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Conscious Connection

Published March 17, 2018 by tindertender

Conscious Connection

I sit listening to the high pitch in my ears as well as music, soft without words in the headphones. The two sounds mesh and I feel the pulse of blood course through my body. More than blood though, there is energy, alive and fierce.

I thought of the supplements I take and realized I hadn’t taken them. A cleanse has recently happened … first a 3 day fast, then a cell cleanse followed by little food and much water, or at least more than normal. The body is vibrating a soft hum.

Understanding has changed. It has gone from the superstition taught in today’s world to a deeper source, truer. Many call it mythology, but the evidence cannot be denied. Regions around the whole world have similar data which has been kept in shadow for a very long time.

Funny when really considered … history is a made up story, much of it … mythology more real than we’ve been led to believe.

Eagle staring me in the face,
Huge, hooked beak right before my eyes.

Sensing is quite interesting. Coming into it again, slowly. The first round was too fast. While I do not understand it fully (or at all, consciously) it’s happening, none the less.


Open Your Mind

Published March 11, 2018 by tindertender

Parallel Universes, different life forms, yet all of the same consciousness.

Many on earth have a belief that Jesus was/is the savior. In these parallel universes, some are still seeking theirs.

Is it you, is it me …

War & Peace

Published March 10, 2018 by tindertender

I’ve said many times and truly believe that war will never bring peace. Yet when I look to the galaxy and the universe and beyond, I remember being told about the way planets are born, stars are destroyed, galaxies birthed and so on.


This explosion of stars, constant reconstruction … is this the equivalent to wars on earth? If so, would life cease if chaos no longer existed? It seems destruction is necessary for the birthing of something new, for change to take place.

Perhaps world wide love and compassion are not possible after all. But oh how I wish it were … and so I will continue to live life to the best of my ability in order to align with this desire.

Odd, how these moments of silence give way to possibilities. Who needs television anyway?

A Spiritual Warrior

Published March 9, 2018 by tindertender

The questions I have tend to lose meaning once they are formed into words. There are so many of them when viewed from a wide awareness, I really don’t feel too much like asking.

Spiritual Warrior

Making conscious choices that create balance … it seems easy enough when said, but actually making the choice consistently is more difficult. Does this make a person weak, or only show that they are human? Being a spiritual warrior is a big responsibility. All too often the ease of selling ones self short prevails … but we have been chosen as the embodiment of the Scared in this world, to be the best ‘we’ that we can possibly be … be ready, respect yourself, have courage, believe in your purpose.

Relinquishing control and allowing others to assist can be a challenge. All too often it is easier to ‘just do it ourselves’. This, however, creates a barrier, and shuts off the possibility of greater good.

Finding joy in the trivial tasks can be quite elusive … washing the car, cleaning the closet, readying the garden, mowing lawn, painting, meditating … yet it is the stillness of mind while doing these tasks where peace is found, and larger ‘chores’ which lay ahead are outlined and planned in the subconscious.

Get busy. End self destructive habits and embrace the fullness that is within. A crisp awareness is going to be needed where you’re headed, so start now.

Imposing Behavior Modification

Published February 7, 2018 by tindertender

Who is orchestrating this mess, who is playing with inclination? The human body is made mostly of water, this we all know. Those who are paying attention also know that which is sprayed into our atmosphere consists of heavy metals, namely a dangerous, extremely poisonous brew that includes: barium, nano aluminum-coated fiberglass [known as CHAFF], radioactive thorium, cadmium, chromium, nickel, desiccated blood, mold spores, yellow fungal mycotoxins, ethylene dibromide, and polymer fibers. Barium can be compared to the toxicity of arsenic.

What do you think happens to conductivity when you add metal into water? The reactivity of metals with water is linked with their positions in the reactivity series. As a result of reaction of a metal with water, metal hydroxide is formed along with the release of hydrogen gas.

That’s right, ALL of life is being exposed to this on a massive scale, though some will not see it, and fewer will admit it.


Few metals, such as aluminium, can be removed through elimination activities, while some metals get accumulated in the body and food chain, exhibiting a chronic nature … This can lead to various disorders and can also result in excessive damage due to oxidative stress induced by free radical formation. Metals are substances with high electrical conductivity … The most commonly found heavy metals in waste water include arsenic, cadmium, chromium, copper, lead, nickel, and zinc, all of which cause risks for human health and the environment.

Water affected by sound frequencyApply Radio-frequency to water (our bodies) and you get much disturbance. Now add heavy metals … and then microwave energy. Seem like a good idea? Now add pharmaceuticals for countering the affects the first three have on the brain. Is it any wonder people are behaving in a rash manner?

References below:

If interested in the affects these sprays overhead are having on the body and mind, I suggest this link for reading, as it explains in detail the affect of them all.

Are you ‘hearing’ things, or getting the ‘tingles’?
Exposure to high sound pressure levels may result in direct auditory effects and indirect effects of auditory stimulation … Knowing the absorption coefficients is not sufficient to really predict the heating or other damage which may result. It is necessary also to know how the energy is distributed once it is within the body and where it is absorbed.

