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Future Planning

Published February 9, 2019 by tindertender

I am at an age where thought of my ‘final’ move and dwelling place are at the forefront of mind. Where shall I go? I have plans in mind of the needed set-up and will stay in the PNW.

This is a decision which must not only be guided by those beyond who have always been with me, but also by scientific evidence of earth shift, sea rise, and climate change.

Since this will (hopefully) be my final move, it is something that must be considered very carefully.


Keep Your Agenda ~ Get Off My Cloud

Published February 3, 2019 by tindertender

This morning I woke with the question in mind, “What is a turncoat?” It seems there are those who may believe I’ve abandoned them … yet it could very well be those same ones who attempted to manipulate mind.

I do not take kindly to anyone’s attempt to override my own choice, my Will to live life as I deem fit for my personal existence. I do not need anyone else who happens to be in body (or out of body) to inform me of what my next thought or action ought to be. I didn’t need a daddy growing up, and I do not need one now.

I am amazed at how many folks want to direct the life of others when they clearly have no idea what is for the greater benefit of the whole.

I gently smile, just a little, when I listen to others as they speak, sure of themselves as they pass judgement, or ridicule others for their choices. I never hear them ask of themselves if they are doing the right thing, and I never hear them take responsibility for the decisions they made which affected others in a negative light. Instead they say responsibility for damage done lies solely with the other party, who responded to their guidance and suggestions. They claim that they had the choice not to take advice or follow instruction. While they did indeed have this option, they trusted them … and now ‘trust’ is broken.

We see the inner workings of the United States government, how both ‘halves’ lack the skill and the willingness to work together, to negotiate and to compromise for the greater benefit of the country and its citizens. They lay out examples of how people should act in order to get what they want … and they fail to present successful, cooperative methods. Citizens then form lines behind the side they choose to support, creating great divide country-wide.

While ‘leaders’ may call people who oppose them “turncoats” it is they who have created division. I suggest they be left to deal with that division on their own. The regular folk need to band together and leave these petty rulers behind. People must abandon the examples given to them by those in office and show them how unity and working together is done. Obviously, they do not have this awareness.

As they shout out ‘turncoat’ or ‘traitor’ we must remember the agenda which has been in place for a very long time … these sly creatures who’ve wiggled their way into seats of authority have never had the highest good for the entirety of the country in mind.

The Georgia Guidestones are said to have been erected in 1979, but this plot has been brewing for centuries. I have insight which suggests we are on the 3rd generation of the human … and apparently, we will soon be on the 4th … as the depopulation agenda (Agenda 21) exposes ‘diseases’ and ‘famines’ and ‘extreme weather’ … ALL of these things carefully orchestrated and laid out to see to it that balance with nature comes about in the most extreme way.

As we are led to believe that the earth is bucking and causing loss of life, know that the earth is bucking because of what governments world wide are doing to it, and they are doing this in order to bring about the Agenda. It’s no secret, it’s laid out, right in the open, and yet so many people still deny its reality.

If anyone ever claims you are a turncoat, if your actions show that you’ve rejected the ‘leaders’ guidance, my hope is that you’ve determined you’d rather help your fellow human, rather than assist in their destruction … as planned … by those who are behind the erection of this monument.



Every Journey Has Its Collections

Published January 25, 2019 by tindertender

It seems most days many acquaintances don’t have anything to say. No information to share, no advice to offer, no assistance in solving complications.

Frustration arises as a tired mind takes in this … this situation which has transpired into ‘normalcy’. This is a difficult realization for one who has never rested in ‘normal’, especially when it appears as this is a seemingly one-sided reality. Alone, yet surrounded by an incalculable figure of other life.

Observation and experience screams this is SO unhealthy!

Every once in a while this life gifts situations that cause a desire to drop everything and leave it all behind. The need to ‘purge’ becomes strong. It will not be denied … how much time remains for the old, is yet to be seen.

