Chaos

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Stubborn ~ Willful ~ Human

Published February 12, 2018 by tindertender

From the approximate age of 4 or 5, I have been determined to make my own decisions, about what I would wear, and what I would do. I still remember the day I told my mother I would wear ‘this’ and not what she had planned for me. It snowballed from there.

Stubborn_3At the age of 15 I ‘got’ a boyfriend, who told me what to wear, what to do, and how to even wear my hair. At first I wanted to please him, but the more abusive he became, the more I hated this invisible thumb on my life, and I rebelled. He became more physical in his attempts to control me, and I fought back, intensely, having to leave town for he knew not when to stop and my very life was in danger.

This was only the beginning of understanding. You see, at first I thought it was only humankind that wanted to do manipulation, but now know that we are all just pawns, given a certain set of circumstances to test our reactions and our ability to handle stressful situations.

Stubborn_1There are others who hear not only what we say, but what we do not say as well … those thoughts we do not give audible words to. Not only that, they see our dreams as well. I know a man who thirty years ago told me he knew me better than I knew myself. I suppose it was true to a certain extent, however he still did not know my thoughts unless I told him, and he was not aware of my dreams.

These others, they know the three parts of a person, indeed, they know all about us, even those things we’ve forgotten. They know our waking verbal self, our waking non-verbal self, and our sleeping self. They watch, they listen, they discuss among each other our strengths and our weaknesses. They observe as we face our trials, and they see how we treat each other, in calm times, and in times of intense stress. Our hearts are known without any misconstrued stories.

mindful selfIn the silence of your mind are you working to build a compassionate life, or are you scheming the next steps in order to ‘pull one over’ on someone? Are you trying to be kind, or are you practicing some sort of revenge for perceived wrongs? All of these things do not go unseen, unknown.

Those who go through life without delving deep into their own being, projecting harm into the world, albeit mostly unconsciously, they will need to come back and try again, for they obviously haven’t got what it takes to merge with the whole which is in constant connection and awareness. Chaos does not work in a situation where they must be listened to at all times, not if one hopes to have a peaceful atmosphere.

And those ‘ones’ wish for peace. Which is why we face these trials. It is important to forgive, to release emotions which cause chaos in the mind and to practice calm responses and not extreme reactions which do more harm than good.

time bombJust yesterday I had to sever ties with a person who works very hard to create chaos in the world. I understand, for I was once an angry person who did the same. It is not something I choose to practice any longer though, it hasn’t been for nearly two decades. I instead wish to practice and see if I can be a person of peace, just as thoroughly as I was a person of chaos. It’s a personal challenge, and not done because ‘someone’s listening’. I honestly wish to see if I am as good at creating good with thoughts, words and actions as I was at creating harmful words, thoughts and actions.

Many people think God hears their prayers, when spoken and when thought. Yet these same people are in denial that He also hears everything else that they say and think, they believe that their actions go unseen unless they personally call in His attention. Or perhaps they think they have the freedom to behave as poorly as they wish for they ‘believe in a savior’ so have a ‘pass’ on bad behavior.

CreatorReality is, no one is without what mankind calls sin. No one. However, ALL of mankind has free will and the strength to become more than they were before, bearers of peace and healers of the world. They also have capacity to be destroyers of all that is good, and they can watch while that ‘good’ recovers and persists even through all that bullshit. Watch as true strength is seen in a continuation of forgiveness and release, watch as the sun shines down on their heads and they notice it, and relax into it. All the while chaos will stew and concoct plans for destroying this.

It is seen, observed, and discussed by those who are not seen by human eyes, by those who ultimately decided whether or not they wish to reside with us in the heavenly realms, out there in the multi-verse.

Soiled and Spoiled

Published November 27, 2017 by tindertender

“Either you know what goodness is and choose not to be it,
or you are as naive as the rest of us.”

Evil people

Looking into the eyes of one who so flippantly belts out slander who, while doing so, appears innocent as a child who has not been taught manners. This is a dangerous world where these mannerisms are thought to be strong, when they are instead very callous and cold.

It would be wonderful to believe that all which must be done is to lead by example, to show what it means to be of compassionate heart, to walk the walk. This aspect of good people is soiled by the spoiled and rotten apples of the malignant bunch. This infection is ruining the lot of those within the locale.

It is unnerving as sanity is seen fleeing and chaos is left over from discarded masks, running rampant through hallowed ground.

 

 

Passive Aggressiveness?

Published November 13, 2017 by tindertender

There is much ado about everything. The air is full of information spreading itself out like an invisible sea. Oh how I wish it were simple again, I miss the days when peace and quiet were uninterrupted by chaos and greed. Two of the major mental health disorders.

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Evil Ones :: Hear Now

Published November 26, 2016 by tindertender

Image result for picture of Archangel Michael using a megaphoneYou will succeed in harming and killing many. It is apparent this is your aim, all over the world. We know full well your agenda of population control, poisoning waters, lands and foods, creating enemies where there are none in order to get your citizens to kill each other.

But know this …

I have lived long enough to know for certainty that when a bully, or a liar seems to be in control, may even seem to be “winning” … they fall. Every time. It may take awhile, but it happens … Every Time. Your fall will be no different than the rest.

The time is coming … and you will fall. For you? There will be no saving of your soul, for you have denied goodness time and time again. You have been given time to change your mind, to turn your hearts ~ but it appears they simply grow darker, blacker with this evil you carry within you.

If you recognize any truth in this at all, if you can recollect your life’s experiences and are able to see the truth in the statements above, turn away now.

Walk away from your manipulator and Stand For Life.

US government geo-engineering weather manipulation

Published August 27, 2016 by tindertender

Global warming? No. Our government are killing us, AND the world. The rich are moving to Florida, for a space ship ride to a space station?

Nuclear weapons have been used for so many years, cancer and neurological disorders are increasing at an alarming rate. Fall out will last for 4.5 billion years.

Get informed, before your access is denied.

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