All posts in the Manipulation category

Faulty DNA?

Published February 24, 2018 by tindertender

It is said that God made man in His image. It is also said that the world was destroyed, for no man was without sin, and then repopulated. It is also theorized that extraterrestrials have altered the DNA of humanity throughout history, several times, to get what you now see today.


We are still incapable of caring for each other fully.
We still hurt and maim one another.

Perhaps we are truly under the influence of one who hates us with a passion and works very hard to manipulate us, so that we end all life.

Or … perhaps there is something wrong with the ‘base’ DNA used for the creation of mankind.

I know many people who work very hard at being nice, at being caring to others … this takes quite the effort. I believe all humanity has a dark side that must be acknowledged and brought into awareness, only then can a conscious decision be made about what we will choose to be, what we will gift the world.

As I consider these things, I will also look once more deep within myself. I will be aware of the energies I put into the world and do my utmost to remain in the present moment, aware of my every action and phrase. It can be quite difficult as the many forms of ‘news’ come my way. It is very easy to get caught up in things, near and far.

My daily practice, all day.

Is ‘Existence’ Being Unraveled?

Published February 16, 2018 by tindertender

There is a fork in the road. Looking from above it can be seen as one path becoming two, OR it can be seen and two paths becoming one. Coming and going, there is unity or division. The way traveled will determine what that path means for you, and what you desire in your life … union, or separation.

Is our very existence being strategically unraveled?

Past Present Future

I roamed the infinite last night and came to a place where light skinned people worked the food stores. There was complaining as they stocked the shelves, they did not want to work the whole of their weekend. The tan skinned people lounged in their outdoor hot tubs located in the currents of the river. The waters were somewhat of an aqua color, everyone was smiling and laughing, men, women & children. Joy was upon their faces and one man looked directly at me.

I wonder why some who have one appearance must serve others with differing physical characteristics, instead of all serving each other. Will this fork in the road forever have this split?

It seems just as people are meshing together, some war, here or there, is concocted to tear people apart. It seems to me that separation is orchestrated by the monetarily wealthy with made up scenarios. It appears a connection of souls is not on the agenda … for some. If people stopped warring with each other, there would be no need for a certain group to direct the majority into chaos and battle … power would level out among the people and harmony would prevail.

The chances of peace happening are very real … if only people would think with their main brain and not use the head brain for following orders blindly, for believing lies told without questioning the truth of it, or the objective.

Once the main objective is found and understood, it should be carefully considered … is it good for the people, is it ethical, is it moral, will it facilitate peace and joy, or will it cause destruction and pain? If the latter, I am hoping the inner most part of a soul would reject it, and move toward a more positive solution for whatever issue arises.


EPA Allowance Of Nerve Gas In Foods

Published February 8, 2018 by tindertender

When man’s creation affects the health of all life adversely, there must be a reigning in. Yet what we see today is full throttle, full speed ahead, into careless and dangerous methods.

Our food, our air, our waters … they are all being systematically poisoned, causing the need to take a very strong personal action in our own households to combat this intentional pollution.

Often, the substances we can utilize to cleanse our bodies and minds of these harmful chemicals are they themselves contaminated with these toxins.

It seems the ‘powers that be’ believe people will just sit quietly by while they ingest whatever they are given, without care or concern, sleepers in illusion.

I hope people will soon understand that this battle should not be waged against each other, but against a system which holds no favorites among the populace, for it seeks to destroy us all … equally.

Imposing Behavior Modification

Published February 7, 2018 by tindertender

Who is orchestrating this mess, who is playing with inclination? The human body is made mostly of water, this we all know. Those who are paying attention also know that which is sprayed into our atmosphere consists of heavy metals, namely a dangerous, extremely poisonous brew that includes: barium, nano aluminum-coated fiberglass [known as CHAFF], radioactive thorium, cadmium, chromium, nickel, desiccated blood, mold spores, yellow fungal mycotoxins, ethylene dibromide, and polymer fibers. Barium can be compared to the toxicity of arsenic.

What do you think happens to conductivity when you add metal into water? The reactivity of metals with water is linked with their positions in the reactivity series. As a result of reaction of a metal with water, metal hydroxide is formed along with the release of hydrogen gas.

That’s right, ALL of life is being exposed to this on a massive scale, though some will not see it, and fewer will admit it.


Few metals, such as aluminium, can be removed through elimination activities, while some metals get accumulated in the body and food chain, exhibiting a chronic nature … This can lead to various disorders and can also result in excessive damage due to oxidative stress induced by free radical formation. Metals are substances with high electrical conductivity … The most commonly found heavy metals in waste water include arsenic, cadmium, chromium, copper, lead, nickel, and zinc, all of which cause risks for human health and the environment.

Water affected by sound frequencyApply Radio-frequency to water (our bodies) and you get much disturbance. Now add heavy metals … and then microwave energy. Seem like a good idea? Now add pharmaceuticals for countering the affects the first three have on the brain. Is it any wonder people are behaving in a rash manner?

References below:

If interested in the affects these sprays overhead are having on the body and mind, I suggest this link for reading, as it explains in detail the affect of them all.

Are you ‘hearing’ things, or getting the ‘tingles’?
Exposure to high sound pressure levels may result in direct auditory effects and indirect effects of auditory stimulation … Knowing the absorption coefficients is not sufficient to really predict the heating or other damage which may result. It is necessary also to know how the energy is distributed once it is within the body and where it is absorbed.

