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Blood Donation

Published October 4, 2018 by tindertender

I donated blood again today. I am only able to donate whole blood as I am under 5′ 5″. My last donation shows a green check mark up to stage 4, storage.

It has been just over 4 months since my first donation, and the Red Cross App shows my blood never went beyond “storage”. I can only hope that this donation will be used for good, considering they are calling frequently saying there is a critical need for blood.

Perhaps they tossed all parts of my last donation and just kept the plasma. If this is the case, where did the other parts go to?

Or … perhaps the app does not say anything about the end of journey until all parts of the separated donation are used.

Elements of blood

  • Red blood cells can be stored for up to 42 days at 1°C – 6°C, depending on the additive. When kept at -65°C or below, red blood cells can be stored for up to 10 years.
  • Platelets can be stored at 20°C – 24°C for up to 5 days with constant agitation.
  • Plasma that is frozen at temperatures of -18°C or below within 8 hours of collection, platelets can be stored for up to 1 year.

At any rate, I donated. I have multiple reasons why I want to do this, regardless of my inner suspicions. My hope is that by doing this, someone who does good in their life might be saved should disaster befall them, and perhaps life will take on more significant meaning.

I asked about the scarring left by the big needles they use. A gal told me that if I do this enough they’ll know it by the way my arms start to look after time. I said, “I’ll look like a drug user?” She smiled … and I thought, is this something I want to have imprinted on my arms? What will the coroner say??

For now, they have two donations.
May they be used well, in morality, with honor.
And may someone out there live.

http://blog.fisherbioservices.com/whole-blood-basics-how-to-maintain-a-stable-sample

 

 

Sharing, Healing, Moving On

Published October 1, 2018 by tindertender

Recently I shared my #metoo experiences and today I took the sharing down. It amazes me how shame of another persons act upon me can still be so embedded in the psyche.

My life is moving forward, as it has always. The wrong-doings against me proved very well the privileges people feel they are entitled to. It also made clear the pain in this world, for hurting people hurt others, this includes those who have strived for financial or power gain while their hearts wither and atrophy.

Indeed, since Divinity is experiencing life through multiple facets, it also knows the hearts and minds of humanity. It knows those who choose to harm or take advantage of others and then blame them for their own deeds while they gather supporters, and it knows those who carry the weight of immoral behaviors bestowed upon them. It knows how an attempt to ‘join in’ with what seems can’t be beaten turns into a walking away and shedding company with the likes that repulse heart space.

Today, I walk away from all that has ever violated my heart, my trust, my mind and my peace.

I wonder what “enduring to the end” really means. The Bible has been horribly edited and tailored with just enough of the original to keep the masses in the dark, thinking they are in the light. I do not feel the need to endure trespasses against me, nor do I feel the need to try and understand their behavior.

I will be busy creating a better world for my end of days … and it won’t be involving anyone who lacks a willingness to clean up their own inner chaos.

Forgiving Self

Published September 28, 2018 by tindertender

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If one lives long enough, and they are willing to look at their past deeds, there will inevitably be something in that time-line which is difficult to come to terms with … some hurt that may have been done to someone, abortion/murder, rape … fear, sorrow, anger and guilt which surrounds these things can seem impossible to shed, or to ‘reconcile’.

This is my current journey. Finding a way to forgive self is a challenge. It is said that we are our own worst judge. I’m not too sure of that, but I do know it has been impossible to heal the pain of some actual events in my life … I know also that I am not the only one who has this dilemma.

As I reach out for assistance in this matter, my hope is that one day I’ll be able to free myself from constant punishment, remorse and guilt. Society has a tendency to affirm judgement that people may have laid upon themselves (and absorbed from others), rather than try to understand, and assist in healing.

These pains we carry with us must be mended, reconciled and healed if there is any glimmer of hope for a better tomorrow, and future. Pain, suspicion, fear and guilt keep us in a perpetual cycle of doom and gloom, making it impossible to gain higher vibration, no matter what practices are used in the attempt to raise it.

If, when you look at past experiences, you find it difficult to forgive yourself I encourage you to seek assistance from someone who may be able to help … this is what I am going to do. Life is too short, and these burdens are heavy. Perhaps in self healing, the aid we can bring to others and the world will be amplified.

Still Relevant

Published September 24, 2018 by tindertender

I’ve been asking my loneliness, anger, grief, and physical pain what they are trying to convey.

I ask them, “What do you want me to know?”

As I look within, the pain begins to lessen.

I drop deep into my being like a ride on a long water slide, and allow myself to be taken there, with no control. Finally, I plunge into the deep waters of me.

Ancient information is revealed and the answers of what to do next are there, too. The poison and the medicine grow together, simultaneously.

When I was in Mexico, a Mayan medicine man showed me and two others around the jungle. He told us about the plants and what they are good for.

The most poisonous tree grows right next to its antidote. This fascinated me to no end! The Chechem and Chaka trees are connected at the roots. If a human is exposed to the poisonous sap of one, the bark of the other is the antidote.

Like the Chechem and Chaka trees, when I experience poison in my life, the antidote is growing right next to it, roots entwined.

