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Free ~ No Longer Your ‘Assistant’

Published November 18, 2018 by tindertender

After all these years I must tell you that this is why I will not stand with you. I have experienced your presence while you speak about me as though I cannot hear you, you behave as though I am not worthy of a one on one conversation. This is not acceptable, I am not at your disposal, nor am I willing to give you any further energies.

I have tried many times in the past to convince myself that we are alike, that you must have good reason to behave the way you do, that if I were in your position I might even do the same. Regardless, I am not in your position, and I do not behave the way you do, even though I have good reason to.

In this manner, we are nothing alike. In fact, you could say that we are polar opposites. While you are very good at mimicking goodness, sooner or later your inner self shows. It brings down the House you try to build, time and time again. The foundation is not true.

I am sorry for you, but I do not pity you, for you have consciously, fully aware, chosen to do the things you do, putting forth influence onto the vulnerable and unaware. Many lives have been affected … or ended, due to your selfish behaviors and trespasses.

I would like to say I understand, and that I forgive you. I will also say that I will do whatever I can to ensure that the privileges you’ve been taking advantage of will never be fully loosed, or enjoyed by you.

This is a time for those who have been running with you to open their eyes and get serious about what they choose. In the ‘end game’ nothing could be more serious.

How many life times does one soul need to determine where their heart resides? How long does it take to reclaim the spirit and mind from those who have manipulated actions and circumstances to coincide with greed or need for power?

When will mankind discover that no one has more authority over their life than they themselves do? People are always looking for a ‘leader’ or a ‘teacher’, not realizing that they can, and do lead, and teach … they lead their own lives, getting what they give, or accepting what they allow. They are in process of teaching others what to, or not to, be and do, shared through example. They are in process of being ‘taught’ by those they have perhaps not been willing, or able, to acknowledge.

All of this, all of it is known to the gentle heart who wishes to participate in the healing of the world, of life in general.

You know this. You take advantage of the gentle souls who long for peace. You lead them to believe that if they trust you, if they agree to help you, that peace will be. But peace is not coming forth from the chaos you bring. It has only become more chaotic, more solidly enriched with pain, supported by fear, by paranoia.

I hear you laugh as you see the affect you bring to people. I sense your pride in your ability to manipulate emotion, allowing, or ending life … as you will.

As a collective, this I know to be true. You have dared to attack the unwitting. The selfishness of your goal leaves no room for compassion. You say, “I like this one” as though they were an object … not someone who feels, thinks, loves, and acts. You behave as though you do not see the truest power that resides in them. Maybe you do, and simply pride yourself on the methods used to extinguish that bright light within them.

I cannot silently stand by and watch you ruin lives.

Those of us who are on to you know full well that the ones you attack are not only fighting you, but fighting the others who you have controlled. Double whammy, the people who join you are not even aware they are under your influence, actually doing your bidding … as you laugh, all kicked back enjoying yourself. I am amazed how well you keep secret the influences you lay upon minds, they so often are not even aware that these ‘thoughts’ and ‘desires’ are not even their own.

There is a time coming soon when we will find out how this goes. So many believe they already know. Unfortunately, all they really know is what they’ve been told to believe, what they’ve been taught as factual. The actual ‘experience’ of knowing eludes many.

On this level, I am torn. I would never wish my experience on anyone, for I know many who did not make it through. Yet at the same time, if something doesn’t shake the ol’ tree, no one will ever see clearly, or at least come to the knowledge that what they thought they knew was a lie, all along.

May the eyes and minds of humanity be quivered ever so slightly to break up the rigidity of ‘lessons learned’ which have developed into habits. May they be ‘gently nudged’ into motion and discovery of their inner, innate power for goodness. May it be done quickly, thoroughly, and with minimal ‘safeties’ on. May the hearts of mankind be unshackled and set free, without erupting into deep sadness, depression, remorse or anxiety. May they see through the fog that has been placed upon them, may their blood remain warm, and their strength and courage steadfast, their hearts pure.

… and may all that is good bless me with the same.

Bait, Switch and Intentional Chaos

Published November 10, 2018 by tindertender

The topics in US news reports have been critical and brutal.

*Jamal Khashoggi

*Refugee caravan

*Elections and accusations of voter fraud

*Another California fire which destroyed Paradise.

*Pedophilia

Yesterday it was announced that a federal judge temporarily blocked construction of the controversial Keystone XL pipeline, ruling late Thursday that the Trump administration had failed to justify its decision granting a permit for the 1,200-mile long project designed to connect Canada’s oil sands fields with Texas Gulf Coast refineries.

There are so many areas in our country which are completely out of control.

The president is saying our voting procedure is not to be trusted, hinting at a redo on the election, sending his opinion to the public that our democratic system has failed.

