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Happy Fathers Day

Published June 17, 2019 by tindertender

As I looked at my friend he described his love for a particular song and tears came to his eyes. I silently thought, oh my friend … it is really something when you see a man who was never privy to showing emotion be so openly connected and affected by a song … or any number of others small things such as that. I am quite grateful to be present through these life changes with my oldest known friend. It is a real privilege, and I am glad I never “burned that bridge”.

I came home and sat in my chair focusing on those in the Aether, those who live but are not seen, by most. I asked them if any of them had ever been Father’s, and I wished them a happy Father’s Day, explaining that the humans have decided to put away one day in particular to celebrate the fathers of this world, and that means ALL fathers, not just those we can see right now.

I have enjoyed my time here in this world. I have created many pleasant, and also many non-pleasant scenarios. I now work on making these creations of future more positive since I can see from personal history what both look like and what both entail.

I came across a book which I honestly have not read yet, I just found it this morning. It looks to be something which will be of great benefit in the process of altering current realities. If inclined, pleas check it out. Perhaps you may find value in it.

https://s3.amazonaws.com/academia.edu.documents/47050556/Kathara_Level_1_Manual-Op.pdf?response-content-disposition=attachment%3B%20filename%3DKathara_Level_1_Manual-Op.pdf.pdf&X-Amz-Algorithm=AWS4-HMAC-SHA256&X-Amz-Credential=AKIAIWOWYYGZ2Y53UL3A%2F20190617%2Fus-east-1%2Fs3%2Faws4_request&X-Amz-Date=20190617T130634Z&X-Amz-Expires=3600&X-Amz-SignedHeaders=host&X-Amz-Signature=64b50190f065da877f1129b386aa68661d40ce24bb3402b7b887a6d29e1ac094

Life has shown the intricacies of relationship are boundless. Often, these relationships are the result of our efforts to bring harmony. If there is any form of chaos, perhaps our method of interaction and cooperation are not quite up to par. Or perhaps we have not put the needed work in for a situation to be harmonious … or maybe the methods that we are working with do not allow space for alteration and flow that is needed in order to embrace all aspects of our community, our self, and our future reality we are working to build.

I have found that even though some people and some events have brought great suffering to my world, they have also allowed opportunity for great love, and an even greater understanding of what it means to allow freedom in our friends and their choices, simply being with that, not judging … that beautiful mess that is sometimes created that we often call unity.

Yes, working with many personalities and preferences can be a challenge, but when everyone is on, or at least ‘around’ the right frequency, it all flows, and it is all beautiful. Individuals working together in the best manner possible to bring harmony to the whole.

I love you, friends, for being the mirror I need to make sense of this world. Thank you for letting me learn from your example, and for allowing me to take part in your life. It is indeed the greatest gift in this world, and I am grateful.

Difficult Habits To Break

Published June 4, 2019 by tindertender

1) Observing in judgement, is the most difficult habit to break. We judge everything! Foods, clothes, mannerisms of those we see, generic categories we may make for those we meet. So often these judgements are negative of a sort. Learning to see our self without judgement is quite a challenge as well.

2) Quitting smoking is probably a second on the list. Whatever that tobacco is soaked in before drying and rolling is quite addictive.

3) Shifting from a “blame” attitude to one of, “what is here for me to learn” attitude is a consistent challenge. It always takes at least two to create a situation … there are always at least two responsible (meaning ‘self’ and ‘other’).

4) Midnight snacking is right up there with the others. Who has will power at 2am when they stumble into the kitchen and sees delicious snacks on the countertop? “Not I”, said I.

5) Remembering to “listen” before rushing to answer, chime in, or argue. If something triggers the emotional body it is easy to slip up and interject without allowing the speaker to finish. This appears rude, when most likely it is an excitement of some sort … the lips have a tough time ‘zipping it’ around certain topics.

6) Perhaps the temptation to be a couch potato is one for the list. Personally, if I come home and relax, that’s it … but if I come home and get the chores done quickly, then I don’t feel so bad about relaxing … but sometimes (most times), I just don’t care.

Words Cannot Fully Describe

Published January 22, 2019 by tindertender

Two big eyes, round and brown, and two more, smaller … brown and sometimes a deep and dark blue … look at me adoringly, what can I do?

We sit by the fire relaxing. I “pay” attention and feel my blood flow. I have visited the dark side, and I feel a glow.