There is at least one more major shift waiting … it calls, it pulls strongly.

It is amazing how the human struggles, or at least provides resistance to change. The older one gets, the clearer it becomes that to resist change is futile … change is going to happen regardless if one holds to the past/present or embraces the future … it is a river, getting into the flow can be a challenge.

It is not always easy being nice. The more frustrated a person gets with the current the testier they may become.

Imagine having to spend time in a home where people continually talk to each other about you … not caring that you are right there listening. Imagine telling them to zip it, but they pretend to not hear you and they keep talking to each other, ignoring your repeated statements as if you are a ghost who left an unforgettable memory behind, and folks just can’t seem to stop discussing it.

The pit of the stomach turns as the desire to leave them all to themselves arises. Is this an opportunity to practice emotional alchemy? Transmuting lower vibratory thought patterns into something more beneficial? What a challenge! Is this the time to practice manifestation?

Dream a new dream … build a new life.

Thieves and crooks, stealing wages in taxation, stealing attention by creating unending drama, siphoning energy from people and never leaving anything beneficial behind. This cannot be allowed. It will not be permitted. Sooner or later that ‘power grab’ shall be stifled.

Here I am, riding the wave.

The whole wide world is FREE,
and I’ve got a hole in my heart.

After deep reflection over life, it is amazing how beautiful and intense and vibrant all aspects of it have been! These deep reflections have been occurring quite a bit lately. This ‘review’ reminds me of what people say the end of life review is like … except I plan on being around for a very long time yet … so, this is indeed strange.

Since everything in life has an equal in strength opposing pole, then that means those who love intensely are capable of the equal in intensity, opposing pole. Likewise, those who despise everything with an indescribable intensity are capable of the opposing swing of its opposite, equally intense.

But … but … I only want to Love! Why must that experience swing to the other end? If the pendulum swing slows, will the intensity also lessen? It seems we cannot have both. Are the down-times worth the up-times? Will they be equal in duration as well as intensity? Does anyone ever have a long duration love with minimal down swings?

Temptation … I can’t resist. This is no ordinary Love.

How many are there?
How do we reconcile?

When a beautiful song comes on, I find that my eyes want to leak. All my life I just wanted to be in love, and be loved in return. It seems this is a universal desire among people … even among the animals. Common ground among ALL life.

It’s not all candy and ice cream … some times it gets a little sour.

Is reality a degradation, or an expansion? It can be difficult to tell, for both require a tearing down of what currently is, making it into a was … so the new can be.

Crisis Facilitated By The Wealthy

Published January 8, 2019 by tindertender

… facilitated by the wealthy who are in the habit of robbing Peter to pay Paul. The same people hired to work for the citizens of this country.

This post may upset a few folks. You are entitled to your views, as am I. This blog is not a paying blog, it is a platform I use to share what is roiling about in my mind. Respectfully, I share this opinion of mine, supported by documentation from those who know.

I understand there are many people suffering in this world. I understand that most of America doesn’t have it quite as bad as some in various other areas of this planet. But taking from those who are barely scraping by, the middle class, who supports these ‘systems’ is only going to break the camels back, so to speak.

Once it breaks, there won’t be anything, for anyone. It is becoming clear this may be the intention.

In America, the middle class’s rent fee has doubled, as has the cost of food and insurance, and everything else! Meanwhile, the ILLEGAL border crossers gain free housing, food and medical care, while American citizens go without. This should piss off every American! Why it doesn’t is beyond me.

Pelosi says, “The American people deserve better than this” about the president who is trying to protect our national security, our borders …. and yet, she says nothing about how the American citizens are being robbed of their livelihoods so thy can give it away to undocumented ‘voters’.

While my wish is for all people in this world to have enough for a comfortable life, taking it from the citizen, and giving it to those who have never worked for it is flat out wrong. People break our laws by entering the country illegally, they take our money and our housing while the citizenry here do not qualify for the same assistance newcomers gain. Many times, citizens are killed for their forced generosity by the same who receive it.

