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The Day That Everything Changed

Published March 22, 2018 by tindertender

Wilderness River

The sun was shining. Leaning back in my lounge chair I watched the river flow, the sun glistened off the rippling current, the sound lulled my mind. It was quite warm, and amazingly there were no thoughts, I was wide open and at peace.

Connection happened just then with those I had not been aware of. I felt like a girl who had just been bestowed with attention, special somehow. I looked around me yet could not physically see the source.

That was summer of 2002. I spent over a decade trying to convince myself of what others opinions were of it, that something must be wrong with me. I drove myself batty trying to come back into the person I was, but chaos ensued … going back was / is … not possible.

For many years after 2002 there was a struggle going on, one which crushed my life. It seemed as though I was not the same person, there was no peace, only constant tug of war in mind. One thing I’ve discovered through it all is there is within me a will of iron. I survived.

Sacred Community

I met a wonderful group where I lived for 10 years after this experience. They helped me open up and to see the possibility and wonder of sacred connection. Chaos began to quiet and I sought to understand, with support from others who had a different point of view than the so called professionals I had been listening to.

I moved again 2 years ago and spent time in solitude, processing some pretty intense emotion. Again, chaos settled. I began searching for others who understand that reality is not what we may have understood it to be, it is so … much … more.

Recently I was introduced to a small group who gathers and the teachings are different and profound. I feel my head ‘pressurizing’, or shall I say, ‘depressurizing’.

Finally, 16 years later, I am so close to releasing all that rubbish and beginning again, with what is true and good and beautiful. I am closer to that day of stillness in mind than I have been since the beginning, I sense it is so near, the space of ‘no thought’. It is not a spacey frame of mind, just complete stillness, in awareness. There is a comfort there I have missed greatly.

SunflowerSoon I will meet another group of people, who celebrate union with life in a different manner than past exposure. I am being blessed with these two introductions to varying groups of people, it’s as though the time has come … to try again, to merge.

Once again this life is molding into a we consciousness. Many others feel it too, it is seen in the actions of people in all arenas of the world.

What a wonderful thing to have someone state so clearly that the mind will find millions of ways to keep a life in suffering. Sometimes, when we aren’t used to sacred connection, ‘hearing’ is difficult, although it happens just the same. The ability to process information needs fine tuning, and I at least find it easiest to sit with others who have walked the path and are able to speak in a way that is readily understood.

My perception of what a wise man once said is, “You can stand stoically alone, strong, yet you are still alone.” Community helps us to stretch boundaries more swiftly, moving beyond where we are in solitude.

Being vulnerable is difficult, yet it is also the door to freedom, truth, and acceptance. There is no need to hide from each other any more.

Slipping Out Of Their Hands Now

Published March 18, 2018 by tindertender

“Don’t listen to their threatening language, just do your thing.” 

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There are those who wish to use you for their own agenda. There are those who wish to stop you from being all that you can be. They see the light in your eyes and the positive energy you emit and they want to close it down, save it for when they have opportunity to manipulate it.

The scourge of the earth slinks about unseen, using others to do their dirty deeds.

Products world wide are laced with toxins. These toxins pollute the mind and body, they dull the senses and make connection difficult. Sickness comes upon people and they are so focused on the pain of it they cannot see the root cause. Doctors today treat the symptoms, rarely discussing origination of the dilemma … and the body and the mind become even more polluted than before.

And then we die, and change which we arrived to incorporate never occurs.

“Just listen … back and forth between sobbing and serious contemplation of the situation. Mind warp at its best.” But is it good enough to fool you? You decide. Will you allow your emotions to be toyed with, or will you step into your inherent power ~ that which you arrived with, that which is deep within you?

 

 

Open the door and let the light shine. Light the incense and watch the smoke rise. A bed of sand insulating the heat, aroma wafting through the air.

This is your time. There may not be much of it, use it wisely. Many of the older people did not know, being raised by another with belief that the reason for living was to simply survive. You know better.

The young have limited DNA damage caused by the poisonous market. Their bodies and minds sharp, their desires for peace potent. I consider it a blessing to see them rise and work what some call magic, but I call creation. Intense, honest, free from greed, they see the damage done to the world. They see how it is pushed onto the masses, they see right through the lies.

They are the future. YOU are the future.

As Above, So Below

Published March 8, 2018 by tindertender

My mind has a lot of chatter going on, wondering this or that … how I may sometimes be strong, yet in others a blubbering mess of a weakling.

Open Your MindThere are those in this world who speak and listen to the unseen: mediums, chanelers, psychics, intuitives of all kinds. They tune in and listen / sense the conversation and many times bring back a message here and there.

This place beyond time could, I suppose, be considered heaven … where people go when their bodies quit them. A place where there is no day or night, awake or asleep, where hidden and secret things are known by all for there is no barrier between conscious ‘minds’.

That being said, all of those apart from physical form think overwhelming thoughts, each of them, just as we do in our own heads. So when some one says, “As above, so below” I have to wonder if this cannot be altered or helped at all.

If the above has not the ability to bring peace and quiet and calm to their existence, then it bubbles right into our world and into our minds, our collective energetic field.

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Well, I say to ‘them’ … get it together!  And I laugh, even though it isn’t funny.

There are sinister ones here who want war … they’ll do anything they must in order to achieve it … a never ending battle. They’ve robbed the whole world of it’s wealth and use it against them, keeping them enslaved in this illusion.

