Have you found yourself immersed in, or surrounded by people who swim in, a pool of anger? This is because you have been a “target”.
People are born into this world filled with innocence and joy. This world is geared to disrupting and eliminating that, and replacing it with fear and pain.
People around you, and even yourself, are manipulated into continuing the “pain game”. They will stream violence into your home via cable networks to keep “pain” and “anger” and all other harmful actions in front of you, desensitizing you. Unless and until you realize you are merely a puppet for those who feed off of the energies of pain and fear, you will not be able to combat them.
If anger or impatience is fueling your fire, you must consciously not permit it to affect others around you, or decisions you make. You must consciously “over-write” the script being played out in your mind. Only then can you change outcomes and patterns in your life that you may be finding inhibitive, or influencing results that you may wish were otherwise.
I once had a step-dad that got off on instigating fist fights between my brother and I. He enjoyed watching as two siblings, who had no one in this world that really cared about them, tear each other apart. I guess the thought process is that if they can get the children fighting each other at a young enough age, it will be natural for them to fight when they become adults.
This is the mentality of this world, people do these things because on a subconscious level, this is their programming. They never became aware of it, and if they did, they did not bother to try and change the pattern. Typically, it is the ones who have been on the bottom of the heep who rise and demand the change.
This is another reason for war. If people have a false cause they can feel good about dying for, then they can continue the cycles until death, never shifting the world mentality toward something which is of benefit to life … and the vampires who are feeding on pain and fear continue to get their “food”.
When people start to recognize the pattern, the pattern will be altered, for it is sinister indeed.