There are 35 metals that are of concern because of exposure, out of which 23 are heavy metals: antimony, arsenic, bismuth, cadmium, cerium, chromium, cobalt, copper, gallium, gold, iron, lead, manganese, mercury, nickel, platinum, silver, tellurium, thallium, tin, uranium, vanadium, and zinc. In large amounts they can become toxic or dangerous. Long-term exposure can lead to physical, muscular, and neurological degenerative processes that imitate diseases such as multiple sclerosis, Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s disease and muscular dystrophy. Repeated long-term exposure of some metals and their compounds may even cause cancer.
Lye is a metal hydroxide. It’s used in food, in soaps, in household cleaners … it will digest tissues of animals (and humans). Safety concerns with lye are their potentially destructive effects on living tissues. Solutions containing lyes can cause chemical burns, permanent injuries, scarring and blindness, immediately upon contact. The reaction between sodium hydroxide and a few metals is hazardous. Aluminium reacts with lyes to produce hydrogen gas. Since hydrogen is flammable, mixing a large quantity of a lye such as sodium hydroxide with aluminum in a closed container is dangerous—especially when the system is at a high temperature, which speeds up the reaction. In addition to aluminum, lyes may also react with magnesiumzinctinchromiumbrass or bronze—producing hydrogen gas.

The body is a ‘closed’ container. We are ingesting these metals through the air we breath, they are growing in the foods we eat. Add an intense blast of energy of high temperature (WiFi) and what do you suppose will happen to the body … the mind?

Metal inside your body when exposed to high power levels of millimeter waves (5G) could kill you outright by spontaneous combustion. Have you ever seen what happens if you put metal inside of a microwave oven?

I Thought I Knew …

Published February 4, 2018 by tindertender

scattered mind
I lay here, mind spinning, wondering if this is all there is. Why is it that everything which starts out so beautiful ends so crappy? It seems everything does. Bonds created where love was shared deeply would be broken, even shattered, every time. How is one able to maintain a sense of personal value when they are continually left behind?

I find that this life is easier lived as a solo human being. Sure, there are others here, but my heart is worn very close and it doesn’t travel far any more. As a fairly young woman (still), I am disturbed by this at times, but I keep coming back to the fact that this is MY time. Time for me to heal before I exit this journey … I wonder if healing is even possible.

I thought I knew what it was about, yet I now acknowledge I do not. The truth is, there is so much more to life than I knew, it blows my mind and makes for a very intimidating and confusing situation. I continue to bounce between acceptance of this and denial of it … an embracing of the truth of it, and a need to swim to surface and just float there, ignoring the depth of what is.

Some times I cry and feel like life is creating victims of us all, over and over again. So much pain has been inflicted on the masses … someone must be gleefully proud of themselves as we humans swim in this mess. Again I bounce to the polar end of this spectrum and am determined to live each moment to the best of my ability, practicing to emit peace into the world ~ surrounded by suffering.

Examine What You TolerateI rise from my chair and retrieve a 7 watt light bulb for my salt lamp. I am hoping the stronger light will generate more negative ions in my room. I just need things to calm the heck down. Purchase of another salt lamp is on the horizon, along with an indoor water fountain … or two.

I intend to do all I can in order to alleviate this electromagnetic radiation. “Exposure to high levels of nonionizing energy, such as radio wave frequencies, can damage the structure and function of the nervous system.”  From breaking strands of DNA in the brain, to inducing panic, disorientation and deep fear, as well as causing seizures and death, this is not something to be taken lightly.

There was once a time where one could just “Cowgirl Up” and move on, and still this is the case, however the effort to do just that must be intensified if one is to be successful. There is so much more happening now, and the affect it is having on our bodies, our brains, hasn’t really been studied that long … the findings that have been concluded are hidden from us by the majority.

As I observe chaos in the streets I try to remember who I am, yet I realize I never actually knew, not in ‘time’ anyhow … perhaps before time …

It’s All About You

Published January 31, 2018 by tindertender


“It’s all about you”, he said. She wasn’t sure if he was being sarcastic or trying to be funny … either way she felt guilty for thinking it could be about her. She felt the shame imposed on her from long ago.

“The world does not revolve around you!” This is was she had learned while growing up. She was told she was not special, she was taught to feel guilty every time she thought maybe she was special. Peers would say, “You’re special alright … special ED.”

Triggers, they get flipped when they are least expected. She knows these are false ideas yet years of training to behave a certain way, and to think certain things … well, these are habits which are hard to break.

Ingrained beliefs were pounded in her mind, followed by adulthood spent finding, clearing, and creating new ways of thinking … new habits.

It seems life’s goal is to embody error and then shed it as well. “Is there enough time?”, she wonders. “Will there be enough effort applied?” She has nearly lost hope that life might be anything other than that.

She realizes it’s a cycle, a revolving door of faulty thoughts and beliefs.

Spies Among Us

Published January 13, 2018 by tindertender

Spies among usDreams visited, watched. A thought every morning, first question asked upon coming into consciousness, “Why have you determined this is okay?”

This technology, these practices, go to show that there is someone they seek. In order to find them, the inner most hidden things must be watched, hence decades of patents and practices.

Do you not know that many of us are here to take hits for the one you seek? This game you play is countered by one even more astute than you, and we are with this one. Try as you might, make us crazy, push us to harm ourselves and others, poison us and broadcast your signals … whatever you do is futile in the end … and oh yes, there will be an end to this.

This is only a tip of this iceberg.
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