I discovered a lavender field that was open by ‘reservation only’ and purchased my ticket on-line.
Wandering around, bees were buzzing, gentle music was playing, and lavender was moving with the breeze.
Here is a little historical knowledge they shared.
There are many sights to see here.
The seating was unique.
And of course … the lavender.
I took a trip to Crystal Heart for an aura photo.
The quick interpretation was there are ‘helpers’ showering me with pink light, trying to get me to care for myself. Throat chakra wide open. Heart chakra shut down.
He suggested I journal and stated I’m pushing too many people away. He’s correct. I’m not too certain anyone deserves unlimited access to my heart or my deep, passionate love.
I suppose this ‘attitude’ would come after brokenness in relationship, where now the only thing offered is judgement.
Fuck ‘em. I’ve got flowers … and apparently a whole lot of release that needs done yet.
Here is the printed explanation of colors.