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Actions and Thoughts … Spin … Spin … Spin

Published January 30, 2019 by tindertender

On one side there shown stars in the night, casting shadow upon my body. On the other side was a bright burst of intense light, casting a glow upon my form. As I stood there, I began to turn to see if the shadow and light would shine upon opposite sides, and yes … the darkness stayed to one side, while the light stayed at the other.

This line I stood upon is the divide between shadows and light, this is where I stand now. Shadow clings to me as I move to light. How do I shed that which hinders, and move further into light? Is it even possible while still in physical form? It seems both are equally a part of me now.

What does it look like to view ‘Creator’ as a single portion in the midst of many portions? (eg: from the essence of one person to the next). It looks like amnesia in motion, yet still creating on multiple levels despite not remembering what it is happening, or what it is doing.

What vast knowledge are people born into this world with … knowledge that has been, and is being, taught and trained out of them? As people age they begin to see more vividly, to remember. Do they ever fully grasp the reason they are here?

Actions and thoughts are constantly being recorded. The Akashic Record is spinning, recording and playing at all times … Spin … Spin … Spin. Life makes the record, death plays it for us. Sometimes, we view the record before death, which is of benefit for then we can see what we choose not to ‘do over’. There is choice at play with more awareness.

The piano is the most technologically advanced musical instrument (probably not, but it’s my favorite, so I’ll call it that). The human voice is the most biologically advanced musical instrument. When voice breaks out in song in combination with the piano, binding together in harmony, there is cause for pause … for a big ol’ Whoa! What beauty a simple jazz piece can bring to the ear, heart and mind.

Deduce ~ Reduce: By reasoning, draw as a logical conclusion; Make smaller, or less in amount, degree, or size. There are many facets in life, and in this world, which would benefit by a bit of reduction.

Over time and through many experiences I fancy that I have fortified myself .. sometimes stronger than steel, at other times a melted spattering of it. All this fortification is making me quite leary, causing suspicion … what is it keeping out that is of benefit?

When someone enters your life, luring you in by portraying themselves as someone who can be trusted but brings chaos to your world instead, be wary. There are deeper, more sinister intentions at work. They may adamantly tell you, and everyone around you, how they ‘trusted’ you … the fact is, you trusted them also, only to be abused in the process. Flipping this around and attempting to make you look like the bad guy is their specialty. As soon as you recognize this behavior, turn tail and leave as quickly as possible … this scam will do nothing but bring pain, making you doubt the closest one to you … YOU. Balance must be attained for inner and outer health.

There are influences who not only know what thoughts are arising at any given moment (who may make themselves known, or not). The head brain is observed as well as the second brain, the heart. They know who we are consciously, subconsciously, in mind, body, and heart. The Spirit and Soul are known well by those that wish to use these tools to decipher the human. Knowing that this life is being constantly evaluated by those in the beyond, who do you wish them to see? Who do you wish to be? Will we ever be able to work together for the benefit of the whole?

True Love Needs No Coaxing

Published December 4, 2018 by tindertender

I love many of the old love songs from the 70’s, they are my favorite. One thing I notice about them is they are singing of the need to convince someone of the love in their heart. I suppose this was the beginning (or perhaps the 60’s) of the shifting of love.

It seems the more we try to cling to love, the quicker it slips through the fingers. Love cannot be held, owned, possessed or controlled. Love must be set free, acknowledged for its power, and honored when it presents itself, in all forms, and also released when it’s purpose in our life (or the others) is complete.

Often when someone professes love they are laughed at, or outright attacked. Love is gentle, it is kind, it is open and free. There IS a force influencing this world to tear it down. The unconscious person flows with this attempt and acts upon it. It is no surprise that barriers have been erected to protect the heart.

I have been fortunate to love deeply four times in this life. Every time when it came to end, I was crushed … absolutely crushed. The final two times rendered me useless for the world for a time. The last especially … my mind disintegrated.

Rebuilding self I understand now that love flows, just as the shadow forms around everything, love is also intertwined there. It is a dance many call heartache. The heart aches with pure joy, and it aches when that joy decreases, or morphs into a new appearance. It is our concept of what love should be that causes this, for when it does not match our ideals, this is when the pain comes.

Love can last for short, or long times. When it stops flowing for us we tend to cling to it. The fact that love cannot be bound, is free, and moves whether we wish for it to or not often leads to pain. People have this habit of trying to force things, only making the pain worse. They forget why they loved, and it becomes anger, even hate. Rather than honoring loves flow they lay claim to it and retaliate when it is discovered to have grown wings.

It is thought that love is obligated to oblige the heart of others. Love is not obligated to anything but flow, to giving freely. I am not talking about being promiscuous or loosey goosey, but becoming part of this flow which is free.

