Recently I shared my #metoo experiences and today I took the sharing down. It amazes me how shame of another persons act upon me can still be so embedded in the psyche.
My life is moving forward, as it has always. The wrong-doings against me proved very well the privileges people feel they are entitled to. It also made clear the pain in this world, for hurting people hurt others, this includes those who have strived for financial or power gain while their hearts wither and atrophy.
Indeed, since Divinity is experiencing life through multiple facets, it also knows the hearts and minds of humanity. It knows those who choose to harm or take advantage of others and then blame them for their own deeds while they gather supporters, and it knows those who carry the weight of immoral behaviors bestowed upon them. It knows how an attempt to ‘join in’ with what seems can’t be beaten turns into a walking away and shedding company with the likes that repulse heart space.
Today, I walk away from all that has ever violated my heart, my trust, my mind and my peace.
I wonder what “enduring to the end” really means. The Bible has been horribly edited and tailored with just enough of the original to keep the masses in the dark, thinking they are in the light. I do not feel the need to endure trespasses against me, nor do I feel the need to try and understand their behavior.
I will be busy creating a better world for my end of days … and it won’t be involving anyone who lacks a willingness to clean up their own inner chaos.