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All Is Seen, All Is Known

Published May 5, 2018 by tindertender

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Photo by Yeshi Kangrang

Knee Lightning
Smokin’ Beats
Health Striker

Your enemy claims he knows you.

Women, two young one older, riding upon a bicycle built for three. Very large man with young male child in arms walking behind them.

Feminine to feminine, male to male, they share knowledge retained for the two facets of humanity, skills that each wield in life.

All is laid bare, all is seen, all is known.

“You’ve Changed”

Published April 25, 2018 by tindertender

These may be words you have heard, many of us have. “She (or he) is not the same person I met!” While this may appear to be the case, the reality is a little simpler than that.

As we go through life … from childhood, teenager, young adult, adult, elder … it may indeed appear as though we change, just as greatly as the cells of our physical body. In truth, it is more accurate to say that we live life privileged to have many different experiences.

Looking Back

That child, teenager, young adult, and adult will remain with us as we enter our elder years. Life may look different, just as many objects do from various angles, yet the naive aspect of our self never disappears, only lives life from multiple views, constantly learning.

Circumstances change as the years go by, people treat each other differently through the age process, affording us all unique situations and valuable lessons.

So while it appears as though “she is not the same person she once was”, she is only enjoying life in abundant formations.

She is still here, looking backward, working forward, marveling at it all.

Simple Revelation

Published March 21, 2018 by tindertender

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During conversation it was mentioned that there is much suffering, it is seen and heard nearly everywhere we look or go. After years of taking note of this, a question arose in my own mind recently, “What else do you notice?”

Surprised, I considered this question and it became obvious. More than anything else heard and seen is ‘hope’. There is hope outside of pain, and there is hope within it as well.

So  much focus is placed on the hurt in life it is difficult to take notice of hope, it is so clear! Sure, I knew there was ‘hope’ about life, but this floored me! Hope is double perceived pain!! Yet the latter steals the show, every time!

In life it is easy to focus on the pain of situations rather than that which has potential to end it. This potential is far more powerful, if it will just be noticed and allowed to show through what has been conditioned into the psyche.

There it was, all this time, and only now do I see it.
Continually amazed.

Real, Or Fantasy?

Published February 12, 2018 by tindertender

Years ago I entered the Twilight Zone.

Twilight zone

It was quite frightening! I previously had no idea that it was a real place.

Now, I realize that this twilight zone is only an entryway into Star Trek.

Star Trek

There are plenty of folks in the world who actually believe these two examples are only a made up story, fiction which was born from the mind of people who were quite creative.

The writers of these series were indeed very creative, but more than that, they were open to receiving insights most people are not aware of.

Until humanity comes in tune with reality, they will dwell in the land of denial and blame. I’m pretty certain by now most people are aware that this is not the most comfortable situation.

There is so much more to living than what we’ve been told, what we’ve been led to believe. I think this is why people like to watch television so much. It is a great escape, a place where fantasies can be played out, where people can live vicariously through the stories told.

But not everything we see on the screen is fantasy, now is it? I think we could agree on that point.

The Team

Published February 6, 2018 by tindertender

Team of One

As a youngster in school we had sports. Instructor would call out captains for the two sides who would then call out their pick for their team, one row on one side, one row on the other, huddling together as the team grew to make a group decision when their next choice came. Always, every time, I would be the last one called. No one wanted me on their team. It really hurts to be that one.

In the unseen realm there are others who watch, they determine who is who. The only difference here from before is they are unseen, and they can hear the inner workings of all mankind. It’s not about whether you play sports well, but about how sturdy the mind, how gentle the heart, how strong the will. The test is in the capacity to endure, yet maintain compassion.

For so long no one wanted me as a team member, today, I expect the same. No matter what I will continue to try, not to please others, but to test myself. Team of one, holding my own, wearing a smile that is genuine. For in trying, I have given my all, and am quite satisfied with just that. No one else need confirm or deny, whether seen or unseen, my ability … they are free to think what they like … and so am I. We are connected, anyway.

I Thought I Knew …

Published February 4, 2018 by tindertender

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I lay here, mind spinning, wondering if this is all there is. Why is it that everything which starts out so beautiful ends so crappy? It seems everything does. Bonds created where love was shared deeply would be broken, even shattered, every time. How is one able to maintain a sense of personal value when they are continually left behind?

I find that this life is easier lived as a solo human being. Sure, there are others here, but my heart is worn very close and it doesn’t travel far any more. As a fairly young woman (still), I am disturbed by this at times, but I keep coming back to the fact that this is MY time. Time for me to heal before I exit this journey … I wonder if healing is even possible.

I thought I knew what it was about, yet I now acknowledge I do not. The truth is, there is so much more to life than I knew, it blows my mind and makes for a very intimidating and confusing situation. I continue to bounce between acceptance of this and denial of it … an embracing of the truth of it, and a need to swim to surface and just float there, ignoring the depth of what is.

Some times I cry and feel like life is creating victims of us all, over and over again. So much pain has been inflicted on the masses … someone must be gleefully proud of themselves as we humans swim in this mess. Again I bounce to the polar end of this spectrum and am determined to live each moment to the best of my ability, practicing to emit peace into the world ~ surrounded by suffering.

Examine What You TolerateI rise from my chair and retrieve a 7 watt light bulb for my salt lamp. I am hoping the stronger light will generate more negative ions in my room. I just need things to calm the heck down. Purchase of another salt lamp is on the horizon, along with an indoor water fountain … or two.

I intend to do all I can in order to alleviate this electromagnetic radiation. “Exposure to high levels of nonionizing energy, such as radio wave frequencies, can damage the structure and function of the nervous system.”  From breaking strands of DNA in the brain, to inducing panic, disorientation and deep fear, as well as causing seizures and death, this is not something to be taken lightly.

There was once a time where one could just “Cowgirl Up” and move on, and still this is the case, however the effort to do just that must be intensified if one is to be successful. There is so much more happening now, and the affect it is having on our bodies, our brains, hasn’t really been studied that long … the findings that have been concluded are hidden from us by the majority.

As I observe chaos in the streets I try to remember who I am, yet I realize I never actually knew, not in ‘time’ anyhow … perhaps before time …

What They Knew

Published February 1, 2018 by tindertender

She is suffering

There is a hole in my heart
But you wouldn’t know it,
For it is held high with hope,
Sturdy, in a lie.

Long face held still as a mask,
Right next to friends behind glass.

Billowing wind blows all awry,
Scattered now …
Yet clouds stand still,
Eerily aglow behind faces, amidst ashes,
Near trees in cages.

What they knew …
I tried to use them,
I’m putting them back now.

Sometimes it works.
Life, and the care given it
Can create miracles
All around.

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