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Time Structures and Hidden Love

Published October 7, 2018 by tindertender

I finally found the love for an abuser in my past. I remembered while soaking in a mineral bath this morning the sorrow I felt for him when he told me he watched his house burn, and his mother was inside. I remember the damage that it must have done to his young heart and mind, and how he found it impossible to be nice to women he was intimate with. I was of the belief he blamed her for running back into the house, for leaving him, and therefore he took it out on the women he had relations with. I could have been completely wrong, but this is where my love for him lay. To find it today is in a way a sense of closure, for I thought up until then I despised him. So nice to find the love in my heart was still there.

I also found love in my heart for a female who was abusive as she played the role of ‘baby sitter’ in my youth. She never would have done the things she did if she, too, had not been victimized and abused. I was able to forgive her, and find compassion for her inner child.

And me … that beautiful child I once was who loved dancing in the rain, feeding the cows, picking flowers and appreciating them not for their smell, for often they did not smell real good, but for their beauty. She loved the potato bugs that were always between the grass and the driveway cement, butterflies and cherry blossoms and wind and blue skies. She loved haunted houses, one of which was at the end of the street, she was able to stay the night there, sleeping under the kitchen table, for things were always thrown around in the night by the unseen. She loved bumble bees and laughter and helping peel potatoes. Oh beautiful girl, I love you so much. Your faith in love and joy were incredible.

For years now I have been surrounded by those in a Council Circle, female, male, and male child to the left, two males to the right, and crying boy in the center at the outside of the circle, as well as many others who are on the outside edges of the circle. They have a lot of discussion going on, looking for something that will end this cycle they find themselves in.

I saw myself as an antennae, one armed raised, palm up and flat receiving light from the heavens, and one arm down, hand bent and palm flat with the earth, another beam of light blasting into the soil on which I stood, uniting Heaven and Earth with an amazing channel of light.

A little surprised, the knowing that I Am Many came to mind. I visualized the child, the young girl, the young woman, the woman, and the older me of the future. We were standing in a circle around the council circle shown above, and we held hands while we smiled at those in the inner circle, moving in a counter clockwise motion.

It seemed a little strange that we moved in a counter-clockwise manner. Could it be we were unwinding time, and experiences? Undoing wrongs that had been done?

Circumambulation is done in a clockwise movement, many religions do this in worship, or to ward off evil.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Circumambulation

Widdershins is what the counter-clockwise movement is called. In Judaism sometimes circles are walked in this manner. “The twentieth-century German-Jewish philosopher Franz Rosenzweig suggested that the secret to returning to Judaism is to connect to Jewish time. The Sabbaths and the Festivals structure life; they transform time that is otherwise constructed on the basis of secular obligations and opportunities into sacred time.”

http://www.orzarua.org/Orot5768_HJWechsler_Counterclockwise.pdf

Perhaps there is much more to be discovered in this consciousness. Knowing that I Am Many, I can visualize different aspects of myself during this life, as we hold hands and move in this circular motion. Maybe one day I will come to understand the actual meaning of this ‘dance’.

Until then, I’ll be working on my visualization techniques. After all, if you can visualize the mountain as moving, then it will.

Nothing Else Matters

Published October 4, 2018 by tindertender

There is an incredible synergy required for the Earth to maintain delicate balance among the various beings on the planet. We witness this in the complex and cooperative interaction between plants, humans and animals.

You have the advantage of an incredible synergy at this time. A flow of life is guiding you. You are in a mutually cooperative interaction with Spirit, as your will is aligned with the will of Spirit.

We’re faced with a choice of abandoning our myopic vision in favor of seeing and accepting the bigger picture, or we can just allow ourselves to be overwhelmed by a sense of smallness and helplessness.

You may have lost your perspective, so it is time to step back, breathe, and allow yourself to detach in order to gather information from your senses and regain your perspective about the situation. Detachment does not mean that you no longer care ~ it simply indicates that you are looking at things from a different point of view.

Light will indeed return. Honor what has happened over the previous several months with gratitude and forgiveness. Then let it go. Reflect, and consider what is to come ~ all the different possibilities and potential that exists. Patience and stillness is called for … just as the earth cycles have their own pace, so does this cycle.

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Water is our life blood, a nutrient more essential than food. The flow of water through our own bodies serves as a metaphor for how Life itself flows through us and expresses as us. Fighting or blocking the flow of your Life Force can lead you to feeling spiritually void and disconnected from Source. When you simply begin to pay attention to the flow it becomes easier to navigate your experiences and see what lies ahead. Your resistance is hampering your ability to make a choice in this matter. Surrender to the movement of Life, be grateful, and you will see the signs. “Go with the flow” is more than a trite aphorism, it is essential that you do so now. Breathe, relax, and you will know.

