If you could separate yourself from yourself, your loved ones would tell you to leave the relationship.
But you can’t, you are stuck with yourself.
Constantly calling yourself horrible names & thinking you are less than you are is only adding to how horrible you feel inside.
How long would you stay in the presence of someone belittling you before you said that was enough & walked away?
Being too empathic or being too narcissistic isn’t healthy for the mind.
You need a balance of both.
Just like how you need to balance out every other aspect of yourself.
You should feel a fluctuation in your vibrations as the day progresses.
No one is supposed to constantly be in a High Vibration, just like no one is supposed to constantly be in a Low Vibration.
This is a sign of imbalance.
Entheogens help you reconnect to Gaia again, see her & feel her, understand that she has all that you need.
You are in a relationship with yourself.
You will never get to leave this relationship.
If you are constantly belittling yourself & hurting yourself, either physically or emotionally, you are abusing yourself & this isn’t okay.