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And The Sky Opened

Published September 19, 2018 by tindertender

“She has the strength of a thousand suns”, they said … or was it only herself speaking? What is it like, knowing life is so … very … large? What is perceived with the mind through emotion is just the tip of the iceberg. Life is much more vast than that small understanding. It is so large, understanding ceases to exist!

Uncovering the inner most portions of self is like the best present ever! There is a time when you may feel like you “know” you … but didn’t you feel the same ten years ago? And are you that same person you were then?

This package we were born into holds treasures beyond words.

On the job site, or in relationships of all kinds, there may be a ‘holding back’ of heartfelt ideas or desires. There may be a twinge of fear, or shame attached to it. Through life others may have instilled the idea that the sweet inner fire of you is a thing that should be doused.

Underneath the programming, when the heart and the inner parts of self are delved in to, beautiful surprises begin to show up. When opportunity arises to try something new … one day, rather than saying no thanks, instead the answer may be, “Why not? I may not be good at it, but I might just be, as well!” And the effort is made, and the answer as to whether it is something one would wish to add to the tool belt of knowledge is discovered.

Try, try, try again. All that which does not harm self or others, when opportunity arises, try it.

How many gifts will you discover buried ‘neath that barrier that has been created? Are you a painter, a writer, a food preserver, a gardener, a medicine man, or woman?

In life, attention is often on finding the treasures within others, our partner, children, friends, acquaintances. Very rarely does one look inside for the treasure, they’ve instead taken on others opinions of what their personal treasure is, or is not.

Solitude is a blessing, even if only an hour a day. Sit, quietly with personal thoughts and see what relations on the “larger side of life” may offer you.

You just might be surprised.

Defining Self

Published August 28, 2018 by tindertender

Photo by Andrei Lazarev

How many people still equate “who they are” with their physical body, their job, or their possessions? Although I honestly believe the number is on the decline, there are still many who think of these things ‘as them’.

It can be difficult to look deep in to ones own psyche and take a good long, hard, honest look at what is there. Personally, I think those individuals who have are those who may be depressed … at first (been there). Yet it is also they who show the utmost bravery, for it takes a tremendous amount of courage to see truth, raw and bare. (The key is to not allow any other person define who we are).

Youth, remembering it I see clearly the flippant cocky way I once behaved. When I experience the same behavior from others today, it takes me right back. I think to myself, there must be a reason I’m being exposed to this right now … what have I to learn that I haven’t yet learned from those days? So I ponder it …

Not so much focused on what was said by another, but what I said … then, and now. What do my actions of past, and my responses of present have to teach me?

Well, I can assure you life is one grand affair! To be able to say I was young and naive, then hurt and depressed, beaten to the ground, then a fighter … cocky and … dare I say, cruel? Then lost in twilight zone, to now. Rebirthed, new, yet filled with so many memories of these roles I’ve held. So funny, and odd, to see an aspect of my younger self in action today, as a male no less!

It seems I am different, and I am, yet the memories remind me of what I hold inside, that which has formed my current reality.

And still, there are those in this world which make it their mission to tear down people, too afraid to tear down their own psyche, bust their egoic person right open and create a kinder, more connected, gentler self. Or perhaps they are still, only too stubborn, unable to see.

The day will come, if they make it. So many do not …

I’m curious what tomorrow brings for this world. I see the whole. It is so much bigger than my personal world … than any ‘personal space’.

How Many More?

Published August 21, 2018 by tindertender

Love rise replaced with suffering …

During the 60’s and 70’s there was a lot of talk about love, many songs were deep into the meaning of it as the message spread across the states. People began to come together, really feeling it

The powers that be saw the artists were having a huge impact on the citizens. And then John Lennon was shot, and others were warned and harassed.

The rumor spread that disco was ‘evil’ and it was shunned and demonized. Donna Summer had horrible rumors spread of her. She died of lung cancer caused by asbestos they say … and to think our EPA wants to start using it again.