You have within you the blood of your ancestors. You are deeply connected to your lineage. This is the time to call upon those ancestors, those who are of your bloodline as well as those ancient ones who have walked the land that you now walk.

Tired Body, Tired Mind

Published May 10, 2018 by tindertender

There are days when physical labor is pushed, maximized to the best of ones ability. There are also days when number crunching and project planning is a continuous cycle. Hours go by and the muscles begin to ache, the mind starts to as well. Tylenol can be ones best friend after this work.

Efforts made are increasing, it is as though we’ve entered the ‘spin cycle’ of life. There is a wringing out of the ‘suds’, a cleansing is happening. Soon there will be an end to the spin and it will be time to dry, fluffing and making soft the load we’ve been carrying.

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Photo by Joshua Fuller

A blessing is in store. The effort, the stamina maintained as the sea of life is sailed, all experiences, will culminate in calm, it is going to settle. As the waters rage they are washing away the grime that has collected, and although it seems so much is destroyed, it is actually a purification. The sun is about to shine bright, bringing abundance in ways that have been missing for nearly everyone. As we begin to realize the intricate connection we have with the earth, the waters, the air and with each other, we will learn to ride the tide … not with fear and a clutching to anything we find for safety, but with balance and awe as the truth embraces us, and as we embrace the truth.

When things begin to sweep out from under, go to high ground … rise above it. Whether it be a tumultuous relationship of some kind, or some other experience … rise. This cleansing is going to happen, where you place yourself will determine how it affects you.

When too much is taken from a situation without anything given back an imbalance occurs. This is seen in many situations, it is in the products we choose, it is in what we put into the soil and water of the earth, it is what we allow in our lives..

As this shift happens, look around, practice really seeing others and how circumstances affect them, look deeply into your own world. Often, life is a story told and many of these tales are complete fiction.

Transparency, vulnerability … allowing the real you to shine will be the gift you came to share with the world. No one can be you better than you.

Keep Going

“You’ve Changed”

Published April 25, 2018 by tindertender

These may be words you have heard, many of us have. “She (or he) is not the same person I met!” While this may appear to be the case, the reality is a little simpler than that.

As we go through life … from childhood, teenager, young adult, adult, elder … it may indeed appear as though we change, just as greatly as the cells of our physical body. In truth, it is more accurate to say that we live life privileged to have many different experiences.

Looking Back

That child, teenager, young adult, and adult will remain with us as we enter our elder years. Life may look different, just as many objects do from various angles, yet the naive aspect of our self never disappears, only lives life from multiple views, constantly learning.

Circumstances change as the years go by, people treat each other differently through the age process, affording us all unique situations and valuable lessons.

So while it appears as though “she is not the same person she once was”, she is only enjoying life in abundant formations.

She is still here, looking backward, working forward, marveling at it all.

Seven Levels of the Human Energy Field

Published March 23, 2018 by tindertender

The Human Energy Field:  The Vehicle That Carries Your Energy
By: Barbara Ann Brennan, Light Emerging

The human energy field is composed of seven levels. Many people have the erroneous idea that this field is like the layers of an onion. It is not. Each level penetrates through the body and extends outward from the skin. Each successive level is of a “higher frequency” or a “higher octave.”

Each extends out from the skin several inches farther than the one within it of lower frequency. The odd-numbered levels are structured fields of standing, scintillating light beams. The first, third, fifth, and seventh levels of this field are structured in a specific form. The even numbered levels– the second, fourth, and sixth–are filled with formless substance/energy. The second level is like gaseous substance, the fourth is fluid like, and the sixth is like the diffuse light around a candle flame. It is the unstructured level of the energy field that has been related to plasma and dubbed bioplasma.

Remember, these are not scientific terms we use here because experimentation has not yet proven what it is. But for lack of a better term, we shall use the word bioplasma. The bioplasma in all three of the unstructured levels is composed of various colors, apparent density, and intensity. This bioplasma flows along the lines of the structured levels. It correlates directly with our emotions.

The combination of a standing light grid with bioplasma flowing through it holds the physical body together in its form, nurtures it with life energy, and serves as a communication and integration system that keeps the body functioning as a single organism. All of these levels of the human energy field act holographically to influence each other. These levels, or energy bodies as many people call them, cannot be considered less real than our physical body. If all of your energy bodies are strong, charged, and healthy, you will have a full life in all areas of human experience. If your energy field is weak at any level, you will have difficulty having experiences that are associated with that level, and your life experience will be limited. The more levels or bodies that you have developed, the fuller and broader your life experience will be.

