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Obstacle Challenge

Published March 16, 2018 by tindertender

An appointment yesterday left me with knowledge of a current health situation. Without going into detail, I will tell you, I accept this challenge.

OM – The Sound, the Vibration of the Universe, The Primordial Sound
GAM – The Seed Sound, or bija sound of Lord Ganesha
GANAPATAYE – Another name of Lord Ganesh, the one who overcomes of obstacles.
NAMAHA – I offer you my salutations, I bow to you.

I will transform this body.
I will purchase a stationary bicycle, and use it.
I will join a water aerobic class.
I will retain and gain mobilization.
I will alter my diet.
I will shed extra pounds which cause stress on the body.
I will gather with open minded people.
I will share my intention of health.
I will do whatever is needed to more fully synchronize mind and body.
I will strengthen spirit/soul.
I Am a warrior.
I will sprint to the finish line.
I will continue to affirm what I will do, and not what I won’t.
I will grow love and compassion in my mind/heart/spirit.
I will love me just as I am, and then some.
I will let this compassion for self merge with compassion for others.

This challenge I have been given wasn’t really given. I was told to go about life until I couldn’t any more and then we would look into resolution. I say NO. I will look into resolution now, when it is needed most. I have a vision embedded in my mind, and I will transform this reality into a different one … because I have that power … and it will be.

3-12-2018 ~ Sky Watch

Published March 12, 2018 by tindertender

Rain tomorrow. I know people who exclaim “how good they are getting at forecasting the weather!! It’s amazing!!” And when I try to explain, they give me a ration of crap. I wish more people were aware of their surroundings.

Latest info says the military is spraying to prevent other countries from tracking our activity. At what expense are they willing to pay for this power? It appears they are willing to destroy the entire world (eco-systems) while trying to hold onto it.

When I woke this morning the sky was pretty much all blue. The forecast stated that we would have rain starting Tuesday, and lo and behold, massive spraying took place all day. These photos were taken at various times, starting at 7:45am to 10:22am, 11:16am, 11:52am, 1:52pm, 2:13pm, 2:50pm, 3:57pm. This ‘haze’ tried mightily to burn off but as you can see the planes never gave up and continued spraying. I’m certain they are still at it, although I have given them enough of my attention for one day.

The soil is so contaminated. My test of the snow showed .114 ppm of aluminum and .13 ppm of barium. They said they did not find chromium, mercury, or cadmium in the small sample and they thought these were not bad levels. MY thinking on this is, if we have rain for days falling down, where there is .114 ppm aluminum and .13 ppm barium in a quarter cup of water, then cumulatively, there is much, much more in the soil. The plant life cannot sustain health or life at these levels over time. There is likely bacteria in the local rains which cause plant life and whole forests to be diseased, we can see it in the growth, and other web sites have evidence for our knowledge.

Trees and shrubs absorb these nano-particles and become just like a zinc cored candle wick. When there is a fire they burn so hot fire fighters cannot control the flame! We’ve seen this during the winter with the many fires in Oregon, California, Montana and elsewhere. Uncontrollable blazes which took lives of humans, and many animals. The forests which supply living quarters for the animal life as well as food are gone, and they will encroach on the cities and then be killed because people cannot deal with it, and quite frankly, many do not even care.

As our planet eco-system is destroyed, by a death grip to maintain ‘superiority’, all life is, and will continue, to suffer and die. Our very existence is in the hands of the greedy who lust for power. Their paranoid delusions are in the process of killing us all.

Turning Tides

Published March 11, 2018 by tindertender

One of the most disabling circumstances for humanity is, it has been stripped of the capacity to trust. Many, if not all of us, have had our trust abused. At first we believe it’s a solitary situation, so we continue to wear our hearts on sleeve. Then, it happens again. Now naivety is dissolved, and it becomes harder to have faith in the goodness of people, yet we do, again, believe and hope with faith.

Heartbreak after heartbreak, damage untold … causes friendships to be rare, any type of relationship becomes most difficult to build. This circumstance causes anger, pain, despair even.

I look at women, on women’s day, and I see them opening to each other, even though trust is difficult, still they try. It seems many women have moved beyond the thought of another woman taking their man, or whatever. The courage shown and lived is extremely powerful.

Women have decided on a large scale that we need each other if we are to heal ourselves, and the damage in the world. This union of spirit is the only way out of this mess.

There are many men who stand by woman’s side not as an authority, but as a partner, friend, and co-creator of that which is good, blessing us, and the world with their wider vision.

