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AHA Moments In The Silent Hour

Published November 30, 2018 by tindertender

“This woman you speak of keeping for your own, she has her own dreams, her own intentions, her own desires, and her very own ability to choose. Although you choose her, she may not choose you, and in a world of freedom you must accept this fact, and allow it. If you do not, you force your will upon another, and this will be your reward, for what you give, you receive. Choose wisely. Behave in a manner which honors life.”

It is curious how the spinning mind chooses its thoughts, its questions. Recently I ask myself if hypothesis and theory mean the same thing, and although similar, not quite. HYPOTHESIS implies insufficient evidence to provide more than a tentative explanation.  a hypothesis explaining the extinction of the dinosaurs. THEORY implies a greater range of evidence and greater likelihood of truth.

I also wonder what year the word defalcate entered he English language. I look it up and it appears its first use was in 1541. I learned this word shortly after (or during) the year 2003, when an angry person used “defalcater” to describe me. Interesting, my recent past life regression hypnotherapy session took me to 1547. I can tell you, many bad things were happening then, provoked and carried out by self-proclaimed “righteous” men.

I ate a bit of chocolate while I lay half asleep in my bed. My mind went to the cocoa farmers and their reaction when, for the first time, they were given a chocolate bar, made from the product they grew. They had no idea what it was used for, or how sweet it could be. My thinking is, this situation is being completely taken advantage of by the wealthy. Someone should have (long ago) helped these people who were working so hard for pennies get set up and teach them how to make their own cocoa products, and then trade with them … Free Trade, so they could afford a life with more benefits.

Was it you who dreamed all this up? Who is the dreamer?

The Infinite ~ Time

I am in time, you (all) are ‘stuck’ in time. I am that moment in time you are stuck in! My question is, “Why did you choose to be stuck in this moment of time? The answer came, “For the experience”.

Life is a series of raising and lowering the emotional ‘shield’. As a child, shield down; at 1st trauma, shield up; gaining a friend, shield down; some sort of attack, shield up; falling in love, shield down; heartbreak, shield up; despair, shield down; survival, shield up; submission, shield down; rebellion, shield up.

‘They’ listen and track when the shield goes up, and when the shield goes down, monitoring the emotional behaviors and stresses and stressors for all people, ‘practicing’ flipping the switches in the minds of humanity. As many as are talking to any given medium or psychic, are as many as they hear as well. Plotting and planning, playing and toying.

Mind Blown is a collective, human experience. We all have it happen, time and time again.

Freedom is the ability to sit alone, in the quiet, without disturbance. I think most people get the meaning of ‘freedom’ wrong. The word and the meaning of it has been bastardized.

The natural man vs  a man infected by greed, anger and fear is quite stark in comparison. For a visual, I see a family pet, happy to see you when you arrive home after a long day at work vs that same pet once bitten by a rabid critter, turning on those who it once loved so much. The natural man is not capable of jealousy, theft, or creating insecurity in others, or feeling it in himself.

Look around you, what do you see? Look into your own heart and mind. Has the sticky fingers of the invisible grabbed hold of you? Are your emotions a raging ocean? The first step to balance and health is to realize there are outside forces at play, and it isn’t just a damaged you.

Shredding Layers

Published November 23, 2018 by tindertender

Fighting for peace is like shouting for silence. It only gives you more of what you do not want. What you resist, persists.

Pulsing sound pushes through this rooms space. It enters my ears, my mind, my ‘field’ and I close my eyes to rest with it a moment. This pulse disrupts the immediate surroundings, it interrupts thought, breaking up ‘normalcy’ making way for something new to be birthed.

The name of Shiva is sung in chant as I ponder these things. Shiva is Supreme Being, Primordial God of Destruction, Supreme Destroyer of Evil, and God of Yoga, Meditation, and Arts.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shiva

In the western world people are told to hand over any power they feel coursing through them to a “Savior”, one common name given is “Jesus, the Christ”. They are taught they are powerless, that all they need do is believe in Him and they will be saved.

While the world fell into the pits of darkness and as this darkness is brought to present day “Light” many still refuse to take action, to assist each other in the creation of peace and harmony.

We hear often in this society phrases using words such as “the left”, “the right”, “liberals” or “libtards” among many others. Those who use words such as these promote division and are not part of the Peace Movement.

Humanity is taught of devils and angels, evil and good, and it seems what is labeled as evil has a strong grip on the human mind.

What if … ?

… the human mind is an amplifier … When that of a spiritual nature unites with the physical?

… if the human mind is full of purposefully injected poison which is amplified upon union of seen and unseen?

… if the human mind and heart is gentle and loving, allowing that to be amplified upon union?