Spots and wet tongues, seen and felt, silence (or is it?) fills the room. In the stillness I hear the hiss of burning wood and the whispers of those seeking solutions.

Almighty Power, are you really in me? I believe you are, that you’ve never left, even when appearing to be far, far away.

Brown … brown, yellow, red and white, when meshed together dark as night. From this darkness a spark appears, and explosion occurs which pierces the ears.

Light … light so bright, binding the dark and halting the fight.

Tears and fears, pain and suffering, shall fade … and be no more.

Gentle Pushes (Or Not)

Published January 12, 2019 by tindertender

The “powers that have been” sought only to control the populace … those “powers” are still in operation today. https://www.newsweek.com/project-mkultra-documents-cia-brainwashing-techniques-black-vault-1073061

CIA Director Richard Helms ordered all MKUltra files destroyed in 1973. This makes the new documents crucial to expanding our narrow perspective on the CIA’s actions from the operation’s beginnings in 1953 through the cover-up twenty years later.

Project MKUltra was an illegal program of human experimentation undertaken by the CIA to discover methods, both pharmacological and psychological, for controlling the human mind. Amphetimines, MDMA, scopolamine, cannabis, salvia, sodium pentothal, psilocybin and LSD were administered to thousands of unsuspecting people, throughout the United States and Canada. Others were subject to sensory deprivation, psychological abuse and rape, including the sexual abuse of children.

If you have been one to refuse the knowledge of what has been done covertly to the citizenry of this country and world, for decades (and probably longer), you may refuse the information discussed in the above link. If only this were ‘fake news’.

The many sudden, emotional, explosive, and sometimes deadly outbursts we see happening all around us are no accident. It has been carefully, strategically laid out before all people. The often mysterious chemicals which are in most of the food items, fluoride and a multitude of other chemicals in the water, a chemical concoction being sprayed into the cloud system, raining down on all people, nano-particles in the air we breathe, various drugs recommended from Ritalin to the most potent barbiturates, being prescribed far too frequently to all ages of people, legally … and pushed illegally. The television shows and news stations inundating households with violence, crime, and immoral messages and acts, numbing minds and hearts, desensitizing millions.

How does one go about transmuting subliminal messages? How does one go about disconnecting the hidden, ‘verbal kill switch’, or other order?

Being aware of, and acknowledging its potential, is the first step. Nothing can be transmuted which is denied and refused. The mind must be consciously, and subconsciously (via certain chosen music and message in the night) trained by the keeper … which is you and yours, mine and mine.

Reject and/or control intake of the message being broadcast, through the television, WiFi streaming, electromagnetic stimuli, and the places and people you choose to be around. If you feel you’ve lost it, somehow, you must find it and kick its rearend back into line … your line … this is your life, claim it.

This in no way, ever, means to claim what belongs to another, whether it be stuff, or self. Leave others be … mind your own ~ focus. Anyone who steps upon another in order to rise … does not rise. Control of self is the highest practice.

This is my understanding, and I’m certain their are those who feel they are actually in the know, may laugh at how silly that is. This is good … for them. We build our own truths, daily.

Allowing others to be what they will be is key to releasing connection with, or about them. If there is no connection, there is no reaction, or at least, there’s a fighting chance.

That being said, I will close my eyes and listen for awhile … beauty my friends … let it fill your mind. Use the higher of vibration to transmute the lower … let beauty override any possibility of harm, or hurt.

When Worlds Collide

Published December 21, 2018 by tindertender

The virus is surrounded by antibodies, it is attacked and usually eliminated. Sometimes, the virus enters, fights back, and wins.

Who is attacking who?

It seems the virus comes in and disrupts the entire organic life system, but it’s just a virus, being a virus.

In the spiritual realms, my previous notion was that the human does something which opens their energetic field, making them susceptible to outside attack. But what if … the human energetic field opens up and the person then enters another realm, or realms. Those that dwell there take note, and check out the new life form. When they realize this new life form isn’t a good fit for their environment, they do what they can to expel the newcomer. It looks like an attack, when in actuality, it is an act of preservation.

Again I ask, Who is attacking who?

Who has entered another planetary level, perhaps mistakenly, and experienced this energetic, spiritual upheaval?

All this time I thought it was people who were under attack, when it looks as though it could be they who disrupted the balance they once had … through substance use, through deep, and severe levels of meditation … whatever was used to open the mind.

