Thank you Source Creator, Higher Knowledge, and All which dwells in me, All that I Am.
I am grateful for this day.
I have been without power for 4 days, it is 35 degrees in my house. I was fortunate to be blessed with the ability to purchase firewood for my fireplace. I am blessed to have a roommate who is there all day to keep the fire going while I am at work.
I am blessed with the opportunity to earn pay, which (hahaha) keeps the lights on, usually, but that has allowed me to afford the wood now burning in the fireplace.
I am grateful to be here for a few hours, where the heat is working.
I am grateful, for the negativity in my mind seems to be subsiding.
Although I wake, on the defensive, knowing that my dreams (my subconscious) is being observed, I realized a few moments ago that those who interact with me in the astral are not all of the same caliper. Some I understand mean me a not so pleasant future … but then again, it could just be a reflection of my “attitude” towards my visitors, a misinterpretation of the plan.
I am grateful to know that I have the authority to change my stance on things, according to my Will.
I am grateful for the hard lessons I have received over the last 18 years.
Hard lessons for certain, which have built my character and my compassion for those in a “hard place” in the many various ways that shows up, and also for Self.
Hard lessons which taught me that “judgement” isn’t always righteous … toward others, but particularly, for Self. After all, what we see in the world is a reflection of what is in our own minds and heart … in order to change what is seen and experienced, there is a need to change ones own character.
Releasing the need to be on defense or offense is critical … the coming Utopia requires that we be kind, that we lift others, that we give of ourselves, and in so doing all of this will be granted us as well.
I read today, “The path of self enlightenment begins when you realize that all in the material realm is an illusion created by chaos and true balance in ones own life comes from how they perceive their own consciousness” and that “high vibrations allow negative vibrations to pass through unimpeded”.
And so I begin practicing, to allow negativity to flow through me unimpeded … feel it, think it, release it without responding to it.
Mastering the Self is quite the challenge!
I am grateful to the helpers and teachers who have assisted in the process, for me, and for others.
Understanding had been so elusive in life, only now peeking at me from a state of higher knowledge.
Thank you to everyone who has contributed to my journey.
Thank you to everyone who has shown me Love … even when that Love did not feel like Love.
I am grateful, knowing that while we all have separate paths, they will all meet someday in Unity.
I am so happy that I have been blessed to see my true essence in the astral, not once, but twice.
I Am Love.
I AM Joy.
I Am Grateful.
And I Am Blessed.