Paradise is the second ‘entire neighborhood/town’ that has been burned to the ground in California. Is the plot to create many more homeless, steal the land and stow the people away in FEMA camps?

What has happened to all the focus on the caravan? Why is there so little talk of it in mainstream media?

What about Mr. Khashoggi and his horrible demise while our government still hops in bed with the ones behind it, acting as though sometimes it’s okay to do business with the likes of the accused … why? Because they want their ‘money’ and ‘oil’ … it’s about greed and need for power.

For a while there was a heavy crackdown on those practicing pedophilia, but now that too has taken a seeming ‘back burner’.

If there is anything good happening in this country the reporters sure aren’t talking about it. They paint this world as a ‘hell’, it is easy to see it as such.

Homeless people line the streets in their tents trying to stay warm and dry. Children and young people are still disappearing. There is much conflict between citizens and others who have legal permission to control the lives and actions of citizens. Pipelines are leaking all across the country. Our rivers and land and entire ecosystems are destroyed. Water pumped into homes is not properly cleaned. The air we breathe is toxic as heavy cloud seeding takes place on a near daily basis (with an unreported concoction). The foods being sold to us are filled with chemicals and many various poisons. Medications are being filed out left and right and now there is a drug 10,000 times more potent than morphine. Why on earth this has been allowed … well, given these few topics mentioned here it seems clear, the agenda is to disrupt healthy living for the majority.

There is no transparency, making it impossible to actually be able to trust. It has been a very long time since anyone in office has cared for something other than money and the need to have power over other lives, human or otherwise.

It’s almost as though these shocking headlines are created in order to keep people unbalanced. An almost perfect bait and switch, over and over again.

If not, then it appears this world, its systems and all life are about to implode.

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.aljazeera.com/amp/news/2018/10/jamal-khashoggi-case-latest-updates-181010133542286.html

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.washingtonpost.com/amphtml/world/the_americas/caravan-migrants-leave-mexico-city-to-press-north-toward-tijuana/2018/11/10/2c798316-e38e-11e8-ba30-a7ded04d8fac_story.html

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.washingtonpost.com/amphtml/nation/2018/11/09/keystone-xl-pipeline-blocked-by-federal-judge-major-blow-trump-administration/

https://www.brennancenter.org/issues/voter-fraud

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.cbsnews.com/amp/live-news/california-fires-camp-malibu-woolsey-evacuation-containment-evacuations-death-toll-live-updates/

https://www.thetrumpet.com/17188-pedophilia-is-more-common-than-you-think

https://journeypureriver.com/what-is-carfentanil/

https://wakeup-world.com/category/contributing-writers/dane-wigington/

Today Is A Big Day

Published November 7, 2018 by tindertender

What is hidden will be uncovered.

Balance

Views about the unknown can be full of trepidation, or perhaps angst. There is a tendency to ‘fight’ against circumstances, to rebel. Flow is cut off as energies collide. Although there is a time and a place for this, sometimes surrender, or a ‘relaxing into’, is needed.

Seeing beyond the immediate is necessary. Too often habitual thinking takes place, seeing the possibilities of negative outcomes. Taking charge of thoughts is key to finding peace. Control your emotions, do not be controlled by them.

Now is the time for transformation. Remove restrictions and practice using your senses to see into the hidden realms, stretch your abilities for knowing. Follow your heart, your genuine truth. It is time to realize balance. Do not forget to laugh at the world, and yourself.

Try to be receptive of the Love and Protection which envelopes you as you move throughout the day. Let emotions flow smoothly. Be courageous and brave. Strength and stability are yours as you move through growth and secure balance. Using discernment, adapt to situations, communicate your intentions.

Knowledge and truth will be found, and with it, stability. Listen to the teacher within to receive knowledge. Use that knowledge properly and you have wisdom, and with wisdom, power.

Blessings of Change

Published November 6, 2018 by tindertender

What needs to change?

When big events or risky situations arise in life they can leave you with questions. Faith and hope are often what gets us through these times. Professionals, highly skilled, who perform surgeries or other healing modalities are trusted, at times our very life is in their hands.

Divine Power is always at work in our lives. Whatever the outcome is, it will provide information, or experience, that can be utilized for good … personally, and in sharing with others who may have the same experience.

In these situations it is important to recognize a new path is opening and there is protection present. A rite of passage is close. As you pass through a new gateway that will bring change, do not be afraid.

It is time for change, and it will be positive. Respect your own natural cycles. Be mindful of seasonal changes and go with the flow, taking these into account in the diet and activity level.

Resisting natural growth or cycles is not useful to developing a smooth and happy life. It is a natural part of life to transform in our minds and in our bodies, and sometimes that can be a scary process. Sometimes change happens that we do not like and cannot control. This brings opportunity to learn resilience and be creative with solutions.