Higher realm to the right, lower realm to the left. I stand in a higher realm than those to the left, yet I am in a lower realm than those to the right. I ask myself, why would anyone want to step down into the lower realms? Is it a coerced, subconscious action? Or …

Is my body here at center with one foot in the lower and one foot in the higher? There is obvious connection to both. Is it ‘left and right’, or is it ‘above and below’?

Male and female to the left never move to the right. Males to the right never move to the left. The boy child moves between the two.

The Key ~ the key which they to the left seem to be looking for … there is none. The ‘lock’ that holds them in place is the same ‘lock’ that hold humanity in their respective positions. It is the energies they carry. When people change their mind, their conscious creation shifts and they find that their circumstances change.

“The Key” is simple, yet most will never do it, that which is necessary. There is no one to blame but the self. Responsibility must be claimed, only then is a shift possible.

It seems these others do not know who I am, which means they must not have access to the akashic record. So … is the akashic record real? Does the akashic record hold mention of the past only? Or is there a presence of the future as well?

How does one help create change from the inside of something? Once there, it seems the closeness of it makes it difficult to see what must be done. What is this alteration needing accomplished, and how to do it … from here. Just like that ‘virus’ and that ‘cell’ battling it out.

Who is invading who? It could be all of it. It could be none of it. It could be some of it. It’s a mystery. Spontaneously created, shifting constantly. Every moment a new scenario arrives and concludes, sparking new paths not known in existence before. Just like the neurons of the brain.

Who is this one who “lets socialism help”? What kind of wheels does he have turning? “Curiosity killed the cat, go to sleep Leo”, (which I soon did). I ask myself why I need to figure this out, why can’t I just say, “I release the need to figure this out and will just let it ‘be’.

The more I look into it, I find that ‘everything’ takes me in a circle … every thought, every scenario. It could have been done on purpose, it could have been by chance. There are NO solid constants, everything is in flux, fluidity in motion.

I have wandered, I have wondered. I have staggered, I have stuttered. Is it still possible for you to understand me?

Mind Open, Eyes Closed

Published December 2, 2018 by tindertender

Finally … it is 5 am and for the most part, with the exception of the snap crackle pop of fire in the fireplace, it is quiet. Last night was another story, and below is the flow which was experienced.

I woke myself, stating, “There’s a barrier of some kind”. Astral travel shows a blockage at a certain place of entry. Perhaps the barrier is thought form … Who’s? And why does it permeate mass consciousness?

What is this illusion seen? Can it be touched? If so, how does it react? Does it move, or change at all?

Bodies with Soul are larger than life, consisting of consciousness, sub-consciousness, and dream time. Life outside of body has all of these same layers. If life in body is larger than life, then life experiencing all layers at the same time is as well, or more so. Who is this barrier affecting? All life in all its forms?

Is this barrier a thought form, or an illusion? Is it a mass hypnosis of a sort? Is it tangible? Can human thought form change the properties of this ‘illusion’? In combo with mass life, can it’s properties be altered?

In the land of thought form, am I also a thought form? If so, who is dreaming me?

Your presence has power, in that it causes chaos in the human nervous system … your intention may not be that, but it happens none the less. How to adjust so this connection is more gentle? How can the goodness in mind be amplified rather than paranoia or taught and trained fear?

See the barrier, see it change.

Maybe the energetic flow is going the wrong direction.

What if the magnetic flow of Toroidal Energy is going the wrong direction? What if the flow causes a closing of connection to all that is outside, in the unseen? What if this flow, when reversed, opens avenues to information and connection previously impossible? Which direction gives open flow and open mind?

http://cosmometry.net/the-torus—dynamic-flow-process

“We are all part of this world … the seen, and the unseen. I would like to see turmoil end, for it affects ALL parts of life.

Previously I hypothesized that perhaps those in the unseen world were not only fully conscious and aware, but inhabit the subconscious as well as the dream time humans experience. Maybe it is true that being fully conscious, they do not have access to what humans term subconscious, and since they do not sleep, perhaps they have no access to dream time either … unless they connect to humanity … but in doing so often find the human nervous system is overwhelmed, becoming chaotic and sometimes violent.

I had (currently) concluded that in the dream state, or subconscious state, or even the meditative state is where the barrier(s) are seen. I’m wondering if those who have transitioned to the other side of this seen life, not having access to dreams, or subconscious levels, cannot see these barriers, or manipulate them. Perhaps this is why some of them feel as though they are trapped.

In their frustration I ask them, “Please do not argue. See the barrier, see it shift”.