Jimmi Hendricks died. The official story is that he willingly took 18 times the recommended dosage of barbiturates. The inconsistencies in the reported event leaves suspicion and definitely is not an open shut case, although they did a great job of doing just that.

Marvin Gaye, shot by his own father … or so the story goes.

President Kennedy was also assassinated, the Vietnam War escalated under his successor, Lyndon B. Johnson.

And let us not forget Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. ~ among so many others.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Assassination_of_Martin_Luther_King_Jr.

The Vietnam War was created and young men were drafted, forced to fight, kill, and be killed. And for what? I’ll tell you … to end the path we were on … the path of collective Love.

How many more times are our men going to willfully go into battle created from false flags and hidden agendas? How many more of them will be lured into killing and being killed? Paid to throw down their lives, leave their families and disrupt love the globe over?

That line of ending crime just doesn’t cut it, when the ones doing crime are also the ones telling the story. Peace never comes from war, and love always seems to be stifled by that government who touts to care.

The Official story:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vietnam_War
https://www.historylearningsite.co.uk/vietnam-war/the-causes-of-the-vietnam-war/
https://www.cnn.com/2014/06/20/us/vietnam-war-five-things/index.html

And the President everyone loved:

http://www.wbur.org/hereandnow/2013/11/18/vietnam-war-jfk

Beloved Artists who’s stories ought be questioned:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_pop_musicians_who_died_of_drug_overdose
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_deaths_in_rock_and_roll

Toxins released into the public by government sectors:
https://www.asbestos.com/news/2012/05/18/donna-summer-dies-asbestos-lung-cancer/
Not to mention Fluoride, Glysophate, Big Pharma, and Geoengineering.

While many probably did actually die of overdose, how many did not, yet the public was fed that scenario? Too many peace lovers were murdered right about the time war was implemented. It seems chaos has been perpetrated on the public ever since.

One made up crisis after another, often created by the very ‘leaders’ who want their people to go kill and be killed, all the while citizens who work regular jobs are forced to pay for it through taxation.

There is no care by government for its citizens.
Their only concern is for maintaining power and authority over those same people.
Consistent, endless, war.

Personal Expansion

Published August 8, 2018 by tindertender

When younger, and smaller in stature, I felt much larger, larger than life! Now that I am physically larger I still feel spiritually larger than life, yet forget how my body has grown until I actually roll to the side and rest my hand on my belly.

Funny … I still feel the frame made by bones and therefore feel ‘smaller’ yet know the physical has grown. I realize too, that the spiritual aspect of this that I call me has grown also … I am in awe as I recall the differing phases this life has afforded me. I am in complete wonderment of this experience.

I have a friend who knew me when I was much thinner and used to say I should have more pride and join a gym, lose the weight I had gained. I let it be known I would learn to love me as I was. It is foolish to always be chasing some ‘form’ or dream … the ‘now’ IS where it is at … besides, for quite awhile now I have felt sort of separate from this flesh, even while living in it. Strange.

When I hear people judge my appearance … my weight, my current hair style, my clothes, or my tattoos … I tilt my head in wonder. Can’t they see there is so much more than that going on here?

Photo by Karl Magnuson

I think about the human experience and I wonder … aren’t people aware that we are all so similar? The BIG one is the fact that our minds are always churning thoughts, even when from looking at us it seems we are calm, cool and collected. Most of us dream and have difficulty remembering them, unless we journal right away upon waking. We have all suffered loss … of things, of love, of friends. We have all experienced lack of some sort … food, shelter, compassion and care. Many of us probably believe we deserve mistreatment it has been happening so long. Many of us have grown hard and decided we simply don’t care any more.

How do we return to love? How do we foster joy and feed the innocence within us? How do we release pain, sorrow, anger, jealousy, fear?

It begins by undoing the broken record which plays in our mind. It is in the creation of NEW super thought highways, it is in counter-intelligence.

Do you know you have the power to transform every single aspect of your mind? And in that transformation you essentially create new realities?

