Change is from within means that all positive and lasting change begins on the inside of an individual and works its way out.
“So unbelievable things like that happen. But you have to believe it first. Not wait until you see it first, then touch it, then believe it… You have to say it from the heart.”
— Wallace Black Elk, LAKOTA
The power of our belief system is incredible. The power of faith is a very natural power. How do we have faith? Inside of our minds we form a mental picture with our self talk. Self talk is recorded in our minds in three dimensions – words that trigger a picture, which has a feeling or an emotion attached to it. Once we get the words and the picture, it is the emotion that makes the idea turn into a belief. You get the right emotion by saying things from the heart. The heart is the source of emotions which can cause unbelievable things to happen.
Great Spirit, with You everything is possible.
Make sure the story spinning in your head is the story written by YOU and CREATOR … no one else.
Honor them, love them, help them, heal them, but above all else, free them.
Everyone, of course (even you).
~ The Universe
When the enemy senses you getting close to freedom, someone will be sent to Soul Punch you, to strip you of your song, to crush your spirit. They may even tell you it’s your fault, that you somehow deserve it. They may try to convince you to become that which you once were, or resembled … the only ‘you’ they know of … which is born from their personal perception, not reality.
I know it is difficult not to take it personally. I know how hard it is to continue moving forward when bearing such damages, fresh wounds, presented by the hater.
For healths sake, let it go. Cut it off, and never visit it again. This vileness is not worthy of your council.
The only way to move through this is to forgive, forget, and move on.
If they refuse to see you, as you are, then nothing you say will convince them otherwise. Let them have their reality, you keep rising, shining, and loving the new you, the you that you create in every moment of every day.
Give them their freedom. Freedom from ever being exposed to that which they proclaim to hate.
The hate is theirs, and theirs alone to bear. Don’t you dare carry that!
I can attest to this fact about negative energy and psychic attacks having sticky feet, and often leave a sticky trail wherever it goes in the body and mind. Overcoming these attacks is no small win, for to disconnect this tar like substance from our body, heart, mind and energetic form is a critical and crucial battle. Often, this is the cause for addiction, because people are not taught, nor do they have a good support system in place to battle such attacks. Don’t let those who broke it, fix it.
I am grateful for my connected friends. Thank you for supporting me as I walk through this storm. I love you.
Last night the word “Omnimian” came to mind. I rolled over in my slumbered state and wrote it down.
Recently some turmoil was drummed up in my heart. Seven days it took for me to get over the ‘Soul Punch’ and on the seventh day I was called Omnimian, by spirit.
Omni : In All Ways Or Places
Mian : Common as a suffix added to the name of a respected person.
Life is lifting and looking up, and all the while it increases, the old patterns will be thrown in face and old participants will try to force one to swallow, dragging back into the pits of turmoil.
I vow this will not happen.
I did not know I was held in such high esteem from the unseen, it is a blessing I will cherish. The other stuff … I release.
I will cherish the gift of relationship given me by my father. He introduced me to people who are so beautiful, my soul literally sings when I am with them.
I’m not riding the ship, the ship is riding me.
I am the Sea.
At age 5 his father died.
At age 16 he quit school.
At age 17 he had already lost four jobs.
At age 18 he got married.
Between ages 18 and 22, he was a railroad conductor and failed.
He joined the army and washed out there.
He applied for law school, he was rejected.
He became an insurance sales man and failed again.
At age 19 he became a father.
At age 20 his wife left him and took their baby daughter.
He became a cook and dishwasher in a small cafe.
He failed in an attempt to kidnap his own daughter, and eventually he convinced his wife to return home.
At age 65 he retired.
On the 1st day of retirement he received a check from the Government for $105.
He felt that the Government was saying that he couldn’t provide for himself.
He decided to commit suicide, life wasn’t worth living anymore; he had failed so much.
He sat under a tree writing his will, but instead, he wrote what he would have accomplished with his life. He realized there was much more that he hadn’t yet done. There was one thing he could do better than anyone he knew. And that was how to cook.
So he borrowed $87 against his check and bought and fried up some chicken using his recipe, and went door to door to sell them to his neighbors in Kentucky.
Remember, at age 65 he was ready to commit suicide.
But at age 88 Colonel Sanders, founder of Kentucky Fried Chicken (KFC) Empire was a billionaire.
Moral of the story: It’s never too late to start all over.
MOST IMPORTANLY, IT’S ALL ABOUT YOUR ATTITUDE. NEVER GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GETS.
You have what it takes to be successful. Go for it and make a difference.
Difficult to let people slander us when we know some of the others will believe the twisted telling of a cherry picked story. Knowing that relationship we’ve nurtured can be torn asunder by a vindictive and hurtful person. And being willing to let it ALL go. To save the soul from being shredded by this harmful talk and story weaving.
Let us hope the days of people forming opinions based on here say and cherry picked bits of information are over, and that adults are capable and willing to form their own opinions based on actual experiences.
Sometimes our perceptions of the past can inhibit healthy forward movement. Blame always comes into play.
Trust is huge, and trusting that those we perceive have hurt us in the past will not do it again is near impossible.
Moving forward without them is sometimes the most loving thing we can do for ourselves.
Especially when you’re told you’re as bad a manipulator as the mother you’ve cut off. And you know this is a hurtful lie.
Sometimes you just have to completely disengage, for the health of heart, the health of self, and the health of relationships coming into being.
It is sad when the inner work we do to heal from past trauma doesn’t seem to be acknowledged, or matched, and the past is constantly thrown in faces.
I’m not saying I’m an innocent, I have triggers like everyone else. I am happy to say many of them aren’t as ‘triggering’ any longer.
Some would disagree … and this is fine … it is also the need for separation.
Be honest about who you are not. No one else will be.