It is a pity that love has actually come down to the physical involvement: sex. Sex is not love, it is something that accompanies it. Yet love exists even when sex is not involved. Love is so simple it is hard to understand. Humanity has complicated it with rules and stipulations. This is another one of those things that has become bastardized in this time.

There is coming a return to love, true love. Love owes us nothing, love is something we grow in our hearts until over flowing … this is how it enters the world, yet many people are looking to fill their cups from outside sources and are left wanting, every time.

Loosen up. You will begin to see the flow and a gratefulness will fill your heart when it flows your way, and you will be grateful for the next person who experiences that love which has touched you, knowing what a blessing it truly is. You will be happy for them, you will be happy you’ve had the experience, and you will be happy for the person who is sharing love with the world.

You will recognize that because love is no longer being poured into you from an outside source does not mean you are empty of love. The love within you is amplified by these gifts, and you can continue to grow your sweet garden of love yourself. Someone will come along that joins you again, and again, and again … it does not mean there will be sex involved, it means you will know what true love is, and participate in its advancement in the world.

Beautiful, whole, and free.

Heart Speak

Published September 22, 2018 by tindertender

“Why did you choose him over me?”, he asked.

Centuries old question, arises again and again. It is clear the heart speaks its own language. Often the mind may say, “No” … yet the heart says “Yes”. One cannot deny the heart, for to do so would be untrue to self.

Since self is the one most definitely with us every day of life, self is the one we ought to be true to, regardless of what any other person thinks we ‘ought’ to do, or what they deem best for our future.

The brain does not control our heart. The heart beats on its own, chemistry either connects or repels, it isn’t a brain thing … it’s a heart and body thing, and energetic thing. Honor it … for it is trying to honor you.

When two peoples heart speak is different, let it go. Not everyone is going to feel the same as we do, they too are listening to their own heart speak. Honor their path just as you attempt to honor your own.

Really, it is hard enough to decide what is best in our own world, and many times it is discovered the decision we thought was correct, was not. Yet this is a wonderful opportunity for personal growth! Anyone who would deny an individual this freedom and advancement in knowledge is not ‘friend’.

Trust yourself, and remember, even when you think a decision was wrong, ask of the experience what is there for you to ‘learn’ and consider it a gift … every single time, for it is … the greatest gift one could ever receive.

Life lessons are priceless, even the ones that hurt. Never give up, be true to your heart, and always reach for the stars.

Joy and peace are creations of beauty … be that, share that. When it seems hardest to be the creator of peace and calm care, put that much more effort into it. The world will be of great benefit from your contribution, and you will enjoy the gift you give when you do it.

Deep Love … & Possibility?

Published August 12, 2018 by tindertender

Blood and Muscle … this is where love is which touches deeply, yet there is another as well … how do we combine these two forms, increasing Loves output and input?

When it’s just ‘blood and muscle’ it lacks the spiritual union … We get so hung up on who wants who.

Imagine how beautiful love could be if it were both the physical AND spiritual. Could it ever be? And if so …

HOW?? Not as one but as two, behaving as one … isn’t this what it’s supposed to be? Who the hell knows any more, who ever did??

Hurdles And Smiles

Published July 28, 2018 by tindertender

Why do you say there is a problem? Are you insinuating I have a problem, or is it you? Well … of course, we all have a problem … it’s called getting over the next hurdle. But then, that can be looked at as a challenge as well … Are you challenging me?

Hahaha … the things which come along during that portion of night when one is half awake and half asleep.

The mind-set we choose to carry with us during the day determines attitudes and opportunities presented. Knowing this, what will you do?

When we decide to remain positive, smiling and feeding the happy bug we like to carry with us, someone(s) will come along and do their very best to tear that down and squash that bug. Be aware of this … and continue smiling anyway, continue with the reaching for positive outcomes, be patient and kind. The naysayers will leave eventually for they cannot cope with sustained effort for peaceful states of being.

Don’t cave and become what they wish you to become. Do not get angry and lash out, this is the energy that feeds the negative nelly.

Difficult? Yes, until you recognize what triggers you and then work on making certain your triggers are not ‘flippable’, it will be.

Inner work is tough, but so are you …  fully capable of undoing the harm done. You came here with every single tool you need to create peace and balance. Remember … and then do.

Is It Love … Or Abuse?

Published July 28, 2018 by tindertender

Being open to the possibility of love, to the hope for it, and to believing it is seen, can lead one to be blind and also open to abuse. Some ‘friends’ will say you are selfish and in need of their guidance. They will say they love you and if they didn’t they would not say anything at all to you … still, this does not excuse hurtful actions and words.

When someone truly loves you, they will not tear you down and pick and poke those things they know hurt you. Sometimes, it takes decades to understand this is not love. So used to this behavior, so great the hope that love exists there, you allow the behavior to continue, until one day, you see too clearly the lie you’ve twisted to form some warped truth.

Heartache … we meet again, and again, and again … until I say goodbye.

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