Seeing young people stepping into adulthood with eyes wide open, strong, and only slightly damaged dna is exciting! They are showing grit and integrity which has been lacking for some time.

As I attempt to turn back my own dna damage, I continue to watch the scene, hope is growing once more, for the future.

Flashback, Renewed Purpose

Published March 10, 2018 by tindertender

I watched myself as I loudly sang a song, eyeliner darkening my eyes. Thin, pretty, and rambunctious, living an uncontrolled existence, rebelling against everything, and everyone. There were many lies told about me and gleefully spread by those who heard them, but did not know the truth. They saw my nature and assumed knowledge.

This was a short road to hell, one which the life lived practiced for. So much time wasted being angry, pretending to be happy.

In walks a man, a spiritual man, young … behind the scenes he assisted me in releasing these emotions, becoming more stable and strong. Old habits fell by the wayside, and forgiveness was given those who I had anger for.

Nearly 2 decades I have fought against this, demanding to make my own decisions … danger of anger reappearing, sneaky that way. I recognize it as it creeps in, I sense old habits behind the curtain inching forward. A revving up of what is desired in life is needed. A conscious choice must be focused upon.

Grounding is in order. There are 7 bags of dirt in my car waiting for me to clean out the garden bed and refresh it for new crops. It is going to be a sunny, warm day, perfect for laying hands in soil, listening to calm music, earthing.

This is an admission of error, my own. For so long I have denied any comfort from another, for deep inside I did not believe it was deserved, but I know better … for we are ALL deserving of compassion and assistance. So once again I embrace this care and offer apologies, and a renewed effort to remain on track.

Love is, and has always been, at the deepest core of my person. It was poisoned against me, and in turn against everyone else. No more … I concentrate fully on eliminating this toxic debris called self despise and move into the future, full speed, for positive change.

I hope you will join me.

Wonder Woman

As Above, So Below

Published March 8, 2018 by tindertender

My mind has a lot of chatter going on, wondering this or that … how I may sometimes be strong, yet in others a blubbering mess of a weakling.

Open Your MindThere are those in this world who speak and listen to the unseen: mediums, chanelers, psychics, intuitives of all kinds. They tune in and listen / sense the conversation and many times bring back a message here and there.

This place beyond time could, I suppose, be considered heaven … where people go when their bodies quit them. A place where there is no day or night, awake or asleep, where hidden and secret things are known by all for there is no barrier between conscious ‘minds’.

That being said, all of those apart from physical form think overwhelming thoughts, each of them, just as we do in our own heads. So when some one says, “As above, so below” I have to wonder if this cannot be altered or helped at all.

If the above has not the ability to bring peace and quiet and calm to their existence, then it bubbles right into our world and into our minds, our collective energetic field.


Well, I say to ‘them’ … get it together!  And I laugh, even though it isn’t funny.

There are sinister ones here who want war … they’ll do anything they must in order to achieve it … a never ending battle. They’ve robbed the whole world of it’s wealth and use it against them, keeping them enslaved in this illusion.

If the majority chooses not to participate in this game, then the game will be over. And you must see by now the telltale signs that this is where it is headed. Hence the sudden bursts of mass shootings, bombings, intentional starvation of whole peoples, a purposeful elimination of peace lovers.

Before it is said and done, they will gather together as many bearers of light as they can, and they will try to eliminate them so they can continue in this charade. They have before … it worked then.

This time is different though, this time we are coming into an awareness never like before. (I speak as though I know, HA, never been there that I recall).

This mass awareness is seeping through AI into each others minds. As this information travels through my mind, into this ‘computer’ and then into your mind, what are the radio waves being transmitted by your device as you read? What is mine transmitting as I write?

Again I will say, Above to below, so get with the picture. This story must shift. It is time for a metamorphosis.

Trust Your Instinct

Published March 8, 2018 by tindertender

I wait as I listen to the above music for inspiration, drinking water at 3:52 am.

“The attitude of gratitude is a magnet of true love in all forms … Every moment counts. Grand gestures are for other times, it’s the smallest acts that really count now … This is the time to be receptive and allow someone else to take the lead and show his or her true nature to you. At the same time be careful of being manipulated … You will know the truth about your situation clearly if you sit this dance out and observe.”

I lite my palo santo stick and waft it through the air. It is one of my favorites.

A member of the military mentioned a revelation I never thought of before. He was speaking of tour limits and I was told, “One and done, you were ok. Two tours, you’re going back for revenge. 3 or more, you like killing people … stay away from those.”