The simmering anger you see is not because of people seeking asylum, it is because they are struggling, and still the government is taking from them to give freely to others.

I speak as one who has lost a home due to my partners health circumstances, not being able to work. In this country, it takes at least two incomes to afford a home … purchased, or rented. The bank refused to work with me so we could afford to remain in the home. Yes, one of the same banks the American taxpayer ‘bailed out’. We would have been homeless if it had not been for a friend helping us out.

This system we have going here is not to benefit the American citizen at all … it is to benefit those who have not been here, working to build a brighter future … a future worked hard for by most, and robbed from all, at the end of the day.

Here is a quote by one who knows of the current schooling system: “Immigration is a local issue: My wife teaches at a predominantly poor, minority public school. Today she got her NINTH student who speaks no English. It’s impossible to teach them & the 15 other students. What’s more: 24 kids in a 4th grade class violates FL’s Constitution.”



Losing Time, Or Creating The Future?

Published January 7, 2019 by tindertender

Here I sit in my sanctuary. Somehow I’ve succeeded in losing time. Three hours has seemed to disappear. It is amazing how engrossed a person can get into something, anything, and when time is noted once more, amazement is experienced as the substance of time proves to be elusive.

Although ‘complete focus’ tends to come and go, it is needed now. The time to create consciously is upon us. For a very long time we’ve allowed ourselves to be towed here and there by those who run the show. Having a say in what occurs in the big picture has been on the back burner while we go about our chores, play, and relaxation.

Being fully present can be a challenge for some of us. I like to day dream … I like to think of the way I’d like it to be in this world … visualizing peace and beauty. Some say that imagining a certain future, is creating it. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4232337/#!po=0.00000. Relaxed attention given to this future ‘creation’ will indeed cause miracles to occur. Using The Force can enhance life in many ways.

Keeping an open mind allows us to be aware of the senses, through the eyes, ears, physical sensations, and also detached thoughts. Always, always, always … follow any gut feelings that tell you to be wary about someone or something. Pay close attention as an important opportunity presents itself, one that may enhance your life and the lives of others.

Maintaining vigilance of the clues around, and inside of, the mind and body will allow an assessment of what is emanating from both areas, providing opportunity to sort out any conditioned responses from what is purely instinctual. Examine situations with the heart, intuition, and mind in harmony. Detach, take a breath, and stand tall.

The Big Question

Published January 2, 2019 by tindertender

“What do I really want?”

I actually DO want a world where everyone has ‘enough’, where everyone works together for the benefit of the whole. I would like to see all people have a comfortable dwelling to come home to after a long day of work, contributing to the success of their families, and all other participants in this effort.

I want a world in which no one takes the easy route, by forcing others to give them what they’ve worked for. I would like equal work leading to equal shares. I want to see those who ‘talk’ for a living do more than impress us with their vocabulary.

I want to see an end of theft, both in the illegal format, and theft in the higher ranks, which has been legalized through ‘loop holes’ in the justice system. I want equality for all in this justice system, not one in which certain members of society get a free pass because of who they are related to, who they know, or who they can buy off.

Mostly, I want a world in which there is no need for fear, or defense, or war. I want a world where the only struggles are that which must be done to produce good foods, or supply clean waters to the home, or make wonderful and beautiful cloth, or something of that nature … where all who eat and dress, partake in what needs be done to produce it.

I want to see a world where money is outdated, where people barter with each other for goods, and where every contribution is honored and the contributor respected, for whatever it is they contribute (being honest, and not harmful to anyone, including themselves.)

I’ve been told so many times that this world will never change. I’ve been told people will always be selfish, and cruel. I’ve been told that peace is not possible.

I have fallen into the trap of this mind set. I have become defensive, latching onto what I perceive as mine, and trying desperately to protect it all from theft and harm. Yet inside my mind and heart I know that nothing can be owned, not even this life, for in a heartbeat it can be taken … ended with a flick of the wrist.