We have the tendency to assume that all life experience is the same as it is in the physical dimension. It is not. Rather, life exists on many vibrational levels. Each level is different according to the makeup of energy-consciousness in that level. This gives us a wide variety of life experience from which to learn. The seven levels of the auric field correspond to seven different levels of life experience. Each level is different in vibrational frequency range, intensity, and composition of bio-plasma. Each therefore responds to stimuli according to its makeup. It reminds me of how exciting it was, in applied mathematics, to derive equations of fluid motion under different conditions. I was surprised to see that the same equations worked for air in fluid motion as for water.

The difference was that certain factors in the equations were more influential than others as the medium changed. The same was true for the equations that describe the movement of air close to the surface of the earth and the movement of air higher up. Air movement close to the ground is more influenced by the friction of the trees and shrubs than the air mass above it. as you move up away from the ground, it is necessary to decrease the friction factor in the equation that describes air movement. Results show a shift in direction of air flow. This shift of direction is called the wind shear.

I’m sure you have noticed that clouds at one level usually move in a different direction from the clouds at a higher level. Micrometeorology describes short-distance movements of air in small local conditions that were very different from the macro-movements of air across the oceans, where the motion of the earth comes into play through the Coriolis force. Yet the same equations function for all. Different parts of the equations become more influential with different conditions.

I applied the same ideas and general principles when trying to make sense of auric field interactions.

The energy-consciousness of the auric field flows differently and is influenced by different factors on different levels of the field. That is, the composition of the energy-consciousness of each of the field levels is unique, different from all the other levels. Each responds differently to different factors.

Another way to surmise what is going on is to say that the bioplasma of each level of the field probably has its own frequency range, intensity of charge, and composition. So it most naturally responds to stimuli accordingly. Another type of study, used in astrological as well as earth observations, influenced the way I looked at the auric field. It is common practice for science to build instruments that filter out extraneous wavelengths and then to make observations within only a narrow wavelength band.

Observing the sun in this way yields pictures of the solar atmosphere at different heights. That is how we get pictures of sunspots, or of solar flares, which look very different from the energy deeper within the sun or in its outer layer, the corona. The same principles can be very useful in auric field observations.

By changing one’s HSP (Higher Sense Perception) to different auric vibrational levels, different levels of the auric field become more clearly defined. Once these levels are clearly defined, it is easy to work directly with them. The following description of the configuration of the levels of the auric field, and the life experience associated with each, arises from my observation, study, and experience during twenty years of healing and thirteen years of teaching. The below figure shows the seven levels of the auric or human energy field.

Levels of Energy

More here:
http://lieske.com/hef.htm

Building Authentic Clarity

Published January 17, 2018 by tindertender

conscienceLooking straight ahead objects seem so far, yet when I focus I see that they are actually quite near. I think life is like this … everything one has ever wanted, eg: true love … seems so far, yet is so very near. The focus is blurred and skewed ~ a concentrated effort must be made to bring harmony and balance, but first, a recognition that perception is indeed, out of focus.

Walking through life, having a multitude of experience … some which bring joy, some triggering pain of many types … the latter causing a mind to narrow, the heart to shut down, to be somewhat ‘afraid’ to be open, to see a bigger picture. Fear of unpleasantness creates a little cage in which the mind becomes trapped.

The task for those wishing freedom, true freedom, is to step into that fear, to embrace ones self as vulnerability is allowed to come forth, to practice standing tall and strong in the face of that which causes pain. Being exposed one learns to be open and to practice forgiveness ~ of others, and of self. It is a long and difficult process, one which may never end, but without effort no progress will be made at all. This isn’t to say one ought to stand there and be hammered by the same individuals who trigger misery … only as much as we can take and then … Release.

Authenticity requires sensitivity and a willingness to bare the soul. Courage develops here … in a gentle allowing.

“Be like water making its way through cracks. Do not be assertive, but adjust to the object, and you shall find a way around or through it. If nothing within you stays rigid, outward things will disclose themselves. Empty your mind, be formless. Shapeless, like water. If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle it becomes the bottle. You put it in a teapot, it becomes the teapot. Now, water can flow or it can crash. Be water, my friend.” 
― Bruce Lee

 

Colorful Mixtures In Haze

Published December 23, 2017 by tindertender

Cloud ladyIf he was with she, and she was with he,
who are these others?
Golden flowers wrapped in golden stems,
Silken red fabric on which they lay.
Warmth spreads as a visitor crowds in,
Insistent on utilizing space.
Raindrops on a white coat, slight stains left behind.
No color is not the color to wear while alive.
One who flies, yet does not have wings, is capable of miracles.
Surprised at first, reality sets in as ‘belief’ proves anything is possible.
One alert, one at ease, between the two I lay.
In comfort my mind is free to dream.
A hum, a vibration, are they related?
Does stillness fit in this picture? … or perhaps stillness is not.
It simply is what has become ‘used’ to.
Too close to notice what is real or imagined.

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