What are you feeling? These types of questions can take time to answer.
Last night I joined a drum circle and met a man who does Shaman work. Considering the energies I’m experiencing I am thinking of sitting with him awhile, should his initial observation convince me I ought to.
My auric photo from 2016 and the one recently taken has shown the energies of my ‘field’ have changed pretty dramatically. Although I feel better now than I did then, there is much work to be done.
What am I feeling? Right now I feel a ‘pinch’ in the shoulder blades across the upper back. During drumming last night I felt a lot of release of the ‘pressures’ in head and heart areas, but as soon as the drumming was over and I was headed home an intense pressure came once more in my heart space. (This is not medical, for I’ve done the tests that show heart is not under stress).
Energy … it gets stuck every now and again. There are ‘others’ who work in our inner energetic spaces remotely. Some ask our permission, and others … well, they take liberties.
Physical sensations we have are not always explainable by our doctors. They do not know of the spiritual attachments we gain over time. All they can do is prescribe a drug to counteract the affects of the base cause.
Back to “what am I feeling” … I am grateful for community, for seeing the beauty in people who come to gather in spirit and walls come ‘tumbling down’ as we interact with each other. Most of all I’m quite happy to be alive, and have opportunity to choose what I will contribute to this world, consciously, aware.
I would need to focus in depth to know what one feeling leads to, a deeper, more inset feeling that perhaps isn’t thought of consciously … but for now, I’ll leave it at this.