There are 35 metals that are of concern because of exposure, out of which 23 are heavy metals: antimony, arsenic, bismuth, cadmium, cerium, chromium, cobalt, copper, gallium, gold, iron, lead, manganese, mercury, nickel, platinum, silver, tellurium, thallium, tin, uranium, vanadium, and zinc. In large amounts they can become toxic or dangerous. Long-term exposure can lead to physical, muscular, and neurological degenerative processes that imitate diseases such as multiple sclerosis, Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s disease and muscular dystrophy. Repeated long-term exposure of some metals and their compounds may even cause cancer.
Lye is a metal hydroxide. It’s used in food, in soaps, in household cleaners … it will digest tissues of animals (and humans). Safety concerns with lye are their potentially destructive effects on living tissues. Solutions containing lyes can cause chemical burns, permanent injuries, scarring and blindness, immediately upon contact. The reaction between sodium hydroxide and a few metals is hazardous. Aluminium reacts with lyes to produce hydrogen gas. Since hydrogen is flammable, mixing a large quantity of a lye such as sodium hydroxide with aluminum in a closed container is dangerous—especially when the system is at a high temperature, which speeds up the reaction. In addition to aluminum, lyes may also react with magnesiumzinctinchromiumbrass or bronze—producing hydrogen gas.

The body is a ‘closed’ container. We are ingesting these metals through the air we breath, they are growing in the foods we eat. Add an intense blast of energy of high temperature (WiFi) and what do you suppose will happen to the body … the mind?

Metal inside your body when exposed to high power levels of millimeter waves (5G) could kill you outright by spontaneous combustion. Have you ever seen what happens if you put metal inside of a microwave oven?

I Thought I Knew …

Published February 4, 2018 by tindertender

scattered mind
I lay here, mind spinning, wondering if this is all there is. Why is it that everything which starts out so beautiful ends so crappy? It seems everything does. Bonds created where love was shared deeply would be broken, even shattered, every time. How is one able to maintain a sense of personal value when they are continually left behind?

I find that this life is easier lived as a solo human being. Sure, there are others here, but my heart is worn very close and it doesn’t travel far any more. As a fairly young woman (still), I am disturbed by this at times, but I keep coming back to the fact that this is MY time. Time for me to heal before I exit this journey … I wonder if healing is even possible.

I thought I knew what it was about, yet I now acknowledge I do not. The truth is, there is so much more to life than I knew, it blows my mind and makes for a very intimidating and confusing situation. I continue to bounce between acceptance of this and denial of it … an embracing of the truth of it, and a need to swim to surface and just float there, ignoring the depth of what is.

Some times I cry and feel like life is creating victims of us all, over and over again. So much pain has been inflicted on the masses … someone must be gleefully proud of themselves as we humans swim in this mess. Again I bounce to the polar end of this spectrum and am determined to live each moment to the best of my ability, practicing to emit peace into the world ~ surrounded by suffering.

Examine What You TolerateI rise from my chair and retrieve a 7 watt light bulb for my salt lamp. I am hoping the stronger light will generate more negative ions in my room. I just need things to calm the heck down. Purchase of another salt lamp is on the horizon, along with an indoor water fountain … or two.

I intend to do all I can in order to alleviate this electromagnetic radiation. “Exposure to high levels of nonionizing energy, such as radio wave frequencies, can damage the structure and function of the nervous system.”  From breaking strands of DNA in the brain, to inducing panic, disorientation and deep fear, as well as causing seizures and death, this is not something to be taken lightly.

There was once a time where one could just “Cowgirl Up” and move on, and still this is the case, however the effort to do just that must be intensified if one is to be successful. There is so much more happening now, and the affect it is having on our bodies, our brains, hasn’t really been studied that long … the findings that have been concluded are hidden from us by the majority.

As I observe chaos in the streets I try to remember who I am, yet I realize I never actually knew, not in ‘time’ anyhow … perhaps before time …

Do We Have Common Goals?

Published February 3, 2018 by tindertender

The Sky's The LimitFrom early age hindrances are placed upon dreams. Many children are asked, “What do you want to be when you grow up?”, and then training proceeds which ends those dreams … for many.

Dreamers are not embraced, history and personal experience shows this to be true, mostly. Yet when we make it to adulthood, we have opportunity to shed these ingrained ‘habits’ and become our own best motivator. We are capable of tearing down the system which had been utilized to control our mind.

It takes courage to walk away from what society would have us do, and do instead what our heart tells us we need. It is our responsibility to do so, for if we do not then the cycle of orders, and following them blindly, will continue.

There is no need for kings and queens or rulers over our person. Are we not capable of working together as a team for the benefit of The Whole? History says we are not, but has the population really been given the chance?

From the history we’ve been exposed to we learn that a form of slavery has always been … some working so hard, beaten if they do not, while others eat the fruits of labor and take rose petal baths.

I was saddened when I found that the growers and harvesters of the cocoa bean had never even tasted chocolate. They had no idea what their hard work was creating! If they knew, they may have processed it themselves and been able to gain more for their efforts, for it is their crops which people clamor for. I’m of the impression this knowledge had been intentionally kept from them. Greed is an ugly thing.

Using each other for personal gain has been the ‘norm’ for centuries. Where did this attitude stem from, and why is it difficult for people to share, equally, so that all benefit … equally?

The best example of a true leader, in my opinion, is Jose Mujica, president of Uruguay. Jose donates more than of 90% of his salary to benefit the poor and to help small entrepreneurs. Now, THAT’S a man … this is someone not out for personal gain and prestige, but rather someone who honestly wishes to help the people.

Is it possible for others to behave in such a manner, or has the What’s in it for ME attitude been planted too deeply in the psyche of humanity?

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