I recognize these defensive behaviors and mind sets to be destructive. Unfortunately once something is said, it cannot be unsaid. Once certain words are uttered, a persons whole character can become tainted, and there is no going back. Often, people who thought they knew you, will change their minds when you have a brief spout of this soul shrinking fear and close off. They will leave, never looking back, telling whoever they come across about your horrible nature. Not considering the many years prior of being with them, talking with them, sharing the heart with them.

I want a world where people will take into account all circumstances, all experiences, and track records. I also want a world where a person falling into the pit of demise is known to be strong enough to climb out of the hole, and assistance is given when they are ready to start the journey.

It is sad, but this bruising of the spirit which all people have experienced has produced triggers within the mind. Once a trigger is flipped, it is difficult to shut it down, especially if one is not aware they even have triggers.

I want a world which lacks selfishness. I want a world in which people do what is right, just for the sake of doing it. Where people help each other without need for repayment, knowing they will receive anyway, when it comes back around. I want a world in which love is the greatest motivator of all, not lust, but an innocent, all encompassing love which does not necessarily need to be physical.

I want an end to violence. I want animals to stop being bred for food. I want all people to learn the art of growing organic, and creating their own medicines, to use and to share, to barter with if need be. There are too many things we could do differently which would bring this about.

Namely … I want a release of worldly greed and need for power, which is where all selfishness arises.

Let all people recognize themselves in every person. May empathy be the new way of interacting, and decision making. May the love of self, and personal need, be treated as a gift from another, and may all people gift it right back to everyone they meet.

Yes, some say peace is not possible … I say, it is they who have no part in its creation.

Let forgiveness reign, for self … and then bit by bit, act by act, person by person, for the world. I believe in the absolute possibility of abundance for all, when all work together to ensure its development.

January 1st, 2019

Published January 1, 2019 by tindertender

The last year not only ended with much argument between all of the people in our government, but also those citizens who have been recruited by both sides.

The situation calls for protection, yet it is plain many disagree. Yet even though they do, it is important to note that what we see with our eyes is not the whole of life … in fact, beyond this are those who have loved us, steadily. I could say they’ve protected us as well, but this is becoming harder and harder to believe as war tears apart many countries, ending many lives.

Temptation is everywhere. It is best to think where these temptations will lead, these urges can sweep one away should they not be thought through. Inspiration and empowerment are good things, when the affects of our actions are considered before hand.

People the world over are blaming others … it is always someone else’s fault, these things which cause suffering. This tendency seems to have replaced common sense. Natural justice will be dealt, all people must accept their portion of personal responsibility. True forgiveness can only come from an honest admission.

Ethics are necessary for real success … you can be physically and spiritually rich! These things must be worked toward in a positive way, and not just expected to drop in the lap.

Do not give up, there is hope yet. Fertility is everywhere. Sometimes we all feel alone with something we are struggling with, at times actually believing whole-heartedly that no one understands us.

Pleasure should be a priority – actively seek it. It is tempting to absorb that which others feed us, through the television and all social media sites, but much of it is a tool to generate angst. Don’t forget what makes you happy, be aware of the obstacles to your own pleasure. If we don’t allow ourselves to experience pleasure, whether as laughter, play, sensuality, or practicing our talents, we are less than whole.

If we focus too much on serious issues, and take ourselves too seriously, our lives are not complete. A big part of pleasure is letting go. This does not mean surrender, or giving up – it simply means to hand over our stress and worries.

It is time to relax and be playful. Seek balance between work and fun. Learn a difficult skill through study and play. Be curious.

These squabbles in high places are going to continue whether you become emotionally involved or not. Gift yourself peace and Happiness. It is a choice to be made. I am finished (hopefully) allowing my emotions to be dragged here and there, willy nilly … I will focus on being happy. I deserve it … so do you.

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