Perhaps you have been in a sour mood, yet put on a happy face, pretending. Before you know it, you may even actually BE in a good mood. This is the power of the mind. You can flip these switches on and off at the slightest intention!

Intention is everything, and it is yours, it is mine, it is ours.

This world is the collective dream, and together we can change what we see and what we experience, simply by choosing a different thought, action, and outcome.

And so when I think of my physical form I think me ‘skinny’. I wear comfortable clothes which do not bind and I honestly am not interested in what people think of my attire. I am too focused on the inside work, the inner expansion.

Awareness … it means so many things to different people. Let the vision expand, take it ALL in, and the ‘little’ things, such as the body, seem much smaller … whether some say it is or not.

Stars Of Infinity

Published July 9, 2018 by tindertender

Infinity Stars_1

Some countries have one star, some have more, those who carry the Infinity Stars are larger than any one country.

On earth, one nation pits itself against the other, constantly riling the people as to who is the real enemy.

We see, however, who it is permitting the destruction of the planet … the earth, the waters, the air we breathe. The foods we purchase and feed to our families has been toxified, and the governments which have allowed this are also permitting the poisoners freedom of hidden agendas.

The citizens are looked upon as “human capital” to be utilized as they see fit, disposable. Many of those who fight in their countries dreamed up wars in order to ‘maintain power’ over others, do not even know there is something more honorable their allegiance should be vowed … to those who have not made weapons to be utilized for blowing the entire planet away.

With the lies and the cheats, the murders and the mayhem, the total disregard for all life … the indoctrination into a system which perpetuates harm … intelligent life begins to look outside the box, to investigate that which has not been disclosed.

While humans focus on the killing of their own, there are others who are doing everything they can to save theirs. Although these others have capacity to obliterate the liars they do not, for it is OUR planet, and they honor that fact.

This planets government systems have trained their populations to fear the unknown. They have programmed the habitual thinking that what is beyond our skies is ‘out to get us’, when if they were … we’d be long gone by now.

The time is short. If we choose not to see the truth and act quickly upon it, those we have given power, those who are hired to work for the people, will destroy the entire world.

We can see clearly this blog is not the only message voicing these realities. People the world over are fed up.

 

 

Creation Bank

Published June 25, 2018 by tindertender
luke-stackpoole-578017-unsplash.jpgPhoto by Luke Stackpoole

Religious folks often speak of hell as a place to go should one be an ass while living. The truth is, it is a simple return of the suffering one may have caused during life.

The pain we inflict on others, whether it be physical or emotional, personal or otherwise, is given back to us as we transition from body.

Every person and animal is a beacon of light, and all of us participate in the dimming of, or magnification of it. Each living being met through life will be affected positively or negatively by our actions and words. ALL of it will be returned to us at the time of passing, for none of it belongs to any of them … we give it to them to carry for us while in body.

Choose carefully, heed the repercussion … for this creation is yours to keep always. The return of it will not be given in small doses, as it was doled … it will be placed in the lap all at once, which could make it a screaming hell.

 

Language … Just Words?

Published June 24, 2018 by tindertender

Person

Personal

Person-al

Personnel

Subtle … isn’t it?

Photo by George Kourounis

Who determined we would be called people, who are persons, who take things personal, and become ‘personnel’?

Why are we not called something else? Like for instance … saviors … who repeatedly do what we can to help others? Or … universal code bearers … who receive and share the messages from beyond this time and place? Or … magnifiers … who grow that which has been fostered in our being?

This will probably strike all kinds of chords in many, yet I feel that ‘people’ are much more than what we’ve been trained to believe. Our bodies and minds are meant for much more than becoming ‘personnel’ in this world … taking everything personal.

This life is so much bigger than what we’ve been told! The capacity!!!!!!! It is outrageous, HUGE!! And it has been reduced to this small insignificant rubble …. yet we know it is much more, which is why there is struggle to break free from these stories we’ve been given to live.

Honestly, if you had the task of renaming ‘people’ … the ‘persons’ of this world, knowing you are one of them … what would you call us?

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