“The messages or prophecies that they made had several consistent strands or themes that were to occur in the early part of the twenty-first century, around the year 2011. Chief among these was the infiltration of the major governments of the world, including the United Nations, by an alien race. This alien race was a predator race with extremely sophisticated technologies that enabled them to integrate with the human species. That is to say, they could pose as humanoids, but they were truly a blend of human and android —in other words, they were synthetics.”

BST: Blank Slate Technology or BST. BST is a form of time travel that enables the rewrite of history at what are called intervention points … BST is the most advanced technology and clearly anyone who is in possession of BST, can defend themselves against any aggressor. It is, as Fifteen was fond of saying, the freedom key.

ACIO: The primary interface with extraterrestrial technologies and how to adapt them into mainstream society as well as military applications. There were agreements between our government—specifically the NSA—to cooperate with an ET species commonly called the Greys in exchange for their cooperation to stay hidden and conduct their biological experiments under the cloak of secrecy.

Greys: The Greys, and most extraterrestrials for that matter, communicate with humans exclusively through a form of telepathy, which we called suggestive telepathy because to us it seemed that the Greys communicated in a such a way that they were trying to lead a conversation to a particular end.

Fifteen (He): Was the Director of Research in 1958 when the Corteum first became known to the ACIO.

RV Technlogies: Think of it as psychic spying. The ACIO has a department that specializes in Remote Viewing technology, and within this department was a woman of unparalleled capability as an RV. She was assigned to the project as its RV, and she was a critical element in determining the identity and purpose of the WingMakers.”

Central Race: On the fringe of the central universe resides the Central Race, which contain the original human DNA template of creation. However, they are such an ancient race that they appear to us as Gods, when indeed they represent our future selves. Time and space are the only variables of distinction. The Central Race is known to some as the creator gods who developed the primal template of the human species and then, working in conjunction with the Life Carriers, seeded the galaxies as the universes expanded. Each of the seven superuniverses has a distinctive purpose and relationship with the central universe via the Central Race based on how the Central Race experimented with the DNA to achieve distinct, but compatible physical embodiments to be soul carriers.

This is a fascinating link and above are only a few excerpts from interview #1. If you have questions about anything pertaining to life, this may grant you pieces of a puzzle, which may sound outrageous, yet when it resonates with everything within you, don’t discredit your instinct.

Mainstream media are prepping their viewers for something big. The ‘programming’ has a common story line.

“Sit this dance out, observe, allow ‘them’ to show their true nature to you.”

Trust your instinct.

Conscientious Choices

Published January 30, 2018 by tindertender

I'm DoneEvery time I come near her she slaps me! I ask her to stop, she refuses. Finally I get into it and bitch slap her like never before, but stop after a few short bursts for it is not my intention to hurt her, only to let her know how it feels. You see, I love her, she is a beautiful soul who I value and cherish, however I will not allow her to continue harming me. As she stands in utter shock at what just occurred, I step in and hold her, I tell her that I love her and this whole scenario must end. I do not know if she will ever forgive, or is even capable of living in peace. Time will tell.

Anger and pain have a terrible habit of leaking out of one and into others. Many people are not aware they are leaking, and some are perfectly aware yet do not know how to stop it. Only a desire for peace and love will be able to encourage an investigation into possibilities. Only a strong yearning for the pain to end will bring about a change.

The will is strong, more powerful than any of us has been led to believe. It is good practice to ‘change your mid’. Feel how it affects the body when you do, does it tense, or does it relax? Sometimes, when in an abusive situation, the drama and pain and fear can become somewhat ‘normal’ and when it stops, it feels as though something is off, or wrong. It will take adjusting to a life without this upset.

Respect YourselfYears ago I found myself addicted to Visine. After a time it burned my eyes, as though I developed an allergy to it. Not realizing this I continued to use it. After another bout of time my eyes started to not only burn, but would become so blood shot after using it that the pain was intense … So I stopped. That is when I realized I had become addicted to the burn. After awhile I became glad that I wasn’t inflicting this on myself.

All lifes situations are like this, whether we act against ourselves, or someone else does … whether we treat ourselves, or someone else does. It is all a chemical compound released in our minds, and when we understand this, then we can determine what we will allow our minds to produce.

This is the exercise which will bring about peace … if we choose it, if we work for it, if we are consciously aware and willing to put forth the effort. It CAN be done. All of those who say, “There will always be war, you cannot make everyone like each other” are fooling themselves and perhaps without even knowing, programming the world for continued cycle through pain.

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