Beliefs are limitations, however they can also be used to break free of limitation. Thought forms are applied both ways, chosen once aware of their power. If you believe the one you are for is me, or anyone else, then you haven’t given yourself credit.

Perhaps we can shift this into another frame of mind, yet maybe we shouldn’t. That may be part of the issue, for everything is in frames or boxes, which create barriers for change. The box, or frame, is accompanied by a one track mind. Eliminate the frame, or box, and recognize there are many paths.

Part of the experience of being in body, walking this earth, is learning that no one can do anything for you that you are not willing to do for yourself. For a time, it may appears as though force works … overall, it does not. Rather than focusing on the strengths of others, take responsibility for growing capacity for your own strengths. Be fluid in movement and thought. Flow, do not force. Force will be met with force, flow will be met with flow.

Perhaps this is true, perhaps it is not. For me, currently, it is true.

Shhh ….. frustration and anger are inhibiting factors, release them.

I go quiet for a moment and a phrase from a song plays in my mind. “We’re all sensitive people, with so much to give”. Although this was the only phrase of the song which came to mind as message, my mind took off and listened to the whole song on its own … one of my favorites.

“STOP”, he says. I ask, “Will you please explain to me why I should stop trying to make peace with what is happening in my mind?

I closed my eyes and saw what appeared to be a lightning strike, only it was just light, flowing through the synapses of my mind.

“We’ll handle this”, he says. “It would be helpful”, I reply.

There are certain barriers of the mind which should not be trespassed, likewise, if it is a barrier to greater mind, you should not trespass. Even though I would like to help you move past, I will not, for it is trespass. It must be a willing exchange of allowance, and the barrier clearly states it is not a willing exchange.

It could be you are trying to enter through the wrong gate. Look for other points which are not barricaded, maybe one of those will be the entry you need.

The interconnectedness of all that is, in all realms, is incredible. Acknowledgement of these facets of life is essential for growing peace … on the earth plane, and beyond. I can only imagine the frustration of those unseen and unheard by most as they try to improve their conditions, and their situation.

Journey To Wholeness

Published March 28, 2018 by tindertender

Everyone wishes to be heard, even the quiet ones. Various circumstances in life will contribute to how well one is able to exert themselves in speaking up. There may be doubt as to whether what they have to say is significant or not, depending on the responses they receive.

Truth is, all people are on a journey of self discovery, finding balance in the role they play within the universe.

Teamwork

There is an authority which speaks through every … single … person. Some have been on the journey of understanding for 2 years, some for 10 years, and others for 15+ years, and then there are those who have been on the path even longer. Still, this authority is within each of them, with varying levels of knowledge wishing to be shared with others who may have no other way of hearing but through the mouth of another human, and the ear they were born with.

I ask, is there truly such a thing as oneness? Or is this just an explanation which is used to get people to relinquish their personality traits as insignificant? Sometimes this is how it is read, and perhaps it is only in the presentation of the topic.

There are some who feel powerless. Life throws them topsy turvy every which way. Instantly they may wonder what they did to deserve this treatment which may cause them pain. Empowerment … this is where a good teacher will build on the confidence of people.

There are indeed many old patterns which must be stripped away in order to make room for more positive, stronger perspectives. There is a way to do this without talking down to a person though. It’s a slippery slope, this teaching without stripping one of personal significance.

Sharing ideasThe beauty in sharing of knowledge is in the allowing, of letting the example presented be adapted as seen fit by the individual … as much as, or as little as, they are comfortable with at the time. All good ideas are best when they seem as if they are our own.

When people come together with the common understanding that power meshes … the power in you, the power in me, that power becomes we, created by the bits of you and me and others … all of the traits that one may have great strength in, while another individual has great strength in another area of life … shared between us the whole becomes very strong, much stronger that were we to remain alone.

So … some call it Oneness, some call it Unity, some call it The Whole … I prefer the latter for it speaks to me of every individual with their varying strengths brought together in conscious cooperation for the benefit of all.

Every person is in their own space of the journey. All are doing what is necessary for their growth at the moment, even if it is not obvious to the outsider looking in. Sharing information, not as an authority (for none of us are) helps to lift each other, should a rising be chosen. Perhaps something I share makes you go AH HA!!! and perhaps something you share with me makes me do the same.

Wonderful exchanges such as these will send us all on an upward spiral as we fling the old out and away, and embrace the new which gives us wings (so to speak).

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