I wake from dreaming, as I have done many times before. As I come into consciousness I think, “It’s time, here I am awake again.” I stop for a minute and I wonder, “Is this too, a dream?”
For a brief moment I glimpse a possibility. The conscious and aware me is actually experience dual realities, all the while being fully awake. Moving forward into petty, insignificant thought, I wonder if my husband can relocate the modem back to the middle of the house so I can use my lap top in the rear instead of coming to the kitchen. Wireless is finicky and does not travel through furnaces it seems.
It’s another beautiful early morning.The skies are clear, and I am grateful. My hope is that we will not be sprayed today with unknown chemicals.
I dream of calculations, and every single step that must be performed in order to complete task. I determine time and cost for it all in my mind, and then I remind myself of all the other components and vendors who will need to be utilized in conjunction with efforts made by the base to have a successful outcome. I make a list of questions and requests which will be asked as soon as I arrive.
Dreaming and waking, immediate projects vs calculations made to determine how much of what will be needed in the world to replenish and be plenty for all.
It is a busy life, walking between worlds.
I absorb all possible knowledge and use it to benefit not only this immediate reality ~ it includes the immediate future outcomes as well. I imagine I am not the only one.
Om, Let me meditate on the great Lord,
Oh, greatest God, give me higher intellect,
And let God Shiva illuminate my mind.