Rational. Irrational. It’s all conditioned responses.
I don’t know how to resign myself, especially when the requirement is unknown.
It challenges my beliefs, all of it. But the truth is they are not my beliefs. These are the stories which have been told since before I was born.
Cold nose and chilly cheeks, I lay my head in hands. This is an odd feeling, and the first time I’ve noticed it. The rest of my body quite warm, I consider crawling back under the covers.