If the majority chooses not to participate in this game, then the game will be over. And you must see by now the telltale signs that this is where it is headed. Hence the sudden bursts of mass shootings, bombings, intentional starvation of whole peoples, a purposeful elimination of peace lovers.

Before it is said and done, they will gather together as many bearers of light as they can, and they will try to eliminate them so they can continue in this charade. They have before … it worked then.

This time is different though, this time we are coming into an awareness never like before. (I speak as though I know, HA, never been there that I recall).

This mass awareness is seeping through AI into each others minds. As this information travels through my mind, into this ‘computer’ and then into your mind, what are the radio waves being transmitted by your device as you read? What is mine transmitting as I write?

Again I will say, Above to below, so get with the picture. This story must shift. It is time for a metamorphosis.

Is ‘Existence’ Being Unraveled?

Published February 16, 2018 by tindertender

There is a fork in the road. Looking from above it can be seen as one path becoming two, OR it can be seen and two paths becoming one. Coming and going, there is unity or division. The way traveled will determine what that path means for you, and what you desire in your life … union, or separation.

Is our very existence being strategically unraveled?

Past Present Future

I roamed the infinite last night and came to a place where light skinned people worked the food stores. There was complaining as they stocked the shelves, they did not want to work the whole of their weekend. The tan skinned people lounged in their outdoor hot tubs located in the currents of the river. The waters were somewhat of an aqua color, everyone was smiling and laughing, men, women & children. Joy was upon their faces and one man looked directly at me.

I wonder why some who have one appearance must serve others with differing physical characteristics, instead of all serving each other. Will this fork in the road forever have this split?

It seems just as people are meshing together, some war, here or there, is concocted to tear people apart. It seems to me that separation is orchestrated by the monetarily wealthy with made up scenarios. It appears a connection of souls is not on the agenda … for some. If people stopped warring with each other, there would be no need for a certain group to direct the majority into chaos and battle … power would level out among the people and harmony would prevail.

The chances of peace happening are very real … if only people would think with their main brain and not use the head brain for following orders blindly, for believing lies told without questioning the truth of it, or the objective.

https://spinalresearch.com.au/three-brains-head-heart-gut-sometimes-conflict/

Once the main objective is found and understood, it should be carefully considered … is it good for the people, is it ethical, is it moral, will it facilitate peace and joy, or will it cause destruction and pain? If the latter, I am hoping the inner most part of a soul would reject it, and move toward a more positive solution for whatever issue arises.

 

Spies Among Us

Published January 13, 2018 by tindertender

Spies among usDreams visited, watched. A thought every morning, first question asked upon coming into consciousness, “Why have you determined this is okay?”

This technology, these practices, go to show that there is someone they seek. In order to find them, the inner most hidden things must be watched, hence decades of patents and practices.

http://www.usa-anti-communist.com/ard/US_PatentedMindControl.php

Do you not know that many of us are here to take hits for the one you seek? This game you play is countered by one even more astute than you, and we are with this one. Try as you might, make us crazy, push us to harm ourselves and others, poison us and broadcast your signals … whatever you do is futile in the end … and oh yes, there will be an end to this.

This is only a tip of this iceberg.

A Deeper Connection

Published November 21, 2017 by tindertender

When a mistake is made and someone deems an error is punishable, many besides the one who determines this, jump on the wagon and assist in meting out the judgement. It can feel as though the whole world is against us sometimes, the negativity gets so thick. Often, this is the reaction to a minor slip up, or not a mistake at all, but a decision by one for personal reasons, carried out by the crowd.

Vultures in this world prey on those who’s glass is half empty.

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This is one reason why positive self talk and compassion are so important. These things people say and do run around in the mind. When looking in the mirror a reflection of what they’ve placed there is seen … but these judgments do not belong here, there is no need to claim them. IF there is truth seen in any of it and change is desired, DO it … the mind is capable of miracles, and a will that can carry them out is in each of us. Look within, it is seen.

Can there be a person who would lift the world from chaos into peace? There is … and that person is you, it is me, it is we … the choice must be made, and effort applied, it begins in the heart.

There are many who will say war will always be, for people will never agree. If we teach ourselves how to disagree without the need for fighting, war will end. It isn’t necessary to have a fist fight, or worse, every time someone has a differing opinion, to think there must be a battle because of this, is just plain silly and childish.

laser battleWhat if … what if war in heaven describes a war between those who have the knowledge of flight? Standing on the ground, looking up, there is a vision … Light bursts from flying machines directed at others, back and forth they fire these attacks, the sky glows with these laser explosions. Soon it becomes dark, yet these blasts are still seen, fire breaks out on land, people scramble to put them out, to save their beloved animals.

grapefruitwaterIt is possible to have a deeper connection with each other. There have been chemicals of all kinds put in the food supply and water. When these things enter the brain, there is a dulling of thought, a disconnect from society, even from self! If you have ever taken a pharmaceutical which has this affect, which you can physically sense occurring, then you know how it is. What has happened to the foods and waters has happened slowly over time, we haven’t noticed the gradual increase in chemicals.

Once the body and mind begin detoxification a change happens, a deeper care for the world and all life upon it become very strong. This is happening now … there are many who have made this choice, who are ‘awakening’.

War is a tiring thing, people do not want it any longer.

Yet it is still being forced upon the world by those who have the technology of flight and other war making equipment. Are these the gods who make war in heaven?Are you the god who fights against the killing machines?

Recognizing and embracing the life force that flows within is critical, awareness of this will bring one closer to authority, and an understanding that there is no one in this world who has more of it than each personal individual.

How will this power be applied?

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