Celebrate in joyful peace. Be contented with what you have. Dance, sing, love, and create without anxiety. It is time to rest and to cease driving forward for a time.

Crone of power, forever watchful, protect me now. Goddess of spring, assist me to accept the natural cycles of change. Protect me as I walk this new path. I ask for your blessing. Lady of Amenity, dweller in this great land, give me joy! Give me happiness! Grant me contentment. Bring me your blessing.

Social Terrorism

Published November 4, 2018 by tindertender

It’s tearing our world apart, and it does not require physical violence.

For centuries people have terrorized each other. Man against woman, adult against child, child against child, adult against adult, government against government, government against its very own people. Humans beat each other, kill each other, mentally abuse each other, and even abuse themselves. They butcher and consume animals, they mistreat the animals without care for the harm they do.

This terrorism is bred into society. Governments speak of terrorism daily. It trickles into the minds of all who listen. The pain created by individuals who ‘play the terrorist game’ is absorbed into minds of those who are inflicted upon.

This is learned behavior. Just as children learn from watching their parents, all people learn from watching their ‘leaders’ to gauge what is acceptable, what is deemed appropriate. Governments say it is all about ‘bad people’, but this is what they themselves finance and foster and do in covert ways every day.

It has been talked of, and performed for so long that it has become a normal part of existence. Crimes against humanity have been neglected and approved by so many in the world that it continues, and its intensity grows.

Bullying is more than that … it is social terrorism, and often it is overlooked and ignored.

Domestic abuse is more than that … it is social terrorism, and often, it too, is overlooked and ignored, until someone dies.

Peer pressure is more than that … it is social terrorism, requiring many times that people conform to the ‘accepted rule’ of the few, or ‘bullying ensues’.

This is the behavior of many countries representatives. It is no wonder the average person falls into it as well.

My hope is that people the world over will stop ‘softening’ what is actually going on here and call it for what it is. Stop making bad behavior acceptable, hold people accountable, hold yourself accountable.

It is never okay to stomp on another’s head. You don’t agree with them or their life? Move on, find people who you DO agree with and stop making others miserable. This only shows how miserable of a life you yourself must have.

Being responsible means taking a good hard look at your thoughts and actions. Evaluate the imprint you are putting into this world. Look at it and see whether it is adding to healing in the world, or exacerbating the pain. Adjust accordingly.

If you are of the mind that you would like to facilitate pain and destruction, you will get what you give. If you intentionally, consciously work for healing in this world, you will get what you give …. in this life, or the next. By ‘next’ I mean in Spirit, or your next go ’round in physical form.

The cycle must be broken.
Social Terrorism is NOT okay.

Breaching The Ordinary

Published October 31, 2018 by tindertender

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Photo by Ashley Batz

Breaking free from the ordinary, even if only for a brief moment, we experience an intense feeling of relief and can let go of any previously held fears and assumptions of what would happen if we did overcome the ‘barrier’, whether its material, emotional, or mental. Simply getting away from the trance of technology for a few hours and spending that time in Nature is a breach of the trappings of civilization that can suffocate us and prevent us from connecting to the Earth.

It is time to take a break! Make it a point to get outside. Have you become attached to your surroundings, making an illusion of safety? Remember, it is not these ‘things’ that make you feel safe, it is the familiarity you have imbued in your surroundings which have generated this false sense of security. Take time away from the familiar, it is literally about changing your external environment in a significant way. Break through the barrier of belief that has constricted you in any way, shift thought patterns and watch as doors open to different worlds and perspectives.

Open your mind and senses to information as it is presented to you; through your eyes, ears, physical sensations, and detached thoughts. Follow any ‘gut feelings’ that tell you to be wary, pay close attention to important opportunities having potential to enhance your life, and the lives of others. Assess what is emanating from your body, and then sort out any conditioned responses from what is purely instinctual. Detach, take a break, and stand tall.

There is ‘power’ all around us. It is in every expression of Nature, yet there isn’t a more dramatic display of this power than lightning. It electrifies and splits the atmosphere. We naturally seek shelter from the storm. It is a reminder that we are not in control of the natural world.

The power of Life is neutral, neither inherently good or bad. It is how you utilize it that will determine whether it is harmful or life giving, in alignment with the will of Spirit that pulses through you. Be aware of your intention, your values, and your willingness to act on them. Pay close attention to Spirits prompting. This Divine Power that is the very force driving the Universe will make the necessary choices clear.

Past Life Regression

Published October 28, 2018 by tindertender

I had my first past life regression yesterday.

The year was 1547. I found the castle. And the story of the girl and the kitchen.

This is real, life is not limited to this one.

And there is a place between earth and heaven, a laboratory, a false light, which traps and recycles us back to earth.

(Currently pondering the idea that this may be the actual purpose of the moon).

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