When I acknowledge it (whatever is asking to be seen), I am simultaneously allowing for healing. The antidote is entwined in the pain.

Once that poison is addressed and healed, I notice there is room for my path and purpose to expand into the place that the poison held for so long. From there, it feels like ease.

Now there is a void where the poison was removed. What now? Everything in my being wants to put something there. It’s the natural way of the Universe after all, it abhors a void.

A black hole will do everything in its power to fill itself. Its vacuum becomes stronger and stronger until something fills it. It sucks entire galaxies into its field in a sort of cosmic hungry ghost way, never to be satiated.

My experience tells me to pause. Be discerning. Wait. Ask my Higher Self what it wants.

If I resist the strong pull to put a person, an activity, a substance there, in that newly vacant place, something beautiful happens.

I feel…Empowered. No longer a victim of my world.

I feel whole instead of my gaping hole of a wound. I feel stronger, more confident, less interested in what others think of me. I discover who I really am and what my purpose is on this Earth.

For me, It is so much easier to blame others or make others responsible for my pain and happiness. What I am finding is that there are creative MyStories bursting forth and they are ready to be expressed. My creativity is blooming again.

Lemme tell you, it’s a mutherfucker getting there, but if you can trust the people who have gone before you and know they survived…you will, too. It’s sssooooo fucking worth it.

I love you. A bunch.

Desiree LoveAll Rudder

https://www.happyspirithealingarts.com/

Freedom of Expression ~ Gained

Published September 7, 2018 by tindertender

I was fortunate to hear Don Jose Ruiz speak in person last night. I am grateful that he is traveling, sharing portions of his story and the wisdom gained through these experiences.

Being our authentic self in full view of others can be a challenge, for in doing so it requires that we shed all the ‘stories’ we have created to justify certain behaviors. It requires that we do so in order to share our most personal selves.

Walking into the fear of judgement from others is not easy, nor is it easy to withstand when it arrives, which it inevitably will. Do it anyway, free yourself, LIVE.

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/the-dream-journal-ep/1294821183

Sense of Entitlement vs Reality

Published August 29, 2018 by tindertender

One of the males stated, “He’s entitled to that.” They make plans for when ‘they come back’. Getting ready for when they come ‘towards the finish’. Still, to this day, they have no regard for those who’s lives they have negatively affected, they actually are not entitled to anything, but that which they have meted out into the world, and to those lives which have been disrupted by their actions.

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Photo by Nicolas Ladino Silva

Those who plot an outcome are in for a big surprise. They obviously have not learned by now that the way to make Creator laugh is to ‘make plans’. The indigenous cultures know this, but most people in the world have been trained to ignore them and to proceed with ‘plans’ anyway.

It will come toppling down, as it must. Mankind needs to be reminded that their attempt to control this world and all in it … well … they must be reminded that they too, are part of this world which suffers from their decisions.

She sat upon the back of her stallion holding staff in her left hand. Fire was all around her, yet she, nor her ride were burned. They are about to leave the octagonal ‘garage’ they’ve been ‘parked’ in.

Never look behind me … this is the phrase to be remembered. Certainly, being aware of surroundings is important, but as far as the past goes, let it go. There will always be those who attempt to flip emotional triggers, they may even succeed. But with intention, these triggers can be healed, by understanding them, by seeing what caused them to be in the first place. This requires a deep inner journey, and it will not be easy … but in the end, well worth the effort for when you are able to release the need to react to others who willfully spend energies bringing others down, you will be free.

Patience is key, for change does not happen in a moment. It takes time, and fortunately, time is speeding up so change will be quicker. Know this, don’t give up when you are so tempted to do so. Keep going.

 

Iodine, Diet and Your Health

Published August 26, 2018 by tindertender

Iodine … the lack of it will create many diseases. Medical systems profits are determined by the sickness of the people, so they have done things which guarantee repeat customers. This was/is a criminal offense against humanity. All people ought to be outraged for the manipulation and misuse of life.

https://www.globalhealingcenter.com/natural-health/free-iodine-webinar/
https://www.drbrownstein.com/iodine-why-you-need-it-p/iodine.htm
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bromism

Dr. Group states that iodine is the only thing he knows of that will expel heavy metals and other bad for the body chemicals quickly. Iodine does not disrupt the good bacteria of the gut either like some other cleanses do. It is nourishing and detoxifying as well. He also states that those who have been put on Synthroid, IF they do not take iodine, their chances of getting cancer go up 30+%.

Just as Blythe Metz states, natural medicine treatments such as those Harry Hoxsey used were made ‘illegal”, stated as quackery by the FDA. The US Government wishes to create illness in people so they can continue to profit off the sickness.

Billions of dollars have been donated for the different types of cancer research, and still the cancer gets worse and worse as time goes on, simply because they do not want people to be healthy. They know perfectly well how to heal the body, they choose not to, and they choose to outlaw those methods which do allow healing without killing the good cells of the physical form.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hoxsey_Therapy
https://gerson.org/gerpress/the-gerson-therapy/

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