What if angels and demons are simply a reflection of the inner “programming” humanity has been subjected to while in body, on earth, by those with specific ‘plans’ for earthly outcomes?

What if we are being “played”.

The only solution is to cultivate kindness and compassion. When the majority decide to become masters of their fate, masters of their future (this life and the next) they will plant things in their ‘garden’ that are nourishing, rather than those things which will inflict starvation, for self, and for others. We WILL be coming back, the question is … what to?

Choice … that is where true power lies.

What if you are not evil? What if you are here to end evil? It is logical that the truly evil person and organizations would do their utmost to convince you of your imperfection and evilness. They would do everything in their ability to strip you of your confidence, and deplete you of your knowledge of the inherent sovereignty you were born with. Rather than make yourself small, or eliminate yourself, you must allow yourself to see that you are not what others have deemed you as.

Perhaps you are here to break us all free from that which has held us down for so long. Let us consider that you DO care enough to take action … to break the ‘temporary’ mold placed upon your head, and the heads of others.

What if ‘belief systems’ have been passed down generation after generation only to facilitate continued entrapment? What if the weavers of this ‘dream’ are afraid we will become aware of the ploy?

Humans: We hang out and live with the given (taught) assumption that all will be well when the Savior arrives. But what if that is You and you have been convinced it isn’t? What if you believe those who say you are small, or insignificant, or no good? What if we’ve all been mistaken this whole time? This flow, this Life Dance is about partnership … and this partnership will be as great as each individual portion of it … all involved, working for benefit of each other. (In this fashion, we join with what some call “Savior”, as a unit, as a team).

It’s time to break the mold.
Fear must be released.

If you believe you only need to follow the law and do as you are told and everything will be fine … you may be right. But maybe it is the information your heart and your innermost being holds that will set us free.

Seasons come and go … becoming chaotic as mankind attempts the manipulation of them. Poles shift. What was once covered in deep, thick ice is becoming dry land. Refreshed? Ready to grow good, clean life without toxins?

Perhaps this shifting of weather will now tackle the portions of land and waters that have been poisoned. Perhaps the fires, followed by extreme cold, will kill pathogens producing dangerous circumstances for the entire world.

This dance is not as scary as greedy men would have you believe. The dance of life is beautiful, harmonious, and necessary for ALL aspects of life … here, and afar … present, and future.

Observation is plainly showing the smallness of mankinds pathetic nature while attempting to control earths life cycles. What must be cannot be stopped. All the wealth amassed through time will be broken up and redistributed. Power can only be held for a limited time.

Like love … it must be set free, so that all beings get a taste of it, and for each it will be different … yet the same.

Harmonious flow,
Birth and destruction, 
A balancing of all that is … will be.

The Egyptian Gods: Ra, Thoth, Osiris … Some of most ancient we know of (with the exception NUN), and worth studying.

http://www.veritablehokum.com/comic/the-egyptian-god-family-tree/
https://www.ancient-egypt-online.com/egyptian-god-ra.html
https://www.ancient.eu/Thoth/
http://www.crystalinks.com/thoth.html
http://www.crystalinks.com/allseeingeye.html
http://oaks.nvg.org/ani-papyrus.html
https://www.zora.uzh.ch/id/eprint/141274/1/Lichtheim_1988_Ancient_Egyptian_Autobiographies.pdf

Metatron

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metatron

Tetragrammaton

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tetragrammaton

We all want our saviors,
But are unwilling to get up on the cross ourselves.

The ultimate truth is wordless …
It is the silence within the silence.

No one can pass the gateless gate,
So be no one.

Instruction has it that we are to do our spiritual work in private, so that no one else but those in Spirit are in company. Our ego, and need to obtain some sort of praise for ‘doing what is right’ should be kept in check, these are highly personal moments.

Follow the Yellow Brick road comes to mind … 

Spinning Entry … or Standing Still

Published November 18, 2018 by tindertender

How many doors are there to all knowledge? Is one forced to locate ‘A’ door? Pigeon holed into one line of entry? Or are there many doors, everywhere, all along life’s path?

Wherever we find ourselves on the journey, we will find, upon deep reflection, we are actually in the eye of the storm, standing smack dab in the middle of where all doors … and openings … meet.

Do you dare enter one of the doors? Or do you open them all and stand center, sending love and song and sweetness into each of them? Not really joining with, or meshing with any single room, or path, or group.

She spins right, wearing her white dress. Sparkles begin to fly off of her as she spins, entering the dark opening of each door. It’s as though a tube is surrounding all of them, and sliding down the rim of the aperture is Golden streams, like water dripping down the outer edges. Darkness is behind, yet these golden rivulets are reflecting light.

