose the weight I had gained. I let it be known I would learn to love me as I was. It is foolish to always be chasing some ‘form’ or dream … the ‘now’ IS where it is at … besides, for quite awhile now I have felt sort of separate from this flesh, even while living in it. Strange.

When I hear people judge my appearance … my weight, my current hair style, my clothes, or my tattoos … I tilt my head in wonder. Can’t they see there is so much more than that going on here?

Photo by Karl Magnuson

I think about the human experience and I wonder … aren’t people aware that we are all so similar? The BIG one is the fact that our minds are always churning thoughts, even when from looking at us it seems we are calm, cool and collected. Most of us dream and have difficulty remembering them, unless we journal right away upon waking. We have all suffered loss … of things, of love, of friends. We have all experienced lack of some sort … food, shelter, compassion and care. Many of us probably believe we deserve mistreatment it has been happening so long. Many of us have grown hard and decided we simply don’t care any more.

How do we return to love? How do we foster joy and feed the innocence within us? How do we release pain, sorrow, anger, jealousy, fear?

It begins by undoing the broken record which plays in our mind. It is in the creation of NEW super thought highways, it is in counter-intelligence.

Do you know you have the power to transform every single aspect of your mind? And in that transformation you essentially create new realities?

Perhaps you have been in a sour mood, yet put on a happy face, pretending. Before you know it, you may even actually BE in a good mood. This is the power of the mind. You can flip these switches on and off at the slightest intention!

Intention is everything, and it is yours, it is mine, it is ours.

This world is the collective dream, and together we can change what we see and what we experience, simply by choosing a different thought, action, and outcome.

And so when I think of my physical form I think me ‘skinny’. I wear comfortable clothes which do not bind and I honestly am not interested in what people think of my attire. I am too focused on the inside work, the inner expansion.

Awareness … it means so many things to different people. Let the vision expand, take it ALL in, and the ‘little’ things, such as the body, seem much smaller … whether some say it is or not.

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