She stands in a circle of light and all of the doors seem to disappear, all except one large opening. It seems to open into darkness, but as she looks at it, it begins to glow slightly blue, ever so subtle in the dim, near impenetrable view.

Aaahhh, sunset. The sky a pale blue as the light fades. Silhouettes begin to appear. Buildings, hills, and anything that is abound the earth.

Hair like liquid gold, parted on the right. Gentle waves and a thin band across the forehead. Features delicate, beautiful … yet eyes are like liquid, icy laser beams. Your energy pushes against my middle and a sensation like … fear? … butterflies?

I wonder, your features say you are young, your stature small … yet there is no such thing as small is there? That is a word humans dreamed up after they stuffed themselves into a flesh suit. Reality … who are you really? Why are you pretending to be small when in fact you are so very large? Are you here to burn away my illusion? What if I’m not ready? What if I’m comfortable in the uncomfortableness?

Strange. I thought myself courageous, brave, and willing to face what is … yet this moment allows me to understand there is still fear embedded in the mind. It holds me back from walking through doors, from committing to anything, to remaining aloof.

One thing I’ve learned is that while patient, there is only so much of it that can be offered an individual. At some point, the comfortable will be pushed into discomfort, forced to stretch beyond that which they know. We’re forced to face our fear, willingly … or kicking and screaming.

I think again about what nice means. I think to myself, it wasn’t very nice of me to yell at someone the other day. Fortunately for me, he forgives easily, quickly, and just lets it go like it never happened. Then on the other hand I know someone who refuses to even try to come to an understanding, about what? I do not know. I realize I’m swimming between two poles of experience with two different people. One who forgives and moves on, the other who refuses and fosters negativity. Two completely different reality’s, and me standing in the middle … sometimes frustrated by it all.

All of a sudden I consider many other things as well.

Many … other … things …

Burdens Carried

Published November 14, 2018 by tindertender

Burdens carried can weigh us down. Often the burden has become such a part of life its presence is nearly undetectable. The symptoms are masked as physical pain, and perhaps depression, or anxiety.

Is the story of life real, or simply an illusion built around that which is ‘less painful’?

Just underneath consciousness there is a place where communication happens with those who we cannot see. Being quizzed, I woke to hear myself silently answer, “I carry the burden of shame”.

I thought about this periodically throughout the day and have come to the conclusion that this ‘burden’ is facilitated in the mind from birth.

As children many of us are taught that our creations are lacking beauty, that we ourselves are lacking that which makes us lovable. When pure joy rises up in us there is always someone there to squash it. It seems to carry on into adulthood, until it is recognized, and consciously ended. Often we must leave behind those who claim to ‘love’ us.

I wonder about this cycle in the world. It happens everywhere, not limited to this country or that.

As chaos grows on the planet we can see those who facilitate destruction more clearly. They are being called out, exposed for the ‘average person’ to see. This can be quite disheartening, for those we have trusted, and their methods, will be seen plainly.

The tough part of the process is to learn to see our own heart just as clearly as we ‘think’ we see others. This is difficult, for many of us prefer to think we are ‘righteous’ and the others who do harm are not. It is important to know that what we see in the world is also part of our self. The only way to heal it is to recognize it, ask of our self how much of it we see in our own actions and thought patterns, and then heal that.

In the shadows of the mind many things dwell, many things that are difficult to look at, to decipher, and to cast out. So many people project outward, trying to mend the illness of the world, all the while refusing to mend what is in their own heart.

Personally, I am left to discover this ‘burden of shame’ which I carry and make the attempt to find forgiveness where it is concerned … to heal, to shed the weight of it, and to freely rise beyond it … without the use of excuses.

It is a difficult process, for while the inner work is done, those who we see, other people, will attempt to reinforce the negative. At the same time, those who we cannot see will attempt to reinforce the burden we carry, convincing our mind that the burden cannot be released.

This battle is with the invisible realms, attempting to keep us from joy and balance and love. This battle is also with others we can see who are under the influence of those who wish to keep us from happiness.

The key is to observe, not absorb. Outside influences we can hear, and sense, are only that … outside influences. Let them remain as such while you gather your own thoughts and ideas about what you believe will bring healing … to your life, and to the lives your life touches.

Personal Expansion

Published August 8, 2018 by tindertender

When younger, and smaller in stature, I felt much larger, larger than life! Now that I am physically larger I still feel spiritually larger than life, yet forget how my body has grown until I actually roll to the side and rest my hand on my belly.

Funny … I still feel the frame made by bones and therefore feel ‘smaller’ yet know the physical has grown. I realize too, that the spiritual aspect of this that I call me has grown also … I am in awe as I recall the differing phases this life has afforded me. I am in complete wonderment of this experience.

I have a friend who knew me when I was much thinner and used to say I should have more pride and join a gym, lose the weight I had gained. I let it be known I would learn to love me as I was. It is foolish to always be chasing some ‘form’ or dream … the ‘now’ IS where it is at … besides, for quite awhile now I have felt sort of separate from this flesh, even while living in it. Strange.

When I hear people judge my appearance … my weight, my current hair style, my clothes, or my tattoos … I tilt my head in wonder. Can’t they see there is so much more than that going on here?

Photo by Karl Magnuson

I think about the human experience and I wonder … aren’t people aware that we are all so similar? The BIG one is the fact that our minds are always churning thoughts, even when from looking at us it seems we are calm, cool and collected. Most of us dream and have difficulty remembering them, unless we journal right away upon waking. We have all suffered loss … of things, of love, of friends. We have all experienced lack of some sort … food, shelter, compassion and care. Many of us probably believe we deserve mistreatment it has been happening so long. Many of us have grown hard and decided we simply don’t care any more.

How do we return to love? How do we foster joy and feed the innocence within us? How do we release pain, sorrow, anger, jealousy, fear?

It begins by undoing the broken record which plays in our mind. It is in the creation of NEW super thought highways, it is in counter-intelligence.

Do you know you have the power to transform every single aspect of your mind? And in that transformation you essentially create new realities?

Perhaps you have been in a sour mood, yet put on a happy face, pretending. Before you know it, you may even actually BE in a good mood. This is the power of the mind. You can flip these switches on and off at the slightest intention!

Intention is everything, and it is yours, it is mine, it is ours.

This world is the collective dream, and together we can change what we see and what we experience, simply by choosing a different thought, action, and outcome.

And so when I think of my physical form I think me ‘skinny’. I wear comfortable clothes which do not bind and I honestly am not interested in what people think of my attire. I am too focused on the inside work, the inner expansion.

Awareness … it means so many things to different people. Let the vision expand, take it ALL in, and the ‘little’ things, such as the body, seem much smaller … whether some say it is or not.

Freedom In Love, You Are Heard

Published July 25, 2018 by tindertender

When things start spinning it is instinctual to grab onto something, to attempt to stop the fall. As the struggle ensues, fear grows, panic takes over. Overcoming the inclination to scramble for safety is near impossible. Do it anyway … let go, trust that all will be well.

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Photo by Derek Owens

You’ve done all you can do for now. Unwind and allow your story to unfold of it’s own accord. You’ve earned the right to rest and relax. Remember the saying, “We do without doing and everything gets done.”

See yourself in the mirror made by the events in your life. What you are is what you attract. Certain events are fated to test our faith, beware falling victim to them, or blaming yourself for them. Rather, find yourself within the web through your life. Observe how you responded to life’s challenges, great and small. Release judgement and accept things exactly as they are, with love.

Honor every part of your story as essential to your highest unfolding. You will find answers in a thorough and honest self-appraisal.

The correct next step will be revealed – just in time. Keep listening for the lessons that the vulnerability of love brings.

Be tough, have courage, and dare to dream no matter what the circumstances. It may seem to be a hard time, but not only will you survive – you will thrive. In spite of conditions, you’ll succeed. Expect nothing less than what is in your most precious dreams and watch miracles manifest.

Look up. See the opening in the sky, the circle of blue filled with cotton-ball clouds, focus on this. Relax into it.

What Can Be Said Of Time?

Published May 10, 2018 by tindertender
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Photo by Aron Visuals

Every morning before I get a chance to talk myself out of it I climb onto the stationary bicycle. There is that moment when I begin to say to myself, “it can wait until tomorrow”, which is why I get on before I’m fully awake.

After the remaining exercises I sit and breath, quieting my mind, learning how to be still anew, every morning. With the work schedule it is easy to tell myself I haven’t time for deep silence or contemplation, yet this is exactly where the connection with the larger reality is made. By NOT allowing proper time, we only cheat our self of that which is most beneficial.

The mind gets distracted by things, time disappears as it gets caught in webs placed around us … advertising, television, commotion in the household, neighborhood crime, world events … to remain centered and come from that place is a challenge many do not take.

Strong energy is always inspiring and provoking. Anyone who wishes to follow an interest or continually grow toward something worthwhile has an enthusiastic energy.

Seeing imbalance in others seems simple, yet seeing it in ourselves is difficult. Finding balance is key.

Honoring our self is critical, and respecting the earth as sacred is just as important, for an unhealthy planet cannot support us as we need.

It is never too late to change. Regret is useless. Forgiveness may be necessary. Bravery is valuable. It’s beneficial to act with courage and to be empathetic, to grow knowledge of how our actions affect others and the planet.

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